"You're gay. "The words rang in my head like an abominable insult, and I looked up at Salvatore with wide eyes.
"No, I'm not! "I yell with confusion and fright tight in my chest, but he scoffs. The sound was cold and dismissive. Like I didn't know what I was saying.
I try to move, maybe to cover the humiliating bulge with my hands, but the sting in my wrists reminds me of the shackles that I'm in. There is no hiding this embarrassment.
“I’m not gay. It's… Morning wood. “I lie, and he chuckles. This isn’t fucking morning wood. It’s a full-blown, undeniable erection that I do not know what caused.
"Those are the first words you're saying? People are usually careful when talking to me, and yet the first thing you do when you open your mouth is lie to me. "Salvatore says as he moves off the desk and begins to walk over to me.
His torso and muscles flex as he does so. He moves like a predator. Slow, calculating, and dangerous.
"I'm not lying. I'm not gay! "I reply with desperation making my voice rise, and he stops just a few inches away from me.
"And yet you stare at me like I'm something you want to eat. "He says softly, and I look away as his voice once again sends shivers through me.
"You don't know what you're saying. "I mumble in embarrassment as I feel myself begin to turn red.
He smells like oud and rain. I can't place it, but he smells rich… Unique. A scent I have never smelled on anyone before, and a scent I feel burning into my memory. The kind you can't forget even if you tried.
What is wrong with me? Why do I keep gawking at him? My thoughts are a jumbled mess, and nothing makes sense.
"Care to explain this, then. "He then mocks as he gently pushes the end of his whip against my erection, and I gulp.
"I'm... I'm just cold. " I stammer, the excuse sounding pathetic even to my ears. Laughter suddenly erupts from him, and I am forced to look back up at him because of how rich it sounds.
"Cold? I thought it was morning wood. This..." He pauses, his eyes flicking downward to my embarrassment
"Looks like it’s getting bigger." He adds mockingly, and it is unbearable, as I feel my face burn with shame.
I can't explain what is going on with me, but I know I am not gay. I’d always known something was weird about me. In college, I started noticing it more. I found women attractive, but I never wanted to be close to them... sexually. It’s why I am still a virgin at 25. But that doesn't mean I'm gay. I find women just as attractive as I find men. I just haven't met the right one yet.
I'm not gay. I'm not!
"I see. You haven't come out yet. "Salvatore mocks me further, and I lose it.
"I'm not gay! I'm a straight man. I already told you. It’s morning wood, and it’s completely normal! "I yell, and I feel my heart drop when Salvatore smirks at me.
"You're still in denial. This should be fun. "He says as he walks closer to me, and I struggle against my restraints.
Something about his smirk creeps me out, and I know it means trouble is coming. Trouble that makes my stomach churn.
"What do you think you are? Top, or bottom? "He then asks. His tone is casual, like he is discussing the weather as he saunters back to the desk, I blink in shock.
Once he's there, he picks up a small bottle and pulls out a handkerchief from his pocket.
"I'll tell you mine. I'm top. "
The words make my heart stop as I gawk at him.
No fucking way. There's no freaking way this man is gay.
I watch in fear as he begins to walk up to me while opening the little bottle.
"What... What is that? What are you doing? "I question in panic as he turns the bottle upside down. Emptying its content on the handkerchief in his hand. I struggle against my restraint as he walks closer to me, and he smirks.
"Wait. Wait! I'll tell you everything you want to know. Please! Just... Just wait… "I begin to panic, as he gets behind me.
“Listen. I’ll tell you all you need to know. Don't… Don't kill me, please. “I beg further as I feel his body lean against mine from behind, causing my heart beat to pick a pace as I feel the warmth of his bare torso through my shirt.
"Relax. I’m not killing you… Yet. I’m just helping you realize what you are. "He says before covering my mouth and nose with the handkerchief, and I begin to struggle.
"What?! No, please! It's morning wood, I swear! "I scream muffled into the handkerchief, but he doesn’t stop.
"It's cute how hard you're trying to deny the truth. "He says and the room begins to spin.
