The airport is busy and crowded with tons of people, making it easier for me and Theo to blend in. Theo has my index and middle finger tightly clutched in her tiny grasp, her red padded jacket covering most of her, including her head that is covered with the hood.
I have mine pulled back, just in case people get suspicious, but I really don’t want people to see me. I don’t know how far I’m safe as long as I’m still inside the US.
After the sweet and pleasant visit from Suho, Theo and I spent a good Twenty minutes packing all our important stuff, and also doing something about getting us out of the country.
It had been years since I used my skills, but I still managed to make us fake documents, including enough cash to get us a passageway to Poland.
The last time I used my hacking skills, I was five years ago, to get Theo and me out of Italy with new identities, and then for years ago, when I finally needed a better paying job other than a waitress in a restaurant. So I forged documents to show I had enough in me to work in a bank.
That was the last. I really wished I would never have the need to use these skills again. but, here we are again.
“Theo, stay close to me, alright?” I whisper to her in Italian, while she nodes her tiny head. Together we move towards the baggage carousel, placing our luggages and bags and anything else that might need testing.
The lady in charge examines me for any obstacle, and when she comes out empty handed, she moves on to Theo, doing the same thing what she did to me.
Once we are safe to cross, the lad lets us go, and we pick out or baggage from the other end of the carousel.
Things are almost done. We are almost there. In a few more minutes and soon we will be boarding the plane, and be off to our new life. A new start.
A few minutes my foot. We waited for more than four hours. And in that time span, Theo already dosed off, resting her head on my lap.
soon, her name will be Laura Jones, and mine will be Tessa Jones, and we will be two new people entirely, all over again.
I sigh. My head rolling backwards while I pat Theo on the back softly, breathing through my mouth.
Just this one more time. Let me escape one more time, and I promise I will try my best to never get caught again. I will give Theo a new life, just please let her not get captured. Please.
Who am I even praying to? Who is it that I’m thinking about?
“Mommy?” Theo says groggily, slowly waking up from her slumber as she rubs her eyes, trying to look at me. “What’s wrong luv?”
“I want to pee.”
Oh.
She sits up, while I nod and stand up, pulling her along with me towards the restroom. From where we have been sitting, the rest room is quite the walk, enough for people to keep coming in our path, until there is just so much people I can barely see the restroom door.
“Excuse me,” I try to make way, but it seems like this sea of people just won’t part, and I’m stuck in the middle with Theo’s hand in mine.
Wait, Theo’s hand…
It’s…it’s not…
IT’S NOT THERE!
“Th-Theo?” I call out, looking at my now empty hands at the same time my heart begins to hammer in my chest, thudding violently. “Theo? Theo? THEO!?”
No longer caring that people are staring at me, I start yelling out her name, feeling the tears spring to my eyes at the thought of my daughter missing.
What if someone took her-
No! I can’t think like that! It’s just a heavy crowd. I’m sure she is just lost somewhere. I will find her soon. When the crowd parts, I will find her soon. I will-
“THEODORA!” No use. I can’t stop myself. Theo is missing, she was right here, right now, holding my hands, and I couldn’t even tell when she let go! How could I be such a fool!? My daughter is missing and I can’t even tell where she is!
“Oh Theo!” I wail, my face breaking into violent sobs as the people passing my stare at me incredulously, but I can’t care any less.
What do I do?
“Miss, are you alright?” An elderly lady asks, looking up at me with concern edged on her face, her old age wrinkles giving her that kind grandmotherly look.
Guess I can tell her.
But it’s just so hard to find my voice back.”Th-they…my dau-daughter she’s…she’s lost. She’s missing!”
I sob even more, now that I have finally spoken it and admitted to it. Theo is missing, what on earth am I to do?
The lady’s face twisted into one of sadness a frown appearing as she looks down at her legs. “Oh dear! I’m so sorry” have you searched around?”
“N-no, I was just getting to it.”
“Okay dear. Try searching the back ally of the building. I’m sure Theo will be there.”
“Okay-“
Wait…what?
