Havermouth High School, Five Years Before
The rain had washed the pavement clean, picking out the tiny granules of quartz mixed into the tarmac. The sun was warm through the grey cloud cover, and the pavement steamed, releasing a strong scent of wet stone. A bicyclist rode through a puddle, it’s spray wetting Aislen’s shoes. She glared after the careless rider in irritation.
As she crossed the school yard, the number of students increased, pressing in around her, and she thought that her telepathy made it feel like walking through a sink of soap suds, each soapy bubble with its deceptively pretty rainbow of colour stretching over the fragile surface enclosing a student within it, each dome pressing against each other, until the tension built to the inevitable PoP!
A gift, her grandmother had called it. The family gift, as old as history, dating back to the oracles that once had been worshipped in temples. Aislen did not agree. Her ability, she called it to herself. Something confusing and inconvenient, and increasingly isolating at a time when most people were wanting to get close to others, exploring their sexuality.
It had taken Aislen many hours of studying the family grimoire and mediating to develop the ability to create and maintain the bubbles that held back the overwhelming flow of other people’s thought and those bubbles failed whenever Aislen become upset, tired, or if there were too many people around.
When she touched another person, the bubble might as well not exist, for that touch would result in Aislen sharing in that person’s thoughts, or a glimpse into a past event that preoccupied them. On occasion, she thought that she could see what was to come, but those moments were fleeting and confusing, and she was never entirely sure if it were the future that she saw, or just that person’s imagination of what would come… The thoughts were never coherent, and were visual, like catching a five second flash of a movie, without context of what it was about.
As she entered the covered locker bay, she ducked as a football sailed over her head, the passage of the ball close enough to shift her hair. She clutched her books closer to her chest and hunched her shoulders defensively as she opened her locker.
Someone brushed against her accompanied with a flash of a cheerful kitchen and a big man wearing a floral apron whistling as he washed the dishes, and she felt the bubbles burst, the shock of it shuddering through her. She stared at the empty shelves of her locker as the bubbles released their cacophony in waves, flooding her brain with hormone driven erotic randomness and thoughts competing with conversations so that she could not tell one from the other.
(“He doesn’t know what it takes to…”) “I don’t know what he wants,” was spoken aloud by a cheerleader with a hair flick. “He doesn’t appreciate me.”
(“Did I do that homework? F-k, I think I…”) “What class is first? Please tell me that I have a free. I totally flipped and didn’t do my algebra last night…”
(“Egg sandwiches. Who the f-k wants egg sandwiches?”) “F-k, I’m on a diet. Salad and lean mean only and mum has packed me this crap.”
(Breasts contained in a white lace bra.) “F-k Amanda’s filled out.”
Aislen braced against the lockers, feeling the metal bow under the heel of her hand as she shoved the contents of her bag into the shelves, and closed the locker door, taking her time, each breath creating a bubble around her, muffling the roar of sound, until mental peace was restored.
She turned and wound her way through the students, hunching in on herself as she did so, the posture both seeking invisibility and avoiding physical contact with others. With so many people around her, the hum of their voices was a constant murmur of sound. But touching someone was like stripping back everything that separated them, rendering that person bare and overwhelmingly exposed to her.
“What are you doing, freak?”
She flinched back as the football hit the lockers next to her face. This time she couldn’t tell herself that the proximity of its strike wasn’t deliberate. She turned to look over her shoulder at the Evil Triplets. They weren’t actually triplets, but they seemed to share almost everything and so she had taken to calling them that in her head. They were called the Triquetra by the other students at the school, but she thought Evil Triplets was much more truthful.
Heath Gale, Cameron Edison, and Rhett Salem. They were gorgeous and every girl at the school fell over themselves before them, but inside they were self-obsessed, sex mad bullies - Aislen knew, because of the flow of their nasty, nasty thoughts whenever she brushed up against them. Rhett, she admitted, wasn’t as bad as his friends, but he never tried to stop them from their cruel bullying pursuits, never tried to curb their behaviour.
All three were from privileged backgrounds, and behaved as if the town was theirs as a result.
Heath’s father was a pastor at a local church, a man of influence and piety whose face, along with that of his beautiful wife and son, often graced the local newspaper reporting about a charity event that the Gales had attended or organized. Heath’s smile was always wide and toothy, like his father’s, both of their grins hiding their predatory nature.
Cameron Edison’s mother was from a historic family from the region, big money, and Catherine had brought to her marriage a sizable bit of land and shares in the family farming business. Aislen knew that Jules Edison loved the land more than the wife he had married in order to possess it, and that his indifference to his wife drove Catherine into bouts of deep depression.
