I woke up to the most annoying sound ringing away on my bedside table.
I dug my head out from underneath the covers and groaned while reaching over for my phone.
I grabbed it and with hazy eyes, I clicked on snooze, multiple times, but seeing as my phone is close to broken, it wouldn't work. So instead I grabbed it and threw it onto a wall.
”At least that shut you up,” I mumbled to myself and laid back down on the pillow.
I stared up at the ceiling, dreading the day ahead. They had called me yesterday and told me that I was a finalist and needed to come in for one more interview. It was between me and three other girls, one of them I knew from school. She was a great fit but I hated her guts.
With how I was feeling right now I wanted to call and cancel the interview, willingly give it to someone else. But I couldn’t, no matter how badly I wanted to prevent the drama or keep from seeing Ashton, I needed to do this, for them.
After a few more moments of wallowing in self-pity, I got up and jumped in the shower.
I grabbed some clothes from the closet and decided to go with a pair of flared suit pants and a white buttoned-down shirt.
Professional and cute. I wore my hair half down and half up in a high ponytail. I didn't want it to get in my face but I also didn't want to look too office-like.
”Perfect,” I said to myself as I stared into the full-body mirror.
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The Uber driver had stoped outside of the building, and he was waiting for me to get out.
”Ms, we’re here,” He said for the perhaps third time. We had been sitting here for ten minutes.
I didn't have it in me to walk in there.
To face him.
A part of me knew that this job would only bring pain and suffering, drama and mess. All of the things that I had fought so hard to avoid.
The driver cleared his throat and I knew that he wouldn't let me sit here for much longer.
I threw my bag over my shoulder and thanked him before exiting the car.
As I was walking towards the office building, my nerves started acting up. My stomach turned and I felt my palms getting sweatier and sweatier. My heart rate was accelerating and I felt as though I was about to pass out any moment.
I reached over and grabbed the handle of the door, pushing It open.
”Hello, may I help you?” A kind voice asked me from the reception desk. I turned her way and saw a beautiful older woman standing by the desk, wearing a glistening smile.
I can't remember the last time I smiled like that.
’Stop is Elena, you’re here for a job.’ I scolded myself.
I shook my head and walked up to her. Her hair was short and curly, blonde with dark highlights and she looked to be in her mid-forties.
”Yes, I am here for an interview regarding the internship?” I told the women.
She bobbed her head and checked some things on her computer.
” the thirteenth floor, the other girls are already there. You just take a right turn over there and then press number six.” She said kindly.
”Thank you,” I said and then started walking towards the elevators.
There were five elevators and a panel in the middle with sixteen buttons on it.
I pressed thirteen and waited for my ride.
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I had just passed floor ten and was making my way up, wearing my heart in my throat. In moments like these, I have a tendency to question everything. My clothes, my hair, my future, and my entire life.
A ding was heard and I knew I had reached my floor.
I stepped out and like a slap to the face, I realized that questioning my clothes was a smart move. All the other girls were wearing short mini skirts or short dresses. They looked like they belonged on a street corner rather than in an office.
I gulped down and walked over to the seating area, taking a seat next to the girl I went to school with. As much as I tried to ignore them, I could feel the stares and hear the giggles that were going on.
I internally rolled my eyes and tried to not let them affect my already wrecking nerves.
”Mr. Carlson is ready for you,” The woman from yesterday, Anna, said.
I looked at her frantically when I saw all the girls standing up at once.
”Wait all of us?” I asked her. Anna looked at me with a smile.
”Yes, did you not get the information? It should have been distributed to you via an email yesterday.” She said questionably.
I sighed and felt my jaw click. I hadn't received any email with that information.
”No, I haven't gotten one,” I said, trying to sound nice.
”Oh well perhaps a mistake was made. Are you okay with this?” She asked me. Pity was noticeable in her eyes. I plastered on a smile and nodded my head, standing up and walking past her.
There had been no mistake made, it was all Ashton.
I walked into the office and saw the girls sitting straight on the stools that had been placed out. Batting their eyelashes and pushing up their breasts while looking at the boss.
I also noticed how there were only three chairs but we were four people.
”Excuse me, where should I sit?” I asked and directed the question to Ashton.
He turned his head to me slowly and smirked.
’Oh fuck.’ I thought to myself. But I wouldn't let him see that it bothered me. I kept the smile on my face and straightened my back, even more, holding my head high.