With my breathing haggard and coming out as sobs, I lift my head up and try to look at the kind-not-so-kind old lady, but of course...she is gone.
So much for being an old lady.
"Wai-" The words seem to die down right in my mouth, while the crowd around me thickens and I push my way out, not caring if I'm being rude to anyone. They can go to hell for all I care, because now I'm even doubting that the whole crowd is a set up.
That old lady, she was part of the crowd, coming out of nowhere and trying to sympathise. She knows. She knows where my daughter is, or more specifically who took her.
I should find her. I should-
"Hey!" I scream, noticing the distant figure of the lady walking away towards the entrance of the airport, like as if she has not a single care in the world. Finally freeing myself from that made up crowd, I start running, my eye sight blurry from the tears which I brush away.
I will cry later. First I need to find Theo. End this here.
Sure as hell, the lady walks out of the building, and I have a clear idea of where she is going.
"Try to search for the alley behind the building. I'm sure Theo will be there."
Right. This bitch be luring me with the best bait she got.
Fine. I will come. If that is what you want, I will go. But leave my daughter the fuck alone.
The glass doors to the building slide open, and once I step in; I'm greeted with a heavy breeze that sends chills all over my body. It is terribly cold, and I know it's going to start snowing soon.
But I can worry about that later. I have a daughter to find.
Kneeling down, I pull out the slice of glass blade that I had been carrying with me for all these years, the only reminder of my other half, the only thing that she left me.
This dagger is the only object I have that still signifies my connection to my old life, and although I had promised to never indulge in any of these anymore, I just couldn't part with it. Not when it was her who gave me this.
With new found fire burning in my eyes, I look up to find the lady glancing behind her, seeing me standing, and turns to her left, entering the alley that would surely lead behind the building.
But this is no alley, at least not what I imagined. The place is not a cramped passageway, or dirty and murky with garbage. It's just a clean open wide space, and further away the spot where all the planes are parked and getting their final checks before take-off.
And right in front of me, a few feet away, is Theo, but she is not alone of course.
Suho is there as well. With all his men.
It's him. Louis Choi. He found me again.
Why? Why did this have to happen?
My insides turn at the thought of what will happen next knowing that Louise won't take it lightly that I tried to run away, again.
Just how on earth is he finding out?
"We meet again! In one day that too!" Suho calls out through all the loud noises, and I'm just surprised how no one is noticing a bunch of goons standing all by themselves in the restricted areas, with a child and grandma at that.
Oh wait, scratch that. That lady is not a grandma after all. It's just a young wench disguised as a grandma who is now collecting her pay from one of the goons.
Suho rests his beefy hands on both of Theo's shoulder, while she looks at me with a puzzled face, still not understanding the situation.
Why did you have to follow them baby?
"Let the child go. And then we can talk." I say, finally glad for once that my voice doesn't quiver. But what Suho does next has my heart going into a marathon.
He flips out a pen knife, flipping it over in his hand dangerously close to Theo, before going so far as to even place it on top of her right shoulder, the same spot I stabbed him.
This fucking bastard. He sure as hell is asking for death.
"What even makes you think we want to talk to you?" Suho claims, and for the first time, I really have no answer. I don't know what to say. Honestly, why would he want to talk?
"You see, you have made boss really really very mad, and he does terrible things when he gets mad." That sick smirk is back again. He knows his words are getting to me, and he is enjoying it. "He was furious when he found out you were running away with his child all over again. He pitied me. Imagine the hard work I have to go through to find the two of you again. Tsk tsk. Load of bull I tell you."
"What the fuck do you want this time?" I hiss out, not able to bear with his shit eating grin anymore. He is enjoying himself way too much. I tighten the hold on the glass dagger hidden underneath my sleeve.
Suho's grin fades, and I recognise that look from earlier. When he got deadly serious and punched me in the gut.
I almost shudder at the memory.
Pointing the tip of his blade towards Theo's shoulder, he says. "Nothing. Nothing at all. You were given a chance to send your daughter willingly and choose the fate Boss had for you, but you didn't want that. You didn't listen. Now, his command is simple. And very interesting one at that."
