Tristan’s POV
I had just reached the training grounds where the pre shifters were stretching. I looked around but I didn’t see Addy. I know she does private lessons with Gamma Blake, and I see him walking out of the weight room.
“Gamma Blake, where is Addy?”
“I sent her home. She spent the morning beating up my girlfriend.” I chuckled when he said that. We always joked growing up that the punching bag was his girlfriend because he would spend so much time training with it. The joke stuck and he just went with it.
“Tristan, you need to keep an eye on her. It hasn’t hit her yet. She is trying to ignore it and not let it sink in. It is going to hit her like a fallen tree when she finally lets the pain settle.” He says has he puts his hand on my shoulder. “She’s worried about you, you know.”
“Why is she worried about me? That’s not her job.” I look over at him shocked.
“You know how she is; she always worries about everyone else before she thinks about herself.” I look down, I know he is right, and I shouldn’t be surprised.
“She’s strong Tristan, stronger than anyone I know, but it will hit her, and I think it will hit her soon. Keep an eye out on our little moon.”
My heart hurts hearing him say it. I know he is right. She is so incredibly strong. I have seen her strength not just physically but mentally and emotionally as well.
“Thanks Gamma Blake.” He squeezed my shoulder before walking away and starting to lead morning training.
I walk around the training field, helping the pre shifters with technique. As I come across Gabby and Lizzy, Addy’s two best friends they stop sparing and turn to me.
“Tristan, is Addy, okay? It’s not like her to miss training,” Gabby asked.
“Yeah, she is okay. She is just…” I wasn’t even sure how to continue.
“Refusing to deal with the pain?” Lizzy finished my sentence for me.
“Yeah.” I said softly. I wasn’t sure how to help her. Dad helped both of us to get through mom’s death. I know it was so hard to lose his mate, but he said having us, gave him a reason to keep living.
“If you two will try and talk to her or maybe get her to go out. She has barely left the house outside this last week.” I suggested.
“Yeah, we will try, but you know how she is,” Gabby replied. I shook my head because I did know how she is.
Stubborn.
“Okay, well give it a try for me at least,” maybe you two can get through to her better than I can.
“Sure, thing Beta Tristan,” Lizzy replied.
“Thank You. Now, get back to training. If you are going to hang around my sister, you are going to have to have some strength to back up those words.” I tell them with a raised eyebrow.
“Oh, we don’t have to have the moves. That’s what Addy is for,” Lizzy Says.
“Yeah, everyone is scared of her, even the shifted wolves. We can do whatever we want because no one messes with her,” Gabby continues while they both laugh.
I shake my head at them and can’t help but chuckle myself, “Somehow that doesn’t surprise me.” I say as I continue to move to the next sparring partners.
As I continue with training, I can’t keep thinking about Addy. I should have her come by the packhouse after school today.
I finished up training and then head to the packhouse. I have a meeting with Alpha Jack and his son, my best friend, and future Alpha, Braxton.
As I am walking down the hallway to Alpha Jack’s office I run into Braxton. “What’s up man, how did the pre shifters training go this morning?” He asked as we gave each other our bro hug.
“It went well man; they are looking really good. I can already see some of them being top warriors once they shift and train in their wolf form.” I replied as we walked towards his father’s office.
“Dude, did you know that everyone at school is scared of Addy?” I asked.
Braxton stopped in the middle of the hallway and turned to look at me with a questioning look. “What do you mean?”
“Lizzy and Gabby told me earlier how everyone at school, even the ones with wolves, are scared of Addy. They said they can do anything they want because no one will mess with her.” I said, and I couldn’t hold back my chuckle at the thought.
Braxton chuckled along with me, “I mean. I guess it should surprise us. It’s not like she hasn’t punched me a few times for crap I have said. To best honest,” He lowered his voice, “I’m kind of scared of her too.”
I couldn’t hold back my laughter as I patted his shoulder, “Same dude, Same.”
