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*Four Years Later*

~Shawna~

I sit in the back of the car, watching the scenery pass. It's been like this for the past four years. I've been a shell of my former self. Who could fault me, though? My one and only child disappeared abruptly, literally without a trace.

I've never been so broken, and there’s no way to fill the void his disappearance left in my soul. Eddie hasn't been much better. He’s been fulfilling his Beta duties, but he's also empty. We spend so many nights trying to comfort each other, even after all these years.

The new regime will take over soon, and I actually can't wait. I want to step down, and I want to leave the pack. Eddie and I discussed leaving the pack because there are too many painful memories. We need a fresh start, and it needs to happen now.

We would have left already, but we promised Alpha Blake Jamison that we would stay until his son took over. It was when our son was supposed to step into the role that he'd trained his life for. We promised to stay with the understanding that as soon as King takes over, we will be gone.

I look out the window again, and a familiarity falls over me. This is a human town that Aston and I visited often when he was growing up. Sometimes, we would take trips and we would always stop here on our way back. It's the last human town you come across before you reach packlands. It's about 3 hours away from the pack.

I went to a Beta meeting at a pack a few hours away. This meeting occurs only every other year, and I missed the last one. I wasn't ready to be around others, so I had to apologize.

I remember taking Aston shopping in this town. We would peruse the shops just to get out of the car and stretch our legs. We would always visit a diner, which served the best milkshakes for me and sundaes for Aston.

As we drive through the town, the memories become stronger. My emotions threaten to take hold of me, and I'm not sure I can survive that right now. I don't want to lose control right now, especially without my mate here to console me.

I notice the diner up ahead. Everything looks exactly the same, like time has stood still. I lean forward so the driver and my escort can hear me. “I want to stop at that diner for a bit, " I say. They nod in response, and I sit back in the seat.

It doesn't take long to pull into the diner's parking lot. I undo my seatbelt and wait for the door to be opened. I step out of the vehicle and walk into the diner. The nostalgia is strong, and I'm almost swept away by it. I look in the back and sit in the booth we always sat in. As soon as I slide into the seat, I close my eyes and let the memories wash over me.

“Uh, ma'am?” I slowly open my eyes and see a waitress looking at me with concern. I try to smile at her, but I'm not sure how it's turning out. “Can I help you?”

“I… I'm sorry. Can I get a cookies and cream milkshake?” The waitress smiles at me and walks off to get my order. I look around the diner, enjoying the sight of people enjoying their day-to-day lives. I remember being that carefree, and I miss it. There was a time when my life was happy; now, I spend my time trying not to drown in pain and sorrow.

A bell rings out, indicating the opening of the door. I look toward it, and my heart stops. A big, muscular man walks in. He has to be about 6’5, and his complexion is a nutmeg color. He's wearing a blue polo shirt, dark blue jeans, and tan boots. His muscles are exploding out of his clothing, but it's as it should be. He's facing me so that I can see his face fully. He has the same light brown eyes with extra long lashes. He has the same thick pink lips. His hair is the difference: long dreads that hang past his shoulders.

I don't know when I decided to get up, but I did. I don't remember moving across the room, but I did that too. I'm standing in front of the man, and he's looking at me like I'm a crazy person, and maybe I am. I reach out my hand toward his face. My body shakes like a leaf, but I can't help that. I try to touch him, but he steps back before I can make contact. It doesn't matter because I know what I'm seeing; I know this is real. “Aston, is that you?”

~‘A’~

It's been a long morning, and I couldn't wait to eat something. I was late this morning, so I missed breakfast. I spent the entire morning thinking about a bacon cheeseburger from the diner.

I walk in through the door and nod to a few waitresses that I see. I'm a regular here, so we are used to seeing each other. I plan to sit at the counter like I always do so I can order my meal. I feel eyes on me, which is a bit unnerving.

I look up and see a beautiful older woman staring at me. It's nothing new, actually. I'm not trying to be full of myself, but I get hit on a lot. For some reason, I'm seen as some kind of super beautiful man, but I just don't get it.

I look at the counter before looking back in the distance, but the woman isn't there anymore. I'm not sure how it happens, but she ends up right in front of me. Her body is shaking, and she looks like she's seen a ghost. I look around a bit, not sure what to do about this woman.

