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Chapter 42: Secrets
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The Pain Of Rejection Chapter 43: Heat
It was great seeing my former pack mate and meeting her mate, but Andrea's near constant stream of words did start to get a bit tiring at a certain point. How she managed to talk without breathing was a mystery to me. I let it wash over me, while occasionally nodding, when distress leaked through my bond with my mate. Although I didn't like her experiencing negative emotions, I also didn't think too much of it at first since she was frequently furious with Phantom or the Alpha Assembly.But the feeling only increased, and if it was just her temper, she would have calmed down. "Carrie? What's wrong?""Mady?" she almost sounded surprised to hear my voice."Yeah. You feel upset.""Sorry about that," she said, and she shut her feelings away from me totally. It was frustrating when she did that, and it reminded me of how she had acted when she wouldn't tell me about her past."What is it?" I asked again, since she hadn't actually answered."Nothing. I'll tell you later."I stood up from wh
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CarrieNow, of all times, my aggravating mate had become intent on talking instead of focusing on my body. All I wanted was for him to rip off my clothing and drive the pain away, but instead he slowly peeled off each piece, and spoke of the past. It was driving me wild, hearing what had happened between us from his perspective, every word saturated in that calm drawl, all the while I was burning inside while I waited for him to give me what my instincts craved. I should have made demands, but it was like I was under his spell. If I didn't know better I would have thought he was dabbling in magic, because it should have been impossible for anyone to be that good.At least he kept his hands on my skin while tormenting me, which soothed a lot of the agony of the heat. If I lost contact with him it was like I would combust. I'd known raised body temperature was one of the signs, but I hadn't known it would feel like a fire that needed to be extinguished.He brought his mouth to mine and
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Madoka's Point of ViewI woke up in our bed, utterly spent from the sexual marathon she had put me through. I had been right, although I was far too smart to rub that in my mate's face. Her heat had stretched out for four days, but it was finally winding down. I'd lost track of how many times I had taken care of her during this time.Besides her need to procreate, I'd made sure her other needs were met, both because I wanted to, and because that was what my wolf wanted to do. Our mate was vulnerable right now, and so we took care of her.She was also probably pregnant, and the knowledge was as deep as my wolf. He wanted to protect and provide for our new offspring as well. She was his focus and it was easy enough for me to go along with that. The deepest, most primal part of me was delighted at the idea of reproduction with this female who was so genetically suited to me.I liked the idea, too. A daughter who had her mother's sass, or a son with Carrie's determination; either of them
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Carrie My heat hadn't been quite as bad as I had expected. I wasn't about to admit out loud that Madoka seemed to know exactly what he had been doing. His head was already too big especially when it came to his prowess, and more ego might make it explode. Most of the heat horror stories involved a wolf whose mate was unable to be there for her for whatever reason, war, death, or because her mate was an asshole, so I supposed it made sense that it was tolerable and turned out to be really pleasurable with Madoka, at least when it wasn't hurting. Now that it was over, I was eager to see what the damage of our diversion had been. I walked into the office with a slight nervousness in the pit of my stomach, but was relieved to find Parker, Sinji and the others had handled it well. I supposed that was the advantage of a new pack, roles were more flexible, and no one was set in their ways. One thing that bugged me was Madoka's uncertainty. I wanted to ask him about it last night but m
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The next few days brought more disruption than was normal.Parker had confined Pinky in his trailer, and she did not take kindly to captivity. She made my time trapped in Madoka's trailer look like a peaceful dialogue between friends."This whole kidnapping mates thing is becoming an unfortunate trend," I commented to MAdoka as I poked my finger into his chest. We were sitting together in the office and both having trouble concentrating on regular pack work with so many problems looming over us.Leaning forward, he caught my finger in his teeth. Sparks ran down my finger straight to highlight the emptiness between my legs. He released it and looked into my eyes. "I barely kidnapped you."I scoffed. Just because he made me want him all the time, didn't mean I had to agree with him.He smirked. "Maybe it's trespassing mates who are the problem here?""I told you that you should have put up signs. See? It happened again.""Well, you might be right. We'll make up some 'Beware of Werewolve
