I WAS smiling the whole time I watched Reeve carrying baby Killian in his arms. His eyes were sparkling with so much joy while dancing with our baby. "You love dancing with Papa, little one? Hmm?" he murmured lovingly. Narinig 'ko ang mumunting hagikgik ng anak namin kaya mas napangiti ako. Reeve laughed in so much delight before he gently kissed baby Killian's forehead. Reeve's mouth opened in awe when baby Killian suddenly made cute sounds. I giggled at his reaction as I continued pumping my breast milk. The breast pump had been my best friend ever since I gave birth. It's convenient for me to pump my milk rather than buy formula milk since breast milk has more benefits. In addition, I could just grab a bottle for him and heat it up. I'm planning to breastmilk him until the last drop of my milk. Ayokong umasa sa formula milk hanggang meron pa rin gatas sa loob ng dibdib 'ko. Parang matutunaw ang puso 'ko habang pinagmamasdan ang mag-ama 'ko. Nakakatuwang isipin na ang lalaking
"See? You're sleepy," he commented. "Please, rest first, wife. You need to sleep more," he said when he saw me yawning for the second time. I nodded with a smile and was about to sleep when the news flash on the television caught my attention. My lips trembled as my chest felt heavy. Footage of Ashleigh in handcuffs as the two police officers walked her into their police car flashed. Nagkalat ang mga pulis sa loob at labas ng abandonadong building kung saan niya ako dinala. The other police raided her apartment, where they discovered the shocking truth behind her sweet facade. Her bedroom was full of pictures of me and Reeve. Those are from different angles and are obviously taken by a professional photographer. There is also a web of information about my schedule and the people close to me. She was indeed obsessed with me! Hindi ko mapigilan ang hindi makaramdam ng takot... lalo na nang nagsalita ang isang reporter. "Dra. Ashleigh is going to be charged with multiple cases: Inf
Days and weeks went by, and I thought I was already doing fine, but postpartum slapped me 360 degrees. I felt sad, hopeless, and exhaustion from every day, causing me to cry a lot the whole week. It started when Killian suddenly got a fever after getting his vaccine shots. Wala akong nagawa kung hindi ang sisihin ang sarili 'ko sa mga oras na 'yon dahil ako mismo ang doctor niya. I blamed myself so hard that it made me cry for days. I am my own son's pediatrician yet wala akong nagawa noong lagnatin siya. All my family were there, especially Reeve, and they were calming me, but I was frantic. "Wife, don't cry, please. . . It's not your fault," Reeve hugged me as he continued caressing my hair. I shook my head and cried more. "It was my fault! I-I am the one who gave him the shot, Reeve! I am Killian's pediatrician, yet I didn't do anything to prevent him from getting sick!" I cried out loud. He tried to calm me down but I was really frantic. Killian got sick because of me! I a
I was back in my senses when my husband planted a kiss on my exposed shoulders. I was only wearing an old sleeveless blouse because I just pumped my breastmilk earlier. I hate wearing fancy clothes whenever I pump my breastmilk because it just gets wet. Ang hassle magpalit ng damit! "Wife, naiinggit ako. . ." nakalabing pahayag sa akin ng asawa 'ko. "Bakit naman, hubby?" sagot 'ko habang marahan na tinatapik ang matabang hita ni Killian. He was on my lap while sucking on my breast. Maya maya ay matutulog na naman siya dahil busog na sa gatas. "Because I haven't taste your milk. . . " mababang sagot niya bago sumubsob sa aking leeg. Hindi 'ko maiwasan ang hindi matawa sa naging sagot niya. Oh, God! I couldn't believe my husband is acting like a kid again! Mas lalong humaba ang nguso niya nang marinig ang pagtawa 'ko. "You're laughing at me, wife!" nagtatampong aniya. I bit my bottom lips, stifling a chuckle. "Hindi, ah?" I fibbed. "Can I taste your milk, too? Please?