Rhett Salem’s father was a lawyer. Officially Mrs Salem preferred the country lifestyle and thus she and Rhett stayed in town for most of the year, whilst Mr Salem lived in the city, Rideten, where he worked - but in reality, Mrs Salem was conducting an intense affair with a young florist, Juniper Masey, and only stayed married to Phillip Salem for financial reasons.
Aislen glowered, unintimidated by the three, something that always caused them confusion and intrigue because most people were daunted by their good looks, their physical prowess on the sports field, by their wealth, by their families’ prestige and wealth, or a combination of all. And humans were always intimidated by werewolves, whether they knew that werewolves existed or not, responding to an instinct that said: Danger.
“Going to class,” she told them. “Like you should be.”
“Class sucks, we have better plans for the day. You should come with us, Rhett’s dying for a taste, and we’re betting that you’re cherry flavoured…” Heath said, dropping his arm over her shoulders and pulling her against him, the contact flooding her with the rushed tangle of his thoughts, overriding his words.
He wanted to know what if what lay beneath her oversized jumper matched her pretty face, and whether she’d scream or beg for more as he, Rhett and Cameron took their turns f-king her. She saw herself so clearly, in a nightmare of flesh, heaving muscle, her nails scoring his skin and her cries for mercy unheard as he thrusted over her, that she wheeled and slapped him before she had thought the movement and its motivation through.
Her handprint stood out clearly on his cheek. When he turned his face back to her, the light caught the iridescent surface of his eyes, before he fought his wolf back, and his hand closed in the collar of her jumper, twisting the fabric, and lifting her up onto her tiptoes so that they were nose to nose.
“You f-king whore,” he snarled. “You will pay for that.”
There was an echo in his mind of his father holding his mother the same way and using the same words.
All around them, the throng of students had stilled and fallen silent, made so by the sharp clap of skin against skin, their faces aghast at her audaciousness. Aislen Carter had slapped Heath Gale. It was unheard of, unimaginable, and no one was sure what the outcome of the action would be.
Aislen, however, was less concerned with the present than she was with the past that flashed through her mind as Heath growled down at her. She saw it as clearly as if she had stood in the room at the time: a slap knocking a woman back, a man’s shadow pulled long across the floor and wall by an upended light and the woman, pressed into the corner, her hands over her face as the man who owned the shadow slowly dragged his belt out his trouser loops. The woman’s fearful breath was overloud, competing with the gameshow that played on the TV in the background…
“Which of the following is a deity which means darkness in Greek mythology?” She whispered the question on the TV screen in that memory, the words starkly clear as if Heath had memorized then in an effort to shut out the altercation between his parents, the trauma burning them into his retina.
Heath in-drew a sharp breath, his pupils pinning within the grey of his iris.
“What did you say?” He breathed the words through his teeth.
“Are you alright, Heath?” Lillian Ridgeway asked, pushing between him and Aislen, her hand going to Heath’s cheek. “F-k, she hit you hard! You should f-king report her. There has to been forty witnesses here to the fact that she assaulted you! She needs to go down for this.”
Heath’s hand released his grip on Aislen, and she was able to pull back.
“It doesn’t matter,” he said, but his eyes remained on Aislen over Lillian’s shoulder. “It’s nothing.”
Aislen turned on her heel and hurried away, the hair on the back of her neck standing on end. She shouldn’t have said anything, she told herself angrily. She shouldn’t have said anything about what she had seen. Now Heath knew, and what Heath Gale knew, Cameron Edison and Rhett Salem knew also.
