I stood in front of the imposing gates of Rosendale High, my heart beating wildly in my chest, my body slightly trembling. My chest was heaving with fear of the things that could be lurking in there.
But I have made it this far. It has been two months since my brother died, and I have spent every single moment of that time trying to find a way to gain entry into this school. After doing everything, leaving the pack for a month to make it seem like Skylar North had gone rogue so I could safely take this identity, masking my scent and cloning an alpha scent, and applying again and again every week when their admission opened up till I finally received the letter, I knew I had to go through. I remember the first time I had come with Valerian. The way he had been so excited about this place. And then the last time I came with him. He had been dead, and he was discarded in that nameless grave. That necklace. That man. That rose. I was none the wiser despite the time that had passed, but at least, I was here now, with an admission letter, and a greater chance at finding out the truth. I took in a deep breath, my eyes closing for a long moment. I opened my eyes, then slowly pulled the small trunk I had brought with me. It contained only the male clothes I had bought with the very last of my savings, my brother's letters, a few food items, the light brown contacts pack I had gotten, a few tampons and necessities. The gates opened, and I pulled the trunk in till I got to the main entrance. It was just as imposing, and a little part of me wanted me to back out of this. Valerian was dead. I could be, too. But that was the whole point. I didn't know how to live without my brother. Even worse, without trying to find out how he died. Why so many things pointed to it not being suicide. Why they never gave me his suicide letter. The door opened again, and I pulled the trunk with me and walked into the dark hallways. The hallway was filled with a strong alpha smell and dark fog. It looked very typical of a place that held so many secrets. So many skeletons. It was eerily quiet, and I could hear the loud thump of my own heart and the tapping of my booted feet. I closed my eyes. The official had told me to come here. I was already done with all of the clearance requirements and had nothing else to do. I thought that was the scariest part, trying to convince them that I was an alpha, but being here amongst potential killers and being so grossly inexperienced and disadvantaged, it was the worst. A sudden sound stopped me in my tracks, and I froze, my heart going on overdrive. My knees felt weak, and the only thing that kept me from running out of there was the feel of Valerian's cold hand against mine. "Who are you?" I swallowed hard, my chest heaving as I turned. A man was standing behind me, his eyes cold. He had light blonde hair and dark blue eyes that just seemed to fit. "I am... my name is Kian. I have been granted admission and..." He looked down at my outstretched hand. "Kian?" I nodded slowly, biting down on my lips. I hoped that completely ditching my brother's name and my true identity would make whoever killed him attempt a move on me since I was just as weak as him, even weaker. I know it is suicidal, but I needed the truth even if I had to die for it. "Cute name," he said simply to my disappointment. "What is your room number?" My eyes widened. "Room number?" He raised a brow. "Were you admitted as an extra or a regular?" "Extra," I said, completely oblivious of what that meant, exactly. I just knew that I would be within these walls, and that was all that had mattered then. Seeing how he was looking at me now, like I was completely stupid, it made me think I had made a grave mistake by accepting this admission. "Is something wrong?" I asked when he wouldn't say anything, my voice slightly shaky. He gave a small laugh. "No. I am the head of this hostel. My name is Knox." He still didn't give me his hand, and I pushed my hand into the pocket of my trousers. "Nice to meet you." He nodded. "Problem is, Extras do not have access to anything. This is the part where I show you to your room and roommate and tour you around, but you are an extra. You are neither allowed to have a room to yourself nor are you allowed to use the amenities with us." My heart immediately dropped to my stomach. What? They had those sorts of admissions here? But... Valerian was admitted as an extra, too. Does that mean... he never even had a room, couldn't use anything, and just... My heart sank. I didn't expect to meet something like this on the very first day. "What am I allowed to use?" I asked, my chest heaving. He sized me up again, then sighed and leaned away