Alex reached the restaurant earlier than the appointed time. The restaurant is located on the first floor of a hotel downtown. This is her grandma's favorite restaurant. Her granny, as she calls her, loves fine dining restaurants. After she retired, she started fancying travelling, buying branded items and going to expensive diners. Every time her granny is around, they visit this particular restaurant, making them one of their VIP customers.
Alex decided to wait for her mom and granny in the hotel lobby while playing with her phone. She scrolls Instagram posts from friends and also stalking some gorgeous and sexy women from her friends' friends. As a teenager, her goal is to make as many pretty female friends as possible, opening for possibilities for a deeper relationship with anyone of them. She is not the type of person who would be serious in a relationship, she's still so young anyway and her life motto is to enjoy her youth.
Her mom and granny arrived 20 minutes later. Her mom, Monica Lopez, is in her early forties and still looks very young. Everyone who doesn't know her would think she is only around 30 years old. Her grandmother, Isabella Lopez, is in her late sixties. It is very obvious that she has a Spanish ancestry from her looks. She has freckles on her cheeks and some on her neck. Her granny is escorted by a man in his early twenties. Alex could guess he is more than 6 feet tall and he looks decent. Alex can't stop wondering who he is. It was her first time to see this man and she thought only three of them are having dinner tonight.
Alex kissed her granny's and mom's cheeks as they approached her. The man on the other hand, stood still, half smiling.
"I miss you, granny. Why didn't you visit us often?" Alex asked her grandma like a small girl. She always acts cute in front of her grandma.
"I miss you too young lady. Why are you wearing jeans again? I told you to wear a dress tonight. Everyone who would see us would think you are not part of my family." Her grandmother said which is actually true. While her grandma and mom are wearing elegant dresses with accessories and bags matching their outfits, Alex is wearing a simple tattered-jeans, plain white shirt and running shoes. Alex is used to wearing this kind of outfit, she feels comfortable with them.
“Everyone in here knows who we are. How could they think I’m not part of your family?” Alex opposed.
Her granny is the only one in her family who doesn't accept her gender preference. For her granny, there are only two genders in the world. Having another gender is totally absurd, a typical belief of people belonging in the older generation. Alex doesn't mind her, she loves her dearly and that's what matters. Eventually, her granny would accept her. She is sure of that.
The four of them headed to the restaurant. Her granny is still escorted by the man on her right hand while Alex clasps her left hand. The man's identity is still making Alex curious. She wanted to ask her granny but decided not to.
After they were seated, the waiting staff got their orders. They decided to have hotpot tonight. The man doesn't show any sign of awkwardness. He looks so calm being with the three girls despite still not being introduced.
"Alex, aren't you going to ask me who this man is?" Granny Isabella finally spoke up.
"Not really. I can pretend he doesn't exist." Alex said honestly. She even forgot that there is a stranger joining them for dinner.
"Don't be silly and don't be rude. I invited him to join us tonight." Granny said sounding excited. "He is the grandson of my friend who owns a big farm. You will be thrilled if you can visit there. His name is Carlos Mendez. He is studying engineering and is now a senior student. He also helps his family run the farm. I and his grandfather already agreed that you two will get married after you finish high school."
“HAHA!” Alex laughed so loud after hearing her granny. “What kind of joke is this? And why would I marry this man? I didn’t know that arranged marriage still exist until now.”
Mrs. Lopez gave her daughter a warning look.
“But it’s not a joke.” Granny explained.
Alex was speechless after what her granny said. She wanted to protest but nothing came out from her mouth. Her granny looks very serious. Her mom, continued eating like she didn't hear anything. She looks directly at her plate without looking at Alex nor to her mother-in-law. Carlos is quiet but doesn't look surprised with the announcement.
"The reason why he is here is for the two of you to get to know each other more. He will stay with us for a while and you have to show her around." Granny then looks at Carlos. "Please don't be disappointed with how she behaves and how she dresses. I told you she is quite boyish. She is a very sweet girl, you find her interesting once you get to know her more."
"I think she’s cute," replied Carlos.
Alex can't believe what she is hearing. She is still left speechless. Surely her granny knows that she is a man trapped in a woman's body. How can her grandmother arrange a marriage for her without even asking her opinion? The worst part is she is arranged her to marry a man!
"No one is getting married!" Alex finally found the courage to speak. "Granny, when can you accept that I am not like other women? I never imagined dating a man lest marry one. That's so gross. I have a girlfriend granny. I like to marry a woman someday. I am a lesbian, please respect that."
"How dare you talk to me like that? Is that what you learned from your lesbian friends? The decision is final. You and Carlos are getting married whether you like it or not." Her granny's words are like rules. After her grandpa died, every decision in the house must be approved by her. No one dared to go against her. Not until now.
Alex looked at her mom, hoping she would take her side but her mom is also scared of her granny. Monica avoid her daughter's gaze and continued to look at the seafood she is now eating. Carlos also remained quiet the whole time, just analyzing the situation.
"Why aren't you saying anything? Don't tell me you agree with this?" Alex turned to Carlos. Since she cannot depend on her mom at this time, she is hoping that Carlos would at least make a protest as well. She is sure that he, like her, would not give in to their decision that easily. Besides, he looks like a type of man who does what he wants. But instead of answering, he remained quiet which makes Alex angrier.
"Granny, we are now living in the 21st century. Arranged marriages are not accepted anymore. People nowadays choose the people that they love and get married with them. Same sex marriage is even becoming common these days. I don't care what you and that old man talked about, I'm not marrying this coward!" Alex said in a loud voice which is now attracting attention from other guests. Customers began looking at their direction and started whispering with their companions.
