Danielle
After a few moments, Loredana and Alessandra arrive at the club too, and I finally get the distraction I was looking for.
With dancing and chatting, the evening flows rapidly, even if I choose not to drink tonight.
At the end of the evening, my feet hurt so much that I slump into a lounge seat happily.
I can see Roberto and Giovanni discussing in the corner, and I’m suddenly met with Giovanni’s angry glare but I’m too tired to care.
Loredana slumps into the seat next to me, and I giggle as she wiggles closer to me.
I guess her drunken state makes me courageous because I utter the most stupid thing I could think of, respecting my mother’s wishes. “Do you have a job for me?”
Loredana jerks up immediately and looks at me with wide eyes. “No!”
I stare at her agape. “What? Why? Am I so ugly? Wouldn’t you be able to sell me profitably enough?”
She scrunches her nose at me as she caresses my leg. “Honey, are you sure this wasn‘t Vodka in your glass there? You aren’t ugly! You are the most gorgeous creature I know. Heavens, you would be my best seller!”
I pout at her as I moan, “Why not then?’
She sighs, setting her glass on the table before us. “Dani, what’s wrong? Didn’t you want to get out of all this? Getting into their business deeper would not help get you out. At all.”
I look at my hands in my lap, before I start playing with my long necklace. “My mom stole my money again.”
She shakes her head with a saddened expression. “God, babes. I’m so sorry.”
“Six months of savings, Lore! Gone! I can’t keep going like this, I need to make more money.”
My eyes wander to Giovanni instinctively and damn, why can’t he look less angry for once. “I won’t ever be able to get out anyway, but maybe I could afford my own apartment or, I don‘t know, open a bank account for once.”
Loredana scoots closer and hugs me tight. “I’m so, so sorry!”
She breaks the hug just in time to catch a tear of mine with her thumb.
“Don’t! Just give me a job,” I plead her.
Shaking her head again, she takes a deep breath. “Okay, listen. I have some sort of a group date tomorrow evening. We meet at an elegant club and dine without any strings attached. They are about to close a big business deal and want some pretty girls around them to celebrate it. One of my girls is sick and you would be a perfect fit-in. Also, the gentlemen always pay what they get, so if after the dinner you want to go home, you go home. What do you think?“ She asks me, and I nod smiling.
“Sounds perfect to me.”
She smiles at me while caressing my hand. “Do you want me to get you something stronger now?”
“Yes, please.”
As she gets up to cross the dance floor and get to the bar, I let my eyes roam again to Roberto, who is still talking agitatedly with an enraged Giovanni.
I lean back into my seat and pick my phone out of my clutch to check for any messages.
Just as a smile is about to creep up my face from a message I got from Carlo, I see that my brother tried to reach me about 20 times.
Oh, God, I’m going to die!
As Loredana passes me the drink in a fancy glass and takes her seat next to me, I show her my screen.
“Can I stay with you until tomorrow? I don’t think I’ll make it to the appointment otherwise.”
She nods worriedly. “Sure, I’ve enough things I can lend you to wear for the gig, and we can go do some lingerie shopping tomorrow.”
Spotting my shocked expression, she puts her hand on my knee. “You know, just in case.”
With a wink, she takes a sip of her drink.
A few hours and a little more tequila shots and Long Island iced teas later, Loredana is telling me some conspiracy theory in a slurred speech.
I laugh hysterically as it doesn’t make any sense.
Everybody is about to get to their car, and I inform Angelica that I would be driving with Loredana because I would spend the night with her.
We hug goodbye and split in different directions.
“She is too drunk. She shouldn’t be driving.”
We turn around to see Valerio holding Amelia’s hand, while Giovanni is walking a little bit behind them.
“And you should mind your own damn business”, Loredana yells, slurring before bursting into a fit of giggles.
I chuckle as I reach out to hold her to keep her from falling over. “I’ll drive. Don’t worry.”
As soon as I have the key in my hands, Giovanni is already approaching me. “You shouldn’t be driving either. I saw you drinking as well.”
I hiss as he pulls the keys out of my hand because it grazes my already ripped skin.
With a fast movement, he grabs my hand and opens my palm for him to inspect. “Sorry, Danielle. I didn’t want to hurt you.”
Huh?!
“It’s ok. It’s not your fault. It’s an old wound.” I stutter along, as my skin burns up under his touch. Quickly, I lower my gaze and free my hand from his.
“Old wound? What do you mean by ‘old wound’?” He asks, and Loredana groans as she leans into me, nearly spilling the beans casually.