TODAY was Killian's 7th birthday. He had a Jurrasic park themed birthday, and a huge dinosaur cake that was made by Raya, Dustin's best friend. Killian was wearing a cute zookeeper costume, and everyone was fond of him. The party was held in our massive backyard garden. After we married in the church, Reeve and I decided to reside in Ayala Alabang Village. Our house now is much bigger and modern than before. We now own a swimming pool, movie theatre, and an indoor mini-basketball court. Even though we already left our old house, Reeve and I made a lot of memories there that are forever written in our hearts. "This is my gift for you, pamangkin!" Khrizanta offered her gift to Killian, who was looking excited at what was inside the big box. "I hope you like it, Killian!" "Thank you, Tita Khriz! You're the best tita in the world!" Killian says and hugs Khrizanta, who's now crouching a little to equal his height. "Welcome, Killian!" Pinugpog siya ng halik ni Khrizanta at ngumiti
THE party went well. There are dinosaur statues and a real zookeeper with pet-friendly animals for a great Jurrasic vibes experience. May magic show para mas lalong ganahan ang mga bata. Hindi lang ang mga bata ang masaya kung hindi pati ang mga matatanda. Killian was in front of his cake. Karga naman ni Reeve si Kirsten habang nakatayo ako sa tabi nila. "Happy birthday to you. . . Happy birthday. . . Happy birthday. . . Happy birthday, dear Killian!" Everyone sang around us. "Make a wish now, baby. . ." I whispered. Killian closed his eyes and clasped his hands. "I wish I would have a baby brother just like Zacki and Zhara," he whispered. I coughed weakly because I felt like I was caught off guard. My eyes flew to Reeve, and I felt my cheeks blush when I caught him looking at me already. His eyes was sparkling in happiness while staring at me. "I love you, wife," he mouthed as he stared at me directly. Mas nagliyab ang magkabila 'kong pisngi. "I love you," I mouthed back
DAYS and weeks went in the blink of an eye. Last two months, we celebrated Killian and Kirsten's birthday. And now Reeve and I will celebrate our 7th anniversary as a husband and wife. We've been married for 17 years, but we are celebrating the anniversary of our second marriage. . . "So. . . You'll be back next month?" Mom asked in curiosity. I nodded with a subtle smile. "Yes, mom." "Ingat kayo doon, okay? Message me after the airplane lands at the airport," she said, making me nod. "Don't worry about us, Mom, we will be fine," I assured her. "I'll miss you and these two adorable children," she says and proceeds on hugging Killian and Kirsten. "I'll miss you both, sweetie pie," she says. "I will miss you too, Lola pretty!" Killian muttered. "Love you, Lola," Kirsten says, kissing mom on the cheeks. Nakangiti ako habang nakatingin sa kanila. When the boarding was announced, we knew we needed to let our feet walk until we reached the inside of the plane. I was pulling o
After over 16 hours of non-stop flight, the airplane safely landed at Paris Charles de Gaulle Airport. Reeve got our luggage on the carry-on while I readied the kids to disembark the plane. But before we leave, lumabas si Dad mula sa cockpit para batiin kami. I was mesmerized seeing him wearing a pilot uniform. May mga ibang crew ang napatingin sa paglapit ni Dad sa amin. Dad gave me a peck on my cheeks before he tapped Reeve's shoulder. "Lolo, you're here! You are amazing, Lolo! You navigate this big aircraft by yourself!" Killian jaunty says. "Thank you, buddy," sagot ni Dad at bahagyang ginulo ang buhok ni Killian. "Lolo is a pilot?" Kirsten innocently says. Dad nodded, chuckling. "I am, sweetheart. How's the flight?" he asked cooly. "The flight was fine, Dad. Thank you for landing us safe," sagot 'ko. "Of course, sweetheart. That's my job, to make you all safe in the air and to make sure the plane will safely land on the runaway," he answered. "You're so cool, Lolo!
