Calm green eyes stare at me as he steps inside,his well built,large body radiating dominance. I feel like sitting up straight in my seat and then the need of standing to give him respect. And I do so. He waves his hand. "No need. Sit down." He orders and I do so, again. It is as if I walk on his command. Though considering my history, I have been working on pretty much everyone's command. Who really cares what I want to do? He strides towards me and stands tall above, making my small figure look up at him, literally craning my neck. "I hope you understand that this place is only temporary. Do not get used to it." He says in his loud voice, making me shiver. I believe this is the type of power the King Alpha should hold in his voice or else no one would obey him.
"Yes, King Alpha." I say, more loudly than required.
"No need to call me that. When it comes to addressing me, you use Sire when nobody is around. And when people are around,you call me Alpha. That is all. Try to always keep your voice low or else I will cut that tongue of yours." He does not shout, but the intensity of his warning goes down my spine. This is not going to be easy.
"Yes, Sire." I say, my head bowing down.
"Good." He scratches his stubble,his eyes anticipating something. " I thought to not give you this room at all. But I have my obligations since I had to portray you as my marriage trial in front of others. Questions might arise if things go wrong. But like I said before, do not get used to it. Or it won't take long before I throw you into the basement."
"Yes Sire."
"Next, do not disturb me or try to make conversation with me. I will be the first one to initiate the conversation. And do not try to enter any of my personal space until you are called for."
"Yes Sire."
"That is all. The maid Olive will guide you on what you need to do. Follow her properly." He moves away from me, clearing some air for me to breathe.
"Y-yes Sire."
He does not respond and walks away, until his steps stop in front of the door. "Also, another thing." I look at him curiously. What now? Don't breathe? "Do not think too highly of yourself. Just because I am letting you stay here does not mean you get to play your cards on attracting me. I, for this instance, am never going to fall for a scum like you. Remember that." E wals away in his glory and I sit here with my heart sinking into the cushion. I understand that he is rude, but he takes me just like my family did. Worthless.
Tears start to swell up in my eyes, but I wipe them away. I have heard it so many times from the people around me, it makes me believe that I am worthless after all. At times I feel like taking my life for it. Why live this life when I have zero value? My real parents left me because they did not want me, my Aunt and Uncle treated me like a maid and now the King Alpha is treating me like garbage. I don't get why people have a problem with me. Only Mariam is nice to me. I hope I can keep in touch with her through the phone since I don't know if I will be allowed to step out of the palace gates. Now that I think about it, these beautiful, costly furniture feel like nothing more than bait food.
I sigh and hop on the bed. Maybe sleeping will help. The soft, maroon mattress makes my body seep into it. No matter, they are just temporary, but atleast I get to enjoy something. There is a knock at the door and I sit. " Come in." I never wondered that I would get this kind of privacy here,since back where I used to live, my door was thrown open every time. I wonder how it did not break by now.
The door opens and a brunette maid walks in with a trolley. The smell of tomato sauce and cheese waffles my nose. My stomach starts growling already as I have not eaten anything since yesterday. The maid puts the trolley in front of my bed and then looks up at me. Her curious brown eyes stare at me for a while and I smile at her nervously.
"Eh, h-hello. I am Olivia." She says, looking everywhere except me.
"Oh, hello. I believe the—umm—" What name should I call him? Sire?
"You can call him Sire in front of me. I know about it." She looks up at me and I sigh.
"Okay. I believe Sire put you in charge of me?"
"Yes. I brought your meal." She hands me a plate of pasta dipped in tomato sauce and grated cheese as toppings. I start drooling over this. Never in my life did I see a whole meal like this. I always used to get leftovers and somehow survived.
"Wow. Thank you." I smile, feeling like keeping this plate as a souvenir. It looks too good to be true. Should I even touch it?
"Eh, you should eat it." Olivia hands me a silver folk and I flush in embarrassment.
"Thank you." I take it.
"Let me know once you are done eating, Ma'am. You can call me through that phone." She points at the landline that sits on the bedside table.
"Yes, sure, sure."
She gives a small bow. "I will take my leave then." And she walks out of the room, leaving me with my despair and a handful of delicious pasta. I take one bite carefully, hoping to not disturb the dressing of the dish. The smooth and hot sauce immediately melts into my mouth and the tangy flavour hits my taste buds at a different level. This is the best food I ever had! I should just give my gratitude to the person who cooked it. He or she must be very talented. But then again, they are the chefs of the Alpha King. The thought of him makes the flavours in my mouth die down. I did make it upto here. And in no way am I going to follow my mother's command. But how on earth, am I supposed to impress a man like that?