We continued our walk to the Alpha’s office before knocking and waiting for permission to enter.
We both stepped into the office and took a seat across form his father at his desk.
“Good morning, boys.” “Good morning, Alpha.” We both replied.
Alpha Jack turned to me, “How are you doing kiddo?” with a sympathetic look in his eyes.
“It’s okay sir. Just taking it one day at time.” He gives me that soft smile and nods his head.
“How’s Addy?” I notice Brax perk up at that question. He has always had a protectiveness over her since we were young. He always claims its like a big brother, but I have always felt it was something more. Not that I would ever let him date my sister. He knows I would kill him if he ever got near her like that, Alpha or not.
“She’s…. being Addy sir. You know how she is. Stays strong for all to see.” He shook his head at that and looked out the window. “Yeah, she has always been the strongest, just keep an eye on her. Even the strongest need to weep. Take care of our little moon.”
“Yes sir, you know I will. I love her more than anything.” He nods in approval and shifts to business about Braxton’s and I’s upcoming swearing in ceremony. We will both be moving into our father’s roles now that we are 20. He will move into the Alpha Role, Me into the Beta Role next week. We decided not to change the timeline even after dad passed away last week, I just wish he was here to see it.
Braxton’s POV Tristan and I leave dads office after a long meeting on some of the preparations on the transitions of pack leadership. We both head towards my office in silence. I have been looking forward to this day since I was a young pup. I know Tristan has too, but now, with his father gone, I know it’s bittersweet. It’s been a rough week after his dad passing. Tristan hasn’t said much, but I can tell it’s hit him hard. I am sure it has hit Addy hard too. I have always been super protective over her. I always tell Tristan it’s because she’s like a little sister, but honestly, I have always had a crush on her. I can’t say that or feel that way though. She is off limits as Tristan’s little sister. I haven’t dated around seriously, but I have had sex with some she wolves. It was purely sex though; I have never dated one exclusively. I want to wait for my mate to make it serious. My wolf Blaze has never been a fan of me being with other she wolves, he always told me I ne
Addy’s POV I can’t believe Braxton had the nerve to try to pull, I am your future alpha crap on me. He can be such a jerk at times. I grabbed the baskets Luna Maria had left for me in the kitchen and loaded them up in my car. I drove home so I could get started on the grief baskets. As I entered the house, I was still so angry at Braxton. I felt bad for what I said to Tristan, and I know I need to apologize to him, but Braxton. I should have knocked his teeth out. I don’t know why I let him bother me so much, well I know why. I have had the biggest crush on Braxton for as long as I can remember. It’s not like I would ever act on it. I promised I would never date or do anything with anyone until I find my mate. I turn 18 next month. I will finally get my wolf and maybe I will find my mate. I don’t care as much about the mate part yet, but I am super excited about meeting my wolf. I have dreamed of this my whole life. I just wish my mom and dad were there for me as well,
Braxton’s POV I am sitting in my office trying to get work done, but my thoughts keep wondering off. My wolf Blake won’t even talk to me right now. I know I shouldn’t be fooling around with Baylee, she isn’t my mate, but I just needed comfort and she was there. Knock Knock “Come in” Tristan comes in and slumps into the sofa, he looks a little better than earlier today after the argument with Addy, but I can still see the pain across his face. I know the death of his father has been hard on him. It’s been hard on all of us. My parents maybe the leaders of the pack, but his parents, they were the glue. Everyone loved his dad and mom; they were like second parents to me. I know when we lost his mom 5 years ago it was rough, but his dad helped pull him and Addy through. Now, it’s just him and Addy. “I’m not going to ask how you are doing, because I know the answer by how shitty you look. You want to talk?” “Which part? The part where I am trying to figure out how to grieve