I look at her again, and her hand is reaching toward me. I quickly step back, not wanting to get caught up in whatever crazy this might be. “Aston, is that you?” Who the hell is Aston? “Aston, you're alive!” I slowly back up, not wanting to deal with whatever this may be.

“I'm sorry, lady, but you have me mistaken. I don't know you.” I turn and walk out of the diner. I get in my truck and take off. Truth be told, I have no idea if I know her or not. I don't really remember much of anything. I only have about two years of memories; I know she isn't part of them.

I have no idea who I really am or what my past consists of. I woke up one day, disoriented. I made my way to this town, and I just stayed. I found a job and a place to live. I keep to myself and have no friends or family. I don't even know who I am. I go by the name of ‘A’ because that was screaming in my mind. My last name is Smith because that's a typical ‘no name’ name.

I've been driving around for a few hours now with no destination in mind. The encounter at the diner bothers me because there's something familiar about that woman. It isn't that I think I saw her before, but something about her presence is soothing. I'm sure it's desperation to have a past, so there's no reason to put much thought into it.

I pull into the parking lot and turn my truck off. I get out and walk into my apartment. I missed lunch and should be starving, but the day's events are weighing on me. I kick my boots off and faceplant on my bed, letting sleep take over.

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    ~‘A’~My thoughts have been a mess since that lady was at the diner. It has been a few days, but it was too much for me. Something about the entire experience haunted me, and I have no idea why. I don't have anyone to talk to about it because I have no one in my life.I avoided the diner for a few days, not wanting to run into her again. I wasn't sure that I would, so why risk it? I got tired of skipping out on the diner, though. I never got that bacon cheeseburger, and it became too much for me to continue to pass up.I got off work early and decided to get some food. I work in construction, and it can be grueling work. For some reason, I'm really strong, so working in construction just makes sense. I don't necessarily like it, but it helps me keep a roof over my head and food in my belly.I walk into the diner and immediately go to the counter. I don't have to wait long for a waitress to ask me for my order. It's Poppy today, and I must admit I missed seeing her. She's a petite woma

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  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 4

    ~‘A’~I went to the diner every day for a week since I last went and was told that the woman had been back. Maybe, against my better judgment, I decided it would be best just to find her and figure out what all this was about. I've been horribly unsettled since the first time I saw her, and I can't continue this way.As soon as I got off work, I returned to the diner, leaning my car seat back and getting comfortable. I have no idea what makes me think this woman will be back, but something is calling me to see this through. I usually sit here until dark before heading back home, and today will be no exception.I scroll through my phone, mainly reading news articles. I have no social media presence, so I don't spend much time on it. Since I don't know anyone, it seems like a waste. Reading these news articles makes me feel a real disconnect, which is weird. I should be more in touch with what's going on around me.I lose track of time, but something catches my eye. I look up and notice

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    ~Eddie~I'm not sure how I did that. How the hell did I speak to my son without pulling him into my arms and never letting go? Every fiber in my body has been begging me to do just that. It wasn't just me; my wolf Jett was begging me to do it. He knows his pup even after all this time.I have Shawna's hand tightly in mine; our mate bond is swirling with our feelings. “Did Sable recognize him?” Shawna's sharp intake of breath gives me the answer I'm looking for.“Yes, she did. She said that Jett did too.” I nod in agreement. “She said she couldn't feel Dario. Do you think he's still there?”“I believe he is. He still smells like a high-ranking wolf. Maybe we need to just find where he was buried.” I'm getting ahead of myself. There’s no guarantee this will go past us seeing his place today. I need to reel it in and remain calm.Aston was right when he said he wasn't far from here. I don't like the look of this neighborhood, though. It's clear that he's barely surviving, and that doesn'

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  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 6

    ~Shawna~The color seemed to drain from Aston's face. I can only imagine what a shock this is to him. He truly has no idea what his past life was like or about where he came from. He will even have to be introduced to the werewolf world, and that's why we spoke to Blake before coming back. Aston coming into the pack will be akin to bringing a human into the fold. It's a risky situation, and we need to be prepared for every eventuality.Eddison timidly placed his hand on Aston's arm, trying to calm him in light of this news. I can't imagine what's going through his mind, and as his mother, I wish I could make this all go away. He's going to need me and his father as he navigates his new life. There's no guarantee that he will even remember who he was, but we had to try. “What now?” I look at Eddie, and he nods at me.“We were hoping you would come with us. There are things we need to tell you about us, about yourself. We know this situation is crazy for you and that you don't know us,

