"Rowan…” I whispered, trying to pull away, but his arms tightened around me.
“Don't go. Please.” He looked so broken his eyes sad, his hair resting on his forehead, his breathing heavy. I gulped as my eyes trailed down to his lips. I should get a hold of myself. I shouldn't…but it was too late. His warm lips pressed against mine. I gasped, as his arm went around my waist pushing me closer to him. It was wrong. I knew it. But the way he kissed me—there was such raw, aching hunger that it made my knees weak. His lips were warm and demanding, it was as if the passion and sorrow pouring out of him. He kissed me as if I was the air he needed to breathe, as if losing this moment would destroy him. “I need you,” he gasped, his forehead falling against mine. His hands cupped my face, his thumbs brushing away tears I didn’t even realize had fallen. “You’re not losing me,” I whispered, not sure whether I was trying to convince him or myself. But the words felt hollow because I knew, deep down, he wasn’t talking to me. He was talking to her. Before I could say anything else, his lips were on mine again, more insistent this time. His broad hands slid down my body, trembling and gentle. My mind screamed that this wasn’t real, that I should stop him, that I wasn’t Gigi—but my body betrayed me, leaning into his touch, craving the warmth and intimacy I’d been starved of for so long. I could feel the wetness pooling in my panties. His lips left kin, tracing my my neck. Sucking on the base. I moaned, bringing my hand to his head, pushing him closer to me. His left hand cupped my breasts, my nipples hard, visible against the thin hem of my shirt. His fingers ran over the hardened tip and I melted. My eyes rolled. His lips went to my ears and he gave it a soft bite. His fingers found the hem of my shirt, lifting it over my head in one swift motion, his eyes clouded with desire, pain, and something deeper I couldn’t read. “God, I’ve missed this,” he mumbled, his lips trailing down my neck, his breath hot and ragged. I swallowed the lump in my throat, feeling every touch like a bittersweet ache. This wasn’t the Rowan I knew—the cold, distant man who barely looked at me. The person who hated me for no reason. This was someone else entirely. Someone broken, someone haunted by a past I didn’t belong to. But right now, I couldn’t bring myself to care. I wanted to believe, just for tonight, that I was enough for him. Even if he couldn’t see me. His hands were everywhere, mapping my body with a kind of desperation that left me breathless. I could feel the weight of his need in every kiss, every caress, as if he was trying to lose himself in me, to forget whatever ghosts haunted him. His lips found mine again, and this time, the kiss was slower, deeper, filled with a longing that made my heart ache. “Remi,” he breathed out, and my heart stumbled, almost believing he saw me for a moment. But then, he whispered her name again. “Gigi…” Tears welled up in my eyes, but I didn’t stop him. His hands were unbuttoning my jeans, sliding them down my legs as he kissed every inch of exposed skin, his mouth leaving a trail of fire in its wake. I shivered beneath his touch, torn between wanting to stop and needing him to keep going. My mind was screaming at me to pull away, to protect my heart, but my body wouldn’t listen. I wanted him. Despite everything, I wanted him. Even if he didn’t truly want me. He lifted me, my legs went around his waist. We found our way to our bedroom where he gently placed me on the bed. His lips moved down my body, to my navel, he kissed it, his eyes were staring into mine. I watched as he used his teeth to slowly remove the red panties I wore. I did not stop staring at him. He was hot. He teased me by placing a kiss on my inner thigh. Using his fingers to remove the rest of the underwear. His hands spread my legs, I wanted to feel vulnerable. I had only had sex once with my highschool boyfriend, I was inexperienced in many ways. But that didn't stop him from bringing his lips close to my clit. I clenched my fists, threw my head back, my back arched as I moaned. He didn't stop. He went faster. I grinded against his face. “Good…it felt so good.” He kept on going, then he added his finger. I didn't stop the orgasm that hit me like a tsunami. I crashed. His hands trembled as he undressed, his breathing labored, his body aching with tension as he crawled back on top of me, his blue eyes dark with desire. “I need you,” he whispered again, pressing his forehead against mine. And this time, I wasn’t sure if he