While his men spread around and circle me, making me curse the workers who notice us and pretend not to see anything, Suho kneels down before Theo, giving enough space for me to see them. "He said us to bring the child to him-alone. And you?"
Suho cocks a brow at me, cold sweat breaking out in my forehead while I press my lips together to stop them from trembling.
Me what?
"Kill you. He said us to kill you. End you once and for all."
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The cold wind howls ferociously, biting on my exposed skin while I huddle Theo closer to me, shielding her from the harshness of winter.Soon it will begin snowing, and when that happens, I don’t know what to do.We left the airport a long time ago, taking back our belongings as well as my glass dagger, which I was leaving behind in no way, we begin walking away, away from the scene of massacre, away from our one final chance at freedom now gone to waste.We couldn’t board the plane, for not only it was too late and we were in no shape, but because there was no use. Where ever we went, Louise would fine us, and that alone makes me feel hopeless.So here we are, walking the empty streets with no real plan, no real destination, just trying to find a place to avoid the incoming storm.Theo hasn’t said a word ever since we left the airport, but I know I can’t keep her in the dark anymore. She has seen too much. She needs to know
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Silence prevailed all over the room as Agatha finished her story, stalking around the room and looking at all of Louise’s belongings with a blank face. but just because she is blank does not mean the others are, especially not Soralina.“After that, Lucian and I stayed in the America, watching your every moves, making sure you were always protected and out of trouble. Lucian made sure to check on you while I…I looked after my daughter.” Agatha concludes, stopping right in front of Louise’s desk as she notices something she hasn’t seen for six years, something that was stolen from her by Louise.Soralina stares down at her legs while Theo makes her way to her, clutching Soralina’s hand. “So…Xavier is…alive?”Agatha turns to look at her sister, slowly nodding her head as she takes the anklet in her hands, the one Louise stole from her when he drugged her. “He is very much alive. In fact, he is even listening to us right now.”Louise head whips towards Agatha, making her point her ears.
Xavier...is alive?How...How is this possible?Xavier was dead. He died as a baby. He..."No." Agatha breathed out, shaking her head continuously. "You are not Xavier. Xavier is dead. He died at infancy even before I was born. Don’t you fucking lie to me!"The anger and hatred in Agatha's voice had Xavier tilting his head sideways in amusement. "And who told you that little sister?"Silence."Gustav?"Yeah. But I won't tell you that.Xavier chuckled to himself, shaking his head. "Since when did you believe anything Gustav ever said? So far, everything he told you turned out to be a lie. What made you still believe in it?""I...I..." Agatha stammered, wanting to doubt Xavier’s words and tell him he was trying to manipulate her but she didn’t. Because deep down she knew he was right. Gustav lied about everything; he could have lied about this too."No he didn't. This was the only time he was actually honest with you."What?Agatha's head whipped to the man with a glare set in her face,
Flashback:Agatha lied there with her back pressed to the rock hard earth, her heart beat slowly disappearing but her pulse remained. She drifted from in and out of consciousness, not knowing how long she was there and when death would come to her and take her away already.She knew Soralina had been there and was already gone, hopefully to take care of Theo. But what she didn’t understand was, why she was still alive.Just as she believed she was taking her final breath with her beating finally ceasing, she heard the muffled voices of men from a distance, or more like they were bear her, she just couldn't sense dye to her body shutting down."She's here. Boss! We found her! She's here. You don't have to come up." Someone was whisper yelling like as if scared to be heard.Agatha's head moved to the side, wanting to know what was going on around her until the face of a man zoomed in on her, eye brows knitted together in worry."Is she even alive?" Another said, joining his companion. T
