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Chapter 83: Preparation 2
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Carrie’s Point of ViewI awoke to a hand on my arm. My eyes flashed open and I gasped at the sudden awakening. My eyes searched the room for the person who awoke me but saw no one. They started to slowly adjust to the darkness around me though, and soon enough I saw a tall figure standing in the corner of my stall. I achingly lifted myself into a sitting position, the entire time staring at the figure. A low chuckling emerged from the person in the corner. I watched the figure move out of the darkest shadows and into the moonlight shining from my window. Lucas came into view with a wicked grin on his face. I cringed back in fear of him, remembering our last encounter. He noticed my fear and smiled wider. "There's no need to fear, my darling slave. I only came to retrieve you for today's duties." His smirk. “Good to see you back in shape. So come, now. We have much to do today.”I sat down in the chair next to the dining table, cautiously eating my food. Across from me sat Lucas, w
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“Keep your eyes always on the ground. These bastards in heat dress themselves to hide their passions. Once they catch your blood scent, all eyes will be on you. You're going to witness a gruesome sight later. Be obedient. Concentrate on your part. Angering Lucas is not an option, Carrie,” Jace said before unlocking the door. “I got you, Jace. Thanks by the way,” I replied and dragged my body out of the car. Soon, we mixed into the vampire going in and out of the mansion. Once they caught my scent, they were like one eye turned their heads on me. Lucky for me, I’m wearing a black veil matching my dress. They couldn’t see my face. I didn’t have to look at them but my senses were telling me they had these predatory eyes on me. This intensified once we entered the hall. “Jayson,” Lucas met us. “Thank you for bringing her here,” he said. “You’re most welcome, Master,” Jace replied and bowed down. “You may enjoy yourself tonight,” he said and he dismissed Jace. I watched as Jace disa
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The girls gave me questioning looks, so I spoke. "Why are you here? Where's Lucas?" Jenna gasped at the use of Lucas’ real name, but I ignored her. Panic started rising inside of me as I remembered what happened just moments ago. "H-he was here! He was laughing! I-I couldn't move!" I started to cry uncontrollably. "What's going on?" I questioned between sobs. Jenna's voice broke through the sound of me crying. "It's ok, Carrie. You just had a nightmare." She came next to me and shushed my cries. "It's ok. Master is gone right now. He told us you were sleeping and to come check on you. And also Levi is looking for you.”I stared at her confused, but took comfort in the sound of her sweet and innocent voice. "H-he's not here? But he was just here! He was scratching the bed!" I trailed off uncertainty when I looked to the bedpost beneath me and found it spotless.I realized it was just a dream. A dream that made me scared. Jemma looked at me worriedly. She then shifted her gaze from
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I heard you when you two were at the barn. I heard you planned on escaping after you have Levi,” she said in a whisper. I swallowed a lump that had formed in my throat. Is she going to tell Lucas about what she heard? Jace had warned me never to trust them. “A-are you going to tell Lucas about what you heard?” I asked her. “No. I-I have been longing to escape from this hell even before you arrived. The only thing that kept me from not doing was I didn't have anywhere to go and Lucas would find me even before I stepped out of his land,” she answered. “But hearing you and Jayson talking was something that awakened my desire to escape.”I searched for something that made me doubt Brigit's eyes but I didn’t see anything. The only emotion I saw was her determination. “Okay. You’ll be welcome in my pack. One of my pack members was mated with a human. But I’d like you to keep that as a secret,” I told her. Brigit flashed me a smile, a genuine smile and the first smile I saw since I came
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My head was pounding and my shoulder was achingMy eyes fluttered open as I took into account everything I was feeling. Slowly lifting my head, I realized why.I was still lying in Lucas’ bed, my mangled body twisted in the blankets. I brought my hand up to my neck, applying pressure to stop it from bleeding. The wound from his teeth left my skin with two deep, clean holes. Most of the bleeding had stopped already, and it stayed clotted unless I moved my shoulder.My eyes scanned the bedroom as my dazed brain tried to recover. Lucas was nowhere to be seen, which was expected.I sighed aloud to myself, a loud and long breath escaping my lips. Once I felt I could stand, I lifted myself off the bed and planted my feet on the ground. I knew the routine after Lucas fed. I left the room as soon as I awoke and didn't let him see me lingering.I had no problems with doing this, I didn't want to stick around in the monster's room anyway. Levi can also sleep soundly without me sleeping beside
