LOGIN"You're gay. "The words rang in my head like an abominable insult, and I looked up at Salvatore with wide eyes.
"No, I'm not! "I yell with confusion and fright tight in my chest, but he scoffs. The sound was cold and dismissive. Like I didn't know what I was saying.
I try to move, maybe to cover the humiliating bulge with my hands, but the sting in my wrists reminds me of the shackles that I'm in. There is no hiding this embarrassment.
“I’m not gay. It's… Morning wood. “I lie, and he chuckles. This isn’t fucking morning wood. It’s a full-blown, undeniable erection that I do not know what caused.
"Those are the first words you're saying? People are usually careful when talking to me, and yet the first thing you do when you open your mouth is lie to me. "Salvatore says as he moves off the desk and begins to walk over to me.
His torso and muscles flex as he does so. He moves like a predator. Slow, calculating, and dangerous.
"I'm not lying. I'm not gay! "I reply with desperation making my voice rise, and he stops just a few inches away from me.
"And yet you stare at me like I'm something you want to eat. "He says softly, and I look away as his voice once again sends shivers through me.
"You don't know what you're saying. "I mumble in embarrassment as I feel myself begin to turn red.
He smells like oud and rain. I can't place it, but he smells rich… Unique. A scent I have never smelled on anyone before, and a scent I feel burning into my memory. The kind you can't forget even if you tried.
What is wrong with me? Why do I keep gawking at him? My thoughts are a jumbled mess, and nothing makes sense.
"Care to explain this, then. "He then mocks as he gently pushes the end of his whip against my erection, and I gulp.
"I'm... I'm just cold. " I stammer, the excuse sounding pathetic even to my ears. Laughter suddenly erupts from him, and I am forced to look back up at him because of how rich it sounds.
"Cold? I thought it was morning wood. This..." He pauses, his eyes flicking downward to my embarrassment
"Looks like it’s getting bigger." He adds mockingly, and it is unbearable, as I feel my face burn with shame.
I can't explain what is going on with me, but I know I am not gay. I’d always known something was weird about me. In college, I started noticing it more. I found women attractive, but I never wanted to be close to them... sexually. It’s why I am still a virgin at 25. But that doesn't mean I'm gay. I find women just as attractive as I find men. I just haven't met the right one yet.
I'm not gay. I'm not!
"I see. You haven't come out yet. "Salvatore mocks me further, and I lose it.
"I'm not gay! I'm a straight man. I already told you. It’s morning wood, and it’s completely normal! "I yell, and I feel my heart drop when Salvatore smirks at me.
"You're still in denial. This should be fun. "He says as he walks closer to me, and I struggle against my restraints.
Something about his smirk creeps me out, and I know it means trouble is coming. Trouble that makes my stomach churn.
"What do you think you are? Top, or bottom? "He then asks. His tone is casual, like he is discussing the weather as he saunters back to the desk, I blink in shock.
Once he's there, he picks up a small bottle and pulls out a handkerchief from his pocket.
"I'll tell you mine. I'm top. "
The words make my heart stop as I gawk at him.
No fucking way. There's no freaking way this man is gay.
I watch in fear as he begins to walk up to me while opening the little bottle.
"What... What is that? What are you doing? "I question in panic as he turns the bottle upside down. Emptying its content on the handkerchief in his hand. I struggle against my restraint as he walks closer to me, and he smirks.
"Wait. Wait! I'll tell you everything you want to know. Please! Just... Just wait… "I begin to panic, as he gets behind me.
“Listen. I’ll tell you all you need to know. Don't… Don't kill me, please. “I beg further as I feel his body lean against mine from behind, causing my heart beat to pick a pace as I feel the warmth of his bare torso through my shirt.
"Relax. I’m not killing you… Yet. I’m just helping you realize what you are. "He says before covering my mouth and nose with the handkerchief, and I begin to struggle.