from the door. That was when I noticed he was shirtless and had a full sleeve of tattoos on both hands. "You look a bit innocent, so I will give you a small briefing, but lunch is in two hours, and you will understand exactly what I mean." I immediately followed him, and he led me across the long hallways before we finally reached a large opening. My jaw fell open as I took in the place. It was like a mega city on its own, with almost everything I could think of. A large fountain in the middle, and the building extended upstairs and just kept going till I couldn't see anything anymore. I turned to him, and he was already looking at me. "Welcome to Rosendale. We have only a few rules here. Most of them apply to everyone, but some of them are for only extras." I nodded, my eyes fixed on him. I wondered if Valerian had felt this intimidated, this alone. I wondered if he wanted to give up, too. "First and foremost, don't use the gym while we use it. You can use it after if you find it open." I nodded. I had no intention of using the gym. "As an extra, you are Rosendale pack's equivalent of an omega, so you can't eat with us either. You can eat after we are done eating if there are any scraps remaining." Okay, what the fuck? "Three. You can sleep anywhere, but you have no room assigned. You can beg anyone without a roommate, and if they let you, then fine. If they don't, the dining, library, or whatever, those are big enough. You are pretty scrawny anyway." "Wait. Where do I take a bath and, you know... toilet?" He shrugged. "There are public restrooms, but they are not cleaned, and you will have to do it yourself." I swallowed. Hell. This place is hell. "Four. You have an alpha scent, but you are technically an omega to us." "Is there a way to climb up the ranks?" "You don't know what you are talking about," he said with a laugh. "You will never be able to climb up ranks in here." "Why? I have an alpha scent and..." "Ask your wolf if it can scent mine." I held my breath and focused. She could, but only faintly. I focused harder, and she immediately whimpered. Too strong. My eyes met his, and he gave a small smile. "I will not investigate just how weak your alpha potential is as that is not my business. But if your wolf can not stand mine, you have no chance here. We fight shit out in here. For food, for survival. And I am not exactly the strongest. Take the scraps, or risk that pretty face. We don't know mercy, Kian. We know war. We know blood. You get me?" I nodded slowly. Is that... perhaps, how Valerian died? Because he tried to climb up the ranks? Because he tried to defy the norms? "As I was saying, unless an alpha singles you out for a fight, don't volunteer. They don't like the omega stench, and the cemetery happens to be big enough." I clenched my fists as he gave a small smile, then turned away. "Is that why you wouldn't shake me?" He laughed, then shook his head. "The last time I shook someone..." He trailed off, then raised his left hand. It was limp and very obviously useless. My eyes widened, and he chuckled. "Exactly." I felt my blood run cold. I had imagined a school of well trained men and order. This was a jungle, and I have walked right in the middle of it. "Last," he said, then met my eyes. "Treat this as the most important rule, Kian." I straightened a bit, something in his eyes telling me my life in here would depend on it. "Do everything you can to avoid the Princes of Rosendale. Avoid them with your life."I slowly stepped into the ring, my chest heaving as the instructor helped Knox up. Apart from a deep cut on the side of his lower lip, he looked perfectly fine.His eyes met mine as he stopd, and for a second, he blocked my view of Alpha Eros, his lips parting. "Don't do it," he whispered, his voice low. "He will kill you."I nodded. "I know. Just be safe, Knox.""Kian.""Please leave the ring, Knox River," the instructor said, his voice steely. "Now."Knox let out an exasperated sigh, then stepped out of the ring, but like he couldn't bring himself to fully leave, he stuck by the edge of the ring, his eyes set on the scene before him.Through all of this Alpha Eros was quiet, his fingers wrapped delicately around a bottle of water, his eyes set on the gloves he was wearing.I picked up the gloves that Knox had been wearing, then gently wrapped them around my hand."Set?" The instructor asked, and I slowly nodded.It was Alpha Eros' cue, and he immediately straightened, his free hand
