The cold wind howls ferociously, biting on my exposed skin while I huddle Theo closer to me, shielding her from the harshness of winter.
Soon it will begin snowing, and when that happens, I don’t know what to do.
We left the airport a long time ago, taking back our belongings as well as my glass dagger, which I was leaving behind in no way, we begin walking away, away from the scene of massacre, away from our one final chance at freedom now gone to waste.
We couldn’t board the plane, for not only it was too late and we were in no shape, but because there was no use. Where ever we went, Louise would fine us, and that alone makes me feel hopeless.
So here we are, walking the empty streets with no real plan, no real destination, just trying to find a place to avoid the incoming storm.
Theo hasn’t said a word ever since we left the airport, but I know I can’t keep her in the dark anymore. She has seen too much. She needs to know. But the only question is, how will all of this sound to a mere five year old?
I want to find a plan to avoid Louise first, but my brain is drawing a blank. The only way is to kill him, but how can I do that on my own? How do I go to South Korea, get close enough to him without security, and end this nightmare once and for all.
It’s hopeless. My inner voice says, but I shake my head. There are still ways.
I can wait for him to send his men again, and then go with them to get my so called ill fate, before executing my real plan.
Sounds farfetched, but it’s worth a try.
Or, I can look for the green eyed hooded figure that saved me.
Come to think of it, who was he? Do I know him?
So far, I can’t think of anyone. I have never had any male acquaintances for the last five years, steering clearing of them ever since I learnt my lesson years ago.
So who could it be? Someone from my past? But all the male I know from then, are all…dead.
Except Louise.
I sigh out loud, my breath coming out in wisps of fog. We walk on and on, looking at our surroundings and noticing just how much the place was vacant and almost…isolated.
Like no one lives here.
Don’t they?
It is only then do I realize, that the street lights are buzzing frantically, making me come to a halt.
“Mommy?” Theo calls out, but my eyes are fixed on the streets light, which, after a series of blinking, finally goes out, bathing the two of us in complete darkness.
“Mommy?”
“What Theo?”
“There’s someone standing there.”
I look towards where Theo points, and sure enough, a figure stands there, right under a street lamp that is still lightened, so all I can see is the silhouette, but judging from the built, I know it’s a man.
I gulp in a reflex, my eyes trained on the figure which does nothing but stare back at us, unmoving.
This feels…ominous.
“Turn around Theo.”
“What?”
“Turn around, quickly, and start walking. Move! Hurry!”
“There’s someone else behind us mommy.”
What?
I swiftly turn around, staring at the buff figure of another silhouette, until another joins him, and another, and another, until they keep coming, filling in.
I glance behind me, and the same is everywhere. They are surrounding us.
But who are they? Has Louise sent his men again? Has he heard about Suho and the others already?
My heart beat picks up speed, while I clutch Theo to me. If Louise really sent has for us, then I might as well go, and try to execute my plan.
“Well if it isn’t the child of Louise Choi!” the amn behind me bellowes, making me turn around,
Right. They really are after us.
But why are the calling Louise with his name?
The man walks forward, and just when he does, the street lamp above me flickers on, illuminating his face.
Who on earth is playing with the light?
Don’t tell me, they actually got one of their men to work with the lights…to give a dramatic effect?
That’s absolute cringe!
The man stands before us, a sinister smirk on his tattooed bald head, almost similar to Suho’s. only that they have a huge difference in race.
He isn’t Korean. None of them are.
Then wh-
Before I can even complete the thought, my eyes fall on the tattoo mark on the man’s head, and this time I actually take a good look.
It’s not the bleeding Dragon like Suho’s. It’s something else.
It’s a huge ass Scorpion.
The Sorpio Venom Society.
Wait wait...why does this name feel so familiar, like I already knew it...
How else can I know the name then? Of course I know it somehow!
The Scorpio venom society...The Scorpio venom society...The Scorpio-
Ah! That's right. The Scorpio Venom Society was a rising thug gang five years ago. They weren't big, but they were feared among the notable Mafia's for stealing away in the blink of an eye.