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    I scoot my chair back, trying to come up with the best way to bolt from the room. “I can show you.” I turn to Eddison and watch him stand up behind his chair. He starts to strip his clothes, and I'm ready to fight. I just got pulled into some type of sex games. What a fucking idiot I am!Before I can get up and run, Eddison changes on the spot. One minute, a man is standing there, and the next is a giant, dark gray wolf staring at me. When I say huge, I cannot stress just how big it is. If I had to guess, I'd say that it stands at 6 or 7 feet tall. What wolf has anyone ever seen that was that damn tall?The crazy thing is my body isn't going through the typical fight or flight response. I'm actually pretty calm. There's a pull in me that is pushing me to get closer. This is the craziest thing, but I can't fight it. I stand up and slowly walk toward the massive wolf. I reach my hand out and watch the wolf slowly lower his head.I let my hand touch the top of his head, and I'm pleasantl

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  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 8

    ~King~“What's on the agenda today?” I lean back in the chair across from my father's desk. I cross my legs, letting my right ankle rest on my left knee. My dad will be stepping down soon, and when he does, he will pass the pack over to me. Katarina will be my Luna, and I can't wait for all of that to be the case.His office door opens, and Dominic walks into the room. He walks over to me, nodding to my dad before sitting in the seat next to me. Dominic will be taking over as the Beta when I get in place. We are both excited to carry this pack.“I wanted to give you two a heads-up.” The look on my dad's face tells me that whatever he wants to say to me is extremely serious. I'm starting to get nervous. I sit up straighter, letting my feet hit the floor. I feel Dominic shift next to me, but I keep my focus on my dad. I swallow, trying to keep my breaths even. “Eddison and Shawna have found him; they found Aston.” I'm on my feet before I can even register to move.“Where is he?! I have

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  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 87

    ~Katarina~Aston wastes no time running out of his room after being called out by King. I don’t want him to go, but I know this has to happen. I run after him, not wanting my mate to have to confront him on his own.King is standing outside, and Tatiana isn’t that far behind him. I have no idea who let that bitch out of the cells, but heads are going to roll. Aston rushes out in the field, stopping a few feet in front of King. I notice some wolves are coming out of the shadows, but it has me on edge. Some seem to be moving to the side where I’m standing close by Aston, and others are standing on the side that houses King and Tatiana. I don’t know why I didn’t think of this before, but we have a serious loyalty issue. It looks like some pack members are still loyal to King, and that’s probably how he’s made it into the pack the last two times. It may even be how Tatiana is free right now.Speaking of Tatiana, her eyes haven’t left me since I got out here. She looks like she’s ready to

  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 86

    ~Aston~I know this will get me some crazy looks, but I was so turned on when I watched Katarina end Chandra. I know how sick that sounds, but I can’t help it, and I refuse to lie. She was poised and confident and I was definitely responding to that.There wasn’t much to do once Chandra was dead. Topaz let us know that they found her lab and were going to raid it. I figured there would be no answers for me there, and Topaz promised to let us know if she found anything useful.She brought us back to packlands, and we are walking hand in hand to the packhouse. I want a nice hot shower, to talk with my dad, and time with my mate. It feels like we’ve been on the go for a while now without stopping. I know it’s due to all of the emotional upheaval we’ve been dealing with, but it’s still a lot.We walk into the dining room to have all eyes on us as we step through the door. Katarina snuggles against me, and I guide her to our table. Mom and Dad are already there and snuggled up together as

