Hello everyone.
I would like to apologise for being away. My toddler was very sick last week, and we even thought she had covid because of all her symptoms. Thankfully it wasn't, and it was just a nasty virus that made her burn up in fever, sleep a lot and not want to eat while coughing her lungs out.
I hope you all understand that her health will always come first, and nothing is more important to me than her.
I am trying to write as much as I can before Christmas. I will be taking a few days off over Christmas, mainly because I will be working over the period and on the day, and the small amount of free time I have I want to spend with my family.
Stay safe, everyone.
Merry Christmas.
Avery POV “Do you have everything that you need?”, Eliana asks and I nod my head. “I think so”, I reply, closing my suitcase and placing it near the door of my apartment. We both sit on the couch holding our wine glasses. Eliana looks distracted, and I can’t help but worry about her. “Is everything okay?” I ask, and she shakes her head, looking at me with teary eyes. “What’s going on?” I ask, and she bursts into tears, falling with her head on my knees while she hugs her own body. God, my heart is so tight watching her cry like this. I caress her hair while she cries on my leg. I let her cry without saying another word and once she calms down I pull her into a tight hug and she hugs me back. Eliana is like a sister to me and if she is hurting I hurt. “Okay, now that you calmed down, tell me what happened”, I say passing her a new glass of red wine. Eliana takes the glass from me and takes it to
Matteo POVI have the jet waiting for us and once we reach the private airport Avery looks at me excitedly. I offer her a smile as I hold her hand pulling her towards the Jet that has my staff waiting for us to board not he outside. They all greet me and I introduce Avery. She smiles at everyone and I can see one of the air hostesses is not smiling back. I give her a serious look and automatically she smiles at her. I hope Avery didn’t notice that. I clear my throat and pull her inside.She curses under her breath once we get inside and I tell her where to sit. She takes the seat I tell her to as I explain I am going to talk to the pilot and I will be right back. One of my guys take her small bag to her asking if she needs it or if he can put it on the compartment for luggage in the bedroom. I can see her face shifting from a smile to embracement. She tells him she will keep it and I walk into the cockpit where I greet the pilot. I explain that I don’t need
Avery POV“Avery, what are you thinking? I bet you had your fair share”, Matteo say and I can’t help but feel like I am about to fall down an abyss, this is it, I need to tell him I am not as experienced as him. I bet this will be it, he will drop me now. I shake my head and Matteo looks at me confused, it’s like I can see the wheels on his brain moving trying to make him comprehend what is going on in front of him.“What do you mean?”, Matteo asks and I turn my back to him. I can’t face him, I can’t tell him and see his eyes go wide while he realises I am not enough for him. He has all of this experience and this kink that woman will do what he wants, but that’s not me.“I have only been with two people, my ex and you”, I say after taking a deep breath and closing my eyes preparing myself for his words telling me that it’s over. I feel Matteo
Matteo POV“Babe, wake up”, I whisper against Avery’s hair as she moves away from me rolling onto her stomach. She is still naked and her perky ass facing me now. I can’t help but caress it as slyly smack it making Avery open her eyes and moan at the same time. I kiss her back and she giggles.“What was that for?”, she asks while I trail kisses down her back and I reach her ass giving it a small bite.“Time to wake up sleeping beauty”, I say and she rolls around with her breast bouncing as she does making me hard again. Fuck. I shake my head pushing away the thoughts of everything I could do to her body right now if we had the time.“We will be landing soon”, I tell her and she nods her head getting up and looking around for her clothes.“Where are my clothes?”, she asks and I can’t help but chuckle with how flushed she looks and how messy her hair is. I point at the chai
Avery POV "Please don't be upset", Matteo says, and I nod my head. Matteo wraps his arms around me, pulling me closer. I rest my arms on top of his. I can't believe I feel so disappointed, he told me he had to come to work, and I still managed to get my hopes up into staying in bed all day with him. "I swear I am fine, I will go get changed, and I will book a massage", I let out, and Matteo grabbed my face between his hands and crashed his lips against mine, giving me a small and soft kiss on the lips. I can't help but smile at the feeling to be in his arms. I stand up and walk out of the room, leaving him to answer his phone that starts ringing as soon as I exit. I walk into the bedroom, and I start going through my suitcase to find some lingerie that I didn't put in there. I grab my Red Laced bra and undies. I smile, thinking that Eliana did this. That woman….