"What?! No, please! It's morning wood, I swear! "I scream muffled into the handkerchief, but he doesn’t stop.
"It's cute how hard you're trying to deny the truth. "He says and the room begins to spin.
"I'm... straight... "I mutter weakly, and I feel his other hand begging to reach for and caress my erection through my pants.
"No, you're not. I'll have fun proving that to you. " He whispers.
"What are you doing? "I question weakly and he smirks.
"Testing your theory. "He replies and with that, I feel his lips press against mine.
My heart stops in my chest, and that's the last thing my brain registers before everything fades to black.
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I open my eyes slowly and see a figure in front of me in a dimly lit room. I try to move, but can't and this quickly brings me to my senses. I struggle to look down at myself, and I see that I'm naked! Completely naked.
My legs are folded in front of me and tied apart. My hands on the other hand are tied behind me like a chicken clipped by its wings. I'm resting on a desk, and I'm completely exposed. I can feel my ass and dick facing whoever cares to look, and this sends embarrassment burning through me like hot lava. I begin to sweat in panic as I register the highly demeaning position I am held in.
I soon remember what happened before I passed out, and my head snaps up. To my horror, I find him there.
Salvatore sitting on a chair with a cigarette in one hand and a glass of wine in the other. Just… watching me.
"Hey! What's this madness? Why am I naked!? "I yell at him, and he smirks.
"For the view.
Nice view by the way. "He replies as he stares down at me, and I wish the ground could open and swallow me.
"Hey!! Don't look at me. Look away! "I yell, and he smirks as he gulps everything in his cup, drops it on the floor, and keeps smoking his cigarette.
"You refused to give me answers, so I decided to get them my way. If you speak up, good for you. And if you don't, good for me. "He says, as he walks over to me, and I swallow.
I can't tell him that Dimitri sent me. Dimitri knows where Vanessa is. If I rat him out, I'm more than certain that word will get to him, and he will hurt Vanessa as my punishment. But then if I don't give this man answers…
Salvatore raises my face by the chin to look at him, and as he lets out smoke onto my face, I cough.
"Your eyes... Are they natural? "He questions, and I gulp.
"Yes. "I reply, and he smiles.
"Violet eyes. I've never seen those before. "He says, and I just stare at him. Into his eyes. His magnetic green eyes. I haven't seen eyes like his before either. They look dead and emotionless, but somehow, they are still enchanting.
I stare down at his lips which are slightly parted because of the cigarette in them, and I remember that he kissed me before I blacked out. He kissed me! Why the fuck would he do that? Did I imagine it?
"Remembering the kiss? "He questions, and I freeze. I didn't imagine it.
“Did you like it?” He questions further, and for some reason, I feel heat in my cheeks. I look away from him, and he turns my face back to look at him.
"Want another one? "He questions, and I just stare at him. Unsure of what to say to get myself out of this horrific situation.
"I told you. I'm not gay. "I say as I stare at him, and he pulls the cigarette out of his mouth. I watch him throw it to the ground and take a deep breath.
"You're fascinated by me. It's written all over you. "He says, and I begin to feel frustrated. Why won't he listen!?
"You're too full of yourself you perverted dick. I'm not into you. I'm a straight man. Get that into your thick skull Salvatore! You may be gay, and that's good for you. But I'm not! "I spit, and he smirks.
"Feisty. I like that. "He says as he smiles at me, and as his eyes twinkle, I look away again.
"I also like how your body is a worse liar than you are. "He says, and when I look down, I find myself erect once again.
Heat creeps up my neck and spreads all over my face like wildfire, as I find myself horrified by my body’s betrayal.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
I snap my eyes back up to him, and he has a godforsaken smirk on his face, as though he’s just won a game.
"You want me to help you… Ease the tension? "He questions, and my jaw drops as I feel my face flush. He begins to reach for my dick, and I lose it.
