"You're gay. "The words rang in my head like an abominable insult, and I looked up at Salvatore with wide eyes.
"No, I'm not! "I yell with confusion and fright tight in my chest, but he scoffs. The sound was cold and dismissive. Like I didn't know what I was saying.
I try to move, maybe to cover the humiliating bulge with my hands, but the sting in my wrists reminds me of the shackles that I'm in. There is no hiding this embarrassment.
“I’m not gay. It's… Morning wood. “I lie, and he chuckles. This isn’t fucking morning wood. It’s a full-blown, undeniable erection that I do not know what caused.
"Those are the first words you're saying? People are usually careful when talking to me, and yet the first thing you do when you open your mouth is lie to me. "Salvatore says as he moves off the desk and begins to walk over to me.
His torso and muscles flex as he does so. He moves like a predator. Slow, calculating, and dangerous.
"I'm not lying. I'm not gay! "I reply with desperation making my voice rise, and he stops just a few inches away from me.
"And yet you stare at me like I'm something you want to eat. "He says softly, and I look away as his voice once again sends shivers through me.
"You don't know what you're saying. "I mumble in embarrassment as I feel myself begin to turn red.
He smells like oud and rain. I can't place it, but he smells rich… Unique. A scent I have never smelled on anyone before, and a scent I feel burning into my memory. The kind you can't forget even if you tried.
What is wrong with me? Why do I keep gawking at him? My thoughts are a jumbled mess, and nothing makes sense.
"Care to explain this, then. "He then mocks as he gently pushes the end of his whip against my erection, and I gulp.
"I'm... I'm just cold. " I stammer, the excuse sounding pathetic even to my ears. Laughter suddenly erupts from him, and I am forced to look back up at him because of how rich it sounds.
"Cold? I thought it was morning wood. This..." He pauses, his eyes flicking downward to my embarrassment
"Looks like it’s getting bigger." He adds mockingly, and it is unbearable, as I feel my face burn with shame.
I can't explain what is going on with me, but I know I am not gay. I’d always known something was weird about me. In college, I started noticing it more. I found women attractive, but I never wanted to be close to them... sexually. It’s why I am still a virgin at 25. But that doesn't mean I'm gay. I find women just as attractive as I find men. I just haven't met the right one yet.
I'm not gay. I'm not!
"I see. You haven't come out yet. "Salvatore mocks me further, and I lose it.
"I'm not gay! I'm a straight man. I already told you. It’s morning wood, and it’s completely normal! "I yell, and I feel my heart drop when Salvatore smirks at me.
"You're still in denial. This should be fun. "He says as he walks closer to me, and I struggle against my restraints.
Something about his smirk creeps me out, and I know it means trouble is coming. Trouble that makes my stomach churn.
"What do you think you are? Top, or bottom? "He then asks. His tone is casual, like he is discussing the weather as he saunters back to the desk, I blink in shock.
Once he's there, he picks up a small bottle and pulls out a handkerchief from his pocket.
"I'll tell you mine. I'm top. "
The words make my heart stop as I gawk at him.
No fucking way. There's no freaking way this man is gay.
I watch in fear as he begins to walk up to me while opening the little bottle.
"What... What is that? What are you doing? "I question in panic as he turns the bottle upside down. Emptying its content on the handkerchief in his hand. I struggle against my restraint as he walks closer to me, and he smirks.
"Wait. Wait! I'll tell you everything you want to know. Please! Just... Just wait… "I begin to panic, as he gets behind me.
“Listen. I’ll tell you all you need to know. Don't… Don't kill me, please. “I beg further as I feel his body lean against mine from behind, causing my heart beat to pick a pace as I feel the warmth of his bare torso through my shirt.
"Relax. I’m not killing you… Yet. I’m just helping you realize what you are. "He says before covering my mouth and nose with the handkerchief, and I begin to struggle.
"What?! No, please! It's morning wood, I swear! "I scream muffled into the handkerchief, but he doesn’t stop.
"It's cute how hard you're trying to deny the truth. "He says and the room begins to spin.
"I'm... straight... "I mutter weakly, and I feel his other hand begging to reach for and caress my erection through my pants.
"No, you're not. I'll have fun proving that to you. " He whispers.
"What are you doing? "I question weakly and he smirks.
"Testing your theory. "He replies and with that, I feel his lips press against mine.
My heart stops in my chest, and that's the last thing my brain registers before everything fades to black.
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I open my eyes slowly and see a figure in front of me in a dimly lit room. I try to move, but can't and this quickly brings me to my senses. I struggle to look down at myself, and I see that I'm naked! Completely naked.
My legs are folded in front of me and tied apart. My hands on the other hand are tied behind me like a chicken clipped by its wings. I'm resting on a desk, and I'm completely exposed. I can feel my ass and dick facing whoever cares to look, and this sends embarrassment burning through me like hot lava. I begin to sweat in panic as I register the highly demeaning position I am held in.
