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Chapter 18: Deep Thoughts
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Ivan||I drove like a mad man as I raced to the White-Angel company.I drove a twenty minute ride in about five minutes. I was not in any particular hurry as it was still morning. I just did not want to give myself the opportunity to stop myself from seeing her.But as I sat in my parked car, opposite the company, I did allow myself to think and I realized I had made a rather unwise decision. I contemplated calling her or walking to the company to go look for her.I contemplated a lot of things I should have done, but knew things I didn't contemplate were coming to the company. I waited in the car, my head turning to check if she was the one whenever anyone walked out of the company but it was never her.I waited and waited for her for two hours.I was famished and needed a drink. Yet I failed checked the time. It had been two hours since I had arrived to wait on her."You need to pull
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Ivan||I didn't respond to him. I just reached for the glass of martini the bartender had placed before me.I lifted the drink to my mouth and downed it all down in one drink."Whoa! Calm down man! The night is just beginning!" Pete said amused.I ignored him and turned to the bartender; "One more," I said as I handed the glass to her.In a more gentler and serious tone, Pete said to me again. "What's up man. Talk to me."I took a deep breath. I was not one to share my problems but Tania was getting too much in my head and it was getting too hard to handle her alone. It was as if I needed someone else to share the weight of her hold on me.And it was for this reason that I opened up to Pete."Something has been taking my time actually." "Something? What's that?" Pete asked.He was all ears as he waited for me to talk."Someone actually." I replied. "Someo
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Ivan|| The lust and alcohol evaporated from my body as I jumped off to leave. "Hey! What of my money?" The stripper called as I raced to the door. I stopped and reached into my back pocket for my wallet and retrieved four hundred dollar bills and flung them towards her before running out of the room. I pushed through the throng of men and strippers, stepping on some feet as I headed for the exit muttering apologies for the complaints I was getting. My phone rang again and dug into my pocket looking for it hoping to see it was Tania calling with any more news about my grandma but it was only Peter calling. He must have seen me as I rushed out of the club and must have wanted to find out why I was leaving in such a rush. I did not answer the call as I practically ran through the parking lot to where I had parked my car. I would text him later when I had the time. Right now, my grandma needed me. As I got into my car, I put it in reverse and accelerated so fast I almost rammed int
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Tania||The doctor's words hit me like a sledgehammer: "Tania, I'm afraid you have stage-three cancer. I'm so sorry but you only have three months left to live."Blood drained out of me as the words hovered above my ears. They rang out in my head over and over, finally settling the bitter truth in my brain. Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes. I couldn't believe it."I am going to die."Warm hands suddenly clutched my shoulders and I turned to find Nicholas, my husband, by my side with pain etched on his features."We will get through this together, Tania. Please don't cry."His words only made it more difficult for me not to cry. His handsome face was a brutal reminder that I was going to leave him soon. And to think we didn't even have a child he could use to remember me by?"I am so sorry, Nicholas... I am sorry," I cried, my words choking in my throat as the pain clutched me.I thought of my sister, whom I had vouched to protect after the death of our parents. I promised that
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Tania||My mind froze as I stared at the paper, the pain within me too strong for me to comprehend what I was holding."Sign it like a good girl and get out of our lives, Tania," Nicholas hissed.The moment he opened his mouth to speak, I felt my senses return but so did my tears. Nicholas has always been a gold-digger, but I thought he loved me enough to forget that side of him. But I was wrong. Everything has been a sham.Anger suddenly filled me, and I squeezed the paper hard in my hand.“I won’t let you do this, Nicholas. Not to me and not my sister—”“Oh please, Tania. Worry about you. I want Nicholas. I love him. I have loved him long before you came to the picture.”“He's using you, Eloise!” I cried out, my heart shattering at her childish words. “Nicholas doesn't love you; he only wants control of your finances!”Eloise's face twisted in anger. “You're just jealous, Tania! You stole him from me, and now that you're dying, you can't bear the thought of me having him back!”Shoc
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