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“Hi sweetheart,” I greeted Levi when I met him the next day. He was tugging his sweatshirt. His eyes were puffy and his nose was red, indicating he cried. He was looking through the thick forest as if he’s waiting for someone. He looked at me and wiped his nose using the sleeve of his clothes. “Good morning, Luna,” he greeted me and gave me a toothless smile. Despite being toothless, two fangs would appear when he needed to feed. “You looked like you just cried. What’s wrong?” Levi looked back at the forest where he was staring a few minutes ago and sighed.“I was waiting for Mama,” he replied timidly and started to cry again. Levi might look stronger than any normal human but he’s still a child that yearns for a mother.“Come here, sweetheart,” I said and gently pulled him to my body. “How about if I become your Mama?”Levi looked at me with a questioning look. “Temporary, sweetheart, until we found your mama. How does it sound?” I said as I rubbed his back. Levi stared for a
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The trip was tense, uncomfortable, and long. Thanks to the pup I was carrying, we had to stop for more washroom breaks than was convenient. The guys took turns driving. I could have too, but I preferred to spend the trip going over everything that could possibly happen during the convention, just in case there was something I had missed. We arrived at the center after hours of driving. There was an adjoining hotel where all the assembled alphas stayed. I had been there once before along with Asshole Diesel but since I hadn't been official luna I hadn't really done much besides enjoy the hotel and swim in the pool...and had substandard—although I hadn't recognized it as such at the time—sex with my biggest mistake. Now that I had Madoka, and he knew about my past, it didn't hurt as much to think about my ex's rejection. What did I care that the stuffy alpha had wanted the flouncy little cheerleader when my vastly superior mate preferred me? I didn't care at all. I was satisfied. E
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Madoka had frozen in shock when I had informed him of the news that we were getting an addition to our little family. Once he recovered, he picked me up and spun me around in excitement.He managed to impregnate me without my heat, so I guess all those cringey informational videos and parental lectures they'd subjected us to in our teenage years had been valid.Telling Madoka I was pregnant again had been easy, because I had always been able to tell him everything since the moment we discovered we were mates.Spencer, on the other hand, I was worried about. He was five years old now, and he had been the sole centre of my adoration for as long as he'd existed. Meeting Nathan was the best thing I did and now I learned that I am pregnant after so long. But I was still nervous. Madoka probably wasn't expecting it either. His attitude was comforting, although it was a bit annoying how he always took everything in stride while I was busy being stressed out. It always took a lot to get him
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Carrie's point of viewI woke to the light of dawn hitting my eyes, and I instantly recognized that I was lying on some velvet bedsheet and remembered what had happened.Madoka was still sleeping beside me, his breathing deep and even, and normally I would not have bothered him. Last night was so intense. And we did it all through the night. That was a new experience with Madoka, I was eager for more. What he had done to my body was amazing and helped satisfy that ache for a long time and what he had done was...interesting"Madoka?"I watched him as he moved slightly but not opening his eyes. I liked his dumbstruck reaction and his satisfaction more than anything else, and I especially liked the way he seemed so unusually relaxed afterwards. He always seemed so tense, but for once, it seemed like he had not a care in the world, and it had been me who had done that to him. I understand it. We were separated many times.I slept in his arms in just a t-shirt and panties. I was about to
The Pain Of Rejection Chapter 148: Together again
I turned the corner to find the open foyer with the beige spiral stairs. Golden lights mounted on the walls protected by zigzag semitransparent glass. It gave the walls an elegant glow with jagged slices of lights against the exposed brick wall.Annoyed, I stepped inside to leave through the front gate when suddenly, high heels clicked against the grey stone tiles stealing my attention, halting me in place. I waited for the woman to pass.Tall slender legs appeared from behind the wall. The lighting made her legs look like molten caramel. The navy silk dress slid behind as she stepped forward revealing her silky thighs. Her long hair waved around her perfectly semi moon ass. My gazed caressed up her hips to her luscious chest that were barely hidden by the scrap of clothing hanging of her creamy shoulders.My lower region tightened. It's been a while since someone evoked an arousal like that from me. Actually, no one had ever been able to evoke the fire I left inside. My eyes finally
The Pain Of Rejection Chapter 147: Prevented
Madoka’s Point of ViewCarrie has returned. I was so excited to finally come back home despite her strong warning not to come for her. My wolf has been angry. He kept on pushing me to come and save her. The long agonising days finally ended and she came home victorious. Not only did she kill Lucas, she also set herself free from the potion. Now, she’s back as the real Carrie who loved her pack and her family. She was fine and doing her Luna duties. Other than not wanting to eat any food that our omega has cooked for, everything seemed fine. “Babe, can you please look out for Spencer? I’m tired. I want to sleep,” she said and stood up from her desk. “Sure, babe,” I answered her back but I knew something was off. She hasn't eaten even a bit and when asking Marcus and Brigit about what happened to her, they would always answer that there’s nothing wrong with her. But I knew something was wrong. That night, I was about to enter our room when I heard a crashing sound inside. I immedi