That was how they begin to grow, because they had taken over USA's biggest crime Lords den, killing him in the process. Their next target had been countless, but at one point, father had started receiving threats from them.
He pretended he didn't care, but the way his breath always hitched when he received one of the letters said otherwise.
He was scared indeed, scared of protecting his position and his life. Until Louise Choi showed up...
So why are they here now? What do they want from my baby?
Whatever it is, I know it's nothing from the good books. Members from criminal society wanting a child is never good.
Slowly but surely I begin moving towards the shadows, walking backwards in a way to keep an eye on both parties. But the baldy has already sensed my motives as his smirk grows, and he releases a low life.
"Now now, did we scare you? Of course we meant no harm! We just wanted to see the child."
Why are they after my child!? What gas gotten into them?
Wait...he...he called Theo Louise's child. Which means he is not a mere trafficker, he is actually after the first born of the Korean Mafia!
Why am I so dense!? At such a crucial time at that! How could I miss out on this!?
As if to mock me, Suho's words rang in my head, the words he told me before exiting my house.
"Oh and by the way, we are not the only ones after her. Remember that."
So this was what he meant. Enemies of Louise and my father, they all now know about her. They know Louise Choi has a child, and a possible heir to the Mafia.
Of course, his own child can be considered his weakness, which was never the case for me. My father's children were never his weakness. We could be the price for all he cares.
I lift Theo up, her legs wrapping around my hips while I bury her head in my chest shielding her.
When the bald man sees this action, his smile disappears and he stops midway, his face turning all serious. "Don't do what I think you will do."
Then what should I do? Stare at your face?
"I'm sorry, but you have got the wrong person."
So saying, I urge my muscles to move, sprinting away towards the shadows of the buildings while the men throw pursuit.
I run as fast as I can, willing my legs to carry the weight of the two of us while heavy thudding footsteps echo behind us.
"Soralina Russo stop right there!" The man roared, and his voice feels so close I fear he is right behind me, that he will catch up.
Snow has already begin its downpour, the wind getting harsher by the minute and yet I'm a sweaty mess. My mouth us I open as I run, trying to bring enough air to my burning lungs while I feel the muscles in my leg beginning to ache.
How long must I run? When does this chase end? I really wish I knew, to ease my own mind, but the more I run, the more I see no end. They will keep chasing me until they finally catch me.
It's no use. It's no use I-
"Waahh!" I let out an embarrassing squeal, jumping backwards when something, or more like someone drops from the sky, standing right in front of me, blocking my path.
It's the Green eyed hooded figure.
Get out if my way! Get out so I can run from those men!
He doesn't budge an inch. Instead, sharp green eyes peek from the hood and stare at me. Not moving, nothing. And just for that one second, I feel like I have seen those eyes somewhere.
Unlike before, his face isn't covered with a cloth, with only the eyes peeking out. This time he has a mask on that starts from his eyebrows to his cheekbones, leaving slits for the eyes.
Yup. Definitely the Green Arrow.
We stare at each other long and hard, doing nothing, saying nothing, just staring. His lips are pressed into a thin line, and I can't help but feel like I have seen him somewhere before.
"Who are you?" I whisper, but soon the man's eyes shifts, looking away from me, glancing behind my back, and then just like the last time, he jumps up, holding onto the rop that pulls him back up on top of the building. Just like that, he is gone. Out of sight.
"Mommy?"
"Yes baby?"
"The men are gone."
Yeah. I'm sure they are.
***
I'm walking again, this time in an underground railway station, were I see vagabonds camping for the night.
They sleep on cardboard sheets, covering themselves with newspaper while some just sit leaning against the wall, a bottle of booze in one hand.
Perhaps this is how we will and up as well, Theo and I. We will soon end up taking shelter on the streets.
But not now. Later. When I'm done finding everything out.
Let Louise men come again. This time I won't fight, I will let them take me, at least let them try.
Because I know the Green eyed hooded figure will come again, for he is watching me just like Louise Choi.
And when that happens, I will confront him, find out who he is and why he is helping me. What is so much about him that the Scorpio Venom Society men disappeared just by looking at him.
