OCTAVIUS POV (Age 15)
"I'm sorry, Dad. I'm so sorry," I whisper as I stroke back my father's brown hair.
I avoid looking at his neck. I already closed his lifeless eyes, so if I avoid looking at his neck, I can pretend he is still with me. I can pretend I am apologizing to the man who raised me by himself.
A single set of footsteps begin to fall in the hall outside of my father's room, and I stiffen. I am not ready to talk. I want to sulk and mourn my loss. I don't want to face anyone. I'm not prepared to say my final goodbye and face reality yet.
The footsteps stop just outside the still open door, and Kohn's scent mixes with my father's.
"I understand that this is hard for you, Octavius, but our species has just been plunged into chaos. I need to speak with you about what has happened. Not just
OCTAVIUS POV "Anniki just left. The realm of unclaimed souls is closer to you than us, Amber. So do not fret your mate will be returned to you soon. My sister just told me after you left that she has been staying up for portions of the day to watch the fairies. It's like watching fast-forward TV for us, but she did gain some fascinating information. It seems very few of the fairies are as powerful as the Queen. Primarily her siblings are the only ones capable of doing the things you described from the rainforest. But only the Queen can kill by touching. The other fairies do not have that ability. So whoever killed Lucian didn't use death touch. The Queen must have used her portal ability and let out a bunch of soldiers," the moon goddess says as she and my mom stare at each other through a bowl of water. "Whoever killed him ripped out his throat," I grumble angril
AMBER POV All thought leaves my mind, and the world grinds to a halt around me as Lucian's eyes lock with mine. Even my son disappears from my consciousness. My mate is just as I remember him. He hasn't aged a day. His dark brown hair and eyes are just as warm as I remember and his sharp jawline is just as chiseled as it always was. His muscles are still massive, and his shoulders are still broad. The only thing missing is the pull in my chest that snapped the day I died. "Lucian," I manage to breathe before launching myself across my small living room. His long arms caught me quickly, and I sink against him like melted wax. My entire being immediately feels at home. "I've missed you so much, Little Mouse," Lucian whispers, and a happy sob explodes from my mouth. Warm, blissf
OCTAVIUS POV As my alarm goes off and my eyes open, I smile. Instead of feeling groggy and drained from a night full of heavy emotions, I feel refreshed and happy. My parents have finally been reunited. Their love for one another wasn't lost when their bond was broken. It is alive and well in the afterlife. My mom made me realize that just because the Alphas are gone doesn't mean we are alone. All is not lost in our world, and my mother has a plan. Even if I don't think I am ready for it. I will not let my pack down. I will save this world. Hope is not lost. "Let's go fill Kohn and Uncle in on everything," I say out loud to my quiet wolf as I get up.Beerus- Then I want to hunt. We need more meat. I can feel your mother's new magic. It uses more of our energy.Octavius- You got it. We should bring Garrett and Jannah along.
OCTAVIUS POV "We might as well pledge ourselves as well," Kohn says as the surprise from the rejection clause fades away. Lucifer nods, and both of them move from behind the desk. "Jannah," Kohn says, and his daughter moves to his side. Beerus once again moves forward on our mind, and I brace myself for the uncomfortable feeling of merging with them. "Do you three pledge yourselves to me. Will you serve me and obey me, Octavius Bishop, your King," I ask, and Jannah shivers from the power laced through my words. "I swear," Kohn says quickly before Lucifer and Jannah copy him. Once again, Beerus seems to expand within my mind, and I actually lose my eyesight for a second. "Ah, good. You are already pledging yourselve
OCTAVIUS POV (pg 13) "You okay, man," Garrett asks as we exit the back door of the packhouse. "Not really, no," I answer as I pull off my t-shirt. Garrett copies my movement while watching me, but Jannah folds her arms. "Where are we going? Why did you make us follow you outside," she asks, and my frustration spills over. "We are going hunting! So take your damn clothes off and shift," I snarl loudly, and her eyes fill with fear. Her head drops, and I sigh. I turn around to give her privacy, but I don't apologize. She needs to see me as her leader. Not as her equal. I push down my grey sweats smoothly while avoiding eye contact with Garrett. I know he hates it when I snap at her, but her constant questions annoy me. "Let's go," I snap b
AMBER POV. (Pg 13) I stretch my arms across my body as we walk through the grassy field in front of our cabin. I feel completely drained. I argued with so many wolves today that my throat is sore. You would think they would accept my decisions as their Goddess, but mistrust was definitely evident today. No one wanted to accept my decision regarding Octavius being the King, and only one pack seemed happy to move. All in all, I successfully passed along my changes and my orders, but I didn't create harmony. I didn't bring peace of mind to my wolves, and that kills me. "Tired," Lucian asks as he watches me shake out my limbs. "Yes. Very tired. The past few days have been nonstop. I am drained," I reply, and Lucian nods before linking his fingers with mine. "That's another reason to limit how much Oct
