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67: FRAGMENTS OF MY SOUL
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2023-06-26 18:46:08
annie-sullieHello. I’ll like to apologize for the mistake I made in updating the same chapter twice. However, the issue has been rectified, and the chapter has been properly edited from the repeated 64 to the proper 65, so you’ll find the chapters properly arranged now. I’m very sorry for the inconvenience and the confusion. Thank you for understanding, and for following me along the journey of William and Bella’s love story. It means the world to me. ❤️
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The Mate Agreement 104: LOST TO WHIMSY
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The Mate Agreement 103: IMMERSED
I gradually stir from my peaceful slumber, the room cast in a gentle twilight as the sun dips below the horizon.I yawn.How long have I been asleep?As I stretch and sit up, I notice a beautifully arranged plate of dinner on the nearby table and a goofy smile overtakes my face. William must’ve kept it there for me. I glance around the bedroom and the living room for the second time, looking for him, but I don’t spot him anywhere.Where did he go?My stomach rumbles in response to the inviting aroma of the garlic butter stake and potato skillet, and I find myself savoring the delicious flavors as I sit at the edge of the bed with the tray and devour the food.Sated and content, I decide to take advantage of the cool evening air and to also look for William. I change out of my t-shirt and jeans into sleeping shorts and a bralette, despite the cool weather. The sliding glass door leads me to the terrace, where the world is adorned with the soft glow of moonlight. My gaze is drawn to the
