The next morning, I stood in the kitchen, getting my work for the day done. My heart was heavy, and I couldn't stop the flashes of their naked bodies from flooding my head.
The door to the kitchen opened, and I looked up from the breakfast I was preparing to see Zaverio standing there with a smile on his handsome face. I turned away, unable to bear the sight of him.
I felt a venomous rage coursing through my veins, and it took everything in me not to lash out at him.
How could he forget what we had as teenagers, when I gave myself to him completely?
He had promised to come back for me, to marry me. But it was all a lie. His betrayal was like the sharp edges of a sword piercing through my heart. I couldn't look at him, couldn't stand the sight of his smile, his eyes, his face. Everything about him felt like a lie.
“Please, don't come close, please don't,” I thought, but my prayers were unanswered as a huge hand landed on my shoulder and spun me around.
"Don't touch me," I snarled, trying to sound braver than I felt as I shrugged his hand off my shoulder.
He raised a brow at my attitude, his blue eyes glinting with amusement.
His gaze was too unnerving, causing me to lower mine to the floor as I held on to self-restraint.
"Relax," he drawled. "I only came for my early morning coffee. Did you make some?" He asked, his tone dripping with nonchalance.
Wrinkling my nose in distaste, I pointedly ignored him, handing him a steaming cup of coffee instead.
His brows furrowed at my cold behavior, but he arched his brows as if entertained by my reaction.
Frustration surged through me; I hated his guts. One day I was overjoyed to see him, the next I was avoiding him like a plague. His smile widened, and I could sense his amusement at my behavior, which only annoyed me more.
"So, Alma, how long have you been here?" Zaverio asked, his voice propelled the hairs on my nape and twisted my stomach into knots. I hated that he still had this effect on me.
I ignored him again, turning my back against him, grabbing the kitchen towel, and using it to wipe the counter in a bid to send him away. But he didn't take the hint. He growled and grabbed my arm, spinning me to face him.
A gasp slipped out of my lips as air whipped my face from the way I was harshly turned. My pulse raised and my throat tightened as his touch against my skin scorched me.
“Let me go,” I muttered, trying to snatch my wrist out of his grip, but he glared at me, hypnotizing me with his eyes.
I tried to pull away again, but his grip tightened. I felt a shiver run down my spine as I noticed his patience wearing out.
"I am talking to you," he said through clenched teeth, his voice low and dangerous.
I glared at him, my eyes flashing with anger. "Take your filthy hands off me," I spat, trying to shake off his grip.
He stared at me, confusion etched on his face before his eyes widened in realization and then they danced in silent laughter. A wry smile spread across his face, and a low laugh escaped his lips.
"Oh, I see," he said in a tone that dripped with amusement.
I narrowed my eyes into crinkled slits, waiting to know what he had seen.
“You saw me last night, huh?” He arched his brows, and I broke eye contact, feeling my heart constrict in my chest.
Zaverio stared at me for a while, then burst into cold, mocking laughter. “My God, Alma, quit being so childish. I can have intimate relations with whoever it pleases me to,” he said with a grin, and I snapped my head up in shock before narrowing my eyes into crinkled slits.
“Oh, really?” I asked sarcastically, and Zaverio shrugged. He really didn’t care what I thought.
“If you want, we can have sex too. We did it multiple times in the past, you know,” he said, winking at me, and my jaw dropped.
How could he say that? When did he become so cold and mean? Wasn't he the one professing sweet nothings to me last night? I was dazed at his behavior.
I snapped my mouth shut, pressing it together in disapproval.
“You call me childish?” I started, grunting. “Did you forget the promise you made to me when we were younger? Did you forget how you snuck into my room last night, telling me how much you missed me?”
Zaverio's blue eyes darkened as if he didn’t like that memory. Instantly, his grip around my wrist loosened and I clutched it, nursing it with tears stinging my eyes.
It hurt.
“We were young, Alma. Young and foolish. We didn’t know what we were doing then,” he announced and sipped his coffee, ending that chapter of the conversation with nonchalance glinting in his cold eyes. “Last night… I was intoxicated.”
Maybe he was right. “Great then!” I said, my voice laced with sarcasm.
“Now, if you would excuse me, I'd like to give your mother her herbal tea.” I made to go, but Zaverio blocked my path. He towered over me with his now intimidating height. I scowled and shoved him, but he didn’t budge an inch.
"I wouldn't advise you to do that," he warned, his serious tone piercing through my anger.
I glared at him, my eyes blazing with anger and hurt.