OCTAVIUS POV I pace in the back room of the auditorium as Garrett, and his father argue back and forth lowly just outside. I can hear every word being said between them and the disloyalty coming from Garrett makes me furious. If he weren't my blood relative, I would kill him. Before I began eavesdropping ten minutes ago, I would have bet my title that Garrett had my back. But now I know I was wrong. He doesn't have my back. He barely tolerates my front. "I think he is making the wrong choice, but I'm not going to say anything to him. He is the chosen one," Garret whispers with sarcastic disdain dripping from every word. "I don't think his decision is wrong. I don't trust the older wolves. There is too much disloyalty. He is asking for a rebellion amongst the old Alphas. He shouldn't even be offering it to them," Lucifer replies, soundin
OCTAVIUS POV"Fucking wait," Garrett shouts as I punch a tree. I am half a football field away from him, but he is closing in on me fast. I just want to be alone. I don't want to hear his reasons for betraying me. I already know the reasons. I want to break his arm again, but I can't do that. I have to be responsible. I can't go around harming my pack members because they secretly can't stand me. Or because they secretly believe I don't deserve my title. I work hard for them. My life is devoted to them, but does that mean anything? No. "Why should I," I growl, and I hear him sigh. We just finished giving out long life to all that would take it, and I am exhausted. Lucifer and Kohn both ended up receiving the bite along with their mates, which pissed me off. Now I want to rest. I need to eat so I can go to bed and put this day behind me, but I can't seem to escape mister guilty. "Look, I was venting. Everything you heard was just me being jealous, Tav. I think you are an am
SARA PO "Octavius, I really am fine. We can't control who your mom pairs," I whisper, and Tav growls. "I can feel your anger and your pain, Sara. My mother has knowingly and purposefully forced the person who killed your mother into your life. I will not stand for that," Tav snaps, and my eyes drop away from his face as we enter the big house. I feel so much rage towards Marina about what she did, but there are other feelings too. Feelings that make me feel ashamed because she killed my mother and framed my father. But Marina is a victim too... "Can you get my father out," I whisper, and Octavius looks down at me. "Yes. I will do that first thing tomorrow," he replied instantly, and I nod. "Then that's all that needs to be done. Tell him to disappear. I don't want to see him. I just don't want him going to prison for something he didn't do," I whisper, and Octavius places me on the bed we now share. His blue eyes look me over worriedly, and I give him a small smile bef
LIAM POV Mom is practically jogging as we head towards the stream the pack used to retrieve our Luna. Her heartbeat is running wild, and I know she is in pain, but I can't bring myself to comfort her. I don't know what to say.Thomas and I didn't grow up together. He was the eldest out of us and a good fifty, some odd years older than me. We were family but not friends. I loved him, but not like mom and dad loved him. I have no idea how to feel about losing my brother. I haven't ever lost anyone before. "It's okay, Brittany. I smell him," Alpha says to calm mom down, and I sniff the air. My siblings all do the same as me, and mom sighs out in relief.Dad's familiar scent is mixed with two others, so it's hard to find in the faint breeze, but after a few moments, I pinpoint him, and so do my siblings. Kelsey shoots me a sad glance, and I nod to signal I smell it too.One of the scents mixed with dad is definitely Thomas, but his smell is all wrong. His typical cedar smell is mix
OCTAVIUS POV My irritation at being disturbed disappears as my eyes lock with Brittany's pain-filled face. Behind her stands her and Garrett's remaining pups, making me feel even worse. "Please! I can't lose him too. I feel him in my heart, Alpha. He is tearing himself apart. He needs us, please," Brittany begs, and my head actually falls in shame. I should have drug him home, but I wanted to give him space to grieve. I never even considered how painful that would be for Garrett's family. I mainly care only about him. But he is tied to his mate as I am tied to mine now. "I don't know if the siren is still close by. We can try, but I think I will have to involve my mother in this to get him back," I say as my eyes drift back up to hers. She nods and immediately begins to head towards the exit. I glance back at Sara to find she has thrown on a comfy outfit. She smiles at me as she heads my way and grabs my hand. "Let's go get him," She whispers, and I smile. My mate feels