“Her mother is a bitch!”
I gasp at her hoping she wouldn’t say more to it. And I feel so ridiculous for being ashamed of him knowing about what I have to go through at home.
“That’s not true. She does her best but she is sad because she misses my dad.”
That little spark of something I have never seen in his eyes turns into discontent.
And I’m exaggeratedly happy that Valerio butts in with his fiancée to say goodbye.
As they are walking away to get to their car, Giovanni gestures with his head to his. “Let’s go, I’ll take you home.”
“And my car?” Loredana yells while tripping over her own feet.
“I’ll have it brought to your house tomorrow. Now shut up and get in.” He opens the door to his sleek car and lets her slide on the back seats.
Closing the door, muttering something angrily, he opens the door to the passenger seat waiting for me to get in.
I stand rooted in my spot, and he growls at me. “What do you need? An official invitation, Danielle?!”
God, how I hate that name.
“Maybe I should get in the back with her. Just in case something happens.”
He sighs annoyed, “What should ever happen, Danielle? Just get in already.”
I push past him, my skin sizzling as my shoulder graces his firm body. Hiding in the darkness of the car, I hope my blush dies down before he gets in. He closes my door gently, walking around to get in on the driver's side.
As he gets the engine to roar to life, he clicks his tongue, checking on Loredana humming in the backseat. “She’ll be asleep in a minute anyway.”
And he was right.
Not even five minutes into our drive home, Loredana starts snoring softly sprawled out over the back seats.
I giggle as I look at her and turn around to follow the landscape flying past the window.
Giovanni drives silently for a while before he speaks, having me jump.
“What did Loredana mean by saying that about your mother?”
Oh, God, please no!
I shrug, fixating my gaze on the passing scenery. “I really don’t know. Don’t think too much of it. She is so drunk.”
I try to cover my shaking voice with an awkward laugh, but as I turn to look at him, my fake laugh dies in my throat.
He is clutching the steering wheel, his eyes filled with hatred directed at the street in front of him.
God, he looks like he's going to kill someone.
“Gio?” I ask feebly.
“Why are you lying to me?” he asks calmly, making me shudder.
I take a deep breath trying to calm my nerves. “What?! I’m not ly-”
“Oh, come on, Danielle. How stupid do you think I am? We grew up together, I had you chattering around me for ages. God, I was even inside you. I’ve registered every little reaction of yours. Don’t you think I‘d recognise you lying to me by now?!”
A little mewl leaves my lips at the memory.
That’s true, we did get off together once, but I don’t think he would remember it.
He had a lot of beauties between his fingers in the meantime and also, we were heavily intoxicated. That was also the night that, paired with the following days, broke my heart so much that I decided to stop taking any more of that poison. Even if it killed me for the next months and years.
“You are like an open book to me. But okay, let’s play your little game. If everything is fine, tell me why you were crying in the lounge then!” His knuckles have turned white in the meantime, and I don‘t like this interaction at all.
“I didn’t-” I start, but get interrupted right away.
“Danielle,” he growls, making me flinch.
I’m used to people yelling at me, so him having his temper in check has me freaking out.
He suddenly steers left, stopping the car on the side of the street.
He looks over his shoulder to check if Loredana woke up, before facing me. “Why do you keep lying to me?"
