(Blake's POV)
I almost burst out laughing as I stared at Tara. Her almond-shaped eyes almost pop out of her face as she realizes what she had just read.
'Holy mother,' she whispers as if she was about to faint.
I press my lips for a while to stop myself from laughing, then I stared at her face.
"What was the question again, sorry?" I pretended to be checking on something on my smartphone. I am sure she was pale a few minutes ago, but now her face flustered like an apple. She bites her lower lip, which she shouldn't do because it's turning me on.
She hesitates but repeats the question. "Have you ever had sex on the plane?"
"Yes," I answered as I stare and wait for her reaction.
She slowly lifts her eyes on me, and then look down to write on the card to write 'Yes'
"Would you rather give me the card, and then I'll just write down my answers," I suggest but she shakes her head.
She takes a deep breath before explaining. "Stella paid me for this, so I will finish this interview,"
My eyebrows knitted for a while. I am beginning to admire her feisty attitude. I could see her hands trembling as she gets another card. This time she learned her lesson. She reads the question first before asking me.
"With whom?" she asks, then adds "Your girlfriend? A client? An attendant?"
I couldn't hide my smile because I am sure there were only two words on the card. I wonder where her curiosity is coming from.
"With the co-pilot."
She raises her eyebrows, "You're not g-"
"The co-pilot was female, Tara," I cut in. "A hot and sexy co-pilot," I emphasized.
She nodded and it took a little while before she flips another card. This time I couldn't hide my eagerness to know her next question. Rolling her eyes means it is a more interesting question.
"How did you manage it?" she asks, but before I could answer, she reacts irksomely. "Really? This is too personal," she wiped her sweat on her forehead.
I smile and wonder what's going on with her mind at the moment. I looked amusedly as she wiped her forehead with her fingers.
"So?" She is mad, that I can't help but laugh.
"It was a long flight. She got bored and so am I," I answered, and I can't believe I am sharing it with her. "Besides we're on a private plane so... we managed it well,"
Her face is red again, but this time, it was because she is annoyed.
"Just like that?" her eyes wide and she shakes her head.
"Next question," I said, reaching on the card in her hand, but she backs away.
"Have you ever had sex with your boss?"
"Heavens, no! That would be too weird," I chuckled.
She places two cards separately, and I think I now understand that a 'no' means the next two questions would be insignificant.
"Have you ever had sex in the elevator?" she glances at the elevator and looks down on the card.
"Yes," I answered suppressing another smile as I watch her write my answer.
"Was it quick or not?"
"Quick,"
She nods and writes the answer as if the question was about his favorite color. She turns over another card.
"Details... What the.. really? details?" she is horrified by the question. "Stella, I'll kill you later," It was almost a whisper but since we're seated near each other, I could hear her clearly.
"Not many details. Kissing here and there. The model I was with had a quick orgasm," I look at her, and her eyes are wide and mouth half-open as if shock with what I was saying. "Should I be more specific?"
She sneered and gave me a dagger look.
I shrug and watch her flip another card.
"Have you ever had sex with the same sex?" she continues.
"No."
She flips two cards again, "What's your favorite position and why?" she takes a deep breath and shakes her head.
"Should I say it or write it?" I ask her, seeing she's not comfortable with the question, I felt uncomfortable, too. I can see her fidgeting her hands.
"Just answer it educationally," she gritted her teeth. I can smell war in between her and Stella.
I chuckled, but she glares at me, making me raise both my hands.
"Fine... hmn... educational way... Isn't it better shown not told?" I joke, but her dagger eyes made me laugh and talk. If looks could kill, I would be dead, and the world will mourn. "Well, I'm not a selfish man so I always make sure that my partner will be satisfied,"
She nods, trying to concentrate on the card. She seems to be doodling when she feels tense.
"Have you had sex before, Tara?" I couldn't help but ask. Also, I am dying to know because she feels uneasy about the question.
"I told you, no personal question, Blake. Just answer the question please," she says as she bites her lower lip, just looking down and doodling on the card.
I roll my eyes. Just thinking about it, and talking about it with her arouses me. I am getting angry about this whole dirty interview thing because in front of me is a really attractive, innocent woman. Every time she bites her lips makes me want to taste it, to bite it.
"The Lotus," I answer while looking intently at her. I sighed, thinking of how to respond to her 'educational manner' request, "As you sit on top of me, and wrap your legs around my back, with your arms around my neck, this makes me penetrate to you deeply---"
She cuts in, "Do you really have to use you and me in your answer, Blake?" She raises her head and meets my eyes.
For a few seconds, I think I saw her eyes darken with desire but snaps it out right away.
"I haven't really explained why it's my favorite,"
She sniggers and shakes her head, and then flips another card. "Do you prefer sex at night, in the morning, mid-afternoon, or now?" she furrows her forehead and takes a deep breath again, but she didn't say anything.
I wonder if Stella is some kind of pimp, or a tomboy trying to flirt with Samantha.
