By the time we finished shopping the school day had ended and a few students were milling around in the library and said hello when they saw me. I smiled and talked with a few of them before going back to looking through the selection of books. There were so many and I knew I could spend hours in here, lose track of time and just get lost in a good book.
“Do you miss that you didn’t get to do school the same way others did?” Kane asked as he came up behind me, leaning against the shelf beside me. I tilted my head in thought then shrugged.
“Not really. I think I would have preferred it just so that it’s over and done with, but I don’t regret that I didn’t get to go. I’m getting my GED and I made amazing and true friends even without going to school so it’s not like I really missed out on anything.”
“Alright Love, I was just asking. Would you like to join in on afternoon training? I know you’ve been itching to since you got here.” He smiled and laughed as I grinned and bounced on my toes excitedly.
“Yes please. I’ve missed too much training with everything going on.” Which wasn’t exactly true seeing as I buried myself in training to avoid talking to my men but I also knew that I needed the training if I was going to be a strong Luna for this pack.
We went back to the packhouse and changed into workout clothes, Kane in just a pair of shorts and I was in tight yoga shorts and a sports bra and Kane tried to get me to change only once before dropping the matter. I wasn’t about to cover myself for his comfort if he still walked around shirtless for others to stare at. I did not put up with double standards. We made our way to the training ground and smiled and waved when I saw Echo. I gave Kane a quick kiss before I went to Echo who quickly put me in a headlock. I laughed and pinched his nipple causing him to yell and let go. I stuck my tongue out at him and put my hair back into a ponytail while Kane and Leo called attention and for everyone to fall in.
We worked through some stretches and then people were split up into groups, some doing weapons training, others practicing in their wolf form, and some doing hand to hand, it was all very extensive and comprehensive training. It was nice to take part in and as we went along I just lost myself to the routine and the groove of it all. I was training with others in my age group and even Echo was looking a little awkward till he found a few people who had similar interests. And a lot of the she-wolves were showing him a lot of attention.
I felt a quick and surprising spark of jealousy and possessiveness when I noticed before shaking my head and scolding myself, writing it off as I was worried to lose my friend, nothing more. I had no reason to be jealous, I wanted Echo to find happiness and it was crazily unfair of me to feel any sort of possessiveness over him when I had five wonderful mates. Sure as a dragon I could choose my mates so if I felt so inclined I could do that with Echo if he was open to it. But that was crazy and I wouldn’t ever deny him the chance to find his fated mate. I just hoped she was accepting of him wanting more than just her.
And I knew, that despite me having the 5 of them, I wasn’t open to the idea of them having anyone other than me. Hypocritical? Gods yes, but emotions didn’t make sense and because this was so new to me I had a lot to accept and learn and grow from. Who knows, maybe in time I would be open to adding another female to the mix, but until then I was more than happy with my 5 wonderful men.
By the time training was done I was a sweaty mess and my body ached but I still felt so good and like I had worked out a lot of stress from my body. I helped put things away and said goodbye to those who left, smiling at the ones who went out of their way to come and say goodbye before they left the training facility. Once everything was cleaned up I walked over to Kane who was saying goodbye to Leo and Echo, promising him that he’d talk with them tomorrow.
“What's up?” I asked him as Echo and I shared a quick hug before he followed Leo out and back to the packhouse.
“Well, I was thinking we’d have dinner in my suite tonight. You, me, Magnus and Brodryn before he went on night patrol. Magnus is also on his way down so that the two of you can mark one another if you so choose.” He said with a smile as he held me close and kissed my neck, right on his mark and made me shiver in pleasure.
“Does the pack know we are dragons? Where would we even mark one another without an audience?” I asked curiously as I looked up at him and ran my hands through his hair.
“They are aware yes, but I don’t know if all of them believe it. This facility should be big enough to hold the both of you and I’ve told everyone else that it’s off-limits tonight for some work on the inside. Is that ok?” Kane asked as he tugged on my ponytail lightly before kissing my lips softly.