was talking to Gigi or me. I didn’t answer. Instead, I pulled him down to me, letting our bodies meld together, the heat between us rising like a tidal wave. The world outside disappeared as he moved against me, each thrust drawing a gasp from my lips, each touch sending shivers down my spine. His name escaped my mouth in broken whispers, but I wasn’t sure if he even heard me. But I couldn’t stop. I couldn’t pull away. His hands gripped my hips, his movements becoming more frantic, more desperate, as if he was trying to drown out the pain with pleasure. His lips were on my neck, my chest, whispering apologies I didn’t know whether I was meant to hear. I could feel his body shaking, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he reached his peak, collapsing against me with a broken sob. And just like that, it was over. The room was filled with the sound of our breathing, harsh and uneven, as the weight of what had just happened settled over us. He rolled off me, lying beside me on the bed, his chest heaving as he stared up at the ceiling. His arm reached out for me, pulling me close, but the warmth in his embrace felt like a lie. I could feel the tension between us, thick and suffocating, as the reality of what had just happened began to sink in. “Gigi,” he murmured again, his voice barely a whisper. And my heart shattered all over again. I lay there, curled against his chest, my mind swirling with a thousand emotions. I didn’t know what to feel—anger, sadness, or something else entirely. All I knew was that I wasn’t the woman he wanted. And I never would be.I never belonged here. Not in this house, not in this family, and certainly not as Rowan Vaughn’s wife. The Vaughns have always seen me as an outsider, a nobody. The maids made it clear enough in their whispers when they thought I wasn’t listening. I could hear them, though. I always heard them. "How did she even manage to marry him?" one of the maids had giggled as I passed the hallway. “She’s from that poor family, isn’t she? No connections, no wealth… Nothing,” the other chimed in, her voice dripping with disdain. I remember pausing, my hand gripping the bannister until my knuckles turned white. I wasn’t supposed to hear. But I did. “And she doesn’t even have a baby yet. At least she could’ve secured her place that way,” another voice had joined, one of the older maids. “But nope, empty. Bet it won’t be long before the family finds someone else more…suitable.” Their words clung to me like a weight, heavier than the loneliness that filled these walls. They all knew the truth —
The next day, as always, I sat alone, staring out the window, lost in my thoughts. My mind was a haze of depression, a heavy fog that refused to lift. I hallucinated the faint sounds of baby noises coming from the nursery, a room that was built for a child that never was born. As I sat there, tears began to fall, streaming down my face like a river of pain. I couldn't contain my grief any longer. The depression was eating at me and I have no friends. No one to talk to. The door opened, and I turned, expecting to see Rowan alone, but instead, a stunning woman stood beside him. She was a vision of beauty, with long, curly brown hair and piercing green eyes that sparkled like emeralds. Her skin was a radiant, sun-kissed glow, and her full lips curved into a bright, white smile. She wore a fitted red dress that hugged her curves in all the right places, showcasing her toned physique. A diamond necklace glimmered around her neck, drawing attention to her elegant collarbone. I was taken
Six years Later I adjusted the drip for Mrs. Isolde, who let out a soft cough. She was a frail but sharp woman in her eighties, her onyx eyes still bright as she stared at me. Her crowfoot clenching together with her warm smile. I had grown fond of her over the past few months that I started working as her personal doctor. "There you go, Mrs. Isolde," I said, smoothing the blanket over her legs on the wheelchair. "Thank you, dear," she replied, her voice raspy but affectionate. "You're such a blessing to have around." A smile spread across my face. Balancing my career as a surgeon and raising my twins, Larry and Sally, was no small feat, but moments like this made it all worthwhile. "It's my pleasure. You remind me of my own grandmother." Mrs. Isolde chuckled softly. "You're too kind, Isolde. Always so kind." As I tidied up her bedside table, the television in the corner of the room caught my attention. A news anchor's voice filled the room, announcing the day's headlines. "..