Unseen chapter: The Honeymoon We had fun in the night market and so did the bonfire party with the other guests. Nakainom din kami ng authentic Mexican foods at alcohol. Nauna na akong maligo sa asawa ko't nag-aayos pa 'yon ng mga pagkain na pinauwi sa amin ng mga mababait na staffs. I was patting my damp, long hair when I caught a glimpse of the thin, vulgar, red lingerie that Khrizanta had gifted me. She told me to wear it on our honeymoon. I don't know what got to me, and I brought it with me. The chills the lingerie gives me make my blood rush in my veins quicker. I shut my eyes, and the moment my eyes opened, I found myself bravely wearing the lingerie. Tinignan ko ang sarili sa salamin. From the boobs down to my thighs and bottoms, it fitted me so well. My confidence increased rapidly the longer I stared at myself. I took my make-up kit and looked for a bold colour of lipstick. I picked the one with a red shade and spread it on my lips. "This must make him drool, rig
Unseen chapter: The HoneymoonI woke up the next day without my husband on the bed. Bumangon ako sa kama at napangiti nang maamoy ang mabangong amoy na nanggagaling sa niluluto niya.I stretched up my sore muscles before tidying up the bed. After that, I marched towards the bathroom and took my time doing my morning rituals.I grabbed my phone and walked towards the glass door of the balcony, pulling it open. Tumapak ako palabas at pinagmasdan ang tanawin. I took a sigh of amazement as the view in front of me took my breath away. The immaculate cerulean blue water of the sea is screaming tranquillity. Hindi masyadong malakas ang alon sa dagat. I can see people enjoying their day at the beach.I sat on the rattan couch while holding my phone. Nakahinga ako nang maluwag nang makitang may update na si Mommy tungkol kay Killian. Apat na messages 'yon at may kasama pang attachments.Mommy sent me pictures and a short clip of Killian's day without us. They went to church this morning and a
Unseen chapter: The Honeymoon For my first outfit, I wore a ruffled sleeves white dress that reached above my calves. I turned my dark hair into a low bun with a few thin hairs dangling on both sides of my face. I applied light make-up as it suits me very much. Hindi na ako nagsuot ng mga alahas at tanging wedding ring namin ni Reeve at ang hikaw ko ang suot ko. Reeve was wearing a black button-down short sleeve and white trousers. The first four buttons of his shirt were opened, revealing his hard chest. Kumakapal na rin ang buhok ni Reeve. Simula noong mag retired siya bilang lieutenant-colonel, nagpapahaba na siya ng buhok. But hubby continued getting faded haircut as I told him I love seeing him with faded hairstyle. Reeve and I entered the highly recommended Mexican restaurant near our hotel called Riviera Maya restaurant. The restaurant itself has a modern Mexican interior and an overlooking ocean view. A server immediately introduced himself and guided us to our tabl
Unseen chapter: The Honeymoon "Hubby, do you think it's really okay to leave Killian? What if he cried because we weren't there for him? What if something bad happened to him while we were away? What if the breast milk I prepared ain't enough?" I asked worriedly. "Do you want us to bring him? We can go back and get him," he asked back. We are now in the car, travelling to the airport. Hindi na namin sinama si Killian at baka magdalawang-isip pa ako na hindi tumuloy. I don't want to leave our son. I am too worried about him, but at the same time, I want to be with Reeve, just the two of us, on our honeymoon vacation. I sighed and shook my head. "I want to, but this is our vacation as husband and wife. I just can't stop thinking and worrying about our son. Ito ang unang beses na iiwan natin siya sa loob ng apat na araw," He reached for my elbow and tugged me so I could face him. "Wife, don't worry too much about Killian, okay? He's in the good hands. Your parents want to ha
