"Took you long enough to heal," Father snaps as I stand motionless in front of his desk.
He stands up and moves to stand beside me. My body shivers uncomfortably and he growls. "The doctor said a week. You took two. Fucking pitiful," he growls lowly before punching me in the stomach. My body curls in on itself instantly and I cough as the wind gets pushed from my lungs. "Get in your cage," Rupert snaps, and I walk toward my silver bars quickly. He closes and latches the door behind me as I curl up into a ball. I wish I had stayed hurt. Better yet I wish I hadn't woken up. "Don't think you got out of training! You will be out there this afternoon," Father growls as he heads for the office door."Yes, Alpha," I whisper as the door clicks behind him.*****"This time I want to see if keeping you alive has been a waste. You aren't allowed to stop until one of your opponents either bleeds or forfeits," Father says and three of his men step onto the training mate. Kids my age and younger have been brought out to watch me fight this time. They are looking at me with a mixture of curiosity and hate. But I can't focus on them. "Go," Rupert orders and I try running at the male closest to me. He laughs and punches me in the face before I can lay a hand on him. As I hit the mat next to his feet I act. I kick his shin as hard as I can and surprisingly the bone snaps right in half. He screams as he falls to the ground clutching his leg and my other two opponents freeze. They look at their miserable friend and back at me as if we sprouted wings."WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR GET HIM," Father yells, and the males instantly attack me. They pound my newly healed body into the mat until I am screaming for mercy. I can hear the pack kids crying over my screams and that only makes me more scared. Not for me but for them. Father hates kids who cry. "Stop," Rupert says slowly, and the blows halt. "Atticus, stand up," Father says, and I climb to my feet on trembling legs. "You aren't trying. You want to go back to that cozy bed in the clinic don't you," Father asks and I shake my head while I wipe my bleeding nose. He smirks at me before strolling toward a defeated looking female holding a baby. "You see this tiny baby, Atticus," Father asks as he strokes the infant's soft looking hair. I nod as my blood turns to ice."Her name is Adeline. She just turned a year old a few months ago. She looks just like you don't you think," Father says, and my heart squeezes in my chest as I realize the baby is another one of my sisters. He sees my terror and chuckles before lifting the infant into his arms. "You should fight hard my pathetic son... Because if you don't Adeline might get hurt," Father says, and the world around me slows. The beautiful girl in my father's hands turns her chubby face toward me and I see the face of my mother staring into my soul. I immediately turn around. I feel the fire burning through my veins as rage consumes me. I attack the first of my father's men with everything in me. I bite and scratch as he lands blows on my exposed head. I take one punch that makes me dizzy which scares me so I grab his nuts and yank. He screams bloody murder as the smell of iron fills the air. My father's last man runs and tackles me to the ground. His claws dig into my arms and his teeth elongate, but I ignore the obvious danger. I bite his forearm as hard as I can before kneeing him in the back. He arches slightly from the pain and I punch his Adams apple. He falls off of me coughing and I stand up as quickly as I can. I kick him in the side of the head and he falls to the mat unconscious. I breathe heavily as I realize I did it. I beat three of my father's men. I beat up grown males with wolves. "Well, would you look at that? Atticus only needed a little encouragement. KILL THE LOSERS. I don't need pathetic beasts who can't even win against a seven-year-old pup," Father shouts, and a few more of his guard run onto the mat.They break the necks of the three men I barely managed to defeat and Rupert hands the baby back to the scarred female to the right of him. "I say you earned a trip to the lower level," Father says and I almost smile as I realize I will get to see Mother. He begins to walk and I follow him along with the scarred woman holding the baby. The trip to the lower level takes forever this time. But I remain quiet and keep my pace slow. I don't want Father to know how excited I am. When we finally arrive at the steel door that houses my mother Father halts. He turns back toward me and the females. "Give him the child... You have thirty minutes. Then it is time for your feeding," Rupert says and the scarred woman passes me Adeline instantly before disappearing. Father opens the steel door and I step into the twelve by twelve room my mother lives in. Her face instantly lights up as she sees me and Adeline standing there, but it darkens just as quickly when she spots my father behind us. "You have thirty