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13. The Secrets We Hide

Author: Priyal Dessai
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I pace around the living room, my eyes constantly flicking to the front door in the hopes that I'll hear the bell ring any second. The penthouse feels too big, too quiet, making it hard to breathe.

Ric’s going to be here any minute, and I can barely keep my thoughts together. I straighten the pillows on the couch for the hundredth time, then smooth down my dress, wondering if I should’ve changed into something else. But the knot in my stomach tells me it won’t matter.

The bell rings, and my heart leaps into my throat.

I take a deep breath and walk to the door. When I open it, there he is. Ric. Those dark eyes lock onto mine immediately, and it feels like everything else falls away.

He steps inside without saying a word, closing the door behind him. His hand brushes my arm as he passes, a small, almost innocent touch, but it sends a wave of heat through me.

“Did you think about me?” His voice is low, smooth, the kind of tone that could melt steel.

I swallow hard, barely able to find m
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