What did he know? She demanded of herself as she pushed into her first class for the day and sought out a desk to the back of the class. What could he know? He did not know how she knew about his mum and dad, same as he couldn’t know that she knew that he, Cameron, and Rhett were werewolves…
Havermouth, Present Time The town was untouched by time as if it had just been yesterday, and not five years before when she had left it, a broken, fragile eighteen year convinced that she was in love. Officially she had won a scholarship into an exclusive art school, jointly paid for by a donation from Zeus Forest Works and the founding families of Havermouth. Unofficially, the Havermouth werewolf pack had sent her away. It had taken hundreds of therapy hours to realize that what she had thought was love was the result of the skilled and prolonged application of gaslighting. Once she had begun to learn just what that was, she had recognized the behavioural patterns. Once she had finished her three years of art school, with help of friends from the therapy group she had changed her name and gotten a job on the other side of the country. She had not visited her parents in Havermouth. She had not left on the best of terms with either parent, but most particularly her father. She not
Havermouth High School, Five Years BeforeReaching the transportable at the very rear of the school grounds was like obtaining sanctuary in a war field. After a day of dodging random touches, fighting her way through classes when her concentration broke and she could not hear the teacher for the thoughts of the thirty students sharing the room with her, and feeling the whiplash of disdain from the werewolf students whenever Heath or Cameron shared her class as they seemed to live for no other purpose than to make her miserable with humiliation, she leaned back against the wall to the side of the art class entrance.The art teacher, Mr Graynor, liked to sneak down the little creek that ran through the back of the oval and have a joint before his afternoon classes, so he was always red eyed and mellow, with no interest in giving his students a hard time. Often, after delivering the content of the class, he would encourage them to take their work outside, so that he could sit in the litt
Havermouth, Present Time Aislen picked up a packet of cigarettes and a bottle of wine from the local drive through liquor store on her way back to the house. She had spent less than a year living there, so it did not feel like home, she thought as she pulled up in the driveway, but it was a near to home as she had. Like many of the houses in the town, it was centuries old, the brickwork showing a craze of cracking from the house settling onto its foundations. The walls were thick and the windows small. There was a small bullnose veranda out front with a beaten up looking rocking chair on it. Unlike its neighbours, it did not have a pretty little garden. Patrick Carter had been a busy man, and after the separation he appeared to have, quite practically, cleared out the garden beds and gravelled over top. Practical, but f-king ugly, she thought with a sigh as she opened the car door and got out, wondering what she would find inside. It was a tiny house, and the inspection didn’t tak
Havermouth High School, Five Years Before Cameron and Heath circled like the wolves that they were as Rhett and Aislen joined them at the table in the shelter of a large tree. Aislen could see some of the celtic knotted triangle designs that decorated Rhett’s knuckles had been scratched into the wood of the picnic table. Other than the four of them, the park was empty. “My, my,” Cameron purred, sliding his hand over Aislen’s shoulder to her arm and sending flashes of her shirt buttons popping as he tore the shirt open in order to expose her breasts through Aislen’s mind. “Just look at what was hiding under that f-king ugly jumper, Heath.” He stole Aislen’s cigarette, which had gone out, relighting it and holding it between his teeth as he leered down at her. “We have to work,” Rhett stubbed out his cigarette onto the ground. “This piece we’re working on is worth thirty percent of our grade this term, and we’ve only got four weeks to get it done in, so if you’re going to distract us
Havermouth, Present TimeThere was no point to hiding out in her house, Aislen decided, the Triquetra knew that she was there, after all. They had probably been expecting her since her father’s death.Her father only had the cheapest brand of instant coffee in his cupboard, which was the equivalent of drinking bath water, in her opinion. She fixed her hair and her face, popped on a pair of sunglasses, and opened her black lace parasol, before picking her way across the gravel and strolling up the street to the town centre in search of a decent coffee.Her appearance drew attention as she strolled up the main street and she grimaced. In the city, her clothing and appearance drew no attention whatsoever. City street fashion was wide and varied, and of all the fashion-sights to behold, a woman in black was unremarkable. In Havermouth, however, amongst the pastel flowers, plaid, and denim, she might as well wear a flashing neon sign.“Why is she dressed like that, mummy?” A little girl in