Matteo POV I can’t help but worry about Avery, the attack was on one of my restaurants, a bomb was planted in the man’s bathroom. Whoever this is is getting bold and I am starting to feel really annoyed with this. Leo has all my man looking for the fucker that decided to blow up my establishment. The police is already investigations even though Leo has given them some bullshit excuse and money. They are not dropping it. That’s what happens when I am away. Fuck. At least I know that Avery is safe, she is here with me. I walk around the penthouse looking for her but I can’t find her, I call reception asking about her and they tell me she was seen walking into the gym after she booked her massages. I ask them to move everything to the penthouse that I will pay whatever cost it brings. The receptionist does what I ask her to and that’s when I hear the shower. She is back. I can’t help but watch her having a shower, her body is so beautiful, her breasts bouncing as she mo
Avery POV“Fuck”, I let out as I feel the girl from the massage licking my pussy, she is very skilled, she knows what to do, I think the only time I had better was with Matteo.I am not this kind of girl, but Matteo brings my wild side, I never imagined I would ever have a woman licking me, but God she knows what she is doing, her tongue sliding inside of me, in and out while she rubs her finger on my clit. I can’t help but to close my eyes and moan in pleasure.I see Matteo now standing in front of me. I can’t help but wet my lips as he leans down and says that this is all for me as he exposes his rock herd cock that rests against his six-pack. I close my eyes for a split second and open my mouth taking Matteo in as he wraps his fingers on my hair. I take him all in, licking from the tip to the base while he makes me gag, I can’t even breathe properly on how deep he is making me suck
Matteo POV After an incredible afternoon of sex I take Avery to our bed after bathing her and cleaning her from the kisses Katherine planted on Avery’s body. she is extremely tired and I need to make some phone calls. I didn’t show up for my meeting and that can cause me some trouble. I will make a phone call and rearrange it for tomorrow. I will make sure that I book the meeting early in the morning so Avery is still asleep and she won’t miss me. I leave the room with only the shower towel wrapped around my waist and walk into the office. I grab my phone that has more than ten missed calls. Fuck. I return the calls rearranging everything explaining there was a big emergency in New York that needed my undivided attention. People know I am a serious businessman, I don’t take bullshit and I take care of what is mine. I didn’t lie, there was an emergency in New York, but Avery became more important all of a sudden with her need for constant sex. I go bac
Matteo POV I finish washing changing clothes and having a shower as soon as I came out of the basement, I couldn’t let Pedro live any longer, I made him as miserable as I could, he was tortured every day by my people, and he was starved and abused. They did to him everything he did to Avery and more, he was begging to die, but they knew better than to end his life. That was up to me. His eyes lit up when he saw me walking into his cell. He begged me to kill him faster and for once I agreed with him, a quick kill is what was needed here, he had become a problem in my house, Avery was getting agitated with Jane in the house and Pedro in the basement, so I had to finish him. Baby Jane is officially our daughter from today, All the paperwork was approved and we can finally call her our daughter, Avery is so happy, happier than I have ever seen her. I can’t even believe this is happening, I thought this day would never come
Avery POV Present Day “How does that make you feel?”, Suzanne asks me while I take a deep breath and I play with my wedding ring. I look up at her and shrug my shoulders. I know she is my therapist and she is paid to help me but today I can’t talk to her, my anxiety is creeping in and I know I should tell her about it but I just can’t. I have been trying to tell Matteo about Jane and every time I start the conversation he changes the subject. I know he is not doing it to spite me, because he doesn’t even know about her, and deep down I know I haven’t tried hard enough to tell him ion fear he will say no. Once my hour in the therapy session is done I walk to the waiting room where Eliana is waiting for me, she has been feeling sick today and she looks terrible, she looks like she hasn’t slept one little bit and I have to say I am worried about her.
Matteo POV FOUR DAYS AGO I am sitting in my office with my head between my hands as I take a deep breath after reading the reports of my last weapons sale, the Irish are trying to get us to change the price, and I don’t negotiate with terrorists. They have been attacking some of my guys, they say it is not them, but I know it is. And this will have to end. I hear someone knocking on the door, and I tell them to come in. I have to say I wasn’t expecting Eliana to walk through the door, and she always avoided being around me. She said to Rio that my aura scares her, well good, like that she knows not to fuck up with me. “I am sorry for bothering you, but I need to talk to you”, Eliana says, and I nod my head, pointing at the chair opposite from mine on the other side of the desk. She closes the door behind her, walks towards the chair, and takes a seat. She looks at me, and she smiles.
