Chapter 3 Turn Me On

Valerie's heart skipped lots of beats. Was this finally it? Was she going to lose herself this way?

Her knees were seriously wobbling. Fear was taking over all the systems in her body and she couldn't bring herself to do anything.

The smoke kept coming out of Martin's beautiful lips in a perfect motion. He didn't repeat himself or look at her, his eyes were focused on the outside of the transparent glass of the window in front of him. No one knew exactly what he was looking at, it looked like he was looking nowhere and somewhere at the same time.

He suddenly smatched his cigarettes on the arm of his chair and the almost silent sound from it made Valerie tremble.

"I didn't stutter when I told you to strip" his voice was calm.

Valerie still couldn't bring herself to do it. She had it when she allowed that ugly looking woman to shave and clean her up and now she was going to stand naked in front of a man? 

"Please.." her voice was seriously trembling, she could already feel sweat leaking from her face despite the room being cold.

A low snort escaped Martin's lips but it echoed loudly around the room maybe because of how silent the room was, just like a graveyard.

"Did you remember what you said to me three days ago?" He asked, still keeping his confusing gaze on the transparent glass.

Valerie was breathing heavily, quivering like her life was about to end.

"You said I should do whatever I want to do with you in exchange for your family's freedom or have you forgotten?" He reminded her.

A teardrop fell from Valerie's eyes, just that teardrop alone showed so much pain mixed with anger then blankness. He was right, she chose this life to save her family so why was she afraid now.

Her hands slowly moved to the hem of her dress and she pulled the spaghetti hand down. As her dress was leaving her body, her face drained away from all the emotions and now she looked really blank.

From this day on as she would let this man see her nakedness, she promised herself that no emotions would appear on her face. Her brother died because of this man, she can't be with her sister and mother because of this man, she can't even be herself anymore because of this man. She has been embarrassed and treated like dirt all because of this man and she wondered how someone could be so heartless. 

Was it that God created him without one or did he undergo surgery to take it off? If Emma was in her position, would he be planning to defile her this way?

Martin still didn't look at her, he took another cigarette and lighted it up then began smoking skillfully. Valerie was now completely naked in front of him and she felt really useless and hopeless. At Least he can just do whatever he wants with her immediately instead of making her feel stupid by standing like a pile of nothing.

Finally he moved, he dropped the cigarette and got up from his armed chair in a slow but sexy manner then faced her. Valerie felt assaulted with the way he was looking at her but she tried her best not to give in and show any sign of fear.

He began moving closer, each step he took echoed around the room till he got to her front then his hands went to her shoulder and traced downwards to her cleavage.

Valerie felt really irritated but she tried her best not to break down. He touched her breast and gave it a soft squeeze before going to stand behind her. Valerie's eyes were getting wet but she wouldn't let tears slip, she felt violated and she couldn't help or defend herself.

Thud!!

An unexpected jolt ran through her body when Martin's hand made contact with her bare ass. He just slapped it, he actually did that.

"Soft" came a light whisper from him, he ran his hands through it and gave it a light squeeze.

A tear almost dropped from Valerie's eyes but she would never let that happen. She won't allow him to see her tears ever again so he can go ahead and violate her the way he wants.

Another thud, he just spanked her again. The room was silent and Valerie could hear the sound of his palm and her skin echoing around the room.

She clenched her fist and shut her eyes tight. She couldn't believe this was happening to her.

Her eyes went open when she felt his palm on her face, his fingers were inside her mouth and he leaned his face closer to her in a way that his lips were touching her ears.

"Spit on my fingers!" His order came out light and Valerie did as told and next thing, his hands went under her palms and went to touch her in her main flower.

Valerie shot her two legs tight, she really wasn't ready for this but she was not willing to plead or show any sign of fear, all she could do was breathing heavily.

"Why are you not wet?" Was the next question from him but she couldn't bring herself to give him any reply.

She was trembling again but had her eyes shut and face still simply because she didn't want him to see that satisfying look of fear on her face.

His fingers left her flower and she felt him step away from her. Her eyes were still shut but her body had relaxed a little. She stood one place in silence until his voice rang in her ears again.

"Open your eyes!"

When she did, he found him sitting on his armed chair but this time, he was facing her and smoking again.

"Why don't you entertain me first" he muttered and picked a black vibrator that was suddenly on the arm of his chair. Valerie thought he might have put that in there when he stepped away from her.

"Come take this and use it on yourself, I want you to turn me on".

Valerie did as told, her grip on the vibrator tightened, she had never used it before so she didn't know where to start from.

While she stood in front of him, feeling confused on what to do, Martin only stared at her boringly as he smoked. Valerie swallowed a little saliva down her throat before moving her hands upwards.

Her eyes were tightly shut, her eyelids were trembling as she finally felt the vibrator touch her but she really didn't know what to do next. Her grip on the vibrator tightened even more and she was about moving her hands all the way in when she heard that deep voice of his again, the one that never failed to send shivers down her spine.