Havermouth High School, Five Years BeforeAislen felt something small and hard strike the back of her head. She looked up from her sketch pad and felt in her hair, locating a small nut from one of the nearby trees lodged in the curls. She pulled it out thinking it had fallen from a tree or had been dropped by a bird flying overhead, and resumed drawing, only for another to hit her.Laughter stiffened her back. She knew those voices and did not need to turn to look. The table where she was seated was set near a grassy slope where the cheerleaders and jocks liked to spend their lunch time.She had seen the Triquetra there, as she had sat to lunch, but they hadn’t noticed her – or so she had thought – as Heath and Cameron had Lillian between them and were occupied with making out with her and Rhett had been lying on his back just a little way from them, his forearm draped over his eyes.Had she been braver and had she forgiven him for doing nothing when Heath had assaulted her at the par
Havermouth, Present TimeAfter arranging for the real estate to come to take photos of the house, Aislen hired a skip bin, and began sorting through the possessions within the master bedroom. Rip the bandage off where it hurt the most, she told herself grimly as she opened the closet. She tossed clothing that was suitable for charity onto the bed, and those that were too stained, torn or worn into a pile on the floor. When she encountered a flannelette shirt that had been one of her father's favorite and had seemed to feature in every photo of him for the decade of her teen years, she sat on the edge of the bed clutching it to her and wept. It still smelled like him, she thought. She put it into a ziplock bag from the kitchen and stuffed it into the suitcase. Stupid, she told herself as she wiped her eyes. Stupid, sentimentality, for a man who valued what little reputation he had held in the town over his teenaged daughter.Her mother had stripped the house of all her valuables when
Havermouth High School, Five Years BeforeAislen wasn’t surprised when Rhett stepped out from the alley between the classrooms as she reached the art room, his eyes to the ground and his hands in his pockets – but his casual demeanour did not fool her for a moment. She hesitated, and he lifted his eyes, meeting hers, and the expression in them caused her breath to catch and her clit to throb.She felt like Eve, she thought, irresistibly drawn to the apple.She crossed to him, and he caught her by the elbows, pulling her flush to him, his body lean and hard against hers, stepping back into the privacy of the alley way, pushing her up against the wall. He lifted her bag off her shoulder, lowered it to the ground without breaking their gazes.His eyes were intense and the almost oily iridescent sheen that she had come to recognize as a sign of werewolfism reflected off their darkness. He buried his fingers into her curls with a sigh as he did so, before leaning forward, the heat of his l
Havermouth, Present Time “We should talk about the river house,” Heath said as they dried off after the shower. She ignored him and concentrated on drying her hair. She didn’t want to talk about it. She had said all that she wanted to say on the topic, and if she said any more, she knew that it would just start another argument. “Aislen,” he sat on the bed in order to put on his shoes. “I know that…” “Heath,” she flicked her hair back. “Don’t. Just don’t. Rhett had a go at me yesterday about accepting that Havermouth is my home and that I’m not going back to Kabramatta, and you guys have raised several times going to stay at the river house. You can’t bully me into it, and you need to stop trying to do so.” His grey eyes met hers and she held them stubbornly refusing to back down. He nodded slowly. “We are your mates,” he said softly. She inhaled and released it slowly. “I love you,” she told him. “I love the three of you. I want to try to make something of this relationship. I a
Havermouth, Present TimeAislen woke when Rhett eased out from under her. She had been lying half over him, her leg thrown over his body and her hand on his chest and muttered her complaint as his movement unbalanced her and let the cooler air touch her skin. He leaned over and kissed her cheek. “I have a client coming at nine,” he whispered. “I have to go set up.”“Too early.”“I know, but they work afternoons, and it will take a good three hours.”Talen wrapped an arm around her and drew her into the cup of his body. “Sleep some more, Morgana,” he murmured. “You need to rest in order to heal.”“Careful,” Cameron snickered suddenly and Aislen opened her eyes to see that Cameron had saved Rhett from falling over as he put on his jeans. “F-k man, you’re not a good morning person. One leg in each leg hole, right?” Cameron was already almost fully dressed, his shirt hanging open but his jeans and shoes on.“Need coffee before my brain will wake up fully,” Rhett replied.“For f-ksake,” He
Havermouth, Present Time“Not now, Rhett,” Heath sighed.“You knew!” Rhett rounded on him in shock. “You knew that he intended to turn her!”“We can’t,” Heath rose to his feet and located his jeans. “We can’t turn her werewolf, Rhett. The failure rate is too high. She has three werewolves and a vampire as her mates. If we can’t turn her, it is only logical that he will.”“And then what!” Rhett’s fury was such that the words were all but yelled. “We grow old, whilst she stays eternally young?”“Would you rather her grow old and die, when she has the option to be young and live forever?” Heath demanded. “We cannot give her that, but he can!”“What about kids?” Cameron asked. “If he turns her into a vampire, can she still have kids?”They fell into silence, their eyes flicking to Aislen and then away.“I can have kids,” she answered their unspoken question. “Bitch-faced Tabby Cat was speaking shit. I had a miscarriage, that is all. My doctor never said that I wouldn’t be able to have kid