"You've changed, Zaverio. You're mean and a bully. I despise you," I spat, my voice trembling with emotion. I could feel the tears pricking at the corners of my eyes, but I refused to let them fall.
He raised a brow, his expression unyielding, and I felt a surge of frustration. How could he be so calm, so detached, when I was dying inside? My throat tightened.
"Really, Alma?" He arched his brows and silent laughter danced in his eyes. "We both know that's not true. You love me."
My heart twisted at his words, a painful reminder of the truth. I did love him, with every fiber of my being. But he was breaking my heart, piece by piece, and he seemed to be enjoying it. I felt a surge of anger and humiliation, and I lashed out, stomping on his foot with all my might. But he stood there, unmoving, unfeeling, like a statue. It was infuriating.
"You're impossible!" I hissed, my voice barely audible as my stomach boiled in anger. "You're breaking my heart, Zaverio. Don't you care?"
His unwavering gaze lingered on my face, his eyes stared into mine with no emotions. Right there and then, I knew I was fighting a battle I had already lost.
"Get out of my..." I started, frustration getting the better of me, but Zaverio swooped in, clutching my hand and snatching the teacup from my grasp. He placed it back on the kitchen sink and it made a gentle clink, his eyes never leaving mine.
I tried to slap him, but he was too strong. He didn't release my wrists. Instead, he pinned me against the wall, our bodies smoldering together as he claimed my lips in a fierce kiss. My pulse raced.
I resisted at first, trying to push him away, but he placed his knee in between my legs and sucked on my bottom lip. I kissed him back, lashing my tongue against his, leaving us both breathless.
Suddenly, I remembered Mrs. Riccardo's tea and pulled away, gasping.
Disgust washed over me for letting him kiss me even after what he did.
Zaverio tried to draw me back in, but I slapped him hard across the cheek, the sound echoing through the kitchen. We stared at each other in silence with both our chests heaving.
A grin graced his lips, his eyes sparkling with triumph, and I felt a flutter in my chest. I grabbed the tea and fled the room, leaving him to his coffee.
As I rushed to deliver the tea, my mind raced with what had just happened. Zaverio's kiss had left me reeling, and I couldn't shake the feeling that he was hiding something behind his charming smile.
His words echoed in my mind: “We were young and foolish." We were? Yet, he couldn't keep his hands off me in the kitchen. Maybe he just wanted me to warm his bed like the other maids.
A shiver ran down my spine as I realized I was just a pawn in his game of pleasure and power. I clenched my jaw, I wouldn't let him have me.
Knocking softly on the door, I listened for permission to go into Mrs. Riccardo's room.
The handle twisted open and the face of a fellow maid, named Ana materialized in front of me.
“Mrs. Riccardo is having her bath,” she announced.
I extended the tea to her, saying, “I just wanted to give her this.”
Ana collected the tea from my hand and I walked down the hall, heading back to the kitchen.
I stopped in my tracks once I saw Zaverio walking down the stairs with Hector beside him.
“Take me to the office Hector, we have a lot to discuss. I also want a list of the people who let the market go bad. They would be dealt with,” he said in a menacing tone, venom dripping down his voice, and I hid behind a wall, watching them.
“Yes, boss,” Hector replied.
“Good, get me my cigar,” Zaverio instructed as they disappeared into the foyer.
I made it to my room window and peeked at him from behind my blinds. He had his phone glued to his ear, and he seemed agitated. I noticed his face turning red with frustration.
With that, he threw his phone on the floor and hopped into his car. One of his men picked it up and joined him in the backseat.
I frowned deeply, wondering what had gotten him so upset as I watched the car zoom out of the place.
