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Author: Blessings Ezekiel
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
Amanda's POV

Going back to Beta Matthew's room, I shut the door and sat on the bed. My eyes were clouded with tears as memories of what I did in the garden flooded my mind. I felt so disgusted with myself. How could I let him have sex with me, and why did I want it so much? Why did it feel like a goodbye? Why couldn’t I reject him and push him away when he touched me? At least now I have the right to push him and say no, but no, I didn’t do that. Instead, I loved it and wanted more.

Frowning, I sniffed myself and realized I had his smell all over me. If Beta Matthew finds out about this, he won't be happy. So quickly, I undressed and went into the shower. Standing in the shower, I began to scrub my body, almost as if peeling it. I wanted everything about his touch and smell taken off from me.

After several minutes in the shower, I decided to turn it off and go back to the room. I put my gown back on and then lay on the bed before switching off the lights. My mind wandered to Alph
Blessings Ezekiel

Just realized I made some errors in alpha Edward’s name. Please bear with me. Alpha Zach is a character in one of my book and I mixed up the names. Please, where you see it, call my attention and I will correct it. There is no alpha zach in this book every Alpha zach is Alpha Edwad.

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Lycan Lover
Yes. Hopefully he finds the truth and chases her down. I hope it’s not a story where they meet years later. Let them enjoy the pregnancy and being together
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Kate Honey Di
I want him to find out soon after she leaves what the truth is lol
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