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I turned the corner to find the open foyer with the beige spiral stairs. Golden lights mounted on the walls protected by zigzag semitransparent glass. It gave the walls an elegant glow with jagged slices of lights against the exposed brick wall.Annoyed, I stepped inside to leave through the front gate when suddenly, high heels clicked against the grey stone tiles stealing my attention, halting me in place. I waited for the woman to pass.Tall slender legs appeared from behind the wall. The lighting made her legs look like molten caramel. The navy silk dress slid behind as she stepped forward revealing her silky thighs. Her long hair waved around her perfectly semi moon ass. My gazed caressed up her hips to her luscious chest that were barely hidden by the scrap of clothing hanging of her creamy shoulders.My lower region tightened. It's been a while since someone evoked an arousal like that from me. Actually, no one had ever been able to evoke the fire I left inside. My eyes finally
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I walked in through the doorway, sighing loudly. It had been a long and trying day. I didn’t look around me too closely as I laid the keys on the counter and collapsed on the couch.My legs hung off the edge with my feet dangling above the ground. I swayed slightly while closing my eyes, trying to find some peace on this day. It has been scheduled that tonight, we will go back to my pack. “Carrie.” I jumped slightly at the noise suddenly coming from behind me. Without opening my eyes, I knew who it was. I sighed internally at the thing drawing me away from my relaxation.“Carrie.” The voice spoke again, now in a normal tone.I groaned and split my eyes open, letting cracks of light appear in my vision. “What do you want?”The light in my vision dimmed as the figure of Brigit appeared. Her hair fell over her face and into mine, tickling my forehead. I groaned again, louder now, knowing what she wanted me to do.“Come on. It’s been too long and you know you’re tired.” Brigit disappeare
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"I'm ok." My whisper seemed to echo through the Hall. I listened to it as it escaped my lips, knowing I was far from alright. Memories from my life kept fading in and out of my mind. They were almost as painful as the poison running its course through my veins. "We can't stay here anymore." Brigit sounded next to me." They heard your screams and know we're here. We have to hide somewhere else."As she was speaking she lifted herself from the floor we had been crouched in. She attempted to help me up as well, but failed in the effort. Her arm was still badly wounded and she could barely stand herself. As she looked to see if the coast was clear, I lifted myself off the ground as well. Every inch of my being burned, but I knew our only chance was to get out of here. Just as we were emerging from the foliage, a sweet voice met my ears. "Girls, where do you think you're going?" I stared in horror at what once was my friend. Her calm and cool collection from earlier was gone, replaced
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If I was lucky, the shadow of the gigantic sofa would swallow me and leave no trace of where I was.I waited, breathless, for what seemed like hours. In reality, barely seconds had passed. I heard footsteps drawing near to me, heavy on the tiles beneath them. They came quickly towards where I lay, but stopped feet away. I could hear whoever it was panting hard, clearly out of breath.“Carrie?” A quiet whisper rang out in the night.I recognized the voice immediately, and sprang from my spot on the floor.“Brigit, I’m here.” I whispered back to her.I saw her face turn towards me, and her body relaxed. She ran towards where I was, half standing on the ground.“Thank god you’re safe. I thought I was too late.” She helped me up and brought me into her arms in a rushed hug. “Now come on, we’ve gotta get out of here. We don’t have a lot of time. Lucas’s minions are still lurking in this house. We need to hide and go far from them.”Brigit grabbed my arm and began to lead me back to the mai
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Thoughts swarmed my mind. Why would they hesitate? I don’t understand. Leonardo lingered over me, breathing heavily with rage. "By the time you die, you'll be nothing but bones. Once this poison is in your system, I'm afraid there's no going back. You are so dumb Carrie. You’re trying to kill every one of my kind and yours." His voice was low, almost a whisper. It seemed the time for yelling was gone. Now there was a rage so malicious and a hint of fear. I wished he would scream.I smirked. “Well, that would be fun. Even if I die, I’m dragging you two with me.” My voice came out in calm breaths. The burning inside of me was still growing. “It’s such sight seeing fear in your eyes, Lucas. What happened to the proud and ambitious vampire?”Lucas looked at me with disgust."Oh, my dear Carrie. Haven't you figured it out yet?" I met his question with a glare, at which he responded, laughing. "This 'poison' you and Brigit keep talking about isn't a poison. It's a weapon. But not just