“I want that, yes. I just want to be mated with all of you. I wasted so much time caught up in my own chaotic emotions, time I could have been blissfully happy with all of you but I just…I was scared I guess.”
“It’s completely understandable love. You had an unfortunate first experience when it came to a mate and it made you question everything involved with a mate bond. No one blames you or is mad you wanted to take things slow and be sure of your feelings.”
I smiled softly and wrapped my arms around his waist and held him tighter, stepping on tiptoes and giving him a kiss, aware of the moment Magnus came into the building. He stepped right up to me, his chest to my back and kissed my neck while Kane kissed me. It was bliss.
“Hello, Darling. Are you sure this is what you want?” Magnus asked as he stepped back enough so I could think clearly. I nodded and turned to look at him.
“I am. I don’t want to waste any more time being scared or unsure.”
“Alright, Darling. I’m happy to do this if you are. I will warn you that it is a huge energy transfer and because of that, it will be a few days before Brodryn can mark you. You will be tired after but it’s more of a general fatigue and not one that will put you right to sleep. Are you ready,”
I nodded in understanding and stripped out of my clothes, chuckling as they both watched me closely before I turned to Magnus and then it was mine and Kane’s turn to watch him closely while he stripped. We moved around the large open room to give each other enough space to shift. I took slow breaths and called forth my dragon. Because she was excited and vibrating with anticipation it was the quickest shift I had ever experienced with her.
The moment I was a full dragon I went to Magnus and rubbed against him, much the way a cat does and a happy purr came from deep in my chest. Magnus’s chest rumbled with laughter as he nipped some of my scales in greeting.
: Are you ready Darling? :
: Are you ready Darling? :Magnus asked through mind link as his dragon looked at me with his intense indigo eyes. I rumbled low in my chest and nipped and licked his scales around his maw, rubbing against him and stepping closer to him, letting him know I was more than ready. He purred low in his chest and stepped close, huffing out a wash of air over the part of my body that would be lower collarbone in human form. I shivered, my scales rattling slightly from the action. The air was like a wash of heat and comfort from a flame, akin to a bonfire. It felt amazing and made my breath hitch in anticipation.He opened his maw and grazed his very sharp teeth over the spot I chose. The heat of his breath made me shiver and while I was distracted by the feeling the warmth elicited he bit hard into my scales and the bite erupted in heat and it felt like flames flicking under the skin, drawing a design onto my skin. There was no pain associated with it, however, just pure pleasure, warmth and
I woke the next day feeling overheated, confined and in desperate need of the bathroom. I rolled over and stifled a laugh as I saw Magnus deeply asleep, his hair all over and his arms and legs around me tightly. I wiggled out of his grip slowly and once free I tiptoed into the bathroom and quickly did my business. I left the bathroom and went into the closet, pulling on a hoodie and a pair of tights. I went back into the bedroom and as I made to pass the bed a hand snagged out and pulled me into bed.“Why is it that you insist on getting dressed and keeping this gloriously soft skin hidden?” Magnus asked, his voice deeper with sleep as his hands went under my sweater and touched the skin of my stomach and side. I giggled and tried to wiggle out of his hold but he just held me tighter and brought his hand to tilt my head up and capture my lips in a kiss.“Because I’d rather not walk around naked and have my mates get all possessive and snarly at anyone who looks.” I said with a laugh a
When I woke up I knew once again that I was dreaming. The snow was thick, up to my hips this time and the wind raged, the howling of it loud in my ears as I tried to orient myself. It was so cold I couldn’t feel my toes, nor could I really move in the snow. I tried to call my dragon or my wolf forward and once again I could feel neither. I was getting real sick of these magical dreams. I wrapped my arms around myself for some semblance of warmth and trudged through the snow, grunting at the aching cold I was feeling from the waist down. This time around the snow was much worse. I had fallen asleep in only a sports bra and panties. I was cold beyond belief and not being able to reach out to my wolf or dragon for warmth was a special kind of hell. I shivered so bad my teeth chattering was a loud sound in my ears as I stumbled through the snow, searching in vain for the cave. At this point, I’d willingly take His help if it meant getting out of the cold. It hurt to move and all of me bur