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After eating the full plate of pasta that tastes like heaven, I lay down on the cloud that is called a bed. My eyelids feel heavy and the designed ceiling on top of me starts to get hazy with each second. And before my consciousness can warm me, darkness evades everything. But not before seeing the reflection of a very handsome face with dazzling green eyes. I could never tell that King Alpha is so good looking.A thud wakes me up from my sleep and I sit straight on the bed, finding myself in the exact condition from where I left. I didn't even change my clothes. What an idiot! Another knock comes from the door and I call the person to come in. The door opens wide and Olivia walks in with her eyes fixed on the ground. I believe that it is the rule here that royals should not be looked up to by the maids. I was pretty much treated the same way in my house. Calling it my house would be an overstatement."It's alright. You can look
Olivia fidgets with the fabric of her maid uniform. "I don't know. But from what I can tell, it will be very difficult for you to make your place here. Our Sire is a very complicated man." She inhales sharply and I frown."Complicated?" Honestly, what I could make out of him from the first day is that he is a very arrogant, cocky person who thinks very highly of himself and little of others. At least that's how he behaved in front of me."You will learn eventually. You came today, right? Maybe in a few weeks, you will understand what I am saying." Her voice goes deep and I gulp the lump in my throat. This does not sound good at all. "Eh–if you don't mind–umm–may I ask how you met Sire?""Well, in the Acadia where the mating ball is held." I shrug.Olivia's eyebrows furrow in perplexity. "Okay. But as far as I know Sire, he is a very picky person
"What is that? What way?" I shake Olivia who appears to be in a mode of trance, her eyes fixed ahead of me.She blinks and looks at me with a confused look. "Huh?""You told me that there is a way. A way for me to not go to the Dark Shadow Society. A way for me to survive." I say, desperation clinging to my voice. I cannot help myself. The moment she said there is a way, it's like I see a small fragment of light in the darkness. Even if it's not the proper escape route, it is something for me."Oh, yes." She bites her lip. "Sorry, I was just thinking about something. But yes, I know a way but it is also very risky."I hold her palms and look at her with pleading eyes. "Please. Just tell me anyway. Living with the one and only King Alpha is a risk in itself." I mean what I say. That man is extremely scary and I don't know what fate lies ahead of me. And it is hard to believe that tho
I open my eyes and find darkness all around. There is a small glint of light on my left that illuminates the polished walls and the huge double door in front of me. Where am I? When did I reach here? I turn back,but empty, black darkness appears ahead of me. This is so strange. Finding nowhere else to go, I walk towards the double door and put my hand on the cold mahogany. I slowly push it open and see a balcony, with a person's silhouette standing in front of the railing. The full moon shines under the night sky in it's full glory and the stars twinkle brightly. It looks beautiful. But who is that person?"Hello?" I call that person out but the silhouette does not turn. It keeps standing in front of the railing. I frown and step a little closer. "Uhm, do you stay here?" I try again,but the silhouette does not move an inch. It is standing there like a statute. And then, it stands on top of the railing. My eyes grow wide. "Hey! Don't stand the
I cannot look. Look up at his eyes, face him and tell him that he is simply being a dick. I always wanted to stand up to my parents. But never had the audacity to do it. And now, I can't even look him in the eye. Why am I so weak?"I'm sorry, Alpha." I say. He does not give a reply and walks away from me, giving me the space to breathe. I look up at the nice gardener who is cutting the grass. I should not disturb him. It will only cause him more trouble. I head back to the mansion, considering my position in this house. First a failed Marriage trial and now a low life. That is what I am in his eyes. That is what I keep hearing from everybody. When you hear something for so long, you start believing in it. I believe that this is what my life will be like. Chained and humiliated by others. Maybe I should start accepting it too. Waiting for any kind of hope is stupid.I enter the door of the mansion and look at the empty dark corrid
I turn back and shine the light on the source ,but nothing more except the bark of a tree comes to my sight. So I hold my chest, to stabilize my rapid breathing. Maybe I am just thinking too much. But then the sound of something crack catches my attention and I look frantically here and there. Someone is here. "Who's there?" I shout, but no one responds. My legs start walking ahead, my vision entering the darker parts of the wood. I shouldn't have come here. I should be going back. But everything is so dark that I can't even remember my way back to the mansion.All of a sudden, a loud growl hits my ears and I squinch at the sound. My heart beat catches it's pace and without a second thought, I start running. I don't know where I am going,but more and more trees invite my sight, enveloped with the darkness of the evening. No one will be able to hear me at this moment,when I am so deep in this forest. Will I even be able to come out? What if I am lost here f