"Kian," Eros managed to say, his voice so dangerously close to a moan that I felt my knees weakening. Whatever intent I had when I came here, it faded under the feel of his skin, his essence, the feel of his lips. I pressed a little harder, my lips parting against his, taking him as much as I could. You most definitely do not realize how starved you are until you get to eat, and I was finding that out the hard way.He leaned a little closer in a slow, subtle movement, like he couldn't let himself believe that he was standing here kissing everything he hated. His lips slowly parted, and just as I let my lips close around his partly open ones, he pushed me away.It was sudden, and I fell back against the wall, my hands pressing on it to stop me from falling. I looked up to him, and my heart skipped a beat.His eyes were wide, his lips still slightly parted. He looked like he would cover the distance to me and kiss me till I passed out from lack of breath, and he looked like he would s
I stopped by the door, unable to leave it. There was no noise coming from within, and I bit down on my lips, my chest heaving hard.What if he was there at the basketball court when I scented him? What if he heard us?I stopped my train of thoughts. Why would he care if there was something between Kian and I? Wait. There can't be anything between Kian and I. I am a man in here, and I can't let feelings compromise that. Hell, I can't even let the natebond compromise that.I started to walk away from the door but then stopped and slowly walked back. I clenched my hand into a fist and slowly knocked on the door.There was no answer. Not like I was very expectant of one, but hell, it still hurt. I would probably have to make do with the library tonight.I turned around. The room was already secluded, and was away from the rest of the regular rooms. There was no one around either.I knocked on the door yet again. There was no answer.Accepting defeat, I slowly made my way down to the lib
"You... did something, didn't you?" I swallowed hard, my eyes looking up to Knox's. "I am so sorry you are getting punished because of me. I didn't think..." He laughed, then gave a small shrug. "Wanna go play, then? They might be more inclined to give us food later when he isn't here." I nodded, feeling worse for Knox, who was simply kind to me, than even myself. I slowly followed him, and just as we passed the private dining where Alpha Eros was, Eugene's voice filtered through. "Skipping dinner?" I turned to him despite Knox's desperate pulls on my sleeve. "Well, someone made sure we wouldn't have any." Alpha Eros didn't even look at us. Eugene raised a brow, his eyes falling to Eros before he gave a small laugh. "Well, actions have consequences, new boy." I started to say something, but he leaned forward, then filled up two plates with food. I watched as he slowly stood up, then started to head towards the door. "I don't think you want to come back to this table,
The emotions had been high just a minute ago, guiding us both to actions that we couldn't explain. But once the heat settled, once the grief of my brother's death and the mate bond that I couldn't fulfill went to the back of my mind, I found myself slowly moving out of Alpha Eros's embrace.His hands stayed around me, and I took a step back, pushing the boundaries of his hug. He was still my main suspect. He was still the man who had the biggest access to my brother and the one who could have easily killed him.He finally leaned away, his hands dropping to his sides, his eyes slightly wide, like he couldn't quite quite believe what had just happened. Like he couldn't understand it, just like me."I am sorry," I said, pushing my hands to my back pockets. "You shouldn't have come. I did not need comfort."There was silence, and I slowly lifted my eyes to meet his. I expected them to be cold. Maybe a little hurt. I was being mean on purpose, and I knew exactly why he had come in here and
Tears quickly filled my eyes, and I felt my heart knot into a giant cluster of emotions. How dare he stand here and act like he cared for my brother when he very possibly killed him? How dare he act like he cared about anything but his image, his power? His authority? "Does he?" Alpha Eros slowly backed away, then pushed his fingers through his hair. "If you are going to live here, you are going to have to keep your mouth shut." I swallowed hard, and he turned away, starting to make his way towards the other room. "It is baffling that someone was important to you. You just don't seem like that type of person, Alpha Eros." He stopped, his head slightly tilting. "I do not need to. Especially not to you." "Why not me? If this important person looked like me so much for you to let me tackle you like that outside without any repercussions, why are you staying away from me? What does he have that I do not?" "Common sense," he replied, meeting my eyes. "The discretion to know wh