I soon remember what happened before I passed out, and my head snaps up. To my horror, I find him there.
Salvatore sitting on a chair with a cigarette in one hand and a glass of wine in the other. Just… watching me.
"Hey! What's this madness? Why am I naked!? "I yell at him, and he smirks.
"For the view.
Nice view by the way. "He replies as he stares down at me, and I wish the ground could open and swallow me.
"Hey!! Don't look at me. Look away! "I yell, and he smirks as he gulps everything in his cup, drops it on the floor, and keeps smoking his cigarette.
"You refused to give me answers, so I decided to get them my way. If you speak up, good for you. And if you don't, good for me. "He says, as he walks over to me, and I swallow.
I can't tell him that Dimitri sent me. Dimitri knows where Vanessa is. If I rat him out, I'm more than certain that word will get to him, and he will hurt Vanessa as my punishment. But then if I don't give this man answers…
Salvatore raises my face by the chin to look at him, and as he lets out smoke onto my face, I cough.
"Your eyes... Are they natural? "He questions, and I gulp.
"Yes. "I reply, and he smiles.
"Violet eyes. I've never seen those before. "He says, and I just stare at him. Into his eyes. His magnetic green eyes. I haven't seen eyes like his before either. They look dead and emotionless, but somehow, they are still enchanting.
I stare down at his lips which are slightly parted because of the cigarette in them, and I remember that he kissed me before I blacked out. He kissed me! Why the fuck would he do that? Did I imagine it?
"Remembering the kiss? "He questions, and I freeze. I didn't imagine it.
“Did you like it?” He questions further, and for some reason, I feel heat in my cheeks. I look away from him, and he turns my face back to look at him.
"Want another one? "He questions, and I just stare at him. Unsure of what to say to get myself out of this horrific situation.
"I told you. I'm not gay. "I say as I stare at him, and he pulls the cigarette out of his mouth. I watch him throw it to the ground and take a deep breath.
"You're fascinated by me. It's written all over you. "He says, and I begin to feel frustrated. Why won't he listen!?
"You're too full of yourself you perverted dick. I'm not into you. I'm a straight man. Get that into your thick skull Salvatore! You may be gay, and that's good for you. But I'm not! "I spit, and he smirks.
"Feisty. I like that. "He says as he smiles at me, and as his eyes twinkle, I look away again.
"I also like how your body is a worse liar than you are. "He says, and when I look down, I find myself erect once again.
Heat creeps up my neck and spreads all over my face like wildfire, as I find myself horrified by my body’s betrayal.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
I snap my eyes back up to him, and he has a godforsaken smirk on his face, as though he’s just won a game.
"You want me to help you… Ease the tension? "He questions, and my jaw drops as I feel my face flush. He begins to reach for my dick, and I lose it.
"Dimitri sent me! I don't know what's in the safe. He just sent me to get whatever I saw in the safe. I didn't want to do this job, but I had no choice. I'm indebted to him, and he knows where my younger sister is. "I blurt and when I look back at him, I find him frozen, staring at me with his hand almost at my dick.
"I was able to get into your house because I hacked into your security system a few days back and learned your guard's patrol pattern. I was also able to get some passwords. That's how I knew the code to the room. I don't know what's in your safe or what Dimitri plans to do with it. I swear! "I add, and he pulls his hand back and keeps staring at me. In silence.
What is going on in his mind?
I watch as his eyes suddenly grow darker, and the sight terrifies me. He has taken up a dark and scary exterior. One that is very different from how he was just a few seconds ago. If I thought he was scary before, this is worse. Almost like the mere mention of Dmitri's name flipped something inside of him.
His eyes become narrow, and his posture stiffens. Is he going to confront Dimitri? If… If that happens, Dimitri will take revenge on my sister. I shouldn’t have said anything.
Salvatore suddenly turns around and starts walking towards the exit, and my heart dies in my chest.
"Salvatore, please wait! Please... He knows where my sister is! He'll hurt her if he knows I told you anything. Mr. Salvatore! Please let me go to her! Please! He’ll kill her! "I yell after him in panic, but he doesn’t turn around.
“Mr. Salvatore, please!! She’s just a little girl! “I yell, and he stops.
“I know how much Vanessa means to you. I’m not going to let him hurt her. “He says, and I freeze in shock as I watch him leave.
I never told him Vanessa’s name.
How does he… How does he know her name?