Soralina stares at her sister, her eyes turning wide with shock and horror at the sight of the girl she thought was dead for the last five years. Her lips remain parted in surprise, voice giving up on her while Agatha finally turns her attention away from Louise, before they feel on Soralina. Green eyes colliding with blue.So…you are the greed eyed hooded figure? The two of you?You were the ones saving me this whole time? Watching over me?Slowly but surely, Agatha’s lips morph into a smile as she walks towards the girl, looking down at her. “Hello sister.”“A-A-Agatha?” Soralina whispers, her hands rising up as she gently touches her sister’s cheeks as if checking to see whether she is real or not. Agatha smiles sincerely, her own eyes getting glassy as she holds onto Soralina’s hands letting it reach her cheeks. “Yes, me.”Soralina huffs, disbelief never leaving her as the first of her tears start to drop, making Agatha tear up as well. “It’s…you?”“No one else but your twin, Lina
USA, 2022,Shock and horror registers in Louise's face as his jaw drops down, his eyes staring at anything but Soralina and the little girl beside him.He staggers backwards, his breathing getting laboured as he takes in Soralina's story. "No. No you are lying. This is not possible. Agatha and I never...We never...""Never what Louise?" Soralina asks in a deadbeat voice, already done wiping her tears after remincing her past life. "Never made love to Agatha?""I...""Of course you didn't. You don't do things nicely." Soralina replies with bitterness in her voice as her eyes get darker. "What you did, was rape her."Louise's head shoots up in light speed, finally understanding what Soralina means. He remembers that time, the time he drugged Agatha and made love to her. He remembers it because that was the only time he ever got to do it, and it remained memorable.But what he didn't know, is that she was pregnant after that."Of course you didn't know it. Because Agatha isn't crazy to t
Present day:Words failed Soralina as she sat there with Agatha's limp body in her arms, feeling numb all over. It has been only thirty seconds since Agatha passed away, but to Soralina it feels like decades, centuries, as she feels the bond between then being severed, detached, removed.Above her she can hear the echoes of the battle which is soon coming to an end, with one side only alive now to be the victor. And a part of her already knows who it is.Slowly but surely, Soralina gently places Agatha's head down in the hard rock floor, brushing her stray hairs from her face as she sucks in a deep breath, willing herself to move and not start crying again."Goodbye, my other half." Soralina said, feeling her usual excited heart beating now being just a mere thudding in the chest, just like every normal human being. Because the one that held that excitement in her heart, is now gone.Not wasting another second, Soralina tears her eyes from her sister and stands up, knowing another sec
“Here, drink this.” Sister Aria said as she offered Agatha a bottled mango juice, making the girl smile at her. “Thank you. Where is Sister Nina?”“She is getting your reports checked.” Sister Aria replied, taking a seat beside the girl in the waiting room while Agatha nodded. This made Sister Aria turn towards her, tilting her head to get a better look. “You did a great job Agatha. I’m so proud of you.”A tight lipped smile appears in Agatha’s lips as she touches her belly, listening to the soft heartbeat of her daughter. Sucking in a deep breath, she said. “Do you think I can do it? be a mother?”Sister Aria smiled at her sincerely, rubbing the girls back. “Aww my dear, of course you can. What makes you doubt so?”“I have never even spared a glance towards a baby, let alone take care of one.” Agatha replied earnestly before turning to stare at her palms as she said softly. “I kill people Sister Aria. I don’t protect.”The young girls words broke the lady’s heart, wishing to somehow
Three Months Later:With angry steps, Agatha stormed inside Sister Aria’s room, finding the lady with a bunch of more nuns including Sister Nina. One look at her glaring face and the nuns stood up once by one, getting out of the room safe for Sister Nina and Aria.Agatha stormed forward and without waiting to beat around the bush, she got to the point. “When are we going?”“Going where Alexandra darling?” Sister Aria asked, although she had a clear idea of what Agatha was talking about. And judging by the fuming glare in her eyes, she knew Sister Aria knew too. “Don’t play dumb. You know what.”“I’m afraid I don’t.” Sister Aria finally looked up at Agatha with a smile plastered on her face and this only made the young girl even more angry. “Fine! When are we going to the hospital to abort this thing!?”The smile left Sister Aria’s face but Agatha didn’t care the least. “That, is not a thing. It is your child, and you are its mother. Just because we call it an ‘it’, doesn’t make it a t