Gigi face fell as she stepped back, “What…what do you mean?”I tried to keep my face indifferent as I saw the hurt that passed through her face. It was hard to, especially knowing the man in there used to be the man I loved. “It means, he might forget you and every situation he was in.”“No…no…that's not…I don't believe…it can't be.”I wondered if she was going into shock, “Unless,” she shrieked, her voice slicing through the air like a blade. “You did this! This is your fault!”I blinked, the words hitting me like a slap in the face. “Gigi, calm down. I did everything I could to save him. He’s stable now, but—”“Stable?” she cut me off, her hands trembling as she pointed an accusing finger at me. “You call this stable? He could die! Or worse, you said he might have amnesia! How could you let this happen? You were supposed to be a surgeon, a doctor, and you couldn’t even do your job properly!”I stood there, trying to maintain my composure. I knew this wasn’t about me. Gigi was scare
I walked briskly down the sterile hospital corridor, my mind racing as I processed what the nurse had said. Rowan was awake. He had survived the surgery, and now I was about to face him for the first time since everything had changed between us. A part of me was terrified of what I might find when I entered his room. Would he remember the years of hate, of pain, and betrayal between us? Would he remember his cheating? His disregard of me? Or would he forget all of it, starting with a blank slate?I gulped, taking in a deep breath. I pushed the door open and stepped into the room. Rowan lay in the hospital bed, pale but alive, his eyes bright and alert as they met mine. He was smiling at me—a genuine smile, soft and unfamiliar on his usually hardened face."Hello," he greeted, his voice raspy but warm.I felt the breath hitch in my throat, and for a moment, I couldn’t speak. That smile—it was like a punch to the gut. The Rowan I remembered didn’t smile at me like that. Not in year
I stood in front of the glowing screen in the lab, my eyes tracing the scans of Rowan’s brain. It was incredible how delicate the human mind was—how one moment of trauma could rearrange everything, erase years, and leave you a stranger to your own life. His scans showed the aftermath of the surgery, the damaged areas of his brain that had been repaired, and the swollen sections that had likely led to his memory gaps.A soft knock on the door pulled me out of my thoughts. Dr. Carter, one of my colleagues, and good friend, the person who had gotten me my job, entered the room, holding a folder and a cup of coffee. He glanced at the scans and then at me, raising an eyebrow."So, how’s our miracle patient?" he asked, sipping from his cup as he moved to stand beside me.I crossed my arms over my chest, trying to push down the wave of emotions that had been rolling through me since Rowan woke up. "He’s awake, responsive... and smiling."Dr. Carter chuckled. "Smiling? That’s a good sign.""Y
Rowan's POVI couldn't stop thinking about her.Like some obsessed fool. It was ridiculous, really. Dr. Remi Laurent. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her face.Her lips, red and plump, those hazel eyes, her dark wave hair that was in a high ponytail. Every time I tried to focus on work, her voice echoed in my mind. I had met thousands of people in my life, but something about her stuck. It wasn't just her beauty — though that was undeniable — it was the way she carried herself, like she had a world of secrets beneath those eyes of hers.Her words cold, but her voice sweet like caramel. I shouldn’t care. I had no reason to care.I felt like a fool. And yet, here I was, staring at my phone like an idiot, debating whether to do something about it. The screen lit up with my assistant’s contact information. Callum was always the guy I turned to for this kind of thing. Efficient, discreet, and loyal to a fault.I hit the dial button without much of a second thought."Sir," Callum an
I stepped out of the hospital, pulling my coat tighter around me as the cool evening breeze brushed against my skin. It had been another long day. I was ready to go home, pour myself a glass of wine, and maybe soak in a bath for a few minutes of peace. But as soon as I pushed through the glass doors, I spotted him.Asher Carmichael, leaning casually against his sleek, black car, wearing those damn sunglasses, even though the sun had already set. He looked like he’d stepped out of a magazine—broad shoulders, a tight black T-shirt that clung to his muscular chest, and jeans that fit him just right. His arms, tanned and rippling with muscle, were crossed over his chest, and a playful smirk tugged at his lips.Phew.I rolled my eyes as I approached him, pulling my bag higher onto my shoulder. "How many times have I told you to stop coming to my work, Asher?"He pushed himself off the car, walking toward me with that swagger he always had, sunglasses still on as if he were some sort of act