I will find out, but before that, I-
A homeless passes by me, our shoulders bumping into each other and almost throwing me off balance.
"Hey!" I exclaim, but the lady doesn't listen, just keeps walking like as if in a daze. But unlike her, I have notice the paper she dropped behind.
Or maybe she does know, just pretending not to, for when I open the sheet of paper, I realize the bumping wasn't a mistake after all. It was a set up.
"I'm watching you, Soralina Russo. Remember that. -LC"
I know Louise. I know, and I'm waiting for you. Come for me.
Stopping midway, I place Theo back on the floor, feeling the muscles in my hand cramping up in the process.
Theo looks up at me, but there is no hint of emotion. She almost seems...void.
"How are you feeling baby?" I ask, forcing a smile while brushing away the stray strands of hair from her face and tugging them behind her ear. Theo's reply is almost monotone. "Cold."
"I'm sorry luv, but don't worry, you will be warm soon. Just a little longer." Theo nods to me, not answering nor questioning anything, which rips a hole through my heart.
Have I made her like this? This dense that she won't ask questions even in the worst to worst situations? Doesn't she want to know?
Whether she wants to know or not, it's your job to tell her. The inner voice said, and I can't agree more. I have to tell her. But how will a five year old remember?
Letter.
Oh! That's right! I can write a letter and leave it for her. In case something happens to me, at least she will know the truth.
The truth behind her past.
So pulling Theo along with me and going to the furthest wall from the vagabonds, I open my hand bag, the only belonging we have left.
From that I pull out the necessary items and sit down crosses legged on the white tiled floor, while Theo curls up in me and is soon asleep.
She must be hungry. We couldn't even stop for food.
Making a mental note to buy food later, I begin writing down the letter, bringing the words into ink, the words that are my thoughts, thoughts that I never thought I would recall again.
Thoughts that have been a part of me all along, all this time. I'm finally getting them all out, sharing my story with my daughter.
And if you want, I will share it with you too.
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Italy, 2014Summer Holidays were finally over, and it was time to get back to school, much to the youngsters displeasure.While the more studious couldn't wait to get their lessons started, the careless ones groaned out in annoyance, not ready for boredom life to start again.And one of that careless one, was Agatha Russo.Agatha groaned as she remained passed out on her Queen sized bed, her hairs all over the place and her bed a tangled mess around her.Above her hovered her maid, who was debating what would be the best way to wake up the young Miss."Miss Agatha? Miss Agatha wake up. Wake up. You have school today. Wake up!""Get lost." Agatha groaned while the maid sighed in frustration. She pulled the blanket away, which was a really bold move for a maid, and especially for the maid of Agatha Russo.When the blanket was pulled away, and the coldness begin to seep into her skin, her eyes shot open, and insta
Agatha stepped out of her car, pulling out her bag and shutting the door behind her. Smiling to herself like a Cheshire cat, Agatha strode towards the entrance of the school, holding herself with elegance and gaiety."There's my bitch! Finally!" Called out Sam, the coolest girl after Agatha in the school, also known as Agatha's lead minion, and...her so called best friend.Sam had been gossiping with her other minions about the hottest rumours circulating, and how they could help to put fuel to it when Agatha showed up, breaking it all up and turning all attention to her.Agatha smirked at her friends, whose daily morning routine when they saw her was to squeal out loud, so that the whole school would know Agatha Russo had arrived.Agatha flipped her shiny black hairs, smirking at all the hot boys who had come to take a look at her, like they always did."Oh my God Agatha is that what I think it is? The latest Gucci bag! Bitch why didn't you tell m
"So did you find a partner?" Sam asked with fake enthusiasm again, while they walked to their next class together. Halloween party was three days away, and Sam and the others were still to find partners."No." Was Agatha's reply, making Sam stop moving as her anger begun to boil in the surface. "What the fuck Agatha do you have no intention to attend the party?""Don't you?""What?""I said," Agatha turned around, glaring at her friends. "Don't you have any intention to attend the party?"Sam and the other's looked confused. "Well of course we-""Then why haven't you found anyone yet? Why is me finding a partner your concern when you haven't even found one yourself?"Because bitch, if you don't find one and we do, there's a high chance you will steal one of ours. But you don't know that you dumb bitch.Agatha knew, she just wanted them to admit it.But of course they wouldn't. So she did it herself.Stalk
Soralina cried her heart out, running her nose in a handkerchief offered by Lucian while he rubbed her back, saying it was alright, that everything was going to be fine. And that she should stop crying now.But nothing could console the broken Soralina, who cried with all the anguish in her heart, feeling it break into several pieces."Soralina you have to control-"Heavy footsteps reached them, making the duo look up only to find Agatha coming to a halt, her eyes wide as she stared at Lucian. "Is it true?""What is?""That Morris is dead?"Lucian gulped, glancing towards the girl in his arms who broke out in another fit of tears. Lucian didn't need to reply, for that was an answer enough for Agatha, who scoffed, releasing a frustrated sigh and running her fingers through her hairs, messing it up."That good for nothing prick."Soralina's sobs came to a halt, and she looked up at her sister in confusion. "What did you say?"