I don't understand my own instincts right now. I should be running out of this place and hiding deep inside the mansion, even though it does not feel safe there either. But rather, I am standing here, caressing the fur of the wolf's face to comfort it. If it gets too comfortable then I will be the next meal. Yet something about it feels very familiar. Have I seen it before? I barely have come across any wolves before, how can I know this one? The wolf does not resist my action and just sits on the ground with his eyes closed. The blood flow had stopped, but medicine was required to heal it. How am I supposed to tell it to come with me? And where would I get the medicine?Sadness grips over me as I understand that I cannot help it after this. Even though it is one dangerous creature, no one should be considered harmful before you learn their reason. The Barnard's called out to me as a threat and mistreated me, even before understanding what I was going thro
As I walk towards my room, I see a shadow on the wall passing my eyes in a second. It was like a blink. I turn around and look everywhere. But all I find are the silent walls, the creepy paintings and the door to my room. That's all. It might be a trick of the light, but after going through weird experiences in this mansion, I am not so sure anymore. Has someone walked by? But how can they be so quick? I shrug, annoyed by my own internal questions. I should stop asking so many questions to things that I can never understand. Just like that werewolf in the forest.The next morning, I wake up and start making my bed. I yawn a few times, because the sleep wasn't good enough. I had weird dreams of that werewolf chasing me in that forest. God knows what's happening to me. If things go like this, I will become a mental patient soon. Hopefully,the mental asylum will be a better p
Olivia fidgets with the fabric of her maid uniform. "I don't know. But from what I can tell, it will be very difficult for you to make your place here. Our Sire is a very complicated man." She inhales sharply and I frown."Complicated?" Honestly, what I could make out of him from the first day is that he is a very arrogant, cocky person who thinks very highly of himself and little of others. At least that's how he behaved in front of me."You will learn eventually. You came today, right? Maybe in a few weeks, you will understand what I am saying." Her voice goes deep and I gulp the lump in my throat. This does not sound good at all. "Eh–if you don't mind–umm–may I ask how you met Sire?""Well, in the Acadia where the mating ball is held."
As I walk towards my room, I see a shadow on the wall passing my eyes in a second. It was like a blink. I turn around and look everywhere. But all I find are the silent walls, the creepy paintings and the door to my room. That's all. It might be a trick of the light, but after going through weird experiences in this mansion, I am not so sure anymore. Has someone walked by? But how can they be so quick? I shrug, annoyed by my own internal questions. I should stop asking so many questions to things that I can never understand. Just like that werewolf in the forest.The next morning, I wake up and start making my bed. I yawn a few times, because the sleep wasn't good enough. I had weird dreams of that werewolf chasing me in that forest. God knows what's happening to me. If things go like this, I will become a mental patient soon. Hopefully,the mental asylum will be a better p
I don't understand my own instincts right now. I should be running out of this place and hiding deep inside the mansion, even though it does not feel safe there either. But rather, I am standing here, caressing the fur of the wolf's face to comfort it. If it gets too comfortable then I will be the next meal. Yet something about it feels very familiar. Have I seen it before? I barely have come across any wolves before, how can I know this one? The wolf does not resist my action and just sits on the ground with his eyes closed. The blood flow had stopped, but medicine was required to heal it. How am I supposed to tell it to come with me? And where would I get the medicine?Sadness grips over me as I understand that I cannot help it after this. Even though it is one dangerous creature, no one should be considered harmful before you learn their reason. The Barnard's called out to me as a threat and mistreated me, even before understanding what I was going thro