Salvatore;“You’re mine, Lucas. And I'm yours. David is ours, and we belong to the little lad, too. We all belong to each other. That's our story now…And I wouldn't have it any other way.”His lips part as he stares at me. I can tell he wants to say something, but nothing comes out. Instead, he grabs my collar and, to my surprise, he pulls me in for a kiss.I wrap my arms around him as I kiss him back. With his lips on mine like this… and his hands roaming my skin this way… I feel it. Hunger. Raw, tangible hunger and want. Desire burning in my depths and radiating off him. He breaks the kiss, and his eyes hold mine as he pants. “You have… no idea how long I’ve wished to hear that…” He whispers, and I smile.“You don’t know how many nights, fantasies of you loving me rocked me to sleep.” He whispers, and my heart aches for him. For how long he had to love a fool who was too blind to see him. “Please… please don’t slip away… don’t let us go back from this. My… my heart won’t take
Salvatore;David went to see Vanessa. He said he’d spend the day with her, and Lucas and I could come pick them up tomorrow. He was so happy, some of it actually rubbed off on me. Vanessa has gotten much better, and the doctors say it’s okay for her to be home and around family.…She may not exactly consider me family yet, but that’s something I can work on. If I’m going to marry her brother someday, she has to start seeing me as family. Speaking of family… I need to see Lucas. David didn’t say it, but I know why he decided to leave the house for a whole day instead of all of us just going to pick Vanessa up tomorrow. He wants to give Lucas and I some space… and right now, I think it’s needed. I need to understand why Lucas was holding back so much. He looked like he was fighting… like he was uncomfortable. I need to understand the reason behind it. I take a deep breath before knocking on his door, and even though I know I should wait for a response, I don’t. I push the door open
Salvatore;“I didn’t see anything!”I look back at them, and Lucas’s face is completely red while David’s cheeks are rosy pink. The cheeky confidence he was previously exuding is gone. Lucas scrambles off the bed, and without waiting a moment longer, he pushes past Mrs. Lana and escapes the room like there’s fire at his heels. David tries to scramble out of the bed, but I sling an arm across his shoulders and pull him back to me. Mrs. Lana turns to us, and I smile at her. Her guise crumbles, and she starts chuckling as she sets the tray down on the bed. burned“Breakfast for you, Sal.” She says, and I nod at her. “Thank you, Mrs. Lana,” I reply, and she looks at David. “Don’t worry. I won’t come back up here for another hour.” She says with a wink at David, and David drops his head, hiding his face in my chest. She smiles at us only a second longer before leaving the room, and as she shuts the door behind her, I turn to David. “I didn’t know you could be such a tease. You had
Salvatore;I walk back into my old bedroom and find David perched on a couch, eating, and Lucas is on the bed. They both look up at me, then at themselves, and away from each other. What was that?Something feels odd. “Good morning,” I greet as I step in and shut the door behind me, and David starts coughing.“Good… good morning…” He responds after being able to clear his throat, but seeing the shade his cheeks are taking, I can tell that something is going on… Or something happened. Lucas also looks a little out of his wits. I turn to him and find the first few buttons of his shirt undone as he fans himself with a notebook. The food must be hot… Or maybe something else is… That reminds me. When Mrs. Lana and I crossed paths on the stairs, she couldn’t stop smiling like she just won a lottery. She must’ve… She must have walked in on both of them doing something. And now they’re all flustered…I walk over to the bed and sit beside Lucas. I don’t have a plate here cause Mrs. Lana
Lucas;“I want… I want…” I slowly blink my eyes as the soft murmurs disrupt my sleep. I look down and find David on his side, curled softly into himself and pressing against my chest. “Mmm…” He mutters in his sleep again, and a smile splits my face. Talking in his sleep really is a habit, isn’t it?I gently reach for his face and tilt his face up so I can see him. He stirs a bit, and I pause when he wraps an arm around me. He falls back into sleep, and my eyes fall to his lips. Pink small and… I blink in awe when he start sucking softly on his lower lip. What… is he dreaming about food? That’s right. He was so worried about Sal last night, we both forgot to eat… even though Mrs. Lana brought the food to my room. He must be starving. He’s busy dreaming about food. “Tastes… so warm…” He continues, and I bite my lips to keep from laughing. Ugh, I wish I could get a video of this! He starts sucking his bottom lip again, and everything seems to slow down as I stare at the now mois
Salvatore;I look up in alarm at the familiar voice, and glee explodes inside me when I see Lucas. The little man gets up from the dining table where he and Uncle Aldo were sitting, and runs up the stairs to meet me. He wraps his arms around me, and I have to grab hold of the railings so both of us don’t tumble down. “Wow! That’s a lot of energy you have there!” I exclaim as he lets go, and the young man steps back to flex a bit. “Yeah. I’m all healed now. Thanks to you!” He says rather proudly, and I smile at the young blonde before ruffling his hair. He may be his father’s only legitimate child, and the one Uncle Aldo always pines over, but he’s also the one who looks more like his mother instead of my uncle. I look up and find Uncle Aldo staring at me with what others might call a blank face, but I can recognise that scowl from a mile away. Especially since it’s so identical to my father’s.“How long have you guys been here?” I question Lucas as we walk down the stairs, and h