”Get Ms.Shaw a chair, would you Pazzi,” Ashton told the guy standing behind him. I wasn't quite sure, but he looked Italian, he was quite handsome.
Pazzi nodded and walked over to bring a chair from the corner of the room, only the chair, was a stool. He placed the stool next to the others and I tried to remain the unbothered look on my face.
I walked over and sat down on the very uncomfortable stool.
”Is everyone comfortable?” Ashtons asked and I saw how his lip jerked up as he scanned the other girls.
”Yes very,” They all said in the sweetest voices.
Ashton turned to me, and so did everyone else.
”Better than ever,” I said with a smile.
I saw how a dark shade crossed Ashton's eyes, making me smile bigger.
”Great, then let’s get on with the meeting. As you may know, we asked for you all to be gathered here together so that we can see how you perform under pressure. See each other as motivation,”
Spoken like a true boss.
”Let’s start with you Ms.Sailor,” Ms.Sailor’s first name is Maja.
Maja perked up and looked at Ashton with such admiration and horny-ness that it couldn't be missed by even a blind guy.
”Why do you want this internship?” He asked her.
”I think it would be an honor to work in such close proximity with someone so successful and brilliant as yourself.” I scoffed at her words and quickly covered my mouth with my hand.
Coughing a little to cover up the respect less, albeit accurate, mistake.
”I’m sorry, my throat was itching,” I said, regaining my composure.
Maja looked at me with eyes that could burn the devil, but I didn't faze me, not much did these days.
”Thank you, Ms.Sailor. Ms.Arsen, your turn,” Her name was Jasmine, another kiss ass.
”Well I see it as a great merit to carry on my resume and perhaps an internship could lead to a long-lasting job at your company. As well as working with someone of your intellect would do much good in the enhancement of my own,” She purred, biting her lip.
I felt like was at an interview for a porn movie.
”Thank you very much, Ms.Simmons?” And then the girl from school.
Pazzi was watching me as the other girls were speaking and ogling at Ashton.
His eyes were crystal blue and his body was well built. He had muscles, not like Ashtons but they were nice.
He was smiling at me, and something about his face spoke to me. His eyes looked as if they had a story to tell.
”Ms.Shaw?!” A voice boomed and I was ripped from my thoughts about Pazzi. I turned my focus to Ashton who was looking between me and Pazzi, his eyes holding anything but happiness.
”Is there something more important than the internship Ms.Shaw?” He asked me.
I shook my head.
”No sir, I'm sorry.” I said and straightened my back.
Ashton looked back at his friend and a smirk grew on his face once again.
”Well then why don't you tell me, what makes you stand out from the other girls?”
”What? That’s not the question that they were asked?”
”But it is the question that I am asking you,”
”Mr.Carlson-”
”Answer me,” He said. His voice low and cold. I felt every pair of eyes burning into my face.
He’s toying with me.
”Well?” Ashton asked as he took a sip from his glass of water.”I don’t believe that anything makes me stand out from them, I do however believe that I can do a better job.” I answered honestly. I heard the other girls gasp and I felt their eyes trying to burn holes on the side of my face.”And how is that?” He asked me.I was getting really sick of his attempts to embarrass me.”Because I don't want to fuck you, I am here to do a job and obviously the others have something else in mind.” I stated.”What the hell is your problem?!” Jasmine shrieked.”I don’t have one,” I said, trying to remain calm.