Everyone was quiet the whole dinner. No one dared to speak a word. Alex lost her appetite after what her granny has announced. She was just looking at her bowl with seafood and vegetables which was served to her by her mom. She wants to show how disappointed she is with what her granny wants her to do. She’d rather be starved now than to waste her future with a man.
The dinner ended earlier than expected. Granny Isabella also didn't say a word ever since. She decided not to take the same car with them to go home.
"I need to meet my coach and my teammates. I promised I would join their celebration after our dinner." She lied to them. Actually, she just wanted to be alone. She still couldn't believe that her granny would do that to her. Just thinking about having a relationship with a man gives her goosebumps. And that man, Carlos! He's a chicken! She'd rather be a nun than to marry that man!
Can she really go against her grandmother? She knows that her grandmother gets whatever she wants. She knows that her grandmother doesn’t approve of her sexual identity but she never thought that she would be put in this situation just to make her change her mind.
Alex's hope of spending intimate moments with Carlos was reincarnated. She would be spending the whole third floor with him which means they could spend the night together without feeling awkward to their parents. The two were quiet while they were inside the elevator going to the 3rd floor.With Carlos pulling her luggage, Alex couldn't find any way to hide her happiness. "What were you thinking?" Carlos broke their silence. He also couldn't hide the smile on his face."Nothing." "Hahahaha! I know what you were thinking, but sorry, none of the things you have imagined will happen on this trip." He said teasing her."What are you talking about? I wasn't planning on doing anything."Carlos opened the room on the right side. "This is your room. And you don't need to lie. Lucy told me everything. Haha!""How did you know her? I didn't introduce the two of you!""This is your room. Do you need my help in unpacking your things?" Carlos offered. He tried to change the topic. "My family is
Lucy and Alex went shopping the next day as planned. She bought everything Lucy has recommended. "Don't you think you're already spending too much for your trip? I haven't seen you buy lots of clothes before." Lucy said. It's true that Alex didn't enjoy shopping much before. She has her own preference of clothes and she knows where exactly she could get them. She buys a pair of jeans and shirts only twice or thrice in a year."Mom said I can buy anything I want. And besides, I am using my savings for all my purchases today. You know, my credit card is only a supplementary one. They will get the receipt whenever I buy something. I don't want them asking me what exactly I bought.""That would be too embarrassing." Lucy replied. "Imagine your dad seeing all these sexy lingerie and dresses you bought. He might have a heart attack.""I'm sure he would love them. These clothes really prove that I'm totally a woman now.""You have a point. Why don't we buy some cosmetics as well? You know,
"What's your plan now?" Alex asked. She is confused. Dirty things start popping up in her brain. Although she thinks she is too young to make love, but hello, it's now the 21st century, many of her friends are not virgins anymore. She even knows someone who lost her virginity in middle school. She is old enough to do that stuff. But they are in her house. Her parents are probably downstairs waiting for them to go down. She heard some girls talking about how painful it was when they did it for the first time. Will de be able to handle it? Is she ready?"How about we go somewhere this weekend? Like a vacation. Your test is done and you need a break. I already told your parents about it and they agreed." Carlos explained."Holiday? That's what you're thinking?" Alex asked. Disappointment can be sensed from her tone."Don't you like it? I can cancel it if you don't feel comfortable. I didn't make any hotel reservations yet anyway. You don't need to think about it.""No, I like the idea."
It was already dark when Alex woke up. She could feel a slight pain on her head. She remembered putting her phone in her school bag. She checked for any message before arriving home, but there was none. She wants to sleep again and forget whatever is bothering her. She is supposed to be celebrating and planning for a trip with her friends since their exam is over but here she is, being miserable and overthinking.It's to quiet outside. She’s sure it’s not yet too late because her parents never allowed her to skip her meals. No matter how busy she is, they always make sure that she eats her meals on time. No one woke her up, so she’s guessing it’s only before 7pm.She forced herself to get up and headed for the light switch. She had to drag her steps, eyes still half closed.“Missed me?” A man’s voice made her leap.AAAAAAAAAAA! She let out a thunderous shout seeing a man sitting on her sofa. It’s Carlos.“What are you doing her? When did you come in?” She asked, looking annoyed with h
The next three months passed by so fast. Alex became very busy with her preparations for the university entrance exam. Being in a relationship and focusing on her studies are two things that make her so stressed. She wants to spend more time with Carlos, her boyfriend, but she has to prioritize her studies first. There are times that she wants to take a break and just spend a day or two with him, but she was always being pushed away by Carlos. It hurts her feelings at times, but she knows that he is doing it for her. He wants her not to have any regrets later. As he always says, "You always have me and we can do all the things we are supposed to do later, but this exam determines your future. I know I can provide for you later, but it's still different to accomplish something for yourself." It makes her feel that she has now two fathers who are telling her what she has to do. Carlos, on the other hand, is not as busy as her. She doesn't even know what he is up to these days. There were
Alex and Carlos didn’t meet that day. She didn’t receive any call nor text from him. She tried to reach him many times by calling and sending messages but there was not any single reply from him. Alex went home that late afternoon feeling confused. A part of her is mad at Carlos for making her wait but there is also a part of her that says maybe he is busy with something, or maybe like last time, there was an emergency that he has to attend to. Or maybe Carlos, like how she was to her ex-girlfriends is not serious in having a relationship with her.When she arrived her place, she walked to her room immediately. She doesn’t want to talk to anyone. Her parents were surprised to see her home. They tried to ask her a question, but she ignored them and just headed for the stairs as fast as she could.“Do you think they fought?” asked Mr. Lopez who is now in the living room with his wife.