My heart raced when the sound of the black sedan's engine dying outside signaled Zaverio's arrival. I gazed up from the novel I was reading and walked to the window. I watched him step out of the car, his hair disheveled. His eyes were tired, but his gaze was still piercing. Lifting his head, his gaze met mine, but I walked away from the window and returned to my seat. I didn't want to think about him, but my mind betrayed me. It conjured memories of our past encounters. Mrs. Riccardo's shrill voice yelling at a house help to get Zaverio something to drink followed. I rolled my eyes at how protective Mrs. Riccardo was of her son, considering how much of a rogue he had become. I tossed my book aside, my throat parched, and my belly craving a drink. I made my way to the kitchen, and downed myself a glass of juice.As I tiptoed back with the glass, my body collided with another, and I felt a jolt of electricity run through me, and a familiar scent rushed into my nostrils. Glancing up
My eyes fluttered open, and I caught sight of Zaverio dressing up, his broad back and shoulders a vivid reminder of the passion we'd shared just hours before. I pulled the sheets around me, my brows into a frown of confusion as I called out to him in a voice still laced with sleep. "Zaverio?" He paused, his movements suspended as he turned to face me with his chiseled jaw clenched and brows cocked up. "Where are you going?" I asked, my eyes narrowing slightly as I tried to read his expression. For a moment, I thought I saw a flicker of uncertainty, of an emotion I couldn't quite decipher, but it was quickly replaced by his usual confidence, his eyes turning cold. "Out," he said curtly, his voice low and husky. "I have business to attend to." I stared at him, my eyes locked on his orbs, searching for the truth behind his words. I didn't believe him, not entirely. There was something he wasn't telling me, but I didn't press the issue, not yet. Instead, I simply watched him, my hea
Zaverio's PoV I walked to the table, where my body lotion was situated, and I felt my mother's prying and inquisitive eyes on me. "What could you possibly be doing with a maid?" She asked, and I stood in front of my mirror, applying some lotion on my arm. "You tell me, Zaverio." I gritted my teeth, disliking my mother's persistent nature. "Answer me," She probbed, and I refrained from growling at her because she was my mother. I heaved a sigh, saying, "Nothing." "If you say nothing, then why do you talk to her?" Mother asked, and before I could answer, she threw another question at me, "Why do you look at her with an intensity in your eyes?" I spun to look at her with disbelief glinting in my eyes. A chuckle slipped out of my lips, and my shoulders shook in rhythm. "Mamma, are you for real?" I asked, and my brows knitted into a frown. "Alma is a good maid, and she is just my friend." Mother narrowed her eyes into slivers with her arms akimbo. "You can't be frien
Alma’s PoV I wandered from my room to the kitchen in a blind daze. My heart beat was steady in my chest but every strong pound was accompanied with a searing pain that left my mind numb. Did I hear Zaverio well yesterday? Maybe my ears were playing tricks on me. I shook my head, cursing myself under my breath was being weak and vulnerable. I was the one who laid myself bare to him, I practically confessed my undying love whenever he was close to me. But to him I was nothing but a… mere maid. I closed my eyes and placed a palm on my chest, why did it hurt? It was the truth and maybe if I started living it, my daydreams would fizzle and die out. “What are you doing?” I jumped, holding back a frail squeak. “Nothing, I was trying to catch my bearing- I have a silly headache.” I shut my mouth when I realized I was rambling off. The taskmaster didn’t look worried, he simply didn’t care. “You need to pick up the dress Mrs. Riccardo is going to use for the party.” I nodded as I walked
Alma’s PoV The party was still in full swing by the time I returned and I accepted the tray a fellow maid handed to me. My face stung but I didn’t dare touch my face and lose concentration or god forbid bump into anyone. I also didn’t look past anyone’s shoulders; my eyes were pinned to the ground to avoid any distractions. I felt a couple of eyes on my back and my body heated up and cooled when I realized the second pair was Mrs. Riccardo’s. Her eyes thinned when I looked at her, and I snapped my head forward, scolding myself for moving contrary to the promise I had made to myself. The unknown woman who had slapped my hand away was still hanging on Zaverio’s arm like a monkey. I refused to break another rule so I strengthened the walls around my heart, weaving through the crowd like a ballerina. At a point my body began to move on its own, while the rest of me disconnected. My feet were killing me but I had gotten one strike this evening and had managed to escape by chance or lu
Alma’s PoV I sneezed into my elbow and sniffled, rubbing a finger under my cold nose. Walking under the rain was a wrong decision but there was no use thinking about the past, what I was reaping now was the consequence of my action. Sneezing once more, I took deep breaths praying this was all to it. Mrs. Riccardo would probably kill me if I sneezed around her and I couldn’t afford any pay cut from my salary. Falling sick was also not an option; nothing except doing my job perfectly was an option. I worked my nose every which way until I was sure it was safe for me to step out of my room, I slapped my face as I stared at my reflection in the mirror. My cheeks stung but they had a healthy red color instead of the deathly pale one that had been sitting there. I winced with every step I took, favoring my right leg to ease the burn from the cuts I had sustained on my left foot. Luckily, when she was sane enough to take stock of her body, the wound had been cleared; there was no debris s