Unseen chapter: The Honeymoon "Hubby, do you think the 20 million we donated to the kids and families in Palestine is enough, or should we add at least 10 million more?" Reeve's strong arms immediately caught my waist. He pulled me and let me use his lap as my chair. My heart instantly leapt with his move. "Wife, 20 million is enough. We still have Ukraine and another country to send our donations, remember?" "Yes..." "So, we have to save..." I felt his hand squeeze my waist. "Baka mamulubi naman tayo niyan," My lips parted before I chuckled. "Hindi naman siguro, hubby." He bowed his head in silence before he burst into laughed. "You are not sure, wife." I felt his lips on my cheek. "Have you told Killian about our plans?" I sighed upon remembering that. Reeve and I will fly to Mexico this week for our honeymoon for our second wedding. Today is our real honeymoon because when we first got married and had our honeymoon, we were both drunk. Last month, our wedding
Time flies so fast because Killian is growing so fast. Killian is now ten months old, and in two months, he will turn 1. He can now crawl and stand on his own. He also have two primary teeth in front of his gums. He likes to explore and be mobile the reason why we've put up safety barriers in his nursery room. Killian giggled as I tickled him gently on his chubby neck. His little chuckles are sound to my ears. I can't help but chuckle while watching him. May dalawang ngipin na siya sa harapan, making him more adorable. "You like it when Mama tickles you, huh?" I gently said and kissed him on his forehead. "Mama and Papa loves you so much, baby. Don't grow up so fast, please?" Killian made a random sounds as if he was talking back at me. Napangiti ako pinunasan ang namumuong laway sa gilid ng labi niya. Saktong lumabas si Reeve galing bathroom nang magsalita si Killian sa unang pagkakataon. It wasn't the first time, but it was the first he uttered clear words. Most of the time,
ON our second day, we went to the French Aquarium in Le Bon Marche. Kirsten and Killian enjoyed their time there since they had some activity regarding sea creatures. We also went to some high-end brand shops to buy pasalubong. Then, we went to the Eiffel Tower. Tomorrow, we decided to visit the Disneyland Paris. I was staring at the magnificent view of the sunset when I suddenly craved steak. I wanted to eat steak, but not the usual steak that was cooked by a normal chef. I want it to be exceptional! I pulled the hem of Reeve's jacket. I looked at him in doe when he glanced at me in confusion, yet his aura looked radiant. Palibhasa, natuloy kami sa pagdidilig kagabi. And I swear it was so good that we had four rounds! "Hmm? What does my wife want?" he asked while grinning. "I want steak for dinner." He looked dazed. "Steak? I knew a steak restaurant in the corner," he says. I shook my head in disagreement. "No! Gusto 'ko luto ni Gordon Ramsay! I want him to cook the steak
After over 16 hours of non-stop flight, the airplane safely landed at Paris Charles de Gaulle Airport. Reeve got our luggage on the carry-on while I readied the kids to disembark the plane. But before we leave, lumabas si Dad mula sa cockpit para batiin kami. I was mesmerized seeing him wearing a pilot uniform. May mga ibang crew ang napatingin sa paglapit ni Dad sa amin. Dad gave me a peck on my cheeks before he tapped Reeve's shoulder. "Lolo, you're here! You are amazing, Lolo! You navigate this big aircraft by yourself!" Killian jaunty says. "Thank you, buddy," sagot ni Dad at bahagyang ginulo ang buhok ni Killian. "Lolo is a pilot?" Kirsten innocently says. Dad nodded, chuckling. "I am, sweetheart. How's the flight?" he asked cooly. "The flight was fine, Dad. Thank you for landing us safe," sagot 'ko. "Of course, sweetheart. That's my job, to make you all safe in the air and to make sure the plane will safely land on the runaway," he answered. "You're so cool, Lolo!
DAYS and weeks went in the blink of an eye. Last two months, we celebrated Killian and Kirsten's birthday. And now Reeve and I will celebrate our 7th anniversary as a husband and wife. We've been married for 17 years, but we are celebrating the anniversary of our second marriage. . . "So. . . You'll be back next month?" Mom asked in curiosity. I nodded with a subtle smile. "Yes, mom." "Ingat kayo doon, okay? Message me after the airplane lands at the airport," she said, making me nod. "Don't worry about us, Mom, we will be fine," I assured her. "I'll miss you and these two adorable children," she says and proceeds on hugging Killian and Kirsten. "I'll miss you both, sweetie pie," she says. "I will miss you too, Lola pretty!" Killian muttered. "Love you, Lola," Kirsten says, kissing mom on the cheeks. Nakangiti ako habang nakatingin sa kanila. When the boarding was announced, we knew we needed to let our feet walk until we reached the inside of the plane. I was pulling o