minutes, Mate. Don't get any ideas," Father growls before slamming the door closed. Mother wastes no time running across the room to scoop us into her arms. "Atticus! Adeline," she says as she cries and presses us into her bosom."Mother," I whisper happily as the warmth of her embrace soothes the new aches in my body. "I have missed you," Mother says after a few minutes.She moves back to lay a small hand on my cheek and looks down at her daughter in my arms. She smiles sweetly which warms my fragile heart. "I see you finally met your little sister," Mother says as she lifts Adeline from my arms. I nod and watch her as she cuddles the small child against her chest. "I fell pregnant after your father last brought you... He wasn't pleased. I was frightened he would kill her, but so far he hasn't. But he has used her against me... I have two weaknesses now," Mother says softly and I move to her side. She takes my hand in hers and sits down on her bare mattress. She rotates between looking at me and Adeline every few seconds as if she can't decide who she wants to look at more."Mother... I killed someone," I whisper after a few minutes of silent observing.Mother nods and looks at me but this time with sad eyes. "I know, Sweetheart. I heard. The males down here like to hurt us in more ways than one," Mother replies softly, and tears well up in my eyes. "She was my half-sister... I am a monster," I manage to choke out and Mother wraps her free arm around my head. She presses my face back into her bosom and quietly shushes me."It's okay, baby. It's okay. You freed her. She isn't down here anymore. Her spirit is free," Mother says gently as I cry into her shirt. "The men down here are evil. She wasn't living a good life. You freed her from the pain of this life," Mother says after I continue to cry for a few more minutes. Finally, I sit up and wipe my swollen face. She watches me with a small smile. "Whatever you end up having to do, Atticus remember you aren't him. You wouldn't do any of it if he wasn't making you," Mother says quietly and I nod. She nods back and gives me a megawatt smile. "So tell me, how is training? I see the bruises," Mother says and I touch my sore cheek "I won today. I won for Adeline... He threatened to hurt her. I beat up three of his men," I say proudly as I look down at my baby sister now asleep in Mother's safe arms. "He... He threatened her," Mother asks and I nod. "Yes. He pointed out her resemblance to me and said she might get hurt if I lose," I answer softly, and mother grabs my hand, hard. I look up at her in surprise. She has never grabbed me harshly before. "Thank you, Atticus. Thank you for fighting to protect your sister... One day when I am gone you are going to be all she has. Protect her as best you can. She is your full sister. Your blood matches hers. You stay alive and you keep her alive, promise," Mother asks and I nod my head quickly."I promise, Mother. I will always protect her," I vow as the steel door begins to slide open.I stand with my eyes locked on the two most important people in my life. My father doesn't exist as I walk toward him. Only my mother and sister exist to me now.9 YEARS OLD KANDACE VISITS "You think I care about that," Father snaps into his phone as he talks to one of his allies. I have only been half listening to his argument for the past twenty minutes. I have been too focused on my new cage. It's taller than the last one. I can sit up straight in it. My back doesn't have to curve down. The silver of the bars looks new and super shiny. "I will fucking kill you! That land was once my families. I have proof! The Kincaids are descendants of the last King! I am owed what was ours," Father shouts and I flinch a little as his voice activates my defenses. When Rupert Kincaid is angry people get hurt. Sometimes he hurts me, but mostly he hurts people I love. I have begun to predict his moves based on his emotional state and right now anyone near him is in danger. "Fucking Scavenger," Father snaps as he slams his office phone down. He takes deep breaths as he stares at his office door and I hold my breath while keeping my eyes d
RATED R!!!!! ABUSE. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU FEEL THIS SCENE WILL UPSET YOU. THIS IS PART OF ATTICUS's back story. This is not a must-read chapter. ATTICUS'S MOTHER DIES IN THIS CHAPTER AND THAT IS THE ONLY DETAIL OF THIS CHAPTER YOU NEED TO KNOW. Atticus and Adeline were subjected to the cruelest acts that could be done to a living person. Please feel free to skip it. I write things like this because Darkness like this happens in the real world today. Children need our protection. Hugs and love to everyone who has ever suffered abuse. I cough violently as I fall to my knees once more. Blood trickles down my chin and I look up at the burly man excited to see me hurting. "Get up, Little Alpha. Your father won't get to kill me," he snarls, and I shrink back a little. My breathing is constricted and my limbs are burning. I am exhausted, but I haven't made him bleed and I sure as hell haven't made him submit. Father won't call an end to the match until I do one of those two