The Pain Of Rejection Chapter 146: The side effect
I walked in through the doorway, sighing loudly. It had been a long and trying day. I didn’t look around me too closely as I laid the keys on the counter and collapsed on the couch.My legs hung off the edge with my feet dangling above the ground. I swayed slightly while closing my eyes, trying to find some peace on this day. It has been scheduled that tonight, we will go back to my pack. “Carrie.” I jumped slightly at the noise suddenly coming from behind me. Without opening my eyes, I knew who it was. I sighed internally at the thing drawing me away from my relaxation.“Carrie.” The voice spoke again, now in a normal tone.I groaned and split my eyes open, letting cracks of light appear in my vision. “What do you want?”The light in my vision dimmed as the figure of Brigit appeared. Her hair fell over her face and into mine, tickling my forehead. I groaned again, louder now, knowing what she wanted me to do.“Come on. It’s been too long and you know you’re tired.” Brigit disappeare
The Pain Of Rejection Chapter 145: It's Over
I slowly descended upon his convulsing body, prey now becoming predator. I put my other hand around his neck wringing it in the process, preparing to end this once and for all. I stared down at the monster's frame, no remorse hitting my body. All there was, was a bloodthirsty motive to kill him. As I leaned over his head, a hand on my shoulder tried to whip me around. I turned to face Brigit, a bloodied, broken, and bruised Brigit. I relaxed when I realised it was her, before questioning her move. "Let go of me, I'm going to finish this." I turned back around with her hand still gripping my shoulder. My hands shook and my vision was dark, but I was going to kill this monster once and for all. "Let’s do this together" Brigit started. I looked at her incredulously before he continued on. "We will end this monster once and for all." Her eyes searched mine and I saw the worried expression she held. I was surprised at her words and struggled to form my own. "But-I-Brigit you can hardl
The Pain Of Rejection Chapter 144: Fight back
"I'm ok." My whisper seemed to echo through the Hall. I listened to it as it escaped my lips, knowing I was far from alright. Memories from my life kept fading in and out of my mind. They were almost as painful as the poison running its course through my veins. "We can't stay here anymore." Brigit sounded next to me." They heard your screams and know we're here. We have to hide somewhere else."As she was speaking she lifted herself from the floor we had been crouched in. She attempted to help me up as well, but failed in the effort. Her arm was still badly wounded and she could barely stand herself. As she looked to see if the coast was clear, I lifted myself off the ground as well. Every inch of my being burned, but I knew our only chance was to get out of here. Just as we were emerging from the foliage, a sweet voice met my ears. "Girls, where do you think you're going?" I stared in horror at what once was my friend. Her calm and cool collection from earlier was gone, replaced
The Pain Of Rejection Chapter 143: It's Happening
If I was lucky, the shadow of the gigantic sofa would swallow me and leave no trace of where I was.I waited, breathless, for what seemed like hours. In reality, barely seconds had passed. I heard footsteps drawing near to me, heavy on the tiles beneath them. They came quickly towards where I lay, but stopped feet away. I could hear whoever it was panting hard, clearly out of breath.“Carrie?” A quiet whisper rang out in the night.I recognized the voice immediately, and sprang from my spot on the floor.“Brigit, I’m here.” I whispered back to her.I saw her face turn towards me, and her body relaxed. She ran towards where I was, half standing on the ground.“Thank god you’re safe. I thought I was too late.” She helped me up and brought me into her arms in a rushed hug. “Now come on, we’ve gotta get out of here. We don’t have a lot of time. Lucas’s minions are still lurking in this house. We need to hide and go far from them.”Brigit grabbed my arm and began to lead me back to the mai
The Pain Of Rejection Chapter 142: Weaponized Liquid
Thoughts swarmed my mind. Why would they hesitate? I don’t understand. Leonardo lingered over me, breathing heavily with rage. "By the time you die, you'll be nothing but bones. Once this poison is in your system, I'm afraid there's no going back. You are so dumb Carrie. You’re trying to kill every one of my kind and yours." His voice was low, almost a whisper. It seemed the time for yelling was gone. Now there was a rage so malicious and a hint of fear. I wished he would scream.I smirked. “Well, that would be fun. Even if I die, I’m dragging you two with me.” My voice came out in calm breaths. The burning inside of me was still growing. “It’s such sight seeing fear in your eyes, Lucas. What happened to the proud and ambitious vampire?”Lucas looked at me with disgust."Oh, my dear Carrie. Haven't you figured it out yet?" I met his question with a glare, at which he responded, laughing. "This 'poison' you and Brigit keep talking about isn't a poison. It's a weapon. But not just