"If I answer now, what will happen?" I ask and look at her. I feel like she is my prey and if I couldn't control myself and if just like the other women, she agrees to play with me, I would be glad to show her what I really like.
"I'll be writing your answer that's what will happen. So, what's your answer?"
"Now,"
I am hating this whole interview thing. Her questions are turning me on, and I don't know how long I could hold myself.
"How many questions do I still have to answer?" I ask. If she throws another question, I might not be able to hold myself. I might pounce at Tara.
"That'll be the last," she says quietly, stacking the remaining cards inside the envelope.
I can still see ten or fifteen cards. I wagged my finger to tell her to stop.
"Wait here," I said, standing up and walking to the patio.
I look at the sky. It's still raining cats and dogs even when the weather forecast promised good weather today. This thunderstorm must be over in an hour, but with the looming gray clouds, I doubt it.
I press Matthew's number and glances at Tara, making sure she's still there.
"Yo!" his usual greetings to me. "Who this time?" he asks me, knowing my call means urgent information.
"Matthew, do me a favor, find this name, and tell me about her. ASAP." I end the call and texted him Stella's full name and waits for his answer. From my spot, I watch Tara. My eyebrows raise as she takes a handkerchief from her bag and wipes the corner of her eyes and cheeks.
Is she crying? Suddenly, I felt furious about this embarrassing incident. I shouldn't have lied to her. I shouldn't have pretended to be Sam.
I guess I was too focused on her that when my phone rings, I jumped in surprise. I answered Matthew right away.
"That was fast. Is she famous or something?"
"Not really," he answers, "But if you're a fan of romance and erotica novels, she is. She's a really good writer. She has a future. Why?"
"How did you know her?" I ask curiously.
"Dude, you should know. She's a junior editor in your publishing company," Matthew laughs at the other line.
"Thanks," I press the end call on the screen and I start to realize the point of this interview. It was really meant for Samantha for her book, a female point of view, and not his. My chest is fuming with anger at myself as I gaze at Tara, who met a womanizer like me who is ready to devour a meek and incorrupt prey.
I walk back to her, and this time she meets my eyes. Her beautiful eyes got puffy from crying and her cute nose red.
"It would be a waste of time if I don't finish answering those questions, Tara," I said, extending my hand to get the envelope. "I called the publishing company, and I guess Stella didn't have the time to explain to you what it's for," I lied, studying her reaction.
She didn't give me the envelope. I almost grumbled. This woman has full of trust issues.
"Stella said it took her a great deal of time before she got an appointment with you," She held on the envelope, "I feel okay now. I was just shock and angry," she explains. "and hungry," she adds, cheeks turning red, "and thirsty," she smiles apologetically at him.
"You cried because you're hungry and thirsty?" I couldn't believe what I have just heard.
She smiled shyly. "Sort of, and besides, I already wired the money to my sister, so I can't really return it to Stella. I have to finish this. I can do this."
I shook my head, "Don't worry about Stella. I'll make sure we'll have another time soon," I promised.
Finally, she gives me the envelope and grabs her bag.
I panic. I don't want her to leave yet.
"I haven't had lunch yet, too," I lied again, and turn my eyes on the pile of folders on Samantha's table. "Would you like to join me?" I ask, but she seems to hesitate. "Please," This is my first time to say 'please' to a woman. Usually, they please me.
"Okay," she answers, looking at the 'crazy' weather outside. "Where? In the cafeteria?"
I shake my head. I knew that if we go there, she would be the talk of the town in just a few minutes and I'm sure the paparazzi are immortals even in this kind of weather.
"How about I cook?" I suggested.
She looks around, curious as to where I would do that. "Where?"
"In Mr. Williamson's penthouse," I pointed to the glass door.
"Are you crazy?" she whispers, "What if he comes?"
I almost laugh at her reaction. I shook my head. "I do this all the time," I give my hand to her, and to my surprise, she accepted it. Her hand feels small when I held it.
I pulled her towards the glass door before she changes her mind.