  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 85

    ~Topaz~I didn’t know what to do while I waited to talk to Eddie. I walked the perimeter of the pack, making sure our wards were in place. I tweaked everything, making sure to keep the pack accessible for the proper individuals.I look at the time as my nerves set in. I’m scared, I can’t lie. I don’t know how this talk is going to go, and that scares me. I know that if I don’t give it a try, I will regret it for the rest of my life.I’ve tried to rehearse the words in my mind, but I changed them a bit each time. I really don’t know what to say, and I don’t know what he’s going to say. I know what I’m attempting to do, and I know that most will view it as the worst thing I can do. I get that, really I do. I just can’t help my heart right now. I have to know for sure that it’s really over between us.A sound behind me shakes me out of my thoughts. There’s a giggle that is filled with nothing but love and happiness. Something is telling me not to look at the scene behind me, but I’m comp

  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 84

    ~Eddie~I follow Shawna home, letting the events of the day swirl around in my head. So much has happened in a short amount of time. The entire situation is crazy to me, but it’s also heartbreaking. I had no idea my best friend was capable of such evilness and selfishness. If it hadn’t been for him, my family wouldn’t have gone through the pain that they suffered. I don’t know if I could ever make it up to them, but I’m sure as shit going to try.Sparks on my cheek break me from my thoughts, and I look at my surroundings. We are standing in the middle of our bedroom, and I didn’t even realize we had walked this far. Shawna is standing in front of me, looking worried. “I’m fine, love. I’m just a bit lost in thought.”“You’re fine?! You’re not fine, Eddie. You’ve gone through something traumatic at the hands of someone you trusted.” I suck in a breath, not wanting my emotions to overwhelm me. “I know you, and I know what your thinking. It wasn’t your fault. You had no idea that Blake wa

  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 83

    ~Eddie~We all make our way into the packhouse and my office. So much has gone on since I stepped foot on packlands; it’s hard to wrap my head around everything. Besides needing to talk to the kids, I want to put my hands on my mate.Her scent hits me before I can see her face. A blur comes at me, and my body hits the floor. Sloppy kisses break out all over my face and neck, but pain also erupts in my stomach at the same time. “Goddess! I wasn’t sure I’d ever see you again!” I manage to roll my emotional mate on her side, and I secure her to my body. I take deep breaths, trying to ignore the pain I feel. “Eddie?! What is it? What’s wrong?” I close my eyes and focus on my breathing. There’s no need to worry anyone right now.“Dad? Is something wrong?” I open my eyes to Aston standing over us. There’s worry in his gaze, but I’m able to give him a stiff smile. He reaches his hand out, and I grab it, allowing him to help me up. Shawna is by my side, holding onto my arm. I walk over to the

  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 82

    ~Katarina~I turn to see Tatiana glaring at me. I'm overwhelmed right now with everything: seeing that Aston is truly alive and okay, almost being snatched by King, and feeling the loss of my Alpha and Luna. With all of this, there's no fucking way that I'm going to deal with this bitch. I’m sorry, Hope, but I’m sick of this!I’m with you. This isn’t the same Titi we’ve been friends with all these years. Even if Hope hadn’t agreed, I’d be doing this anyway. It just feels better that we are on the same page.I balance on my feet and meet Tatiana head-on. Tatiana stops right in front of me, but I don’t move a muscle. “You always ruin everything! I fucking hate you!” All I can say is that the anger has accumulated, and it's come to a boiling point. My fist connects with her throat, causing her to bend over, sputtering and coughing.I crouch down in a fighting stance as I watch her try to suck in air. “Bring it bitch! It’s time to end this shit!” It doesn’t take long before Tatiana mirror

  • The Missing Beta   Chapter 81

    ~King~The moment I saw my father kill Aston, I knew this was the time to get what was mine. I took off and shifted into Conan, letting him take over and take us back home. I don’t know what Dad’s plan is, but I plan to make moves before he can mess me up.It was beyond easy to get on to packlands. I already knew the routes and patrol groups. Some people are still loyal to my family and me, so letting me in wasn’t a huge issue.I have to say, Katarina made it easy for me. Conan caught her scent, though it pissed him off that it was mixed with that loser’s. We watched her pace back and forth for a while before I decided to go in.I shifted to my human form and put a pair of shorts on my body. I kept myself quiet and snuck up behind her. I grabbed her arm and turned her body toward me. The shock written all over her face didn’t deter me in the slightest. “King?!” I pull her body close to mine, making sure there’s no room between us. “Wh…what are you doing here?”“Seriously?” I look down

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