Agatha’s eyes closed and reopened again, her mind in a daze while all she saw was occasional lights blinking at her. Little did she know that it was she herself blinking at them. Her body felt on fire. Every single fibre in her body felt like lava had been coursing through them, and that her bones where melting. What will I look like if my bones melted? Would I look gross? Maybe if my flesh would melt, I wouldn’t look that bad… Agatha had no idea what she was thinking, all she knew was there was immense pain coursing through her body, and that she was lying down on something, getting wheeled away. Maybe…in a bed? Can a bed move on its own? Her eyes tried to stay open for more than thirty second, trying to take a look at her surroundings. When she noticed Romeo, Lucian and Soralina beside her, their faces filled with worry and horror, with Soralina still crying, she closed her eyes again, feeling the pain increase as black dotes begin to appear in her vision. Ahh. The bed isn’
Flashback:Soralina cried on without a single break, while Gustav held her in his arms, getting his Armani suit soiled just like that.Meanwhile Agatha and the others watched in utter horror. Especially Agatha, who knew that getting affection from Gustav was never affection at all. And if he ever displayed it, he had ugly reasons.What was the ugly reason this time, she would soon find out.A while later, Soralina pulled away, while Gustav held her by the shoulders, checking her face for Lord only knew what. "Feeling better?"Soralina nodded meekly, her cheeks stained with tears but her eyes no longer streaming, and the redness in her cheeks said she was embarrassed to cry like that in front of everyone.Gustav nodded as well, rubbing her arms up and down in a way of comfort, but it only irked Agatha out even more."Do you want to talk about it?"Once again she shook her head, not trusting her voice to speak. Gustav nodded again, letting go of her and stepping back. For a long time he
One year after the wedding of Gustav Russo and Jessica Russo, they had a child. A boy. He was to be named, Xavier.But even before his christening ceremony, he died. It was said that he developed a terrible disease which no one saw coming, and died.That is what they said everyone.But it was hardly the truth.Because Xavier Russo didn't die of an illness, he was killed. By his own father.Gustav's greatest rival, was said to be behind all of this. Because at one point in Gustav's life, he had shown weakness, and when a man in that position shows even the slightest weakness, they are greedily taken advantage of. Some are even pushed to the verge of death.You can say that was what happened to Gustav Russo. He was taken advantage of because of a grief he could not share with a single soul, not even his wife. It was in that moment his rivals had seen him weakest, and so did his people.No sooner had he succumbed to alcohol, his own people turned against him, reporting his whereabouts to
No one called for Agatha the next day. Not maid Tristi, not Romeo, not a nosy Soralina, not Gustav. No one.No one woke her up in the morning, not even when she missed morning practise, or was late for school. Because when Agatha woke up that day at eleven, she found a vacant bedroom, with no Tristi hovering above her.At first she was angry, deciding that she will teach Tristi a very much needed lesson, going so far as to fire her as well. She finished her morning routine in haste, but when she came out of the bathroom and found no Romeo waiting for her to take her to school, Agatha was left confused.What was wrong with everyone today? She thought. A part of her was glad she had missed half of her morning boring school, but the more sane part of her knew how bad this was going to affect her in every way.If Gustav found out, she was dead meat. Which he would, but Agatha couldn’t be blamed alone. Both her maid and guard are nowhere to be seen.Which, as she thought deeper, was a litt
