Becca.It was not until I saw the now sharpened gaze of the man watching me quietly from the side that I realised I just allowed my shields of protection to leave the room with my friend. Oh dammit! Was that why Cindy took them away? She thought I needed to be alone with this man?“Will you take a bite off my skin if I come closer?” The man had the nerve to ask softly and I gave him a disbelieving glare.“Don’t come closer. Not if you love your life.” I warned harshly and he winced but as if I could read his mind, I knew he would be difficult.“But my life is meaningless already without you agape mou, so it doesn’t matter if you finish what is left.” He intoned derisively and I had to hide my surprised emotions by lowering my lashes.“Please, I will appreciate it if you leave right now. I don’t really know why you would come in the first place. Not after I made it plain we are done.” My tone was clipped and flat and I was grateful for that at least.“The kids!” He murmured and I star
Becca.Fortunately, he anticipated it and he muffled the sounds with his mouth. Thrashing and whimpering from the pleasure that’s about to hit me, I gripped his head hard to my boobs and I raised my hips more jauntily for his fingers to penetrate.“Bite me, bite me hard, please.” I heard myself begging shamelessly but my heart did not care. As far as it’s concerned, this is our man we are talking about, we have a right to him.Eager to please me, he lashed hotly onto my nipple with his mouth and he pressed down gently with his teeth but when I begged for more, he increased the tempo just as he increased the thrust of his fingers and I felt the blurs of colors hitting me from all angles.I allowed him to take the satisfactory sounds by kissing him hard.Unfortunately, I couldn’t keep living in the cloud. Few minutes later, the last waves of pleasure released me from its bow and I became tensed in the arms holding me as I realised what I just did.I just allowed the man I claimed to hat
Becca.His voice was so downcast, a part of me wondered if the man sitting in front of me and the powerful Christos Fernandez are one and the same.“The following two weeks were really a tough time in my life and most especially for my delicate mother who had suffered some major losses in her life and was not expecting to lose her brother too. And for a while I was greatly worried for her health and it was during this period my friend was getting married. Unwilling to go, but forced to honor the promise which I had made long before my uncle’s death, I allowed my men to convince me to go. They felt that I needed the space and well, I listened to them but on the condition that I did not need their protection and that was how I happened to be in that hotel.” At this, he raised his head to look at me and that was when I realised where he was leading to. At least partially.“You are talking about that night?” I asked with a soft gasp and he nodded.“Frankly speaking agape mou, I had not sp
Becca.A patient sigh and then he gave me a considering look before continuing with his explanation.“No, Becca, that’s not all and if you will listen, I will explain, okay?” He requested and trying to hide that betraying tiny hope in my chest region, I nodded.“The following morning, I woke up thinking it was all a bad dream due to the level of alcohol in my system and just to be sure, I called my friend who totally denied sending any girl to my room or knowing of any girl and after I dropped the call, I became more convinced it was nothing but a dream, a bad one and I felt better.” ‘He wanted it to be a bad dream?’ Why that is the only thing ringing in my head right now I don’t know, but I stared at his face as he continued.“Unfortunately, just after I told myself this, my gaze went to the bed and I saw a colourful button, and while I was still perplexed about this, trying to imagine how it got there, I saw another evidence, a telltale redness and my world came crashing around my
Becca.The all mighty Christos Fernandez had remained celibate because of what happened seven years ago? Contrary to my belief that the man who raped me was probably somewhere enjoying his life, that was not the case? He had also been suffering in silence?Wheeeww! This definitely changed things!It’s the last thing I was expecting to hear.“You don’t know the half of it yet but if the goddess says I will have the opportunity to again sit down with you and talk, then I might just tell you about all I went through including the rejection period.” He promised softly and I gave him a sharp glance.“The rejection?” I prompted and he nodded.“Yes, but not today. Now that I found myself unraveling things I thought I had forgotten, the pain is back and I might need time to get over it.” He was not ashamed to confess and I gave a short nod of my head. If all he had told me is true then I can understand perfectly.“As for the other thing you know about me, Becca...” He paused when he noticed
Christos.Seeing that prolonging this will do none of us any good, I stood to my feet. But no matter how displeased she’s with my presence, I would not leave without saying hello to my kids.I don’t think they are aware of what I am to them but it’s obvious they knew something was going on. Something that’s tearing each and everyone of us apart and while a part of me wished I could lay the blame on their mother’s feet, I know her only crime is stubbornness.If there is anyone to be blamed for all these then I’m the guilty party.“I would love to say hi to the kids before I leave.” I requested slowly and even though she had said earlier that I would always have access to the kids, judging from her stubborn expression now, I am ready to hit down her objection but in accordance to her style, she proved me wrong by nodding softly.Gazing around the room that will fit ten times into my private closest, I felt a displeasure in my chest.Remembering how on our wedding day, I promised to cher
Christos.I could feel my wolf in there crying and also asking me to forgive him.And since I am also a man who needed forgiveness badly, who am I not to forgive him? Especially when I have also missed my spirit companion?Granting his request, I gazed into my woman’s heart with the hope that one day, she would find it in her heart to forgive me also.After exchanging a few more words with the kids, I stood up again to leave but before I did, I surreptitiously placed an envelope on the table, hoping to convince her that everything I had said earlier was nothing but the truth. While she seemed to believe my long ago explanation for that eventful night, I could see in her eyes that she was finding it hard to believe the other things I had said about the investigation and having anticipated that earlier, I came with something to convince her.Hopefully, it will show her I’m not as bad a beast as she seems to believe!Placing a soft kiss on the twins’ heads with another promise to be in
Becca.“Oh I am sorry, Baby. I am so sorry we disappointed you. Please, don’t send us away, please.” Anne Summer kept begging softly and even though I did not return her embrace, I did not reject it either as I stood ramrod straight in her arms. But what confounded me greatly was the lightness I could feel taking over a part of my heart that had been so dark and heavy for ages.What in Judas' name is going on here?Some minutes or could it be an hour of crying and talking later, I sat opposite my parents still without saying anything with my eyes almost popping out of their sockets.Did I hear them correctly? They had actually not meant that I should leave the house when they ordered me? They were just angry and trying to show me the errors of my ways by trying to show me how disappointed they were?‘But how is that possible when they had disowned me and ordered me to leave?’But how can I not believe them when the evidence of their grief and search were in front of me? Glancing towa