15 YEARS OLD. ADELINE 9 years old. My mind drifts over nothing as the silence in the office pulses around me. Rupert has been working for hours at his desk. On what, I'm not sure nor do I care. Nothing he ever does is good. His plans are never for the better. They never help the pack. The opposite actually. Our pack is dying. Too many generations of poor leadership have killed the spirit of our people. They hate it here. I hate it here. I hate the man who spawned me and every Alpha before him named Kincaid. Our females are mistreated and if males stand up against my father they are killed. I adjust my left wrist as the silver shackle cuts into my flesh again. I miss my cages, but due to my size, I can no longer be held in a small cage. I am instead chained to the wall. I am a battered office decoration. One of my father's many living objects that he gets to watch and torture when he feels like it. A knock sounds on the wood of my Father's office door and in walks one of th
19 YEARS OLDMy eyes widen in shock for a brief second as I listen to my Father explain that I will be leaving the pack and going to the eight-month-long training for young Alphas. He didn't let me go to train there myself but he is sending me as an instructor. I have no idea what to do there. I will be the dumb brute who is only good for one thing. No point in worrying about it I guess. I am who I am. "You will not lose. You will not discuss what goes on in our pack while at the training facility," Rupert growls and I feel his orders lock into place with his others. I hate following his orders. Throughout my life, I never truly understood why my body always seemed to obey him no matter how I was feeling. But when Rofer let slip that he was enforcing his Alpha command I finally understood. Some of my guilt eased from my past, not all but some. "Yes, Alpha," I say emotionlessly and he eyes me over. He seems to be pleased with what he sees after a second and he continues. "I need
I get back to my father's office as quickly as I can while remaining calm. The pain in my chest feels like it is building, but I can't respond to it.I sit down in the corner Father has designated as mine and close my eyes. Karina's face immediately appears behind my eyelids. Her happy smile and sparkling hazel eyes tease me as the pain in my chest pulses with life. Suddenly the cord pulling me to her snaps and I grab my chest in a panic before I realize she must have accepted my rejection. Sorrow instantly fills the hole of my broken bond and for the first time in a long time tears well up in my eyes due to the unfairness of my life. For ten minutes I allow myself to grieve what could have been if my father was a decent man and Alpha before I clean my face and become stoic. Hours tick by but I don't move. I have been trained to remain still and quiet. When the door does finally open I know it is time to leave my home pack for the first time ever. Two of my father's men have come i
I grind my teeth together as my kneecaps separate and move against my skin. I take deep breathes and try to count backward from one hundred, but I know before my transition is over I will be screaming. I have never felt this level of pain before. My entire body is on fire and my tendons are ripping from the bone. I finally scream out as my back arches and my skull feels like it is being pulled apart. One second I feel like I am about to die and the next my body goes numb. The pain evaporates and I find myself panting on the floor coated in dark fur. Feelings of accomplishment and sadness mix together in my mind as I examine my slender legs and large paws. I have always been curious about what life would be like stuck in an animal's head. Unknown- Hello The rich voice of my wolf vibrates in the hollowness of my brain and my attention quickly shifts from my new body to the personality that came with it. Atticus- Hello. I stay quiet as I begin to process that my mind an
Never have I felt so out of place. The constant laughter and smiles between the young Alphas make me feel uneasy and awkward. They joke and tell stories about their home packs every other minute. I don't have anything to add to anyone's conversation so I have just been silent for two days. The retired Alphas keep eyeballing me, but I have begun to ignore their stares. I grab the 110lb dumbbells and lean back on the slight incline. I have been working out on the exercise equipment while the young Alphas take their simple leadership courses. I wish I could partake, but unfortunately, I am only here to be a part of the physical training. I grunt as I hit my fifteenth rep. I have never lifted weights or exercised like this before. I didn't even realize there was more to physical training than fighting on the mat. I have already begun to gain muscle mass and now that I have a wolf I will become slightly larger. Unknown- They should be out soon. Don't wear yourself out. Atticus- I won'