Havermouth, Present TimeCameron groaned and pressed his hips into hers, letting her feel that he was hard. He leaned over until his breath brushed over her lips, his eyes on hers so that she could see every fleck within the bright blue. She reached up and threaded her fingers into his hair feeling the heavy thickness of the curls wrap around her fingers.His eyes closed as he inhaled and moaned on the exhale. “Your scent…” He said as he opened his eyes, meeting hers. His smile was bone melting. “When you are turned on, your scent is a sin. I remember in school, whenever you walked by us, I’d just about come in my pants breathing it in.”“Make me come, instead,” she invited.“Yeah,” he laughed under his breath. “I can do that.” He lifted her up and carried her to the porch.“Hey,” Tyler said as he opened the door. “Morgana, hey hero! Talen wasn’t sure when you’d be back. He’ll be happy to know you’re back home again. I was just about to head out to grab some take away. Do you want me
Havermouth, Present TimeCameron carried Aislen through the reception area where Heath was smoothly talking his way through her discharge.Rhett paused to charm his way into a trolley. "I'll load up with Aislen's things, and meet you at the cars," he said to Cameron as he wheeled it back into the room.“Oh, I’ll get a wheelchair!” A nurse protested seeing Cameron with Aislen in his arms.“It’s fine,” Cameron told her with a shrug. “Aislen’s not heavy.”“Are you leaving?” A woman stepped out of a room. Her clothing was rumpled, her eyes tired, and she clutched an empty coffee cup in one hand. “That is wonderful news. I’m Margaret,” she said to Aislen with a wide smile, her eyes filling with tears. “You must be Aislen Carter. You saved my son, Stephan’s life. My husband and I… We are just so grateful.”“Oh,” Aislen flushed, embarrassed by the teary gratitude. “It was nothing, really. He was saving himself, and the gunman had moved on to the library, so it wasn’t like… I’m told he’s doin
Havermouth, Present Time“Charles Gale, Pastor,” Pastor Gale recovered quickly, and his outrage transformed into charm. “I came to offer Aislen my services and company. I make regular rounds of the hospital,” he said as he stepped into the room. “And I understood that my son and his friends were at the river house.”He had expected to find her alone, in other words, she thought. Alone and vulnerable. And instead, he found her guarded by a giant of a vampire.“They are,” Talen replied, leaning a hip onto Aislen’s bed, a posture that was both confident and claiming. “We are alternating who stays with Aislen. They will be returning soon.”“Thank you for your kind thought,” Aislen said, barely keeping the sarcasm out of her tone. “But I’m not religious and you’ve made perfectly clear that you don’t enjoy my company.”“Now, Aislen,” Pastor Gale smiled patronizingly. “That’s simply not true.”It was unnerving how similar he looked to Heath, Aislen thought, considering that she reviled the m
Havermouth, Present DayAislen watched the water flow around her feet, swirling over the paving stones and tarmac of the main street of Havermouth, ripples casting shadows through the water that looked like screaming faces. She walked through the water, bewildered, feeling its cold drag against her legs, and its weight tugging down the fabric of her dress and sticking it to her skin.The traffic on the street had stopped, cars like islands in the flowing water, and pedestrians came to a standstill, everyone turning towards the river in astonishment.Where had the water come from?Something brushed against Aislen’s leg, and she looked down and cried out in horror as a pale, fish-nibbled face passed by, cheeks flapping in the movement of the water and eye sockets vacant, carried along in the tide of the water.Aislen woke on the end of a jump and gripped the sheets, breathing heavily.“Morgana,” Talen rose from the recliner and leaned over her. His hair was loose, brushing over her chee
Havermouth, Present Day“Aislen…” Heath started but was interrupted by the arrival of the nurses. “We’ll talk after,” he finished as the nurses adjusted the bed to sit Aislen upright.“Any discomfort?” The nurse asked attentively as they helped Aislen turn so that her legs hung over the end of the bed.“No,” Aislen suspected that Talen’s blood was the reason, healing her from the inside out. Bless her daddy vampire, she thought fondly.“Okay, but be guided by your body and if it hurts, we will stop…”“I can carry her,” Cameron hovered anxiously as Aislen stood with the help of the nurses. “F-k…” His hands were already held out, wanting to push the nurses out of the way.“Boyfriend?” The nurse to Aislen’s left asked as they took a shuffling step towards the ensuite.“Yeah,” Aislen agreed. It was close enough a description for their relationship at the moment, she decided, and she was f-king over being ashamed and hiding. “Both are, actually,” she said with a slight shrug. “Four, really
Kabramatta, A Month BeforeAislen found the regular yoga sessions not only helpful in maintaining a level of physical fitness to combat the stationary nature of her art, but also in enforcing a regular meditation to help strengthen the bubbles that protected her from the onslaught of mental noise that came with living in a busy city. That Bianca was the yogi was a bonus, as it meant that she could combine exercise, meditation and a catch up with her friend.Aislen lingered behind as the class ended and the room gradually emptied.She watched as Bianca flirted with a pony-tailed, curvaceous blonde woman, the sparks flying between them as they exchange numbers. The blonde cast a smile over her shoulder as she left.“You have a type,” Aislen drawled as she joined Bianca. “Blonde, curvy, and bubbly.”“So do you - six inches, chubby and made of silicone,” Bianca snorted. “When are you going to give a flesh and blood person a go? I bumped into Jordan Daniels the other day at a gallery. He i