MARINA POV Garrett growls viciously as I finally step out of the bushes I have been hiding in, and I freeze. One wrong move, and I know the grieving wolf will rip me in half, but for some reason, I don't want to leave him. His pain is calling to me. "I have smelled you since you showed back up, fish. Why can't you let me mourn in peace," Garrett snarls without looking away from his child's burnt corpse. I sigh and sink down to my knees. I lick my lips nervously as I try to shift through the jumbled thoughts in my brain. Flashes from my own pain fill my mind and I close my eyes. "Grieving alone or with company doesn't matter. It still hurts," I whisper back after a few seconds as I reopen my eyes. The heartbroken wolf actually looks at me. His bloodshot eyes and tear-stained cheeks hit my heart hard. I try to keep the sympathy and pity out of my eyes, but I know he can see it. "I don't know how to grieve. Lucian is the last person I grieved for. I was only a pup then
SARA POV RATED R MATURE Octavius's eyes darken as we smile at each other, and his head moves towards mine as mine moves towards his. Our lips connect like magnets, and we both begin to devour each other. My fear explodes into passion, and I lose myself in the sensual feel of his lips on mine. Our bond rages and Octavius's hands begin to explore my body. I moan into his mouth as his thumb presses my nipple, and he growls deep. "I need you, Sara. Please be mine for all eternity. Let me mark you and seal your life to mine. I want you with me always," Octavius mumbles against my lips, and my heart rate triples with excitement. "Yes! Yes, make me yours, Tav," I say as I draw back and stare into his pale eyes. He growls loudly and flips us around on the bed. My hair flairs out around me as my back lands on the mattress, and I stare up at the dirty God that I love with all my heart. "I fucking love you! I am so happy I never met my first mate, Sara. You are my everything! I wo
SARA POV "Are you okay," Marina whispers as we travel through the water in a bubble she manipulated with a song. I glance at her before looking back at the beautiful magic all around me. I don't know what to feel towards the creature that has caused me so much heartache. Even talking to her makes me feel uncomfortable now, knowing what I know. "Just terrific," I mumble, and Marina sighs a little before beginning to sing a new song. We travel for a few more moments, and the bubble starts to rise. When the bubble is completely out of the water, it gradually slows to a stop and pops. I grin at the waiting wolves when I spot Jannah's relieved face. "I understand how you must feel, but please believe me when I say that I never meant you any ill will. I was doing everything in my power to save a sister I thought to be alive. Your mother's life was a price I chose to pay for both you and my sister. I wish I could bring her back for you, and I am so sorry I believed Dagahra. I
OCTAVIUS POV Now that Sara is safe, I need to get to Garrett. He is being careless with his attacks, and several warriors have already alerted me to his vulnerability. If I don't get to his side soon, we will also lose him, which is something I can not handle. Sara, Jannah, and Garrett are essential to my life.Tav- Garrett, where are you? Nothing comes through my link, so I switch to plan B. I take deep sniffs of the air. I shift through the layers of smoke and blood until I pinpoint my cousin's scent. Beerus growls as we both lock onto the scents around him as well. My cousin is surrounded! I howl as I shift into my four-legged form. Adrenaline pumps through my blood, and I practically fly through the trees and brush to reach him in time. Warriors flank me as I run, but they aren't fast enough to keep up. Within moments I find my beta singed and fighting a yellowish-orange beast with long talons. Instead of helping him with his opponent, I attack the small blue dragon waiting
SARA POV Dagahra grins evilly, and pure panic sets in. This is it. I am going to get burnt to a crisp just like Marina's family. At least my death will be fast. But I don't want to die. There is so much I want to do in my life that I won't be able to. I will never be able to mate with Octavius. I will never get to have sex with the man I love. I never even got to tell my father I know it wasn't him. I never got to graduate or have children. My life was so short. "There's no need for her now," Dagahra says, and his mouth begins to open. I squeeze my eyes close and brace for the inevitable pain, but it doesn't come. Instead, I hear a growl and then a high-pitched scream. My eyes fly open, and I see Octavius punch the green dragon that showed up only a couple of minutes ago. She falls to the ground dead, and I shift my eyes to my would-be murderer. I watch as Dagahra stares at my mate with a mixed expression of fear and shock. I want to laugh and point at him, but I am still to
OCTAVIUS POV Pain is shooting up my back, relentlessly as I take off with my pack on my heels. I never imagined what it would truly be like to feel her pain and not be able to do anything about it. It is terrifying. Beerus and I are going crazy. I am so angry at Marina. I want to shred her, but the blinding fear in my gut is too much to see past. Anything that gets me to Sara faster can live. At least for a little while longer. Garrett- Do you think she is being truthful? This could be a trap. You have the majority of the pack's warriors running into this, and we are blind. We don't know their numbers or their strategy. Octavius- It doesn't matter. I will kill them all. You can turn around for all I care. My mate is being hurt! Garrett-...Are you feeling something? Octavius- Yes. All over my back. Garrett- Fuck. Octavius- It's the only reason the siren is still breathing. Garrett- Got it. Beerus growls as Garrett's voice fades. He doesn't like our beta acting as if runni