I smiled and reached out my hand. “It is a deal, sir,” I said. “But I would like to know about the benefits I can have if I have to perform this pretentious scheme.”
“Sure. We will talk tomorrow regarding this contract. For now, I want you to go home, fix yourself, and be more alert for your work tomorrow.”
And of course, as an obedient secretary, I followed Mr. Montenegro and went home to the apartment where I am staying just near the building of company. I showered, placed my filthy and stained clothes on the washing machine behind the kitchen, and worked out the statistical data for tomorrow that I have to pass to Mr. Montenegro.
Amidst my silent work, I remembered how Mr. Montenegro showed up when I was shouting and hyperventilating like a lunatic. I just really hope that he is not thinking that I am a psycho.
But as his secretary of him for three years, he is not the type of boss that would judge an employee based on his or her emotional vulnerability. Unless it is about the business field and the condition of the sales and profit, he is less concerned about other things.
Yes. He was right a while ago. Due to his busy schedule and distant nature, he never took interest in other things like romance and partying. I never heard the news that he has particular personal issues. He has a reputation for being the most stubborn and cold vice chairman, and despite his charming looks and hot virility, women never fazed his man’s nature.
“Have you ever liked your boss romantically?” one of my colleagues at work asked me from the other line of my phone. “I mean, Mr. Montenegro is such an Adonis!”
I chuckled and hugged my knees while playing with my seat on the swivel chair. My phone was on my ear and my head is hanging against the backrest of my chair while looking at the bare white ceiling.
“No, never, Mitch,” I said. “How would I be interested in any man when I have my boyfriend myself?”
She scoffed sarcastically. “A boyfriend that cheated on you with your best friend,” she said and grunted like she is the most annoyed between us two. “I still can’t believe that Grace would do that to you.”
I shook my head. “Mitch, I don’t think we should talk about that,” I said and sighed.
“No. This is the best time we should talk about your feelings and your problem about your messed up ex and treacherous best friend,” she retorted and inhaled sharply. “Grace, me, and you are classmates since high school and college. Even during your first meeting with Cielo, I was one of the witnesses. Don’t even stop me from concerning about this because even when you don’t say it, I know you are hurting inside.”
“I know,” I said in a soft tone. “But it is not like I can do anything about it.”
“You don’t deserve to be betrayed, Jill. Grace and Cielo will meet their karma soon! So I hope as soon as possible, you can move on, because they don’t deserve you.”
My colleague’s words were encouraging, but they were not enough to mend my broken heart. Cielo and I have been together for five years, and just with one sex with Grace, his heart diverted to hers. It was only a mistake, they both said. A mistake that was followed up with hotel rooms and lodging houses behind my back.
Just thinking about Cielo kissing Grace when I am working my ass off in the company makes me angry to hell and sad at the same time.
I shook my head and instantly wiped away the tears that fell from my eyes. I should not cry. Crying is not the right thing to do right now. I have work tomorrow, and even though I am brokenhearted, it does not mean that I will disregard my tasks and responsibilities.
“This is the contract.”
My eyes drifted to the clean folder Mr. Montenegro dropped on the glass table just in front of me. He was standing up opposite to me with his usual hands on the pockets of his slacks. He watched me read the content inside the folder.
Number one: The wife must obey his husband always.
Of course. I never said no and dictate what I ever want. He is my boss. Where do I have the rights?
I nodded at rule number one.
Number two: No one should see any other third party without the husband’s permission.
”Ummm, do I count to the number two?” I said and looked up at my boss.
“What do you mean?” he asked.
“What if you see someone, do you have to tell me about it?”
He shrugged. “I don’t think I would be meeting with someone. Did I ever ask you to appoint me to a romantic dinner except meeting with clients and contractors in private restaurants?”
“No, sir,” I said and looked down at the folder again.
Number three: The wife must be with his husband at all times, so she would not be caught in a lie.
“It is as if I cannot act,” I whispered out of my breath.
“It is important to play safe,” Mr. Montenegro said, and I saw from my peripheral vision that he sat on the sofa just opposite me. “I don’t trust anyone. And that counts to you, Ms. Castro.”
I gazed at him and his eyes were cold. Everyone would always ask me how I can stare at him straightly. They said that they can’t even look at his eyes any longer, because the vice chairman gives off serial killer vibes that convince everyone to stay away.