Braxton’s POV As I walk towards the back door of Tristan’s house, I am hit with a smell of burnt food. My brows scrunch up knowing that Addy is an amazing cook and I have never known her to burn anything. I open the back door quietly and walk down the short hallway to the kitchen in long strides. I peep my head around and see Addy. It looks like a flour bomb has gone off in the kitchen and there are burnt cookies and bowls of messed up looking batter on almost every surface of the kitchen countertops. I watch her quietly as she pours ingredients into the bowl. I scowl as I notice she is putting in a large amount of salt into the bowl. She then lifts the oil and starts pouring it in when, I walk all the way into the room. She still does not notice me, which she should have sensed me from the moment I walked in, so I know she is out of it now. I reach over and grab her hand and keep her from pouring more salt in the bowl. She screams when she feels my hand on hers. “Damn i
Tristan’s POV I am exhausted from training. Ever since dad died, I have taken over his job of teaching evening training. On top of everything else I am exhausted. As I walk up the back of the house, I can smell Braxton still here and…burnt cookies? What the hell? I walk in and see Addy and Brax on the floor. I see Addy’s tear-stained face and my anger goes through the roof. I swear to God if Brax hurt my little moon I will kill him. “What the fuck happened!?” I yelled as I marched towards them. Before Brax could even respond Addy jumps up and explains, “I may have destroyed 10 batches of cookies and had a complete and total meltdown and ruined Brax’s shirt with snot.” She looks down ashamed and is standing as though she is in trouble. I look from Addy’s tear-streaked face to Brax’s snot covered shirt and realization hits me. Shit. My best friend was here when I should have been. He held her and let her cry, when it should have been me. Damn it. “Oh little moon.”
Addy’s POV “Addy Wake up! It’s just a nightmare little moon!” I am woken up with Tristan shaking me in his arms. I look at him and I know I must have been screaming in my sleep. He looks down at me and wipes the tears from my face. I am looking around wildly trying to figure out where I am. I was stuck in my nightmare again. “Hey, little moon. Look at me.” Tristan grabs my face with both hands and looks me into the eyes. “Hey, you are safe, you are okay little moon. Talk to me, what was going on?” He wipes the tears that are still falling down my face. “Look at me Addy, you are safe. Do you hear me?” I look into his eyes and shake my head. “I am safe.” I respond weakly. “Addy, how long have you been having nightmares.” Tristan asks as he releases my face and pulls away a little bit so we can talk. “Since dad died.” I respond quietly. “What are you seeing in your nightmares?” He asks. “The moment I get taken away from dad,” I respond. I have never told anyone abo
Braxton’s POV I found an excuse to come over to Tristan’s and Addy’s house this morning. I kept telling myself not to, but I had to see her. I am now standing in the kitchen a little bit a way from Addy as Tristan makes his way upstairs. As soon as I hear him shut his bedroom door. I turn to Addy, taking a deep breath. I try to get out my words. I spent all morning trying to find the right words to say to her, so things aren’t awkward between us, but that is exactly what it is right now. Awkward. “Hey” I said softly. As I moved closer to her. “Hey” she whispers, I am not sure I would have even heard it if I didn’t have my werewolf hearing. I can see how tense her body is, and I know I am making her uncomfortable. I hate that. I look her body up and down. I can’t help but notice how sexy she is and think about how bad I want her. “Addy, I just wanted to say…umm…” She wouldn’t look at me, and I needed to see those beautiful blue eyes. I stepped closer to her and turne
Alpha Jack POVAs Tristan explained what Addy remembered I started to realize that we would not be able to withhold this information from him and Braxton much longer. They take over as Alpha and Beta next week. We always agreed we would wait until Addy turned 18 which is in six weeks, and they would all learn the truth. Maybe we needed to divulge a little bit more information before then though. I need to talk to Maria and Blake before I make this decision on my own. With Andrew gone, I am not sure how to keep Addy as safe unless the boys know. I stand up as Tristan finishes up his story and walk over placing my hand on his shoulder. I know it’s been hard after the loss of his father. It has hurt us all, Andrew was not just my Beta but my best friend. We had been close since pups, just like our kids are now. “Tristan, your father is a hero. He sacrificed himself, to protect the life of our future. I know you boys don’t understand everything I am saying right now, but you