"I'm... straight... "I mutter weakly, and I feel his other hand begging to reach for and caress my erection through my pants.
"No, you're not. I'll have fun proving that to you. " He whispers.
"What are you doing? "I question weakly and he smirks.
"Testing your theory. "He replies and with that, I feel his lips press against mine.
My heart stops in my chest, and that's the last thing my brain registers before everything fades to black.
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I open my eyes slowly and see a figure in front of me in a dimly lit room. I try to move, but can't and this quickly brings me to my senses. I struggle to look down at myself, and I see that I'm naked! Completely naked.
My legs are folded in front of me and tied apart. My hands on the other hand are tied behind me like a chicken clipped by its wings. I'm resting on a desk, and I'm completely exposed. I can feel my ass and dick facing whoever cares to look, and this sends embarrassment burning through me like hot lava. I begin to sweat in panic as I register the highly demeaning position I am held in.
I soon remember what happened before I passed out, and my head snaps up. To my horror, I find him there.
Salvatore sitting on a chair with a cigarette in one hand and a glass of wine in the other. Just… watching me.
"Hey! What's this madness? Why am I naked!? "I yell at him, and he smirks.
"For the view.
Nice view by the way. "He replies as he stares down at me, and I wish the ground could open and swallow me.
"Hey!! Don't look at me. Look away! "I yell, and he smirks as he gulps everything in his cup, drops it on the floor, and keeps smoking his cigarette.
"You refused to give me answers, so I decided to get them my way. If you speak up, good for you. And if you don't, good for me. "He says, as he walks over to me, and I swallow.
I can't tell him that Dimitri sent me. Dimitri knows where Vanessa is. If I rat him out, I'm more than certain that word will get to him, and he will hurt Vanessa as my punishment. But then if I don't give this man answers…
Salvatore raises my face by the chin to look at him, and as he lets out smoke onto my face, I cough.
"Your eyes... Are they natural? "He questions, and I gulp.
"Yes. "I reply, and he smiles.
"Violet eyes. I've never seen those before. "He says, and I just stare at him. Into his eyes. His magnetic green eyes. I haven't seen eyes like his before either. They look dead and emotionless, but somehow, they are still enchanting.
I stare down at his lips which are slightly parted because of the cigarette in them, and I remember that he kissed me before I blacked out. He kissed me! Why the fuck would he do that? Did I imagine it?
"Remembering the kiss? "He questions, and I freeze. I didn't imagine it.
“Did you like it?” He questions further, and for some reason, I feel heat in my cheeks. I look away from him, and he turns my face back to look at him.
"Want another one? "He questions, and I just stare at him. Unsure of what to say to get myself out of this horrific situation.
"I told you. I'm not gay. "I say as I stare at him, and he pulls the cigarette out of his mouth. I watch him throw it to the ground and take a deep breath.
"You're fascinated by me. It's written all over you. "He says, and I begin to feel frustrated. Why won't he listen!?
"You're too full of yourself you perverted dick. I'm not into you. I'm a straight man. Get that into your thick skull Salvatore! You may be gay, and that's good for you. But I'm not! "I spit, and he smirks.
"Feisty. I like that. "He says as he smiles at me, and as his eyes twinkle, I look away again.
"I also like how your body is a worse liar than you are. "He says, and when I look down, I find myself erect once again.
Heat creeps up my neck and spreads all over my face like wildfire, as I find myself horrified by my body’s betrayal.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
I snap my eyes back up to him, and he has a godforsaken smirk on his face, as though he’s just won a game.
"You want me to help you… Ease the tension? "He questions, and my jaw drops as I feel my face flush. He begins to reach for my dick, and I lose it.
"Dimitri sent me! I don't know what's in the safe. He just sent me to get whatever I saw in the safe. I didn't want to do this job, but I had no choice. I'm indebted to him, and he knows where my younger sister is. "I blurt and when I look back at him, I find him frozen, staring at me with his hand almost at my dick.
"I was able to get into your house because I hacked into your security system a few days back and learned your guard's patrol pattern. I was also able to get some passwords. That's how I knew the code to the room. I don't know what's in your safe or what Dimitri plans to do with it. I swear! "I add, and he pulls his hand back and keeps staring at me. In silence.