As soon as Rowan’s mother uttered my name, I felt the shift in the air. My heart pounded, but I kept my face composed. This was not the first time I'd dealt with their disdain. But now, here, in front of everyone, I felt their judgment more acutely than ever."Oh, how the mighty have fallen," his mother sneered, her perfectly manicured hand lifting to inspect her nails, as if my presence was beneath her. "Tell me, how does it feel to be dragged into a world you don't belong in, Remi? Still clinging to that ridiculous notion of being with my son, are you?"I opened my mouth to speak, but Rowan's father cut in, his voice deep and condescending. "A woman like you," he said, shaking his head, "from a family with nothing to offer, clinging to the hope of elevating your status. It’s almost... pathetic."I clenched my fists, trying to control my temper. Every part of me wanted to speak up, but I was a guest here, and I knew they would only use my words against me.Before I could form a reply
As we drove home, the car was unusually quiet. Larry sat in the back, arms crossed, staring out the window. Sally, on the other hand, seemed lost in thought, her small hands fiddling with the hem of her school uniform. The tension in the air was palpable, but I wasn’t ready to break the silence just yet.We turned a corner, the familiar streets rolling by, and I couldn’t shake the weight that had settled in my chest. The hospital visit, Rowan’s note, the principal’s stern expression—it all circled in my mind. But none of that mattered as much as what was really troubling me.I glanced at Sally through the rearview mirror. "Sally," I said softly, breaking the silence, "do you want to tell me what happened today?"She hesitated for a moment, biting her lip before finally speaking. "It’s... it’s nothing, Mommy.""Nothing?" I asked, raising an eyebrow. "Sweetheart, it wasn’t nothing. You had an asthma attack, and Larry got into a fight. Something happened. You can tell me."She didn’t res
When I arrived at the school, my heart was racing. Larry getting into a fight wasn’t entirely shocking—he’d always had a temper, especially when it came to protecting his twin brother, Laura. But I didn’t expect a call about an actual fight. Not today.I rushed through the hallways, barely registering the other parents or the stern gaze of the school staff. When I entered the principal’s office, I found Larry sitting in one of the chairs, arms crossed and a sullen expression on his face. Laura, on the other hand, was pale, clutching his inhaler in one hand. The principal, Mr. Horton, stood behind his desk, arms folded, looking less than pleased."Ms. Laurent," he greeted me with a tight nod. "We need to talk."I quickly knelt by Laura’s chair, checking him over. "Laura, baby, are you okay?"He nodded weakly, but I could hear the slight wheeze in his breath. It wasn’t a full-blown asthma attack anymore, but he’d clearly been struggling earlier. I brushed the hair off his forehead, my h
I stepped out of the hospital, pulling my coat tighter around me as the cool evening breeze brushed against my skin. It had been another long day. I was ready to go home, pour myself a glass of wine, and maybe soak in a bath for a few minutes of peace. But as soon as I pushed through the glass doors, I spotted him.Asher Carmichael, leaning casually against his sleek, black car, wearing those damn sunglasses, even though the sun had already set. He looked like he’d stepped out of a magazine—broad shoulders, a tight black T-shirt that clung to his muscular chest, and jeans that fit him just right. His arms, tanned and rippling with muscle, were crossed over his chest, and a playful smirk tugged at his lips.Phew.I rolled my eyes as I approached him, pulling my bag higher onto my shoulder. "How many times have I told you to stop coming to my work, Asher?"He pushed himself off the car, walking toward me with that swagger he always had, sunglasses still on as if he were some sort of act