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(Tara's POV)It was a bizarre dream, but I could not remember where I was, except I was walking endlessly on the bridge with Clarice when I heard Bree calling me. When I stopped walking, Clarice seemed to understand. She smiled at me and nodded. I must have walked far because it took me time to reach the end, but I heard them talking about me every day. I listened to Bree as she read stories and sang to me. Whenever I heard Blake’s voice calling me to wake up, telling me how much he loves me, I would run.This morning, Bree woke me up with her song, but I couldn’t open my eyes. When I could finally open my eyelids, it was the god-like face of my fiance that my eyes first laid on. I feasted my eyes on him and thought of the day I saw him at the office with Sadie. It hurt me, but my heart was telling me how much he loved me, and that was enough for me to give us another chance. I closed my eyes again and fell into a deep sleep, dreaming of Blake and Bree on the island. Their loud chats
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(Blake's POV)For how long I was staring blankly at nowhere, I did not know. My heart was aching much that all I wanted was to be with Tara, but I went out of her room because I felt dying, seeing Tara in her bed, still unconscious, and the beeping of the heart monitoring machine was driving me nuts.I lost the entire day with Tara when I woke up in one of the hospital rooms. I yelled at every nurse who came, hating they put me to sleep. What if Tara woke up and asked for me? No doctor, not even Jerome, could calm me down. Then Nana Shea came into my room, surprising me.“Blake,” She called my name, and I saw myself like I was a little child again. I cried and held onto her when she came to me.“Get a grip, Blake! Tara and Bree need you right now,” Nana Shea said, wiping my tears. “Unless you calm down, they won’t allow you to see Tara. You don’t want to scare Bre
(Blake's POV)Before my eyes could open, the corners of my mouth lifted already. As she snuggled closer to me and held on to me tighter, I felt to be the luckiest man in the world. I kissed her forehead before getting up from the bed slowly. I watched Tara, and with her uneven breathing, I now felt guilty for tiring her out last night. I kissed her shoulder and moved out from the bed slowly, letting her rest.Humming La Vie En Rose, I went down and started picking up our clothes I tossed anywhere last night. Bree will be coming home soon, and I didn’t want to explain why our dresses, especially the underwear were everywhere around the house.When I heard Bree and Jem entering the house, I still had our clothes in my hands, and I had to put the clothes on the couch because Bree ran to me excitedly. I crouched down and opened my arms to her.“Daddy!” She beamed and kissed my cheeks.
(Tara's POV)Slowly, my eyelids opened, and the morning sunshine greeted me. I rolled to my bed and realized I was alone, but my lips curved a sensual smile as I remembered what happened last night.“Show me that good sex you’re saying a while ago, Kitten,” He whispered in a raspy voice as we entered the elevator. His lips curved a playful smile as he pinned me to the wall and kissed me passionately.I never thought that those simple words would turn him on.I grabbed the sheets of my bedcovers, biting my bottom lip now as I recalled how I kissed him with lust and love. I was too angry with Sadie that another side of me came out of my body and soul.“You’re mine, Blake!” I uttered, kissing him and biting his earlobe as I whispered those words. “Every part of you is mine!” I said as I took off his tuxedo and opened the buttons of his dress suit.
(Tara's POV)Being rich must be tiring, I said to myself as I looked around. The beautiful gown I was wearing today, including the shoes and accessories, could feed a family, or maybe an entire community for a week already.The pledges of the guests tonight were overwhelming, and surely the institution benefitting it would be thrilled. They have already exceeded the needed fund of the group for the charity they were supporting. Before I met Blake, all these were only part of my imagination existing only in movies and novels we used to read. Being here made me realize that two worlds were created—one for the rich and one for the poor. Yet one thing is needed to survive in both worlds. You have to be strong.“Shall we dance?” Blake asked, extending his hand to me.I smiled, feeling the relief of finally having Blake with me. He had been busy talking with many people tonight.
(Tara's POV)I stopped by the door, admiring Blake in his black tuxedo. He was too gorgeous that I wished to be selfish tonight, not wanting other women to look at him. “Just to remind you, Blake, this is a charity event, not your wedding yet,” Samantha grinned as she reminded him while fixing his bow tie. Samantha looked beautiful in her red gown with elaborative lace embroidery from top to bottom. Men would surely ogle at her as her long gown was designed with a high-cut halter neck and sheer side panels, but she kept on telling me I must be ready because cameras would be on me today, eyes of every guest would be fixed on me because of curiosity.She tapped his chest and turned him around to see me. She giggled when Blake opened his mouth, but no words came out.I shrugged, smiling sheepishly as I walked to him. “Samantha made me wear this,” I said, blushing.
(Tara's POV)Blake kissed me with a mix of anger and love, but he stopped when I started touching him. It was as if he was burned with my touch, and when he saw me panting after that breathless kiss, his face went pale. His eyes suddenly were in a panic that he got up immediately and helped me sit.“Are you okay?” His eyes were round, and I could recognize the panic and fear overwhelming him.My eyes narrowed, and I looked at him. “I’m okay,” I said, still panting from the kiss.“Can you breathe?” He asked, now pacing in front of me, which he didn’t know stresses me now.“You’re overreacting, Blake,” I uttered as I took my clothes and started getting dressed.He shook his head. “I told you, we won’t do anything until I talked to your doctor until we have you thoroughly check and-”I stood up, now feeli
(Tara's POV)Samantha had brought me a long list of wedding planners she knew, and all I had to do was select the best one. We were about to go back to the office to talk about the charity event we would be attending when Blake startled us as he stormed inside and went straight to the bedroom.“What happened?” Samantha asked, standing up.I shook my head, leaving the magazines and papers on the center table, and we went upstairs.The door was opened wide, and as we stepped inside the bedroom, I could hear movements in the bathroom. My heartbeat was getting crazy at first, but I felt it stopping when we heard Blake screaming in anger.When he came out of the bathroom, his face was red, his eyes were flaring in anger, and he was breathing heavily as he threw everything in his hand. My eyes widened, and my body quivered as I recognized the things he threw in front of me. I gasped when I sa