I turn back and shine the light on the source ,but nothing more except the bark of a tree comes to my sight. So I hold my chest, to stabilize my rapid breathing. Maybe I am just thinking too much. But then the sound of something crack catches my attention and I look frantically here and there. Someone is here. "Who's there?" I shout, but no one responds. My legs start walking ahead, my vision entering the darker parts of the wood. I shouldn't have come here. I should be going back. But everything is so dark that I can't even remember my way back to the mansion.All of a sudden, a loud growl hits my ears and I squinch at the sound. My heart beat catches it's pace and without a second thought, I start running. I don't know where I am going,but more and more trees invite my sight, enveloped with the darkness of the evening. No one will be able to hear me at this moment,when I am so deep in this forest. Will I even be able to come out? What if I am lost here f
I cannot look. Look up at his eyes, face him and tell him that he is simply being a dick. I always wanted to stand up to my parents. But never had the audacity to do it. And now, I can't even look him in the eye. Why am I so weak?"I'm sorry, Alpha." I say. He does not give a reply and walks away from me, giving me the space to breathe. I look up at the nice gardener who is cutting the grass. I should not disturb him. It will only cause him more trouble. I head back to the mansion, considering my position in this house. First a failed Marriage trial and now a low life. That is what I am in his eyes. That is what I keep hearing from everybody. When you hear something for so long, you start believing in it. I believe that this is what my life will be like. Chained and humiliated by others. Maybe I should start accepting it too. Waiting for any kind of hope is stupid.I enter the door of the mansion and look at the empty dark corrid
I open my eyes and find darkness all around. There is a small glint of light on my left that illuminates the polished walls and the huge double door in front of me. Where am I? When did I reach here? I turn back,but empty, black darkness appears ahead of me. This is so strange. Finding nowhere else to go, I walk towards the double door and put my hand on the cold mahogany. I slowly push it open and see a balcony, with a person's silhouette standing in front of the railing. The full moon shines under the night sky in it's full glory and the stars twinkle brightly. It looks beautiful. But who is that person?"Hello?" I call that person out but the silhouette does not turn. It keeps standing in front of the railing. I frown and step a little closer. "Uhm, do you stay here?" I try again,but the silhouette does not move an inch. It is standing there like a statute. And then, it stands on top of the railing. My eyes grow wide. "Hey! Don't stand the
"What is that? What way?" I shake Olivia who appears to be in a mode of trance, her eyes fixed ahead of me.She blinks and looks at me with a confused look. "Huh?""You told me that there is a way. A way for me to not go to the Dark Shadow Society. A way for me to survive." I say, desperation clinging to my voice. I cannot help myself. The moment she said there is a way, it's like I see a small fragment of light in the darkness. Even if it's not the proper escape route, it is something for me."Oh, yes." She bites her lip. "Sorry, I was just thinking about something. But yes, I know a way but it is also very risky."I hold her palms and look at her with pleading eyes. "Please. Just tell me anyway. Living with the one and only King Alpha is a risk in itself." I mean what I say. That man is extremely scary and I don't know what fate lies ahead of me. And it is hard to believe that tho
Olivia fidgets with the fabric of her maid uniform. "I don't know. But from what I can tell, it will be very difficult for you to make your place here. Our Sire is a very complicated man." She inhales sharply and I frown."Complicated?" Honestly, what I could make out of him from the first day is that he is a very arrogant, cocky person who thinks very highly of himself and little of others. At least that's how he behaved in front of me."You will learn eventually. You came today, right? Maybe in a few weeks, you will understand what I am saying." Her voice goes deep and I gulp the lump in my throat. This does not sound good at all. "Eh–if you don't mind–umm–may I ask how you met Sire?""Well, in the Acadia where the mating ball is held." I shrug.Olivia's eyebrows furrow in perplexity. "Okay. But as far as I know Sire, he is a very picky person
After eating the full plate of pasta that tastes like heaven, I lay down on the cloud that is called a bed. My eyelids feel heavy and the designed ceiling on top of me starts to get hazy with each second. And before my consciousness can warm me, darkness evades everything. But not before seeing the reflection of a very handsome face with dazzling green eyes. I could never tell that King Alpha is so good looking.A thud wakes me up from my sleep and I sit straight on the bed, finding myself in the exact condition from where I left. I didn't even change my clothes. What an idiot! Another knock comes from the door and I call the person to come in. The door opens wide and Olivia walks in with her eyes fixed on the ground. I believe that it is the rule here that royals should not be looked up to by the maids. I was pretty much treated the same way in my house. Calling it my house would be an overstatement."It's alright. You can look