Avery POV The ceremony was beautiful and baby Rose is the most beautiful baby I have ever seen, she loves her mommy and daddy but she loves mu cuddles and I have to say that I enjoy her company more than I enjoy any adults at the moment, she is a great listener and she is helping me a lot, more than therapy. The way she looks at me melts my heart and I made a decision. I want to volunteer at the Maternity ward in the hospital. There’s a Volunteering program that all you have to do is cuddle babies that are in the NICU while their parents are at work and can’t give them attention. As soon as we got home I told Matteo what I wanted to do and he smiled. I know he is worried about me and he knows that this is the first step for me to get better, I will do something to help someone, it will make me feel better about myself, I will be able to help those children and those parents. Matteo decided that because I will volunteer there he will provide hot food to parents that a
Matteo POV “Where is he and where is Avery?”, I ask and Robyn say he has a house in the Hamptons, she doesn’t know where exactly, y, but I should start there, that gives me something to start looking for Avery. As that information leaves Robyn’s mouth Eliana stands up and pulls a make up wipe and starts wiping her face. Robyn looks at her horrified realising she was played as Eliana walks out of the room after giving me a half hug. Now its the two if us little bird, and you will regret the day you were born. I walk to Robyn that is now begging for her life and I pull her up by her hair and she looks petrified. I bring her to the small table in the end of the room while she screams a kicks and I smack her in the face. This is going to be fast, I throw her on the floor on her knees and I tell her to beg, beg for her life as Avery tried to save hers and my sister’s. She looks at me with wide eyes as I pull my weapon from
Avery POV I open my eyes and I can’t see Matteo next to me. I look around starting to feel my anxiety creeping in as I pull the blanket closer to my body and I hear Matteo moving and walking to me. “Hey, I am here”, I hear his soft voice whisper, I look at him and he looks tired, he looks like he hasn’t slept in days and I feel myself breaking again, I feel my tears spilling down my face as Matteo wraps his arms around me pulling me closer to him. “Everything is okay, I am here, you’re safe”, he whispers and I nod my head. Matteo pulls away saying I should have a bath and I can’t think of anything better right now. Matteo walks to the bathroom opening the taps I can hear the water running and the bath filling up. I put my legs out of the bed and Matteo walks back into the bedroom rushing over to me to help me stand up. As soon as my feet touch the floor Matteo wraps his arms around my waist keeping me stand as my knees give up on me. I am weak and Matteo knows. He wa
Matteo POV "Boss, we got her", Leo says through the phone, and I can't help but smile. They finally found Robyn, it's been two days since we spoke and dealt with her waste of space of a boyfriend, and now she is waiting for me to deal with her ass. I walk down the halls and towards the cells in the basement. She was curious to know where our safe house was, and now she knows because she is here and she will never leave. I don't care who she is to my sister and to Avery. She will die for her betrayal and for Avery being taken away from me. I open the door, and she is in the corner, she looks afraid, she is looking at my men as if they were monsters, but she doesn't know I am the worse of them all, I can become the devil if people cross my way. "Matteo, please help me", she says, and I look around to see Leo and Rio looking at her. Leo looked like he was going to kill her. "Leave", I tell them both, and she looks at them and then at me, and the truth hi
Avery POV I don’t know how long I have been in here, but the torture makes all the day blend together. Every day and hour is the same, I still have the blindfold and I am being fed by tubes, just enough to keep me alive while man after men touches me, they touch my body as if it was their property and not my own body anymore, but none of them actually penetrate me, I don’t know how much longer I can live like this. My body and my personal choice being taken away from me by force. I have been enduring psychological torture since I have arrived here, the constant hands touching me are nothing compared to the psychological torture I am suffering, I have earbuds on playing constant sounds of crying babies keeping me awake and from time to time the sounds stop and I am allowed to sleep for a few minutes and then the torture continues. I am sleep deprived, my head hurts and my body, well I stopped felling my body as a way of disassociating from the constant hands touching
Matteo POV It was all planned out to take Avery from me. Amber told me what happened and I can’t believe I was so stupid. Eliana is still there helping Rio. I can’t believe I fell for this. What was I thinking? They took her and they haven’t made any contact yet. Rio is trying to find any leads he might get on Avery in the meantime I am driving all around the city trying to think where they could have taken her. My phone starts ringing through the car speaker and I answer, it is Leo and I know he is taking care of my baby sister and their child. But I can’t believe this. I can’t even enjoy the birth of my niece when I am this worried about Avery. I know she was training with Leo and Rio, she became good at fighting and shooting but she is still my wife. I should have protected her. And how did the bastards get in the safe house? That place is full of passwords and security. It is an inside job. Amber said it wasn’t Eli