ALMA’S POV It had been a long painful week after the event that occurred in the dining hall. Mrs. Riccardo made sure to punish the staff and I ignored all the evil eyes sent in my direction. It was the only way to make it through the day without bursting into tears. All kinds of relationships were frowned upon in the Riccardo's estate. I had seen one too many couples sent packing after being discovered by the all seeing eye of the estate; Mrs. Riccardo. There had also been a few whose contracts had been terminated due to a blossoming friendship. It made the huge house dull and cold, but Mrs. Riccardo loved misery; and it always needed company. I stopped scrubbing the kitchen for a minute, wiggling my toes and wincing when I felt a painful tingle. I had been on my knees for hours, doing the chore no one wanted to do. It was a unanimous opinion that I was the cause of Mrs. Riccardo’s raging mood. I didn’t argue; there was no use. Letting out a silent breath I moved my body back t
ZAVERIO’S POV “Ple-ease, sir” The man tied to the chair in one of my many empty warehouses pleaded for his life. His eyes bounced around wildly from me to the several men standing around him. “You stole from me.” My voice sounded tired to my eyes and I squared my shoulders and snapped myself out of my momentary weakness. “Do you know what happens to people who steal from me?” “I swear, Mr. Zaverio I didn’t steal from you.” He shivered, licking his dry lips that had been cracked open with a couple fists. “You can look at the books-” I laughed, holding up several books. “You mean these ones? Yes my accountant took a look at it and it was clean.” His shoulders sagged in relief, but the terror returned to his eyes when I spoke. “But, they were too clean Damien. My father was not a fool and he didn’t raise a fool. I can smell a rat from a mile away and you smell very much like a rat.” He shook his head. “I have a family, my wife cann-” I gripped his cheeks, abruptly ending his speech
ZAVERIO’S POV “What the fuck is wrong with you?” Alma yelled at me, rushing over to the man I’d knocked over, the odd familiarity between them made me clench my jaw.“I should be asking that question, shouldn’t I?” The music had stopped, and everyone was looking at us like we were the most interesting things- and we were.“You didn’t ask.” Alma helped him to his feet, “You can’t push people over, it’s rude and disturbing. You should apologize.”I laughed, turning in a circle. “Why should I apologize to your new lover? You’re the one who brought him here to rub it in my face, I didn’t expect this bullshit from you, Alma.”“Are you high?” Alma looked genuinely concerned. “This is Jace, I met him a couple of hours ago and we’re having a great time, or we were until you intruded.”“I didn’t know you went around kissing guys you just met, and I was a fool for not believing you when you told me you were pregnant with my child. What did you think happened after a kiss in the club Alma?” I t
Alma's povI pointed at myself, “I’m sorry, are you talking to me?” The question sounded silly, even to my ears and I hoped he didn’t notice how out of style I was.“Yes.” He smiled warmly, “I don’t know if it’s the defiant white gown you have on, or the fact that you’re the most beautiful woman here, your friend comes close second of course.”Nadine giggled. “You’re sweet, and you seem to have a lot of words in that pretty mouth of yours. My friend here wants to have a good time; I will leave you both to it if you promise to treat her right.”He crossed the area above his heart. “I promise, besides I came here to have a good time as well. Your friend and I will be at that open table. You can see us anytime to keep an eye on her, and it also gives her room to escape if she finds out I’m boring.”I laughed, thanking Nadine with my eyes for making this easy for me. “I don’t think I’ll find you so boring that I’ll run away from you.”“You’ll be surprised.” He winked, flashing his perfect
ZAVERIO’S POVVon was seated in my office in a suit, which was surprising since he hated wearing them. He swore he’d never be caught dead in a suit, until the day he got married and his wife swore to shoot him if he showed up in jeans or sneakers.“You cleaned up nice.” I looked down at my open shirt and shorts. “I didn’t know it was that kind of meeting–to be honest, I forgot it was today.”“I thought as much.” Von nodded at me. “It has always been a rule after I got comfortable with suits that we wore them for serious meetings.”“I didn’t wear one, but that doesn’t mean I don’t have a spare. I’ll be right back.” I walked into the room I had installed in my office, pulling out one of the suits I hadn’t used yet.My back had never appreciated the makings of a chair, unlike my father who could sleep standing. I had the room attached for relaxation, and sometimes escape.Von was pouring himself a drink when I returned, and I shook my head in refusal when he held up a glass. “I don’t fee