I stirred in the overly warm bed and took a deep breath, my stomach growling as the scent of perfectly cooked bacon reached my nose. I stretched and yawned before sitting up and rubbing the sleep from my eyes, looking to see I was alone in the bed. As I moved to get out of bed, my hair swung in front of me and I caught a whiff of burnt wood and smoke. With the scent came the memory of the dream. I sighed and pulled my hair back into a ponytail, my mind reeling and trying to make sense of everything the Alpha had said to me last night. I went to the closet and grabbed tights and a loose-fitting shirt before making my way into the kitchen and smiling as I saw Kane at the stove while Magnus was scrolling through his phone. “Morning, Darling. Sleep ok?” Magnus asked as he looked up upon my entrance into the room. I shrugged and went to him, giving him a kiss before going to make a cup of coffee, getting a good morning kiss from Kane as he cooked. “It was a deep sleep, but I um…I drea
“Well, now that is a sight I’ll never get tired of seeing.” Brodryn’s voice from the bathroom door had me jumping and almost slipping in the shower. Thankfully I was able to regain my balance and not make a complete fool of myself as I turned around and looked at him with a smile. “Going to join me handsome?” I asked as I continued to lather the soap through my hair. He grinned and stripped before stepping into the shower and using the second shower head to get himself all wet. The long dark strands of his hair looked so soft and smooth that I felt the compulsion to run my hands through them. I stepped towards him and grabbed the shampoo, kneeling on the bench in the shower so I was able to reach his head. I scrubbed and lathered the shampoo, my nails massaging his scalp and chuckling at the happy rumble that came from his chest. Wolves were very social creatures and we needed touch, the social aspect of it a necessity in most packs. Dragons from what I had seen weren’t really that
“Why do we need to talk about punishment? Isn’t being rejected and spending time in holding a suitable punishment?” The doctor asked as he put his hand over his mouth to cover a yawn. Immediately my opinion of him was significantly lowered. “You think allowing a man, who was physically and mentally abusing his mate, cheating on her and gaslighting her, a few nights in holding is a suitable punishment ?” I asked, my voice even but I knew the tone was not friendly. He looked at me and shrugged a shoulder in response. “He’s been rejected by his mate and is locked in holding. What else should be done? It’s not like he hurt her too badly. She never complained of pains at work.” He spoke dismissively and I tensed, my wolf ready to smack this man around but Kane’s hand on my thigh tightened and he rubbed soothing circles with his thumb in an effort to calm me. “Way to blame the victim Lincoln. Mira is a sweet and nice girl and she did not deserve that treatment. No one deserves that treat
: Very good Feilan. You are such a smart little Alpha. Now I will be even more impressed if you can figure out why my dear father gave me such a punishment. : I clung to Kane, looking up at him with wide eyes and wondering if he could feel my panic down the mate bond. All I got from him was the lingering feelings the meeting elicited in him. With the Alpha talking to me I assumed he somehow managed to block out my emotions from transferring down the mate bond. It was a terrifying thought. : You can’t ignore me forever, sooner or later, you and that beautiful wolf of yours, will give in and accept that I am meant to be more to you. Mani has seen to it, my dear Feilan. : I shivered as his voice slithered through my mind, the taste of him thick on my tongue. The heat of a golden chain fashioned by the gods, the thick winter air, the crisp aching cold of the wind, and the unique taste of moonlight and molten rage mixed with damp leaves. There was no other way to describe his taste and I
: You ready Darling? : Magnus asked as he crouched to take off running. I yipped at him and got ready, the three of us taking off at once into the trees. We ran as fast as our paws could take us and while they were physically stronger than I, I was faster but just. Magnus was able to keep up and was only a few paces behind me, Kane just behind him. It was exhilarating to run full speed through the trees, playing and being free with my mates. Kane’s pack land was extensive and so very different from Ravenfield pack lands. My wolf and I were excited to explore and sniff out the different smells, to hunt the different animals, some more abundant here than in Ravenfield. It was like an adventure, discovering all the new scents and it even had my dragon curious. It was strange to feel them both prominent when in wolf form, but for once there was no division. It felt easy, right, like it was second nature. I felt comfortable in my skin and that’s a feeling that’s hard to obtain. I follo