I swallow down the bile rising in my throat as the train approaches the station where I am supposed to get off. I wish I could run away, but Adeline has been without me long enough. As the train begins to slow I stand up. The bulk and knowledge I accumulated while at Alpha training is impressive, but I still feel like the old Atticus as I approach my prison. I feel scared and weak. I fear my return home won't be anything but an interrogation and possibly pain. Father might even consider my new physique to be threatening. I grab my bag and move to the door. Unknown- Think of something else. Maybe Karina is still here... Maybe you can give me a name. I roll my eyes at my wolf's request. He has been mentioning the fact he doesn't have a name for two months and I still don't have any idea what to call him. I step out onto the platform and the door slides close behind me almost instantly. I am relieved to see no one waiting for me this time and begin to head in the direction of
KARINA POV"Twins. I mean animals have twins. I have seen the sheep have them," Chloe says as she looks down at the two miracles.I smile and nod. It's been three days and I still can't believe it. When I told Chloe I had given birth I didn't tell her I brought two lives into the world. She wasn't expecting the tiny female wrapped in pink lying next to her brother."She is so tiny," Chloe says as she gently strokes the dark hair on Klaire's small head.I nod and wrap my arms around myself. I still get overwhelmed when I look at them. I can't seem to handle how much love I have for them and the thought of the day they will leave me forever is already weighing on me."You okay," Chloe asks as she looks up from my pups to see me hugging myself.I nod and give her a forced smile.She cocks her head and gives me a cut the bull shit glare. I sigh. She knows me too well to fall for that."I am so happy and so lucky. I mean I made history. I gave birth to not one but two Alpha pups. Klarc is h
ATTICUS POV Pain rips up our spine and we hold back our scream just before Karina's tears through the air. "That's it. You are doing great," the healer says as she stares at our mate's exposed privates. Karina's water broke ten hours ago and we have been anxious ever since. Our pup is over a month early. He isn't supposed to be coming and we are terrified something is wrong with him. Karina's pregnancy has been easy. We haven't had a single worry until today. "Ahhhhhh," Karina screams as she squeezes our hand again and we try to focus on her instead of the pain. From our time in the dungeon watching other females give birth we know she seems to be doing okay. She is having regular contractions and she isn't bleeding abnormally. "I can see the top of his head. Push, my Queen. He is almost here," the healer says and Karina releases our hand so she can grab her knees. She bares down harder than before and his head emerges in between her thighs. We gasp but no one focuses
KARINA POV I smile as little Pat flies up into the air and Logan catches him again. He giggles every time his brown hair lifts off his forehead and it couldn't be more adorable.Our little Klarc pushes against my hand as if to say he wants to play with Logan too and I look down at my stomach with my smile still on my face.I know Atticus wasn't a fan of my favorite name for our little Alpha, but I decided he would come around to it so Klarc it is. "So everyone has settled in nicely," Atticus asks as he focuses in on the main Alpha that he trusts.I look up from my protruding stomach to see Logan settle Pat in his lap. He looks at Atticus and gives him his full attention. I do the same.This is why Atticus invited them to our new pack house. He wants to find out how the others are adjusting. I study my mate's features intently. He has been strained the past few days and I have grown concerned. He wants everything to be perfect for everyone. Even though that isn't possible. What is
ATTICUS POV We grunt with effort as we push down the last wall to another member's old house. All belongings have already been removed from most of the old houses so the pack's move has transitioned to stage two, demolition. "Move to the next group of homes," we call out to the other males helping us break apart the homes. The cleanup crew will follow behind us and dispose of the rubbish. They will also pile the wood and burn it. We don't want to leave a mess behind us for nature to deal with. We want the land to return to normal after we leave. We also told all of the other packs to do the same. We begin to head toward the next group of homes while wiping the sweat from our brow.The new territory is now ready for all of us to move in, but we have decided to move in one pack at a time starting in the center, and since that is Pack Kincaid's we are moving first. "Ready," we call out as we surround the midsized home. We receive a varied response of yes and yeahs from the o