Alma's PovIt shouldn’t have come as a surprise when Zaverio went right back to his old ways, bringing in women night after night, polluting the house with their sex noises. I shouldn’t have been able to hear it if I was in my room, but misery loved misery, and every night when he walked through the doors with a different woman on his arm, I would tiptoe up the stairs to his wing, and listen to the sound of my heart breaking over and over again.After a while I couldn’t bear it, and remained in my room, thinking myself to death about what I knew they were doing. It was unhealthy for me and the baby.I smiled, tucking a hand under my pillow and placing the other on my very flat tummy. I wondered when it would start to show. I was still uncertain about everything, and most nights when I was troubled by the man who had set my heart on fire, I was thinking of the future.Zaverio had said in no clearer terms that he wanted nothing to do with this baby, he didn’t even believe it was his ba
Zaverio's PovI stared dispassionately at the woman on top of me. Her big breasts were everywhere, and she held a hand over them to keep them in place. Her head was thrown back in what I assumed to be pleasure, but I wasn’t paying attention.She was one of the many women I had picked from the club recently, and brought back to the house. They loved the thrill of the night, the chase, the alcohol and mind blowing sex on their end.Von had said nothing to me since I began my sexual rampage, and the distance he put between us hurt, but I was back in a dark place. All I knew was sex, alcohol and cigarettes.Her pussy squeezed around my dick indicating she was about to cum, and I snapped back to reality, flexing my hips in a certain way until I threw my head back in pleasure, pouring my seed into her while she milked me dry.“Wow! That was amazing,” She said, pushing her wet bangs away from her eyes. “I need to pee then I’ll be solid enough for round two. Can you show me the bathroom?” I
Alma’s Pov“Excuse me?!” I stood with my mouth agape. I thought I had every angle covered, overthinking every question he would likely ask me, every tantrum he would throw, but this? How was I supposed to answer a question questioning my loyalty?“Did you ask me who the father of my child is?” I was beyond stunned by the audacity.Zaverio looked anything but disturbed or ruffled, he walked back to his desk and threw a piece of chopped liver into his mouth. “I believe you heard me the first time, am I supposed to accept that you’re pregnant with my child?”“You’re the only man I’ve been with these past few months; you’re the only man I’ve been with all my life. Who else is supposed to be the father of this child?”Zaverio barked out a harsh laugh. “Alma, I might be the boss, but that doesn’t mean I have no idea what happens under my roof. Sexual relationships are highly prohibited in this estate, as it curbs the mistake of reproducing.”“Do you think I don’t know almost everyone living
ALMA’S POVI rested my head on the cool tile in the bathroom. My vision was spinning and I had just finished puking my guts into the toilet bowl. I felt another rumble in my stomach and managed to push myself up in time to reach the toilet once more.“You look like shit.”“You don’t say.” My voice was weak, but I smiled at Nadine standing by the door. “I won’t be late today I promise. The morning sickness isn’t tiring me out much anymore.”“I can handle the task master if any questions come up, but I’m worried about how long you can keep up this secret.” Nadine handed me a towel she’d held under running water.“I have never been pregnant, and I haven’t had any pregnant friends, but I know the morning sickness is just the beginning. What happens when you start to show?”“I’ll start worrying about that when I’m four or five months pregnant. Right now, I am fighting to keep my internal organs in their rightful position, and trust me it’s a struggle.”“I saw that you rotated out of the ki
ZAVERIO’S POVI didn’t know what I was expecting when I opened the door to my home, did I think Alma was going to run down the stairs and jump into my arms like Bella? I had even imagined how I would sink into her softness and return her feverish kisses.The empty hallway erased the fantasies, knocking me down to cold, harsh reality. There was no one waiting for me, and if I had died a few weeks ago, I had no legacy to carry on after me.I nodded at the few staff loitering around, and they scampered off when I passed them, probably to hide in their rooms. The big bad Alpha was back, who knew what I had in store for them?It was too late to request a meal, so I opted for the salad sitting in the fridge. Nadine walked into the kitchen the moment I shut the fridge, she stopped in her tracks, staring at me with wide eyes.“Mr. Zaverio, I didn’t know you were back. Is there anything you’d like me to make for you?” She asked. I raised the plate in my hand. “I’ll manage this for the night,
ZAVERIO’S POV“My coffee is cold.” Dr. Hassan grumbled, looking at me over his glasses. “You should treat me right because of my age, boy; nobody wants cold snacks or cold coffee.”“You live in the middle of nowhere Dr. Hassan, I can’t bring in anything hot for you. Have you considered living close by like a normal human being? What if there’s an emergency and I need to get to you?”He licked the sugar dusting his fingers, “The only emergency knocking on my door is you or one of your boys. How about you stay away from bullets? Nobody is going to come out here to shoot me.”“Not even your ex-wife?” I smiled, remembering the robust woman who had died a few years back. Everyone thought Dr. Hassan would close down his practice, but he buried his grief and pushed on. He had our unwavering loyalty for that.“Aliya is the only woman I know who would shoot herself in the foot if she held a gun.” Dr. Hassan’s face lifted when he smiled, showing the rugged handsomeness he had in his younger day