My eyes were wide open, my mouth hung a little bit and my heart stopped for a second.His personal assistant. He wants me, his ex, the girl who broke his heart, to work for him as his personal assistant.This can't be happening, I cannot allow for this to happen.”No,” I whispered. My voice breaking as the word fought its way out. I sounded so weak. I felt as weak.Ashton leaned forward. I shut my eyes closed and fought back the tears.”You don't have a choice sweetheart,” He whispered.I opened my eyes and stared at him bewildered. The sight was groggy from the tears that were building up. I tried pushing him away, I pounded at his chest but he didn't buckle. He didn't move an
I turned around and saw Pazzi looking at me with remorse in his eyes. His head was tilted down and his arms hung by his sides.He opened his mouth to say something but shut it closed again. ”Mr.Grayson, with all due respect, I don't believe that it’s a good idea.””The decision has already been made, you will take the position as Mr. Carlson's assistant or you don't need to return to school.” He said and then hung up.I turned to Pazzi and saw black.”What the fuck has he done?” I asked Pazzi, seething through my teeth. He has involved himself in my school, the only thing I had, he has taken from me.”All I know is that if you don't show up for work, you&rsqu
I looked at the clock hanging on the wall in my office. It was 15:30 and I was tired as hell.Anna had gone through everything that I needed to do, everything I needed to check and everything that was expected of me. Which was a lot.I skipped lunch because of what I and Ashton talked about earlier. He may be a dick, but he’s a dick that sticks to his word. I couldn't risk anybody talking to me today.My stomach was growling at me. Begging me for food.I released a breath of air and gathered my things before leaving my office.”Hey, did everything go alright?” Pazzi said coming up behind me.”Yeah I guess, there's a lot to do and remember but I'llmanage.” I said giving hi
I was answering a few emails and booking meetings for Ashton. I couldn't believe how many people wanted to meet him. Why in the world?I rubbed my eyes and looked at the clock. It was 12:30, almost time for lunch.I finished up the last few emails and closed the computer before heading out. I saw Pazzi over by Ashton's office, I was about to go up to him when I saw Ashton and Jasmine walking out.I froze.Jasmine was wearing a short skirt and a blouse, she was holding onto Ashton's arm and batting her eyes at him.They walked towards me and I turned around, ready to walk back into my office before they saw me.”Ms. Shaw,” Jasmine's high pitched voice rang and I rolled my eyes. Here we go.
”What just happened?” I said to myself as I sat in my office by my desk with my face in my hands.Ashton had just fingered me. In the building restaurant.I told him that I hadn't slept with anyone except for him, which was true but I shouldn't have told him that.He saw me talking to Jason, was that it? Was that why he was mad?Or was it because I was late? He is quite serious about work so maybe it was the tardiness.Regardless of the reason, it cannot happen again. It can never ever happen again.What if they find out…A knock on my office door broke me from my thoughts and I called for whoever it was to come in.Pazz
Today was Saturday, meaning I had no work to get to, no boss to see and nothing planned for the entire day.I woke up and went to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast and coffee.Whenever I work I normally just buy a bagel for breakfast, but now that I have the day off, I pamper myself a little bit.I made blueberry pancakes and carved a mango putting everything on a plate. I whipped some milk and poured it over my coffee along with caramel syrup and put everything on a tray.I walked over to the tv and placed the tray on the table before switching to a channel I felt like watching. After nine minutes of not finding anything, I clicked on Netflix and pressed on F.R.I.E.N.D.S. A show that always worked when nothing else did.
When I woke up I felt like I had slept for a week straight. I was so rested and happy for the first time in a long time.I looked at the clock and panic settled in me as I saw the time 18:13. I had slept for over three hours, it was only supposed to be a nap.I flew off the bed and headed for the shower. When I was down I dried my hair as fast as I could while I applied my makeup. I swear to god if I end up looking like a clown I'll cry.I opened my closet and dug through my things trying to find something appropriate.I had a lot of party dresses and a lot of professional clothing.But I was just Ashtons assistant, I probably wouldn't get that much attention anyway. I opted for a white mid-length tight dres
~Ashton~Elena had been quiet ever since she came back from her doctors appointment.She had barley said two words and it was making me eery, thinking that something was wrong and she wasn't telling me.She was poking her fork in her past, not eating. My patience was running thin, I had let her be for the entire day thinking she would tell me eventually.”Talk.” I demanded and glared at her form the opposite side of the table.Whatever it was I couldn't help her unless I knew the problem. If someone had been mean to her, I'd kill them. If someone had hurt her, well, I'd kill them. If anything was medically wrong, I'd kill the doctor for telling me.Elena looked up in a haze and shook her head with a forced smile.