What is going on in his mind?
I watch as his eyes suddenly grow darker, and the sight terrifies me. He has taken up a dark and scary exterior. One that is very different from how he was just a few seconds ago. If I thought he was scary before, this is worse. Almost like the mere mention of Dmitri's name flipped something inside of him.
His eyes become narrow, and his posture stiffens. Is he going to confront Dimitri? If… If that happens, Dimitri will take revenge on my sister. I shouldn’t have said anything.
Salvatore suddenly turns around and starts walking towards the exit, and my heart dies in my chest.
"Salvatore, please wait! Please... He knows where my sister is! He'll hurt her if he knows I told you anything. Mr. Salvatore! Please let me go to her! Please! He’ll kill her! "I yell after him in panic, but he doesn’t turn around.
“Mr. Salvatore, please!! She’s just a little girl! “I yell, and he stops.
“I know how much Vanessa means to you. I’m not going to let him hurt her. “He says, and I freeze in shock as I watch him leave.
I never told him Vanessa’s name.
How does he… How does he know her name?
Salvatore's POV:Can he really not remember me?He doesn't seem to. And that's quite understandable.I have changed a lot since we were roommates. Then, I was under a different name and looked completely different. David was a junior to me when we were at university.My father had put me in a cheap school to keep me hidden from his rivals. A plan that worked because when my family was wiped out, I couldn't be found. No one knew I was hiding in plain sight. No one except for my uncle. A man who has stood as a father to me since I lost my parents and older sister.David was a smart kid when we were in school. He was always coming out with top scores, and I remember hearing that he graduated with a 5.0 CGPA. David was my roommate for one year. He was always kind and funny. Funny for more reasons than one. One of those reasons was that David never knew that he was gay.I always knew that he was, but David never realized this truth. All those years ago, I could tell he was into men but Dav
David's POV;"Who the fuck are you!? "I question, reaching for my rope dart, but I freeze when I realize that I no longer have my weapons, and Vanessa is right there."Mr. Salvatore sent me. To keep the girl safe. "He says, and my eyes widen.I turn to Vanessa and she folds her tiny arms across her chest as she glares at me. Her pale face looks a bit happy to see me. Although she's trying so hard to let me know that she's upset with me, I can see that she's relieved and happy that I came here."You have every right to be mad at me. My little princess. I never forgot your birthday. I just... I was at work and... "I begin, but she cuts me off."It's okay. I understand. Your friend sent that man to tell me what happened. "She says, pointing at the man in the corner, and I freeze. Turning to the man with wide eyes, and then back at my sister."My... friend? He told you what... What happened? "I question, and she nods with her eyes softening, and my heart starts thudding. Mr. Salvatore coul
David’s Point Of View;"I'll do it!"I finally blurted out, and the silence that followed was deafening. When I opened my eyes, I found Salvatore staring at me, with confusion. Confusion that soon morphed into amusement. “You’ll… do what, exactly?” he asks with a smirk tugging at his lips, and I grit my teeth. He wants me to say it. This bastard!“I’ll become yours,” I whisper, and his smirk widens,“You do know what you’re agreeing to, right?” He asks as he starts walking towards me. And with each step he takes toward me, I take a large one back.“You understand what it means for you to be mine, right? “He questions, and I swallow. Never breaking eye contact with him.“No… ”I admit with my voice trembling. “If you become mine, ”He begins, his tone dropping into a seductive growl that sends shivers down my spine. “You won’t just be working for me. Your body will belong to me. I’ll do whatever I want with you, whenever I want, and however I want. ”He says, and as my back hits the w