Danielle I open and close my mouth repeatedly before finding the right words. “I’ve been having quite a few arguments with my mom. And Giulio got out of prison just a few weeks ago. It’s always a bit tense when he is around.” I take a deep breath before waving a hand in front of me dismissively. “But it’s nothing I can’t handle. Really!” Giovanni draws his brows together while listening to me and pushes out a deep sigh as I finish. “Your father was a good man! He was one of the few who taught me everything I know. I hate to see his wife treat his daughter like this. You were his jewel, you know that right?!” I scrunch my nose and shake my head. “Yeah… I also remember the big rose-red diamond I had to give back to the policemen who searched our house.” Giovanni laughs out loud, and I’m shocked. It’s been years that I’ve seen him smile, and I can’t even remember that I ever saw him laugh. I take in every note of it, not knowing when I’ll hear it again. We quiet down, and after a
DanielleFederica and Mariella are two breath-taking beauties who with their slender waist and long legs look like they have just gotten out of a fashion magazine. Federica has black hair like mine but has chosen to embrace her curls and paired with her green eyes she looks like a princess from an exotic country. Marinella on the other hand has blond hair and blue eyes like Loredana. Looks like they put together a selection to offer to the men. We spend about an hour chatting casually, and I‘m already sipping my fourth glass of champagne as the men are apparently done with their business and about to enter the restaurant. My anxiety is at its peak, and I have to fight the urge to turn to Loredana and tell her that I want to leave as she turns to me. “I didn‘t tell you something important, Habibi.” She looks at me with a pained expression as if she wanted to apologize for something. I‘m about to ask her what the important information would be as I feel the air shift.A group of
Danielle As the doors slide open, I stare in awe at the big entry vested in white marble floors and grey brick walls, ending in a spacious living room with large windows opening to a stunning view of the sea. “Do you like it?” I’m met with Domenico’s grinning face as he lowers himself slightly to get between me and the view. God, it‘s so breathtaking that I automatically walked to the windows without even noticing it. “It’s stunning.” I smile, nodding, making him laugh. It’s a clear laugh, melodic and gorgeously deep, and yet I can't point out why it sounds awfully off to me. My eyes move to find Giovanni automatically, who is frowning at me from the other side of the room. I try to give him a look that probably just a girlfriend of mine could read, and damn it, he is still standing there useless, frowning. “Well, let me show you the rest of the rooms, beautiful.” Domenico holds his arm out to me and I take it not wanting to be impolite. Feeling absolutely uncomfortable at hi
DanielleMy jaw must have shattered on the floor because I can’t believe all of this. “Oh my God!” I whisper as I take the console out of his hand. “What?” He chuckles as he asks me. “We never had that talk in your car, right?” I continue to whisper in astonishment, letting my eyes wander around the room. “You held and killed me in some field. I’m dead! And that is my paradisal vision.” He shakes his head as he sets his character. Toad, by the way. “You are crazy.” I laugh as I turn to choose my character, still clinging to my unicorn. “I take the Princess.” He laughs as he mocks me, “Who would have ever thought?” I totally blend out this horrible evening as I race my crush in the form of a little mushroom-headed figure.Starting the second game, I let go of my plush toy, committed to winning the next race. After what feels like 100 more games, Giovanni gets up to look for another game. “Oh, come on! Just because I was kicking your ass,” I shout, teasing him. “You wish! Yo
Danielle My heartbeat skyrockets and I’m just about to face him as I get scared my living daylights out of me as my player gets jumped by some mutated creature. “No. No. No!” I screech while Giovanni laughs, telling me to shoot him. “I told you! Now look at this. Did you save it?” I moan, and he laughs, shaking his head. “I don’t think it got saved. We’ll have to start all over again,” he answers mockingly. I groan and reach to take a sip of my champagne. “This is the worst. Aren’t you scared of those things? I never saw you flinch once.” He laughs as he drinks from his glass emptying it and taking the bottle out of the ice. “Nah, it’s just a game. But there is something that scares me at the moment.” I look at him surprised as he hums and adds, “Maybe scared is the wrong word. More preoccupied.” “What is it?” I ask worriedly, turning to face him. Clicking his tongue, he takes a big swing directly from the bottle before he offers it to me. “That I’m about to go to prison.” I
Danielle As we stare at each other, I move closer slowly, pressing my lips on his. The moment we are connected, I feel fireworks erupting in my body. He takes control of the kiss immediately, driving his hand into my hair to hold me closer as he devours me hungrily. As our lips dance against each other, his tongue flicks against mine, making me part them for him. I’m still drowning in my lust-filled haze at the awesome feeling his kiss ignites in me that I barely notice him lift me up to move to the small Ferrari bed. He puts me down awkwardly, and I giggle as he courses, murmuring something like “Picked the wrong room, damn it.”The most gorgeous smile stretches on his face at my reaction and by putting his fingers under the waistband of my panties, he pulls them down slowly. He gets on top of me, parting my legs with his. Putting his hand between my breasts, he starts moving it down to reach my pussy, my chest heaving in anticipation. As his fingers get between my wet folds,
