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83. Grateful

Author: Kess
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

It felt like a long time that I had been stuck in this space where I could hear almost everything around me but I couldn’t see a thing or feel anything.

Most of the voices around me sounded more like Greyson’s and occasionally I would hear the healer or Smith but it usually felt like those sounds were coming from behind a glass pane and no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t ever fully hear the words being exchanged or react in the way that I wanted to.

It just felt like I was stuck in a dream, where I knew it was a dream but I just couldn’t do anything to stop it or participate only watch it from whatever position I could find.

One thing that I could feel though was the excruciating pain that emanated from different parts of my body. My shoulders and stomach seemed to have the worst pain from it all but those weren’t the things that hurt the most.

Being stuck in this dreamlike state, where I went in and out of sleep without control also meant, having uncontrollable flashbacks.

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Diche Ian Lagumbay
I hope will be able to have babies again
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Mariana Brown
I’m really sad that the twins were killed, I really feel like there should have been a way to save them.
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