“I understand, sir,” I said and focused on the other information in the contract. “One million in cash, huh?”
“I’ll add it up depending on your performance in every action we have to do,” he said.
“But they know that I am your secretary. Everyone has seen us being professional with each other. How would they expect that we fell?”Oh, my goodness. How did I grasp the audacity to ask him that?!“Well, it is not like I am not good-looking. I will just have to tell them that you fancy me,” he casually suggested.And I won’t accept that suggestion, though, so I placed the folder on my lap.“That is a little bit absurd, vice chairman,” I said and shook my head. “Let me suggest an acceptable yet interesting story…”“Let me hear it, then.”I squinted my eyes when I saw a challenge in his eyes. There was even a tease in his mouth as if the sides of his lips are slowly rising. He is like this when he is testing my capability and knowledge.“Hmmm,” I hummed. “Let’s just say that you found me extraordinary. More than a secretary and an employee. As time passes by, you found yourself enjoying my company, because I am your only friend in your life.”“My friend?”“Yes, because you don’t have
Just like what the vice chairman requested, I canceled all of his appointments and cleared his disorganized things from his table in his office when he was talking to the executive director of the committee outside. When I was done, I approached my bag on one of the tables and swiftly retouched myself so we can go. I looked at my foundation’s mirror and saw that my eyebags were getting bigger, so I sighed.I wonder when I will stop crying over a jerk who does not even give a shit on me. Like, Jill, chill, okay? You have a job to do and your salary will be triple if you just get into your senses!I breathed in deeply, getting it together, so I can be prepared in going out.“Ms. Castro?”I abruptly turned my back to see the vice chairman, Mr. Darwin Montenegro, opening the door of his office. His hands were stashed on his grey slacks, looking handsome with his newly cut pompadour hair, and his business suit looking neat and tracing the muscles in the right places beneath it.“I hope you
“Do you have a boyfriend at the current time?” he asked me when we arrived in the parking lot. He has already let go of my hand, so I was back in following him behind. Just the topic of having a boyfriend made me remember what happened yesterday. I shook my head, so I cannot be fazed by its memory. Instead, I chose to give the vice chairman a practical answer.“I just newly broke up with a man for the past few weeks, sir,” I said, staying in the context. “And we did not get back together, so there will be no obstacles while we are participating in this pretentious act.”I saw him a nod and subtly looked over his shoulder, his pursed lips a little bit twisted. “Is that the reason why you were spacing out for the past few days?” he asked, even though the volume of his tone is uninterested.“Honestly, yes, sir,” I said. “So I am sorry-““You kept apologizing, especially since yesterday. I am so sick of it.”“I’m so-“I stopped myself from speaking up, zipped my lips tightly, and gulped
While thinking about the unspoken rumbles mentally, my irritation suddenly subsided when I picked a white bodycon dress. It is a long sleeve but I know it would look good on me. It is also a turtle-neck type one, too. It was color white; the texture was soft; and it is suited to a woman who has a curvy body.Well, one thing I liked about my appearance is the coca-cola shape of my body. Any kind of dress will be suited for me, which I am grateful for.“How about this one, sir? Wait.. sir?”I turned the other sides of the boutique, finding Mr. Montenegro around. Where is he? The sofa was empty and an opened magazine was on the glass table.I went out of the dressing room and decided to look for him. I was about to go to the front desk to ask the saleslady, but before I could even approach her, I bumped into someone busy holding a bag on sale.“Oh, I’m sorry –“ I almost exclaimed if I just did not look up.Grace’s eyes also widened as she looked at me. “What are you doing here?” the firs
The buildings in the city were a good sight under the light of the sun as I watched them all while riding in the backseat of Mr. Montenegro’s car. But despite my astonishment, while watching the environment of the city, I was slightly bothered by the series of gazes of Mr. Montenegro from the driver’s seat of the car he was giving me. When I was completely driven by the confusion he was giving me, I finally looked at him.“Who were they?” he asked as if that was the question he was thinking about since we left the boutique store.I was confused. He does not give a damn about the people he meets. Weird. But even though I did not expect him to ask, I still answered him with as half-life as I could. Knowing Mr. Montenegro is that he is never interested in my life, so let's just try.“Just like what I said, they are my, you know, friends,” I said tentatively and tried to smile truthfully.He made a long stare before he looked at the road with a brief sigh. “Let me guess. The lad was your