Agatha stares at the sleeping figure of Theo on the bed, no real emotions crossing her face. Unlike the hospital room that she received when she came in the Scorpio Venom Society, all plain white, Theo’s is different. There’s a whole forest painted in the walls with baby elephant’s and giraffes and monkeys and every other forest animal, smiling and playing within themselves. Her bed is just the same, and so is her nightgown. And as Agatha sits there staring at her daughter, she feels like she is staring at a younger version of herself. You look so much like me, and yet, when you open your eyes, you look like that damned man. Like your father. Thinking to herself, she doesn’t even realize when her hand moves to her neck as she grabs the anklet, playing with it in between her fingers. And just as she does that, she remembers a certain someone, feeling like it was only yesterday that she met him and kissed him in his soft lips as he held her in his arms and comforted her. Pulling the a
Silence prevailed all over the room as Agatha finished her story, stalking around the room and looking at all of Louise’s belongings with a blank face. but just because she is blank does not mean the others are, especially not Soralina.“After that, Lucian and I stayed in the America, watching your every moves, making sure you were always protected and out of trouble. Lucian made sure to check on you while I…I looked after my daughter.” Agatha concludes, stopping right in front of Louise’s desk as she notices something she hasn’t seen for six years, something that was stolen from her by Louise.Soralina stares down at her legs while Theo makes her way to her, clutching Soralina’s hand. “So…Xavier is…alive?”Agatha turns to look at her sister, slowly nodding her head as she takes the anklet in her hands, the one Louise stole from her when he drugged her. “He is very much alive. In fact, he is even listening to us right now.”Louise head whips towards Agatha, making her point her ears.
Xavier...is alive?How...How is this possible?Xavier was dead. He died as a baby. He..."No." Agatha breathed out, shaking her head continuously. "You are not Xavier. Xavier is dead. He died at infancy even before I was born. Don’t you fucking lie to me!"The anger and hatred in Agatha's voice had Xavier tilting his head sideways in amusement. "And who told you that little sister?"Silence."Gustav?"Yeah. But I won't tell you that.Xavier chuckled to himself, shaking his head. "Since when did you believe anything Gustav ever said? So far, everything he told you turned out to be a lie. What made you still believe in it?""I...I..." Agatha stammered, wanting to doubt Xavier’s words and tell him he was trying to manipulate her but she didn’t. Because deep down she knew he was right. Gustav lied about everything; he could have lied about this too."No he didn't. This was the only time he was actually honest with you."What?Agatha's head whipped to the man with a glare set in her face,
Flashback:Agatha lied there with her back pressed to the rock hard earth, her heart beat slowly disappearing but her pulse remained. She drifted from in and out of consciousness, not knowing how long she was there and when death would come to her and take her away already.She knew Soralina had been there and was already gone, hopefully to take care of Theo. But what she didn’t understand was, why she was still alive.Just as she believed she was taking her final breath with her beating finally ceasing, she heard the muffled voices of men from a distance, or more like they were bear her, she just couldn't sense dye to her body shutting down."She's here. Boss! We found her! She's here. You don't have to come up." Someone was whisper yelling like as if scared to be heard.Agatha's head moved to the side, wanting to know what was going on around her until the face of a man zoomed in on her, eye brows knitted together in worry."Is she even alive?" Another said, joining his companion. T
Soralina stares at her sister, her eyes turning wide with shock and horror at the sight of the girl she thought was dead for the last five years. Her lips remain parted in surprise, voice giving up on her while Agatha finally turns her attention away from Louise, before they feel on Soralina. Green eyes colliding with blue.So…you are the greed eyed hooded figure? The two of you?You were the ones saving me this whole time? Watching over me?Slowly but surely, Agatha’s lips morph into a smile as she walks towards the girl, looking down at her. “Hello sister.”“A-A-Agatha?” Soralina whispers, her hands rising up as she gently touches her sister’s cheeks as if checking to see whether she is real or not. Agatha smiles sincerely, her own eyes getting glassy as she holds onto Soralina’s hands letting it reach her cheeks. “Yes, me.”Soralina huffs, disbelief never leaving her as the first of her tears start to drop, making Agatha tear up as well. “It’s…you?”“No one else but your twin, Lina