Danielle The expression that builds on his face is breaking my heart. I know how much he adores my father and would worship the ground he walks on if he could. Taking a deep breath, I brace myself for an upcoming storm. “I haven’t seen or talked to my father in years.” “When was the last time you saw him?” he asks, my heart getting another crack. Why can’t he never let me enjoy the night he grants me all hundred and somewhat years? I shrug, trying to act as if I wasn’t absolutely heartbroken. “When I was 15, maybe 16.” His eyes widen as he stares at me incredulously. “That was 10 years ago, Danielle.” His eyes darken and his tone gets dangerously calm, “Why?” I shrug again, feeling like an idiot. “I was busy, I guess?” “Busy to see your father serving a life sentence? You have to be kidding me.” He sits up about to stand up, and I grab his arm to keep him from distancing himself even more from me. My heart disintegrates itself at the thought of him getting away from me aga
Danielle He kills the engine and turns to face me. Feeling confined in this narrow space, I take a deep breath before I start to talk. “My mother, my brother and I went to visitation twice or three times a week. At fifteen you have these stupid moods, so once I didn’t go with them, because, I don’t know…“ I lift my hands to let them slump back into my lap. “I think I just went shopping with Loredana and Angelica. My mom got very angry, but she and Giulio went alone and as they came back, she told me that my father was heartbroken that I had missed the invitation. So, she had to go on and tell him the truth.” I move my hand up to catch a tear, falling silent again, as I don’t want to start sobbing in front of him. “What truth?” Giovanni asks calmly, and I shrug, pushing out a deep breath before I continue speaking. “She had told him that I was angry and that I was disappointed in him. That I never wanted to see him again because I didn’t want to do anything with him, the family or
Giovanni Two Years LaterWrapping my hands around my wife, I help her stabilize on her feet as she holds her head. “Oh.” “Are you sure that you are alright?” I ask her, pushing out a strand of hair out of her face.She nods, making my heart squeeze as I’m not convinced as her face seems so pale. “Yes, all good.” “Bullshit, Danielle. You have been feeling unwell for days. We are going to see a doctor right now.” She groans, pushing herself out of my arms. “Can we please just go see my father? Afterward, we can go.” “No,” I answer firmly, putting my hands on the car’s roof, caging her in. “We will go to the doctor’s and after that, we will go see your father.” Shaking her head, she looks up at me with puppy dog eyes. “But we might lose the window. You know how complicated things can be with those appointments and how strict the prisons are. What if they don’t visit me right away and we have to wait?” I click my tongue, giving in as I can’t resist her looking at me like this. Damn
Giovanni “Is it normal to wear the tie so tight?” I clear my throat as I pull at my tie again, feeling like it is cutting into my throat. Valerio laughs, pinching my tie, and shakes his head. “It’s perfectly fine. You are about to hyperventilate. That is all.” I scoff, slipping into my jacket as I walk to the window. “I don’t understand why they can’t just have us walk in together. I mean, where did they bring her?” “Calm down. It’s tradition. They will call her in after the first discussions and blessing with the elders,” he explains to me, wanting to calm me down with information that I already possess. “At least you are not a Degli Baronesi, or you would be choosing your favorite knife at this point.” “What the fuck,” I mumble under my breath, watching the people scurrying outside. He snorts, putting his hands into his pockets. “It’s going to be fine. They love you. They chose you. It’s going to be a nice ceremony and then we can all go and get drunk. Relax.” “You have to l
Danielle I look at him intrigued, laying a hand on my chest, and watch him pull off his now-drenched shirt to toss it onto the ground. “Lift me out…” Following the gesture of his head, I gasp as my eyes fall onto a bottle of lube on the edge of the pool. “Pervert,” I whisper, making him laugh. My eyes scan the surrounding gardens, and I gulp. “Aren’t there people who could hear us? I mean, me?” “Maybe,” he grins smugly. “But we are going to be quiet, aren’t we?” I open my mouth, looking at him shocked, and I’m still pondering on the fact if I should feel afraid. But I guess my stupid body betrays me as I shiver in pleasurable anticipation. “I thought that the hot water would help you relax, but we can just chill if you don’t feel like it,” he whispers, leaving featherlight kisses on my cheek and my jawline. Gulping painfully, I let my eyes roam our surroundings again before I turn my head slightly to look at him. “No, I really want to do it.” His lips stretch into a gorgeous