David's POV: "You've said that so much, It's getting irritating. Tell me. Is being gay so bad? What scares you so much? You act like you're afraid of me, but we both know what really scares you... It's admitting what you want. "Salvatore spoke, and something snapped inside me. What gives him the right to talk like he knows me!? "You have no right to say that. You know nothing about me, so don't preach to me about my sexuality. I know what I am! "I yelled, and I saw something shift in his eyes as his expression dropped. It was almost like I hurt him. But why would my words hurt him? It's no lie. We do not know each other. He knows absolutely nothing about me, so he's in no place to tell me what I am and what I'm not. He just met me today. "Listen to me, David." He then spoke with his voice was low and commanding. "I won't force you. I won't touch you unless you permit me. But make no mistake. You belong to me now. You work for me. You answer to me. You are mine. And if you try to r
David;Flash Back“You will not believe what I saw today! “Mom said with clear irritation as she dropped the grocery bags on the kitchen counter and walked back to the living room to stand in front of my father.“What? “He questioned, and Mum kissed her teeth before massaging the bridge ip of her nose. She is visibly pissed. What could have set her off so badly? Was she overcharged for something? Did she get a speeding ticket? No. That’s unlike her. Maybe a road rage incident–“Gay boys! “She signed aggressively, and I almost choked on my drink.“What about them has gotten you so riled up? “Dad signed back, and my mom rolled her eyes.“Everything! “She exclaimed as she signed back, and I set my Stanley cup down on the counter.“Goodness. They looked so… Odd. They were all touchy and feely. And like that wasn’t enough, when they saw me looking, they kissed! How dare they think it’s okay to do something like that in public? Are they trying to teach children that it’s okay to sin? A man a
Salvatore;“A strip club!? “I demand, and Lucas holds a finger up. “A gay Strip club. “He corrects, and I raise a brow at him while he leans against one of the pillars of the pergola. “Have you lost your mind? ““Honestly, there’s no definite answer to that question. “He replies, and I take a deep breath as I pinch the bridge of my nose.“I’m telling you he’s scared and you want me to take him to a strip club? How does that make any sense? “I question in frustration, and he holds out his hands. Causing his Rolex the glisten in the sunlight.“Relax. Listen. I have been following this love story from the start... “He begins, and I throw my cigarette away before rushing to him and twisting his arm behind him.“Ow, Ow, Ow, Ow! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! “He yells, but I don’t stop.“You can’t keep talking like this, especially not in front of David. I don’t want to give him the wrong idea. This is NOT a love story! “I complain, and Lucas starts writhing in pain.“Okay! Okay! I’ve heard you. N
David;I keep my eyes outside, listening to Only Love by Ben Howard from my earpiece as I watch trees and cars zoom by. I shut my eyes as I remember the first time I met Salvatore, how he had me tied up. The things he said, the way he spoke, and the way he made me feel. I remember how heartlessly he tortured that man. The darkness and fury in his eyes and how vicious and scary he looked covered in so much blood. I take a deep breath when I remember how lively he was this morning with that man. And how cold he is now. I don’t know why I feel the way I feel or what is wrong with me. I turn to steal a glance at him, and sure, his eyes are fixed on his laptop. It’s bright light illuminating his face. I stare at the scar on his cheek for a while, and then at his lips. I blink when I remember that he almost kissed me and I was ready for it. The embarrassment washes over me again, and I turn my gaze back to the road outside. I look up at the light blue sky that's slowly fading into orange
Salvatore’s POV;I walk into Vanessa’s room and find David holding her hand. She looks so small. Smaller than expected. Even though she is bald and looks pale, she is still a beautiful child. I watch her eyes light up when she sees me, and for some reason, the sight thaws a part of something that has been frozen inside me for a very long time.“Are you my brother's boss? “She questions, and I look at David who now has his eyes glued to me.“You’re so handsome! Are you real? “She exclaims, and I can’t help but smile at her. Despite the troubles she’s facing, she is still such a ray of sunshine. Now I understand why David loves her so much. I walk over to her bed, and she reaches for me. I take her small hand in my relatively massive one. It feels like if I dare to squeeze, I’ll break her. I look up and find David watching me closely. If I even accidentally brought her any harm, he would launch at me. She is currently the most important thing in his life, and their bond is quite beautif