Rowan's POVI couldn't stop thinking about her.Like some obsessed fool. It was ridiculous, really. Dr. Remi Laurent. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her face.Her lips, red and plump, those hazel eyes, her dark wave hair that was in a high ponytail. Every time I tried to focus on work, her voice echoed in my mind. I had met thousands of people in my life, but something about her stuck. It wasn't just her beauty — though that was undeniable — it was the way she carried herself, like she had a world of secrets beneath those eyes of hers.Her words cold, but her voice sweet like caramel. I shouldn’t care. I had no reason to care.I felt like a fool. And yet, here I was, staring at my phone like an idiot, debating whether to do something about it. The screen lit up with my assistant’s contact information. Callum was always the guy I turned to for this kind of thing. Efficient, discreet, and loyal to a fault.I hit the dial button without much of a second thought."Sir," Callum an
I stood in front of the glowing screen in the lab, my eyes tracing the scans of Rowan’s brain. It was incredible how delicate the human mind was—how one moment of trauma could rearrange everything, erase years, and leave you a stranger to your own life. His scans showed the aftermath of the surgery, the damaged areas of his brain that had been repaired, and the swollen sections that had likely led to his memory gaps.A soft knock on the door pulled me out of my thoughts. Dr. Carter, one of my colleagues, and good friend, the person who had gotten me my job, entered the room, holding a folder and a cup of coffee. He glanced at the scans and then at me, raising an eyebrow."So, how’s our miracle patient?" he asked, sipping from his cup as he moved to stand beside me.I crossed my arms over my chest, trying to push down the wave of emotions that had been rolling through me since Rowan woke up. "He’s awake, responsive... and smiling."Dr. Carter chuckled. "Smiling? That’s a good sign.""Y
I walked briskly down the sterile hospital corridor, my mind racing as I processed what the nurse had said. Rowan was awake. He had survived the surgery, and now I was about to face him for the first time since everything had changed between us. A part of me was terrified of what I might find when I entered his room. Would he remember the years of hate, of pain, and betrayal between us? Would he remember his cheating? His disregard of me? Or would he forget all of it, starting with a blank slate?I gulped, taking in a deep breath. I pushed the door open and stepped into the room. Rowan lay in the hospital bed, pale but alive, his eyes bright and alert as they met mine. He was smiling at me—a genuine smile, soft and unfamiliar on his usually hardened face."Hello," he greeted, his voice raspy but warm.I felt the breath hitch in my throat, and for a moment, I couldn’t speak. That smile—it was like a punch to the gut. The Rowan I remembered didn’t smile at me like that. Not in year
Gigi face fell as she stepped back, “What…what do you mean?”I tried to keep my face indifferent as I saw the hurt that passed through her face. It was hard to, especially knowing the man in there used to be the man I loved. “It means, he might forget you and every situation he was in.”“No…no…that's not…I don't believe…it can't be.”I wondered if she was going into shock, “Unless,” she shrieked, her voice slicing through the air like a blade. “You did this! This is your fault!”I blinked, the words hitting me like a slap in the face. “Gigi, calm down. I did everything I could to save him. He’s stable now, but—”“Stable?” she cut me off, her hands trembling as she pointed an accusing finger at me. “You call this stable? He could die! Or worse, you said he might have amnesia! How could you let this happen? You were supposed to be a surgeon, a doctor, and you couldn’t even do your job properly!”I stood there, trying to maintain my composure. I knew this wasn’t about me. Gigi was scare
Six years Later I adjusted the drip for Mrs. Isolde, who let out a soft cough. She was a frail but sharp woman in her eighties, her onyx eyes still bright as she stared at me. Her crowfoot clenching together with her warm smile. I had grown fond of her over the past few months that I started working as her personal doctor. "There you go, Mrs. Isolde," I said, smoothing the blanket over her legs on the wheelchair. "Thank you, dear," she replied, her voice raspy but affectionate. "You're such a blessing to have around." A smile spread across my face. Balancing my career as a surgeon and raising my twins, Larry and Sally, was no small feat, but moments like this made it all worthwhile. "It's my pleasure. You remind me of my own grandmother." Mrs. Isolde chuckled softly. "You're too kind, Isolde. Always so kind." As I tidied up her bedside table, the television in the corner of the room caught my attention. A news anchor's voice filled the room, announcing the day's headlines. "..