USA, 2022,Shock and horror registers in Louise's face as his jaw drops down, his eyes staring at anything but Soralina and the little girl beside him.He staggers backwards, his breathing getting laboured as he takes in Soralina's story. "No. No you are lying. This is not possible. Agatha and I never...We never...""Never what Louise?" Soralina asks in a deadbeat voice, already done wiping her tears after remincing her past life. "Never made love to Agatha?""I...""Of course you didn't. You don't do things nicely." Soralina replies with bitterness in her voice as her eyes get darker. "What you did, was rape her."Louise's head shoots up in light speed, finally understanding what Soralina means. He remembers that time, the time he drugged Agatha and made love to her. He remembers it because that was the only time he ever got to do it, and it remained memorable.But what he didn't know, is that she was pregnant after that."Of course you didn't know it. Because Agatha isn't crazy to t
Present day:Words failed Soralina as she sat there with Agatha's limp body in her arms, feeling numb all over. It has been only thirty seconds since Agatha passed away, but to Soralina it feels like decades, centuries, as she feels the bond between then being severed, detached, removed.Above her she can hear the echoes of the battle which is soon coming to an end, with one side only alive now to be the victor. And a part of her already knows who it is.Slowly but surely, Soralina gently places Agatha's head down in the hard rock floor, brushing her stray hairs from her face as she sucks in a deep breath, willing herself to move and not start crying again."Goodbye, my other half." Soralina said, feeling her usual excited heart beating now being just a mere thudding in the chest, just like every normal human being. Because the one that held that excitement in her heart, is now gone.Not wasting another second, Soralina tears her eyes from her sister and stands up, knowing another sec
“Here, drink this.” Sister Aria said as she offered Agatha a bottled mango juice, making the girl smile at her. “Thank you. Where is Sister Nina?”“She is getting your reports checked.” Sister Aria replied, taking a seat beside the girl in the waiting room while Agatha nodded. This made Sister Aria turn towards her, tilting her head to get a better look. “You did a great job Agatha. I’m so proud of you.”A tight lipped smile appears in Agatha’s lips as she touches her belly, listening to the soft heartbeat of her daughter. Sucking in a deep breath, she said. “Do you think I can do it? be a mother?”Sister Aria smiled at her sincerely, rubbing the girls back. “Aww my dear, of course you can. What makes you doubt so?”“I have never even spared a glance towards a baby, let alone take care of one.” Agatha replied earnestly before turning to stare at her palms as she said softly. “I kill people Sister Aria. I don’t protect.”The young girls words broke the lady’s heart, wishing to somehow
Three Months Later:With angry steps, Agatha stormed inside Sister Aria’s room, finding the lady with a bunch of more nuns including Sister Nina. One look at her glaring face and the nuns stood up once by one, getting out of the room safe for Sister Nina and Aria.Agatha stormed forward and without waiting to beat around the bush, she got to the point. “When are we going?”“Going where Alexandra darling?” Sister Aria asked, although she had a clear idea of what Agatha was talking about. And judging by the fuming glare in her eyes, she knew Sister Aria knew too. “Don’t play dumb. You know what.”“I’m afraid I don’t.” Sister Aria finally looked up at Agatha with a smile plastered on her face and this only made the young girl even more angry. “Fine! When are we going to the hospital to abort this thing!?”The smile left Sister Aria’s face but Agatha didn’t care the least. “That, is not a thing. It is your child, and you are its mother. Just because we call it an ‘it’, doesn’t make it a t