Blaze What. The. Fuck. This had to be some sort of sick fucking joke. How was it even possible? Why would he even do something like this? What was he after? I wracked my brain for answers but no matter how hard I tried, I could not make sense of his actions. I thought back to when I got home, tending to a few things with my various business ventures, things that others ran for me, I was very hands-off but still checked in from time to time. I was really only there to check in and then have dinner with my mother. Thinking back she was awfully concerned with me getting back to Kara in good time and not staying the night, telling me that I should enjoy my time with my mate, not waste my time on the island if there was nothing pressing going on. At the time I didn’t think anything of it, but that wasn’t like her. She never tried to rush me off before. Could she have known that Cadmus couldn’t be trusted? Brodryn was being kept on the island, I didn’t know it at the time but she must h
Stienn I stood in the doorway of the room and watched Kara in her sleep state, her mate Blaze laying beside her. It was strange to see her so still and void. Her fur and scales were still showing through her skin periodically and it made my wolf restless and angry to see her in such a state. He wanted nothing more than to call his young pretty mate back from wherever she was but she was beyond my reach. Only someone far stronger could call her back, all of us might have managed it without Malik but no one wanted to take that risk. So now we were waiting for Malik to get here. We all knew it was only a matter of time before he got here. I sighed and ran my hand through my hair, shaking my head as I realized I had left it all unbraided and hanging loose around my shoulders. I had a quick and cold wash in the river, cleaning my hair and I had intended to rebraid it but I came into the room and stared at her for so long that I forgot about it. None of us were doing ok with Kara being in
Cadmus “What do you mean they’re gone?” I bit out angrily as I stared at the guard in front of me. He was young and spindly for a dragon. New to the guard and so far I was very underwhelmed with his skill level. Why would Brodyn boast of his soldiers if this was the type he had in his ranks? “The Captain is no longer at the palace and the young prince is no longer confined to his room Your Majesty. We can not find either of them and our trackers have been unable to locate them.” He reports before swallowing nervously, his eyes shifting as he avoids looking at me directly. “You can not find them.” I state with a scoff, running a hand through my hair and sighing heavily. “You wouldn’t be lying to me under some misguided notion of loyalty to the Captain would you?” I asked as I watched his face go pale and heard his heart beat erratically. “Just as I thought. Leave me and send in your Commander.” I dismissed as I turned to face the lit fireplace in my office, scoffing as the youngling
Brodryn I flew nonstop, my wings aching with the punishing pace. I was accustomed to flying longer and farther than this but the stress of needing to get to Kara, the iron blood cuffs being so close, carrying Blaze’s dead weight and the fear and Corey I was still feeling and experiencing was enough to fatigue me far earlier than I would have liked. I ached with the need to get to Kara as fast as possible. My dragon was a snarling worried mess with the worry he felt for his little mate. As I came close to her pack land I picked up her scent along with Magnus and Kanes’s and noticed it wasn’t coming from the pack house but from farther into the forest surrounding her land. I dipped my wings and glided low in that direction, finding an empty space in front of a large wooden building, and landed, shifting almost immediately and collapsing beside Blaze’s unconscious body. I stood there breathing heavily and taking note of all the unfamiliar faces that watched with curiosity and apprehensi