"Dimitri sent me! I don't know what's in the safe. He just sent me to get whatever I saw in the safe. I didn't want to do this job, but I had no choice. I'm indebted to him, and he knows where my younger sister is. "I blurt and when I look back at him, I find him frozen, staring at me with his hand almost at my dick.
"I was able to get into your house because I hacked into your security system a few days back and learned your guard's patrol pattern. I was also able to get some passwords. That's how I knew the code to the room. I don't know what's in your safe or what Dimitri plans to do with it. I swear! "I add, and he pulls his hand back and keeps staring at me. In silence.
What is going on in his mind?
I watch as his eyes suddenly grow darker, and the sight terrifies me. He has taken up a dark and scary exterior. One that is very different from how he was just a few seconds ago. If I thought he was scary before, this is worse. Almost like the mere mention of Dmitri's name flipped something inside of him.
His eyes become narrow, and his posture stiffens. Is he going to confront Dimitri? If… If that happens, Dimitri will take revenge on my sister. I shouldn’t have said anything.
Salvatore suddenly turns around and starts walking towards the exit, and my heart dies in my chest.
"Salvatore, please wait! Please... He knows where my sister is! He'll hurt her if he knows I told you anything. Mr. Salvatore! Please let me go to her! Please! He’ll kill her! "I yell after him in panic, but he doesn’t turn around.
“Mr. Salvatore, please!! She’s just a little girl! “I yell, and he stops.
“I know how much Vanessa means to you. I’m not going to let him hurt her. “He says, and I freeze in shock as I watch him leave.
I never told him Vanessa’s name.
How does he… How does he know her name?
Mrs. Lana;Children have a gift of asking the hardest questions when your hands are busy.Every child I’ve ever known has always been that way.Perhaps it is because their minds are free while their hands are not, or because the rhythm and comfort of familiar spaces make them feel safe enough to wonder out loud.Either way, whenever they ask these questions, dismissing them is never an option. So, now… I have to find a way to answer Vanessa’s very delicate question.Can two men get married?The question in itself is not delicate. The answer is simple. Yes. But for a child like Vanessa… and the upbringing she’s had… I can not answer immediately.Not because I do not know the answer, but because I know better than to rush a child’s understanding. Truth given too quickly can feel like force. And force… never teaches anything lasting.So, I turn back to the counter instead.“Snowflake, come here”, I call gently, picking up a bowl.She hesitates for only a moment before hopping down from
Vanessa;He takes my hand and hands it to me.“Open it,” he urges, and I look down at the blue and pink paper. I swallow as I unwrap it slowly. I tilt my head when I see what’s inside, and shivers run through me.I run my fingers over them, and immediately, my vision blurs.They’re so soft and colourful. There’s pink, yellow, and a little bit of purple. They shine a little when I move them, and a small smile splits my face.It’s been so long since I held ribbons…“They’re for when your hair grows back fully,” Lucas says, with his voice softer now, and I look back up at him.His expression drops when he sees the tears in my eyes, and he reaches out to wipe them. “It’s already coming in, you know. And when it’s done… It’s going to be really pretty.” He says, and warmth blossoms in my chest.My hand goes to my beanie without thinking, and his smile grows.“Like… really pretty?” I ask quietly, and he nods. “Like David’s? And all the other girls?” I whisper, and he nods.“It’s going to
Vanessa;Mrs. Lana says the kitchen is the heart of the house. And I think she’s right.It always smells amazing every time she’s here. Today, the kitchen smells sweet… warm and a little bit like butter. I don’t know how to explain it properly, but it feels like the kind of smell that… hugs you.Big, cuddly hugs. The type my mom and David give.I sit on the stool by the counter, swinging my legs back and forth as I watch Mrs. Lana work.She moves like she’s dancing.She’s not too fast, but not slow either. Just… smooth. It’s amazing how she knows exactly where everything is without even looking. It’s like a superpower.I scoot closer when she brings a crate of eggs to the counter, and I smile at her.I wanna help too.“Can I crack the eggs?” I ask, leaning forward, and she pauses as she looks at me. She looks back down at the eggs and smiles.“Of course. But you have to promise to be careful.” She says as she lifts a finger, and I nod seriously.She slides the crate and bowl to me, an