Braxton’s POVEmily came back 30 minutes before the doctor released Tristan. I was hoping to see Addy and try to talk her into come home with me tonight, but she never showed up. I felt like it was kind of odd, but Emily assures us she had left to run errands and was probably just taking longer than expected. I wonder if she is purposely not coming to avoid me. “You Good man?” I look up to see Tristan eyeing me. “Yeah, yeah I am fine. Just…thinking, that’s all.”“Why do you keep rubbing at your chest? Did you get hurt out there too?” His question had everyone in the room turning towards me. I didn’t even notice until he pointed it out, that I had been rubbing at my chest. “Nah man. I am good. Just feeling a little tight, I guess.” I respond. I don’t really know how to explain this sensation that I have been feeling for the last hour or so, it’s like a line is being pulled tight in my heart. I reach up and rub again, right as the Doc walks in.He eyes me for a second, scrunc
Addy’s POVMy mouth dropped at the conversation. They have been hiding so much from me. All of this is because of me. All these attacks…it’s because they are after me. And now...now…Oh my gosh, everyone is in danger, everyone I love, my entire pack, our entire region, is in danger…. because of me. I start backing away from the room, trying to breath, I know that an anxiety attack is coming. I am struggling for breath, but I can’t let them know I am here. I have to think, I have to figure out what to do. I run out of the hospital as fast as I can, trying to make sure no one notices me. I run out to the forest, and I am about to shift when I remember what they said. Shifting will put my pack in danger again. I take deep breaths, walking a little further away, before leaning up against a tree. I drop down beside it, pulling my knees up to my chest, letting the tears fall.Aurora, what do we do? I don’t know Addy. I know we are powerful but putting others in danger…we don’t
Braxton’s POVAfter the girls leave, we spend time just eating and relaxing. We don’t get straight into the nitty gritty of what happened, first I need to just spend some time knowing my best friend is okay. The last two days have been hell. My first night with my mate was ripped from me, I almost lost my best friend, I found out some crazy Alpha is after my mate, and they know where to find her, and she is still refusing to talk to me. I know I betrayed her, but I didn’t know what else to do. I had to protect her and thank fucking goddess I did. If she had been out there, the rouges would have known for sure. She won’t listen to me, so I am hoping with Tristan awake now, she will listen to him.Tristan breaks me from my thoughts when he clears his throat and I look up seeing him with his eyebrow raised. “So, you want to explain to me what the hell is going on with you and my sister?”“She’s, my mate.” I respond, not really sure I am ready to divulge what I did. I am sure he w
Addy’s POVIt has been two days since my birthday, and Tristan hasn’t woken up yet. I have not left his side, staying with him and Emily in the hospital. I haven’t even left to eat, the girls, are taking turns coming to bring us food. Braxton and Aaron have come by, but other than Braxton helping me through my panic attack that first night, I haven’t spoken to him or allowed him near me.My emotions are all over the place and I am exhausted. I haven’t slept well, scared my nightmares will return. I can’t seem to stomach food, and my heart is hurting so badly. Knowing how close I was to losing Tristan, feeling the loss of the first night with my mate, feeling betrayed by my mate and one of my best friends. It’s constricting my heart and I am on edge.I can feel my eyes drifting close, exhaustion finally starting to win out. Right as I decide to let myself succumb to sleep I feel a squeeze on my hand. I squeeze back out of reflex, holding tight, like maybe this hand is holding