KARINA POV rated R I knock on Atticus's office door lightly as I open it and he smiles as he sees me. "How was your visit," Atticus asks as he puts down the paper he is scanning. I smile and close the door behind me. "Perfect. Thank you for calling her. I didn't realize I needed to talk to her so badly," I reply as I sit down in the chair across from him. He gives me a knowing smile and I get lost for a second as I look him over. His dark eyes and hair make him so sultry. Not to mention the shirt he has on is a little on the tighter side. All his muscles are on clear display. His broad shoulders and hard pecks make me want to drool. "She always knows how to get you to talk... and I know some things you aren't comfortable sharing with me," Atticus says as he lifts the piece of paper back up. Something in his tone draws me out of my ogling and I look back at his face. He seems almost sad like his feelings are hurt because I spoke with Chloe instead of him. I need to smooth
KARINA POV My eyes flutter open for a brief second before they snap closed again. The light from the window paired with the grainy feeling already in my eyes hurts as I roll onto my back. I want to groan and go back to sleep, but I know I freaked my mate out last night. He will need to be reassured that I am alright. I sniffle a little and my eyes snap open once more, but this time in alarm. A familiar but out-of-place scent has filled my nostrils and sleep has completely left my mind. "Chloe what are you doing here," I question as I sit up and focus on my best friend sitting in my reading chair. She smiles at me but doesn't answer. Instead, she moves to my bed and sits down. "How are you feeling," she asks and I shake my head. She is skipping past my question because she knows I don't like causing problems. Pulling Chloe away from her son and her mate is definitely a problem. "I am fine. You should be at home with your son and your mate," I say voicing my thoughts a
KARINA POV As the last of the Alphas board the train to return to their packs, I glance up at my mate. He has seemed withdrawn and pensive ever since Alpha Johnson overstepped. Even Logan couldn't draw out any more direct answers from him. "What's wrong," I ask as we begin to walk back. He glances down at me for only a second before looking away and I grow anxious. Maybe he is mad at me for suggesting the meeting. Now there is tension with an Alpha who leads the biggest pack. He probably caused the other Alphas to have an issue with Atticus's authority too. I am such a bad mate. I made this harder for him."Alpha Johnson has a large pack. His father and Grandfather eliminated a few Alpha families. They took over their lands and gained control of their packs. He is going to be a problem. I am wondering what the ex-agents know about him. We should look into how he treats his pack before the move," Atticus says and I bite my bottom lip.This meeting was supposed to smooth out our
ATTICUS POV Light beams off the surface of the fresh snow and we squint as we try to look out over the miles of simple buildings. In a few more months everything will be complete. Werewolves will finally be able to move to their safe new homes. New schools and new businesses will hopefully thrive and thousands of bonds will be strengthened. "What do you think," Karina asks as she looks out at the progress. "I like it. The homes are closer together than what we are used to but between each pack, I put a few miles of cleared land. That way we have places to roam. Plus outside of all the packs is plenty of wilderness for all of us to use together " we reply and she nods. She seems worried as she bites her bottom lip and looks down at her hands. Her baby bump is more pronounced now and I know she stares at it when she is deep in thought about things. Something about this move is upsetting her and we don't like it. "Do you think we can all get along this close to one another," Kar
ATTICUS POV Unease fills our gut as we sit with the exhausted-looking father and our attention drifts toward the open office door. Karina's scent is still strong. We can faintly hear Chloe as she talks to her, but still, the feeling in our gut worries us. "I have told him he needs to take a break," Gavin says and our eyes flick back toward Logan. His worn face does nothing to hide his annoyance with his beta. "I am fine. Chloe deserves rest. I am okay," Logan snaps and we glance toward the wall behind him. A picture of Patrick with his beta Hank from their teenage years smiles back at us. Curiosity and sympathy for the young Alpha joins our inner turmoil. "You named your son after your father," we say quietly and the two males go silent as they follow our line of sight to the picture."Yeah. He was a great... male," Logan says stumbling a little."He was. He wasn't perfect. But he was a great leader and a good Father," we reply and the room goes quiet as we all look at the