Five days later~Elena~I had been discharged form the hospital earlier than expected. Everything looked great and my vitals were above the ordinary.Ashton had been by my side the entire time, which Lisa had said was adorable and in-suffering at the same time.We were driving back to Ashtons house, Lisa, clint and Pazzi were all there.As we drove on the main road, I felt Ashtons hand on my thigh and smiled as I looked at him.”This is were our lives begin,” I said.”No, this is us continuing were we left of.””You were always my life, Elena,” the butterflies in stomach stirred to
Lisa had some hidden talents. She wired the car so that it started and I looked at her in confusion.”The man my mom was married too would always have me help him steal cars. I was underaged then so I couldn't get any real punishment,””No, don't look at me like that. Came in handy didn't it?” She said and glanced at the car.I smiled softly and nodded my head. Taking a deep breath I got in behind the wheel and closed the door. I looked over to the passenger seat and saw Lisa stepping in.”Oh no, you’re not coming,” she scoffed and fastened her seatbelt.”Just drive,””Lisa,” I warned.”Elena, you’re my bestfriend. My only friend. If you think I'm letting you go to that psychotic bitch on your own, not knowing wha
I woke up, for the first time in a long time, feeling rested and happy. I woke up to the feeling of wanting to open my eyes and start the day. Something I hadn't felt in a very long time.I rolled over and patted the side where Ashton had fallen aslepp beside me. Only to find it empty.My eyes darted open and I sat up quickly, looking aorund. Hoping it hadn't all been a dream.I was in the room, in the cabin. That much was true.But where was Ashton?I got up form the bed and strolled over to the closet. My robe hung on the hook beside it and I wrapped it around me.I walked over to the door but just as I was about lay my hand on the handle, someone else opened it.
Clint had brought me and Lisa to a house in the middle of nowhere. Something told me that I should've had better second guessingtechniques regarding people after what happened with Thomas.But now we where here and there was no time to second guess anything”This is so cute!” Lisa shrieked as she ran out of the car.At least I had her with me to lighten the mood.I couldn't but agree with her, this house was adorable in a fairytale way. It was a wooden house with a small tower-looking part in the middle. There were four windows and a porch.Outside was a big patch of land, with chairs set up around a camp fire pit.It felt like home in a way.It had a homey feeling that I had missed immensely.&
We were sitting in the living room. Me and Lisa on one couch and Clint on the other. He still hadn't spoken and the silence grew heavier as the moments passed. He was watching me, searching my face, his eyes held many unspoken questions that I wanted to hear.I had heard his surname before, I was sure of it. But no matter how hard I tried remembering from where, I had nothing. I couldn't put my finger on it. And now here he was, in our living room.He must know Ashton pretty well considering they were seen outside together, but in my time with Ashton, I hadn't seen Clint.Lisa stirred beside me, unable to meet clits gaze. She looked really unconfortable and held her coffee cup close to her chest.”To what do we owe
I walked out onto the serving floor again after what had just happened. People were eating, drinking, talking as if a man wasn't nearly killed in the back. Of course, they didn't know but I did.Ashton was back at the table, probably getting a scolding from Katia. But his eyes were glued me the rest of the evening.I could feel his stare burn into my from every angle, wherever I was.I was going to pay for this, I could sense it.Katia was laughing, talking to Clint, but she seemed eery about something. She shifted uncomfortably in her seat and I wondered what it was that had her so squeamish. I knew that if she said the wrong thing, Ashton would explode. He doesn't take crap from anyone, especially when it came to me.The dilemma however, was that he was doing everything he was doing in order to save me, to pro
I had delivered orders to another four tables and was on my way to the bar to collect their drinks. It was unfathomable how much these rich people drank on a Monday. It wasn't even three a clock yet and they were already calling for refills.Another thing I couldn't fathom, was the lozzy tips we got. They were loaded yet three out of four people tipped less than 5%.Making a decent income in this line of work was not easy, but what other choice did I have?”Excuse me Ms, am I going to have to wait all day?” A business man sitting with either his wife or his msittress and another couple, shouted from across the room.I clenched my jaw and through my hand up waving appologetically while forcing a smile on.I had grabbed his martini and two glasses of wine and was making may way to their table.
I had told her everything.Evry. Damn. Thing.Things and happenings that I thought I would bring to the grave. Lisa was crying, holding her knees to her chest and hadn't spoken a word in thirty minutes. Ever since I started telling her, she had been silent, but now, it was starting to freaking me out.I was broken, I should've known a person wouldn't want to be with me through all of this.I can't ask her too either.I can't be so selfish as to ask her to stay with me through my rollercoasting life through hell.Lisa jumped up from the couch and launched herself at me, engulfing me in a big, tight hug.She barried her face in the crook of my neck and continued crying.