Danielle “Wait,” I throw my hands in front of my face, taking a deep breath as he freezes, grinning up at me. “Wait. Wait. Wait,” I repeat panically, feeling like I can’t breathe. “What are you doing?” Giovanni lifts his brow, glaring at me. “What does it look like, Danielle?” “Is that the reason why you wanted to see my dress?” I ask, my entire body shaking. “But why?” He sighs, letting his arm slump. “I knew that it wasn’t the right timing. I’ll just get up.” “No, no, no!” I shout, making him look at me with furrowed brows. I lean down, putting my hands onto his shoulders. We stare at each other for a split second, my mouth turning dry as I finally push myself up again. I cross my arms, laying my hands flatly on my chest as I calm my racing heartbeat. “Okay… I’m ready.” “Great,” he laughs, shaking his head, and lifts his arm again. With a small movement, he opens the small ring box, getting my heart to halt in my chest. Clasped between velvet cushions, a white-gold ring wi
Danielle “Sorry,” I tuck my hair behind my ear as I approach a hostess, causing her to smile at me. “I’m supposed to meet with my boyfriend, but I guess he is running late. Must be a table for Fortunati.” The hostess looks at her book and her smile brightens as she gestures to me to follow her. Her Kimono rustles as she walks gracefully, and I am thinking about whether I’m dressed elegantly enough for this luxurious place as she passes the entrance of the hall with the tables and the chatting guests. I gulp anxiously as I follow her down the beautifully decorated hallway. She reaches a door on the right and slides it open with a deep bow. “Please feel at home and leave your shoes at the door.” “Thank you so much,” I say, doing a small curtsy and entering the room. The first thing I see is Giovanni, who stands up from a romantically set table, closing his jacket as he watches me slip out of my heels and step closer. The private room looks like a private restaurant set up just fo
Danielle As Giovanni enters the apartment, my heart is beating out of my chest. He had told me that he would pick up the heirlooms today after work and he took Gro with him to ensure directly if it was everything my father wanted me to have for the ceremony. Lifting a small bag, he smiles at me and walks towards me. But just as I want to grab it, he lifts it out of my reach and leans down. “Ah, ah, ah, my Love,” he mocks me, grabbing my chin to make me look at him. “Without even giving me a kiss?” I roll my eyes before closing them and he kisses me with a chuckle. As soon as he has detached himself from me, I lift my hands, opening and closing them to make him give me the bag. “Here you are, impatient kitten.”Giggling, I turn around with my gaze already in the bag and purr lowly, getting him to wrap his arms around me and lift me up, just as I’ve emptied the contents of the bag on the couch table. “No!” I scream, laughing and thrashing in his hold. “Let me down. I want to se
DanielleGiovanni surely never fails to keep his promises. I scrunch up my face as the stinging on my ass increases when I walk out of the dressing room, and the shop assistant pulls at my dress. “Don’t you like it?” Loredana looks up at me worried, her question causing my other friends to do the same. “Erm… No, no, I love it,” I stutter out, feeling the heat creeping up my cheeks. As if I could tell her that I’m sore because we took our playtime a bit too far. I pass my hands over the white fabric, and I clear my throat. “But does it have to be white? I really don’t want to… I don’t know… What if he freaks out?” “He won’t,” Loredana shouts, squinting her eyes at me. “Yeah. I think the bigger issue will be him having to keep his shit together not to jump you as soon as he sees you in this dress,” Angelica jokes, making everyone giggle. I roll my eyes while Amelia sighs. She is playing with a veil, passing her fingers over the embroidery as she looks up at me with tears in her
DanielleMy heart beats into my throat as I see his lost gaze refocus, and a sly grin grows on his lips. “Well played. You totally fucked me over.” “That’s.. That’s…” I try to form a coherent sentence, as instead of being angry, he seems to be overly enthusiastic. This is bad. I didn’t think this through. “That’s because you lied to me for the last five years,” I stutter lightly as I raise my chin, wanting to appear confident. “You deserved it.” He stays quiet and watches me with a mischievous glint in his eyes as his grin grows. Well, fuck. I laugh as he steps closer, and I lift my finger as if I could stop him. “No, you have to stop. What are you doing?” “What do you mean ‘what are you doing?’? We are playing, right?” he asks, looking like a boy in a toy store. Acknowledging that I have fucked up, my body buzzes in excitement at discovering what he has planned out in his sick mind. And I’m totally sick in mine, too, as it seems. As suspected, he doesn‘t stop stepping clos
Danielle I walk up a set of stairs and over the terrace, the gravel crunching under my feet. As I step up to the round table in white marble, the man sitting at it in a nice suit already stands up to welcome me with open arms. “Good morning, Danielle. How are you?”“Zio Marco,” I smile as I take my last steps at a quicker pace to walk into his hug. “I’m doing perfectly fine, thank you. How are you?” He gestures to me to sit down, and I take my seat in front of him. “Ah, you know how it is. Always too many things to do and too little time.”“You have to take a few breaks for yourself, Zio. It’s important that you take care of your health. I don’t want Zia Gigia to worry too much, and we surely don’t want her to be angry at you.” A maid hands me a glass of lemonade, and I thank her before she deposits a plate of Taralli onto the table and serves my uncle his espresso. “Thank you, Evelina.” He laughs as he stirs his black coffee with his small spoon and clinks it against the cup.