Hurt Addy’s POV “Addy, Tristan was hurt. He is in surgery…” I didn’t even let him finish his words before I pushed past him and started running towards the hospital. My mind was in a complete frenzy as I took off down the stairs and out the back door. I was still scared to know about Braxton and the girls. Praying everyone was alright, but right now, I had to get to my brother. Right as I ran through the back door, I run directly into a hard chest. I stumbled back a few steps, as large arms wrapped around me. I looked up into Braxton’s eyes. My fear immediately changed into anger, before I could even think about what I was doing. I took a step back, out of his arms, and I flung my arm connecting a sharp slap to his cheek. “You are an asshole.” I didn’t wait for a response, before turning on my heels and heading straight to the hospital. I had to get to my brother. He had to be okay. He just had to be. I couldn’t lose him too. I got the hospital quickly, and as soon as
Braxton’s POVI stand there looking at the door, listening to her yell at me, “Braxton! Don’t you dare!” I put my hand on the door and whisper to her, “I love you, Moon.” I turn back towards the door to see Aaron standing there with his arms crossed. “You know she is going to kill you right?”I grunt at him as I stride past him. “I don’t have a choice; this is the only way to protect her. We have to protect her at all costs.” “Never said I didn’t agree with protecting her, but she is going to kill you. If we don’t die before that.” He shrugs at me as we step onto the back patio of the packhouse. The decorations are still up from Addy’s party, I was about to mate and mark her before this, now it’s all been taken away. My anger intensifies as I think about how these scum of the earth rouges interrupted my first night with my mate. “She will get over it.” I growl as I pull my shirt off and drop my pants to shift, not fully convinced I will get over what has been taken away from
Addy’s POVI threw on some clothes and came barreling out of the room. Aaron looks panicked as he looks over at me behind Brax’s shoulder. Brax turns towards me, with anger in his eyes. I know its not directed at me, but a shiver still runs down my spine.“What do we know?” I ask as I walk up beside Brax.“You are going to go to the safe room and stay there until this over. Tristan is already leading the front lines. We…”“I’m sorry, What!?” I cut him off. I didn’t give a shit at this moment if he was my mate or my alpha. Right now, he was just being a jerk. “Addy, you can’t be out there.” I could see the tension in his body, and we were wasting time standing here talking.“The hell I can’t!” I start walking pass them both out into the hallway. There was no way he was going to stop me. I was one of our top warriors before I got my wolf, now having her, I was even stronger. I had only taken a few strides down the hallway when I was lifted into the air and thrown over a shoul
Braxton’s POVWe had been traveling for over 12 hours. We left early this morning to get back in plenty of time for Addy’s party, only to be met with every road washed away or completely blocked by debris. Aaron and I traveled to the north side of the territory where we would find the only roads that lead back into our territory that were not washed away. Cell service was spotty at best up here, so I wasn’t even able to send out any calls or text messages. We were just a few miles out of our territory before I was able to get enough service to text Tristan. Braxton: Just a few miles out. Is the party over?Tristan: Yeah, just finished up. Braxton: Shit. Did Addy go home or is she staying at the pack house?Tristan: She’s staying at the packhouse tonight. Braxton: Thanks man. I will see you tomorrow.Tristan: See you tomorrow. Good LuckI couldn’t bite back my smile. The thought of being able to wrap Addy up in my arms tonight made me want to jump out of this truck and shift
Addy’s POVI squinted my eyes open with bright light beaming into my room. I rolled over to look at the clock and noticed it was already noon. I blinked my eyes, trying to see if I was reading the clock correctly when a knock sounded on my door. I looked up towards the door to see Emily stepping in quietly.“Good afternoon, Sunshine,” she beamed at me. “Did you sleep well?”I rubbed my eyes, before sitting up and smiling back at her. “Yes, very well. You were not joking about how the first shift is exhausting.” I mumbled through my grogginess.“It gets better. The next time you shift it won’t take as much energy.” She supplies walking further into the room, sitting down on the edge of the bed.“So, today is a big day,” She smiles at me. I give her a small smile, still groggy and my heart slumps at the thought of what I was missing. “Is Braxton and Aaron back?” I can’t help the words from tumbling out of my mouth. I am trying not to sound disappointed, but I miss them, I miss