Lucas;He adjusts on the bed and bites into one of his cookies. “I’ve known for a while now.” He says casually as he chews, and suddenly, his eyes light up.“Wow! This tastes amazing!” He exclaims, and I blink at him. How the hell did he figure it out? Should I lie? Does Sal know he knows this? Does he know Sal was…“I also know Sal was Desmond.” He adds as he keeps eating, and I reach for the wall for support.I don’t know if to deny this.“Sal knows I know. I don’t think it would be fair to keep you in the dark.” He adds, and finally, he looks up at me again. He looks unbothered, and me. I don’t know how to feel about this, so I blurt out the first thing that makes it past the chaos in my head.“How did you figure that out?” “What do they say about a magician and his tricks?“ He replies, and I scoff before moving back to the bed. He doesn’t seem upset or worried by it.“I underestimated you,” I note, and he laughs.“A lot of people do.” He replies, and I stare at him in disbeli
Lucas;“What if Sal hasn’t let himself love anyone else since Dimitri, cause… somewhere in his heart, he still… loves him?” I chomp on the chocolate cookies Mrs. Lana made me as I reminisce on David’s words.Sal can’t possibly have feelings for Dimitri. It’s impossible. Right?I’d know… For me, not even being able to tell that they once dated, it should mean he doesn’t love Dimitri anymore. Right??I groan as I walk over to my ceiling-to-floor window and stare at the ocean. This man will be the death of me. I watch as the water ripples gently with the moon reflecting gracefully on it, as I listen to the waves gently clap in the distance. I shut my eyes. David’s sad face comes to my mind, and I peel my eyes back open. I understand how he feels. But it’s pointless for him to feel that way.I don’t understand the Sal and Dimitri drama, but I know Sal is in love with David. That’s not up for debate. The only person who isn’t loved here… Is me.There’s suddenly a knock on my door, and I
David;“Wait… You didn’t know?” I ask him, and Lucas’s mouth falls open as he stares at me. “No, I didn’t know! How’s that even… What? How did you… Where did you hear something like that?” He questions. Absolutely dumbfounded, and I scoff in disbelief.I can’t believe Sal didn’t even tell him.“WOW!” I exclaim before looking away in disbelief.“Wait. You can’t be serious. That’s not possible. I would know. He’s never mentioned anything like that.” Lucas exclaims, still in shock, and I turn to him.“It is true. When they were teenagers. Dimitri told me… And he showed me pictures.” I replied, and Lucas stared at me in silence. His dark green eyes blinking in disbelief.“You’re sure they were photoshopped or… or edited pictures?” He asks, refusing to believe it, and I shake my head in disagreement.“I would know an edited picture when I see one. It wasn’t fake, Lucas. I asked Sal about it, and he begged me not to talk about it.” I reply, and silence falls upon us. “How could he hide so
*Song For This Chapter: I Can’t Make You Love Me(Cover) By Bon Iver*Lucas;I stroll through Sal’s mansion with my cup of milk in my hand. I wanted booze, but Mrs Lana refused to give me any till my wounds healed properly. I kiss my teeth as my mind fails to make the milk taste or seem like alcohol.“So much for the power of imagination…” I whisper to myself as I keep walking, and looking about the dimly lit house. Dark as Sal likes it. This was his childhood home. He always avoided this place, but he came here to keep David Safe. He loves him that much… It is pitiable to see that the fool still hasn’t realised how much he loves the boy. I’m about to walk past a corridor when I hear someone humming in the distance. I look down at my watch, and it’s 11:30 pm. What normal person isn’t asleep by this time? Oh… Right. I’m awake too.I follow the voice, and I stop when I see David. He has his back turned to me and is staring over the sea behind the estate. He’s in long, navy blue woolle
