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94. Hope
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The Mark 95. It's Not Over
The next few hours were absolutely excruciating. I paced the hallway outside of the operating room so many times, that I was surprised I hadn't fallen to the floor below yet. I see a nurse go by and run up to her pleading to tell me what was going on. I needed an update, anything. I needed to know if my little girl was going to be ok. "Please. I'm begging you. Can you please tell me what's going on?" I ask, pointing to the operating room behind me.The nurse looked startled but remained silent. "Please, I'm begging you. My wife and child are in there. They've been in there for hours, but no one will tell me anything. Please, can you just find out if they're ok?" I beg, nearly kneeling in front of her feet desperate to find out what was going on.The nurse shakingly nodded her head in understanding before responding."I'll see what I can do." She replies, before entering the room behind me. I walk over to the chair on the opposite wall, and fall into the seat, leaning over and placi
The Mark 96. She's Perfect
A short while later, the doctors exited the operating room with Haley in tow. I jumped up from the seat and walked over to the gurney she was laying on. I reached for her hand, holding it tight as we walked back to her room. The doctors got her set up and checked over the machines before leaving the room. They closed the door on their way out, leaving just Haley and me alone. I stood up and ran my hand through her hair. I carefully sat on the bed and snuggled close to her, just needing to be near her. I wrapped my arms around her, careful not to move any of the wires that connected her to the machines. I shifted my head towards her, burying my nose in her neck. I kissed her cheek and placed soft kisses along her forehead as I prayed to all the gods and deities out there to bring her back to me. Zane enters the room a short while later, letting me know that the doctors gave the green light so that we could see Sienna. I nodded my head and placed another kiss on Haley's cheek as I got
The Mark 97. Game Over
I wasn't that hungry. I couldn't remember the last time I ate something substantial. But I still wasn't hungry. My nerves were getting the best of me. I think I'll just go back to Haley's room, and have something ordered there. I needed to see her. I couldn't explain it, it was like an unrooted fear that was deep inside me. I didn't want to be away from her at all, almost as if I expected her to only get better if I was in the room. I knew it was flawed thinking, but at least if I was with her, I could make sure nothing bad happened. I needed to make sure she was safe. Even though we had no reason to be afraid anymore, I still couldn't get myself from being on edge. It was as if I was waiting for something else to happen. Something that in my mind wouldn't happen, so long as I was with her.I walked back to Haley's room, hoping that there would be a change in her progress. I so badly needed her to wake up. For the first time in a long time, I started to feel optimistic. I think part o
The Mark 98. Lazarus
Doctor Matthews entered the room later on, and began disconnecting the cords from around her. I got out of the bed, standing against the back of the wall as I watched Dr Matthews carefully remove everything from around her. Nurses came in and removed the pieces of equipment one by one. Once they were done, I stepped back towards the bed, and sat in the chair next to her bed. I reached for her hand, holding it in mine as I leaned against the bed.I wanted to remember everything I could about her. I wasn't going to have any more moments with her, so I needed to make sure Haley was fully engrained in my mind before I let her go. I counted the freckles on her arms and remembered the softness of her skin as my thumb traced over the back of her hand.I kissed the back of her hand and stood up to place a final kiss on her forehead. I took one last look at her before making my way over to the door.I held my breath and reached for the door handle when something startled me."Damian." A faint
The Mark 99. Break Down
...Haley POV...I was so confused. It felt as though I was living through a fog. It's hard to explain, but nothing seemed to make sense around me. Zan and Jessica had already left the room to give Damian and I some privacy. I think that they were worried about me being overstimulated. I was already confused enough. I didn't need everyone's pity on top of everything.I heard the machine beside begin to sound an alarm as my heart began to race. Damian immediately came to my side and pulled me into his embrace.I couldn't talk nor communicate how I felt, so instead all I did was cry. Damian however, didn't seem the least bit phased. Rather he continued to hold onto me, placing my head into the crook of his neck. I could hear a scuffle by the entrance of the room and felt Damian shift slightly. He placed his hand on the back of my head, keeping me close to him, but not before I saw a bunch of nurses looking at us worriedly.Damian simply shook his head and waved them out of the room. "S
The Mark 100. Introductions
...Damian POV...I didn't know what was happening. What did I do wrong? Everything was going ok, then suddenly everything changed. I had gotten out of bed to get her some water. I could tell her throat was really dry, and thought the water would help. However, the moment I got out of the bed with her, it was as if an entirely different Haley had been replaced with the one I just had. Instead of leaning into me, she looked as though she was repulsed by me. But worst of all, it looked as though she was afraid of me.What did I do? I began to ask myself, looking back on every detail, wondering if I had unintentionally made her fear me.Seeing her heart monitor react the way it did just by getting closer to her, was like a stab to the heart. I hated that I was making her feel like that. It was more than enough for me to know that I needed to leave. As much as I didn't want to, I knew I had to do it for her. There wasn't anything I wouldn't do for her. So if she wanted her distance, then i
The Mark 101. Mental Health
...Jessica POV...After Damian and Zane left, I stayed in the room watching from the side to see what was going on. I didn't know what had changed. Before her heart monitor had gone off, but once Damian was at her side, she began to calm down. So what changed? How could she be calm in his presence to wishing he was far away from her. As much as I had disliked Damian in the beginning, he had shown how loyal he was to Haley. I could tell he loved her with everything inside him. He never once looked at another woman, even though he had the opportunity. After he realized his mistake, he could've gone back to his manwhore ways. However, he didn't even look at another woman. Rather he continued to stay loyal to her, regardless of all the advances other women gave him. As much as I wanted to, I knew I couldn't fault him. So whatever the reason for Haley's reaction, I knew it couldn't have been because of Damian. This must be something deeper.I watched as the nurses attempted to calm her dow
The Mark 102. Leave
...Damian POV...Zane clapped me on the back before leaving the NICU. I looked over to see Jessica standing on the other side of the window. I realized that Zane must've seen her as well, which is why he left. I watched as he made his way out, and held her in a tight embrace. They began to kiss passionately. I smiled, but looked away. It was a bit more passionate than I would care to see. But I couldn't fault them. We've all been through so much already. I hadn't even once thought of how this was affecting Zane or Jessica. I was simply focused on one thing, and one thing only. Haley. I felt Maverick begin to fall asleep in my arms, and held him close to me. I kissed the top of his head, and looked back to Sienna. Wishing I could hold her in my arms as well. I called one of the nurses over and asked about Sienna's condition."How's Sienna?""She's doing well. But would like to monitor her for a few more weeks to make sure there are no issues. Premature babies are prone to the risk of
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