Magnus I stirred in my sleep, my dragon coiling inside me and pushing against my consciousness. He was worried. Something was very wrong to have him pushing at me so insistently, the wolf pacing beside him in agitation. I stirred and felt consciousness chasing away the fog of sleep as they pushed me to wake and find the source of their agitation. I sat up and wiped the sleep from my eyes, jumping in surprise as Kara shot up in bed and started screaming. I immediately reached for her as she started to flail, Kane waking and grabbing for her a moment later, confusion and worry plain on his face. “What the hell is going on?” Kane asked, his eyes liquid silver as his wolf fought for control. “Kara, I need you to wake up Darling. We’re right here. Kara!” I called as I tried to soothe her, my wolf and dragon trying to push forward and calling to her, rumbling and trill sounds coming from my chest and throat as they called to her, trying to find her in what felt like unadulterated fear thr
I looked at him and remembered the dream I had of him, the first time I saw him, his wolf bathed in moonlight, and knowing with every fiber of my being that he was my mate. How different my life became after those dreams. All the trials and tribulations. But still, I wouldn’t change how things went down, everything happens for a reason and the past was the past. It was the present I was focused on. Specifically my present moment with Kane. “I couldn't see your face in the dream, the one where you were you and not the wolf. I knew who you were to me, I just couldn’t see your face. I was so angry when I woke up without seeing you. I wanted to find you.” I admitted as I kissed him softly. “You found me eventually and that’s all that matters. Everything happened the way it was supposed to I guess.” He murmured as he sat me on the counter and ran his hands up and down my sides. “I guess so.” I said softly as I kissed along his neck, nipping the skin softly, my legs still around his waist
Sitting in the room with Laris, Echo, and Ellis was an interesting experience. Laris watched us all with a critical but amused eye, no doubt thinking it was amusing to see a young Alpha try to help a couple navigate a mate bond when I myself had made a mess of mate bonds in the past and in the present if I was being honest. I did try my best to help Ellis and Echo but it seemed to me their problem was more that they were both stubborn and reactive and blew up before any conversation and comprehension happened. “Ok, the yelling and arguing are needless you two. Just stop, take a breath and then I want you both to tell me what you want out of a mate bond. No judgment or expectations, just say what it is that you want out of a bond as an individual. Ellis, you go first.” Laris said calmly, sitting back in the chair with her legs crossed, looking unbothered and utterly calm. Oh, how I envied her that. Ellis sighed and ran a hand over the shaved part of her head, the stubble making a small
“To adjust.” I said simply, not wanting to explain all my feelings on the matter yet. Though what Einar said about their bonds being different got me thinking. “So this is how mate bonds feel for your kind, which was originally my kind as well. We believe that it’s Mani who does this, not the Moon Goddess that the other wolves believe in. My mate bond with both Silas and then Kane felt more like a compulsion, but my bonds with my dragon mates, and Malik….and now Stienn are more slow burn and instinctual, more primal. I wonder if that’s because our belief systems are more similar. The belief in the sun and the moon. Whereas the wolves here are all about the Moon Goddess.” “That is a loaded question now, isn’t it? I guess the argument could be made that yes, essentially what you are saying is correct. Your experience thus far backs up the theory that’s for sure. But I highly doubt we will ever really know for sure. Not unless the Gods themselves come forward and speak.” Einar said with
“Cadmus.” I whispered as his arms tightened around me, his nose skimming along the curve of my neck.“I missed you Dear One. Did you miss me?” He asked as he placed a chaste kiss on my cheek. I moved out of his arms and turned to face him, taking in his appearance. His hair was a tad longer than when I saw him last, he had more scruff to his jaw as well. His jeans were old and worn with use and sat low on his hips. He was just as handsome as ever but there was something about his eyes that made me hesitate. They were darker, swimming with more emotion, something deeper than I had seen from him before.“Is that all you have to say to me, Cadmus? Asking me if I missed you when you owe me answers.” I scoff and shake my head, crossing my arms over my chest in annoyance.“Why would I owe you answers? What is it you think I’ve done?” I glared at him and shook my head.“You lied to me multiple times when it came to the black wolves. Pretended like you had no idea who he was. All the while kno