David;I let out a long yawn as I open my eyes, and I’m confused when my gaze lands on a black ceiling. Where the fuck…? What is this place?? Wasn’t I with Sal??I sit up in a panic, and relief washes over me when I find that I’m still in the car. I look back down at the seat in confusion, and I find that the chair has been reclined. Salvatore must have done that.I realise that I’m alone in the car with its windows down, and the car is parked directly in front of a hospital. A hospital??Why are we here??Aren’t we going to pick up Lucas? Salvatore soon walks through the hospital doors, but my brows crease at the person beside him. The person Sal is helping to walk. It’s Lucas. What happened to him? I try to open the door, but realise that Sal locked me in, and I frown.Why did he do that? They soon get to the car, and I scowl at Sal as he reaches for the car key in his pocket. He presses a button, and all the doors open. Causing me to roll my eyes. “Why did you lock me in?” I
David;I thank Salvatore as I take the bag from him and pull out one of the gummy packs, when a thought hits me.“Want one?” I question, and he nods awkwardly.“S-Sure…” He replies, and I reach into the bag to give him one. He got me so many…“Thank you.” He replies, and I force a smile at him before looking down at the pack in my hands. I tear it open and am about to put my earpiece back into my ear, but he suddenly speaks.“D-did you like breakfast?” He questions, and I look up at him with a raised brow. Why did that sound weird… and rushed? Like he was desperately trying to start a conversation? Well, I have been silent for half an hour. It’s only fair I say something.“Hmm,” I reply, and I see hurt in his eyes. I let out a breath as he looks away, and kicks the car back to life. I watch his gloomy face as he pulls out of the gas station, and I begin to feel guilty. He was expecting more… but I’m not in the mood to talk.“It tasted different, though,” I add, and I see his eyes lig
David;“David?” I hear Sal’s voice call gently as someone shakes me, but I’m not ready to wake up yet.“Mmm.” I groan as I turn away from the light and pull the duvet over my head.“Wake up, David. It’s time for breakfast.” He says as he tries to pull off the duvet, but I don’t let him.“I’m not hungry…” I slur, but he doesn’t relent.“Yes, you are. You didn’t eat last night.” He says, but I don’t respond.“You don’t have to get out of bed. I brought it up here for you.” He adds, and this partially removes sleep from my eyes.What does he mean he brought it up here for me?I slowly raise the duvet and peek out at him from under it. In his hands is a tray of covered plates, and the aroma hits my nose. My stomach rumbles, and I immediately sit up as I rub my eyes.“Good morning, sleepy head.” He greets me as I yawn and stretch, and I just stare at him as my thoughts start falling into place. I need a few seconds to do that every morning.“Good morning.” I greet him, and he smiles. He
David;“How do I get him to love me, Mrs. Lana? I don’t think I can live without him, but I can’t live like this. I just want someone to love me for once… I want someone to choose me. To choose to love me…” I croak as I wipe a line of tears from my eyes, and Mrs Lana sighs as she closes the bottle of honey and stands up.“Do you know why I decided to work as a cook for Salvatore’s family?” She questions as she returns the honey to the fridge, and I raise a brow.“Why?” I question, wondering how any of this is related to what I just told her.“Cause I wanted peace. I wanted to be able to cook, and sleep, drink tea, and watch television for as long as I wanted,” she says as she closes the fridge. And I raise a brow.“And… You don’t do that?”“I do it. But every now and then, I can’t enjoy the simplicity of my life, cause you two boys want to kill me with stress. “She says as she folds her hands over her chest and gives me a look.“One of you’s a coward, the other’s blind— and I’m just a
David;I stare at Sal as he sleeps, and I can’t stop my tears. They’re silent… But drowning. How hard is it to love me? Why doesn’t he love me? He wants me to stay… He needs me to stay… But he doesn’t love me. And that kills me. I couldn’t bear to see him broken like that… crying like that. I said I’d stay but I don’t know if I have the strength to. To leave, or to stay… I don’t know if I have that strength. Why won’t he just love me?Does he think I don’t love him? Am I not good enough? Will people laugh at or disrespect him if they find out that we’re together? Maybe I’m unworthy of his love…“I told you from the start, didn’t I?” Her voice flows into my ears, and I freeze. I look up and find my mother staring at me.“Loving him was a mistake. He’d never love you. You’ll never be enough for him. This is not the type of life you’re meant to live. Let me in. Let me guide you. Let me help you… You’ll kill your heart if you stay with him. You’ll wallow in loneliness and pain, David. I