David;“L-Lucas… How do you feel about it?” I ask, and his gaze drops to the ground. There’s a silent sadness in his eyes that stings to see.“It hurt.” He whispers, and the plain honesty of the response causes my heart to ache for him.“I didn’t want to lose him. I saw him as… my brother.” He adds, and I listen in silence.“I kept letting him say things. Letting him get in my head because I thought… I don’t know… somehow, I hoped that things would eventually be normal between us… That he’d give up on his obsession with me and just be the brother I’ve always wanted...” He continues, and a small, sad smile finds its way onto my face.“But that would never happen.” He adds with a mixture of grief and hurt in his voice as he looks back up at me, and I tilt my head as I look at him.He reaches out to gently caress my cheek, and I lean into his touch.“But I’m okay with that now.” He whispers, and I see thorough clarity in his eyes. Like he had been holding on to a rope that had been sl
Aldo;The sound of the vase shattering reaches my ears before I see its pieces fly and bounce across the room. The sound should have been satisfying. It should have taken the edge off the irritation building in my chest, but it doesn’t.My breathing comes in shallow, rapid bursts, and my jaw locks tighter as I look around the office, at the mess I made.My chair is lying on its side, papers are scattered across the floor regardless of their importance, there's a broken whiskey bottle and glasses on the floor in a corner from when I flung them off the table.My office has never looked like this.I have never allowed it to.Control has always been the one thing I maintained, no matter what happened outside these walls. But right now, control feels like something that has slipped through my fingers without shame or mercy.And I hate it.I grab the crystal orb from the desk and hurl it without thinking. It hits the wall with a dull thud and drops uselessly to the ground, leaving a dent b
David;I push the door to Lucas’s room open slowly.He hasn’t stepped out since he came back, and I'm worried about him. He could be sleeping, but I need to confirm that he’s okay, and then I’d let him rest.I peek into the green-themed heaven and pause when I see Lucas.He’s sitting on the edge of his bed, completely still, elbows on his knees and gaze lost in thought.I step in, and he doesn’t seem to notice me.That’s weird.Lucas always notices, even when he pretends not to.I close the door quietly behind me. The door clicks shut, breaking the silence, and that gets his attention.He looks up at me, and I can see his mind return to the present in real time.“H-Hey.” He greets, and I slip my hands into my back pockets as I walk up to him.“Hey,” I reply as I stop in front of where he’s sitting.For a moment, I don’t say anything else.I just look at him.The way his shoulders are set. The way his jaw is tight… and the way his eyes don’t quite settle on mine before drifting again.
Lucas;“There are better forms of apologies that I would accept.”Sal’s words kept replaying in my head, and as… dirty-minded as it may make me seem… I actually spent the past few minutes in the bathroom not only showering, but prepping myself. I mean… nothing might happen tonight. Not that I don’
David;A soft meow pierces through my sleep, and I slowly pull my eyes open. I squint as soft sun rays embrace my eyes, and then I hear it again.Meow…Sal groans beside me as he tightens his hold on me.“Lucas, get your cat!” He grumbles, and Lucas groans in response. “You get it…” He mumbles on
Mrs. Lana;Wow! What are these?” Vanessa questions as soon as I set my plate in front of her, and I smile at her. “Egg muffins,” I reply, and she stares up at me with an impressed smile. “You made them in a muffin tray, so the omelettes come out like this?” She questions as she picks one of the m
Lucas;Sal steps closer to me, his fingers pressing into the skin of my bare waist as he holds me against himself.“Do you want to do this?” He whispers, and I swallow as I stare at him.I nod, and he smiles at me.“Use your words, kitten…” He whispers, and something about the way he called me that