“Don’t do that again,” Mr. Montenegro said when he opened the door for me from the car. “I hate people crying.”Before I could even apologize, he had already turned his back on me, so I scratched my head, not knowing if I messed up again. I mean, he was the one who made me cry, right? After saying some stupid sentiments to me and hitting them through my heart, he would rumble about my tears? Is it my fault that he has some wisdom in his mind that he shared with me while I am having my pathetic drama?“Ms. Castro!”“Yes, coming right up, sir!” I said when he was already glaring at me and realized that I was not following him inside the company.I was able to forget what happened in the boutique for the whole day of work because I want to not disappoint my boss again. I changed the bodycon dress I am supposed to wear tonight into the corporate dress I wore last morning since I do not want to spoil the excitement I look forward to.Well, who would not be excited when I am going to the g
Before he answered me, his eyes gazed at my arm and cleared his throat. “Of course,” he said sternly and furrowed his eyebrows at me. “I see that she is also pleased to meet you.”I chuckled. “It is obvious from her eyes,” I said. “They say that you should leave a good impression to a socialite like her so she can be interested in you.”He nodded silently and moved now to walk. And like a slave, I matched his walk towards the interior of the grand mansion. I pursed my lips so that it would not be apart as my eyes ventured the entirety of the household. There were many expensive vases around, paintings that I knew would cost millions, and hallways that were too numerous I could not distinguish where they lead to.“You know all of the members of my family, right?” Mr. Montenegro asked me beside me as we walked through the living room, and I nodded. “Then make sure to leave a good impression on all of them.”It did not take long until we arrived at the dining hall where the first thing I
They were very formal while talking. Even Miss Gwen and Mrs. Margarita could give suggestions on what to do to establish the prosperity of the companies. Mr. Ford is also good at making plans to close deals in his field, and the chairman would also nod as an agreement. And then, the chairman would look at Mr. Darwin to ask for his suggestion, while my boss would elucidate his perceptions and what to do the best.“Are you tired?” Mr. Darwin whispered to me silently as I wiped my mouth with a table napkin.After a long thirty minutes, they were back to enjoying their meal. I looked at Mr. Darwin and his eyes looked very weary. I smiled at him.“As long as we are not done with the agenda here, sir, I can still manage to do what I have to do,” I assured him.He sighed and then regarded his family. “My fiancée is already tired. I will escort her home,” he said and stood up.Wait, what? That's not what I said!But I could not argue anymore when he offered his hand in front of my face. I loo
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Maybe it was the fact that I was bothered what happened last night that I was spacing out when I went to the office the next day of work. “Secretary Castro? Are you okay?” an employee asked me when she approached me. “The paperworks you are holding are being blown away from your table.”“Huh?” I said and turned my head to the direction of my cubicle. My eyes widened when I saw that my papers are being blown away from my table that is caused by the huge air conditioner’s fan. It made me curse and ran towards it. “Shit!”The employee also lurched forward to help me get them. She kept raining me with questions if I am okay, or why I have not noticed my paperwork. I just kept nodding because I just want everything to be organized, and yet I a messing it all up. “What about your coffee, ma’am?” the female employee asked me again innocently.“Fuck…” I murmured and dropped all of the paperwork on my table. “Why is my day doing this to me?”Without wasting time, I approached the coffee mach
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I don’t know if I am just being paranoid that I keep noticing the vice chairman slowly having a fondness in hanging out with me. He would just casually arrive in front of my apartment, because he would like to watch movies and cook meals in the kitchen. And even if I am working late at night in front of my laptop, I could see him falling asleep on my sofa while hugging my squared pillow.“Want some coffee?”I looked up and saw Darwin who is placing a hot mug that contained black coffee just beside my laptop. I hung my jaw and looked around in the lobby, discerning if some employees are watching us, and thankfully, they are busy.“Mr. Montenegro,” I called him with almost shutting my eyes in fluster when I turned to him. “You have to understand that you are not supposed to do this.”He frowned and sighed boredly. “Let me guess; because you are my secretary and it is not my job to serve you on the other hand,” he said and crossed his arms. “But this does not concern anyone, Jill. You ar