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The voice in her head

Author: Mandy Odiakose
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Kira's POV

“Guess who's going to fucking stupid Harvard?"

if I and Christine were still talking, that was what I was going to tell her, but no, we weren't and I didn't have any friends. So the only person I could tell was myself. I sucked at being alone. Maybe that was why I was so concerned about bringing Christine back.

The bag behind my back was much heavier than usual. Maybe there were too many books inside. I couldn't tell because I didn't know what was in it. I carried the bag that morning without checking what was inside. I was too angry at my mother for even thinking of putting me in Havard.

As soon as I got to class, I angrily tossed the bag to one of the chairs and opened it. I was angry at first, but when I saw the content in the bag, all my anger subsided. Confusing took over. What was Ken's spell book doing there? No wonder it was so heavy. It had a book as heavy as that in it.

My eyebrows furrowed in confusion I didn't see Ken put it there when he got to my house the p
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