The bar was crowded that day as it had been for the last two weeks.
Arya found herself attending to more people than she was usually capable of handling. They were short on hands despite the fact that all staff were complete. "I wonder why it has been like this lately," she told Hernandez as he handed her a tray of drinks. She delivered them to a table of men who winked at her. She heard one of them say, "Dominic was right. She is hella beautiful." Shrugging it off, she walked towards the counter again. "We don't usually have a crowd as much as this. It's crazy! I wonder what the occasion is." "I am surprised as well," Hernandez muttered. Arya noticed that he constantly glanced at the men she had just served drinks and then several others who were new faces in the bar. "Do you know them?" She asked. "You stare at them with familiarity. No, actually you stare at most of the new guests that have been frequenting this place weirdly." "No," Hernandez shrugged. He was being honest but he could not help but feel like the new faces at the bar were suspicious. For some reason, several of them kept staring at Arya which made him annoyed and they kept coming back. He was very protective of her, not because he had any romantic feelings towards her but because of the friendship bond they had formed during work. "They seem creepy. Be careful." "I will." She passed by another waitress and the lady gave her a stink eye. Most of her coworkers had been doing that since the day Juan had made her sit with him. By the time she came back to the bar, she saw Juan sitting at the counter having a semi-friendly chat with Hernandez. "Take some time off to sit with me, angel." "I'm sorry I can't. We have too many customers today. I'm too busy for that." Arya avoided his eyes as she said this. She had not been comfortable around him initially, and since the appearance of his girlfriend, she felt even more uncomfortable. However, this had been the daily routine for the past few days. "Take some time off," Juan insisted. Hernandez shot Arya a look as usual and with a sigh, she took off her apron and sat beside him. She wondered what Juan's relationship was with the owner of the bar so that he could just waltz in and demand that she take some time off. "How was your day?" He asked, smiling at her. Behind that confident smile was a nervous Juan. He began to worry about himself; when had he last felt jittery around a woman? "It was alright," she mumbled politely. "How was yours?" Juan shrugged. "You can be free around me. I mean no harm." Arya shrugged. "Why do you always tell me to get off work." "An angel shouldn't go through much stress with little pay." "I think the pay is fair," Arya shrugged. "I mean it's low but it's higher than the pay of others around here." "Even though," Juan shrugged. He picked up his glass of whiskey and swirled the content. "What are your intentions? And can I ask what your relationship with my boss is?" "Intentions?" Juan chuckled. "And your boss?" "Yes," Arya responded. "I get off work, yet I'm still paid the same amount." "Maybe your boss and I are alike," Juan shrugged. "I really want to get to know you, but you keep putting me at a distance." "You have a girlfriend," Arya said pointedly. "Is that what's stopping you from being free around me?" Juan took a sip of his whiskey. Arya shrugged and said nothing. She was hoping their routine would be the same. After a very stiff conversation, they would relapse into silence until it got too awkward and he said his goodbye. "You didn't answer me." "Girlfriend or no girlfriend, I am not interested in this," replied Arya with a tight smile standing up. "Your intentions are clearly the same as the other scumbags here. You want to take me to your bed when you have wives and girlfriends. So no, I am not interested in this conversation. You asking me to sit with you every day is a burden on me. My co-workers hate me for it and to be fair, they have every right to!" "Hey," Juan began to speak but she cut him off. "And to be fair, I'd hate them if I were in their shoes. Someone lazes about talking to some random guy and gets paid the same amount as I who did the hard work? No, that's bullshit." "So you consider me a scumbag?" Juan was offended. How dare she compare him to those greedy married middle-aged men. "What if I told you she's not my girlfriend." "Proves you're a scumbag," Arya smirked. "That's the lie the unmarried ones always tell... And the married? A while different story!" *+*+*+*+*+* The cold was biting. The night's air nipped against Arya's skin, activating goosebumps all over her body and sending chills. Her hair danced in the breeze as she walked through the deserted pathway that served as her shortcut home. Cabs were expensive so she usually opted to walk home at night. It was not safe but the journey seemed too short for much harm to come to her during that time frame. However, today proved to be different for Arya. As she walked, slightly swaying her head to the music from her AirPods, she could feel as though someone was following her. She turned off the music and listened intently as she continued her journey. Just when she thought she was being paranoid, like the other nights she heard the crunch of footsteps on the grass by the other side. Instinctively, she placed her hand in her purse, tightly gripping the pen knife she had secured. Arya kept on walking, with the hope of getting to the main road before her follower would be able to cause harm but it was too late. A car without headlights was at the end of the path, and he appeared from the shadows stuffing her mouth with a cloth and muffling her scream.Police stations had that one smell Juan didn't like. He never went to one willingly, except the situation was dire. Like this one. He walked through the hallways and saluted a man. "Down the hall. You'll see the person in charge." he said. "Nice seeing you Mr. Moreno."Juan nodded. Belle kept her arms crossed, her eyes moving from one door to the next. Juan walked beside her, restless, his hands deep in his pockets.“Are you sure this is the right place?” Belle asked quietly, glancing at the man in uniform near the end of the hall.“Yeah,” Juan said, nodding once. “This is where they said they brought her.” He didn’t look at her when he spoke. His voice was low and tired.They stopped by the counter. A middle-aged officer with graying hair looked up from a clipboard. “Yes?” he said.Juan leaned on the counter slightly. “We’re here to request a DNA match. For the body they found at the pier.”The officer blinked. “And you are?”“I’m her boyfriend,” Juan said quickly. “And this is her
Juan’s hands shook as he held the note. It was crumpled at the edges, like it had been folded too many times. Belle stood close to him, holding her breath. The woman who gave them the note had already gone inside, leaving them alone on the porch.He looked down at the first line.I'm sorry. But life hasn't been worth living. To whoever still cares enough to look for me,His throat tightened. He read out loud with a shaky voice. I don’t know what to say anymore. I’ve spent so much of my life trying to be happy, but I'm never happy. I’m tired of doing that. I’m tired of trying to belong in a world that keeps pushing me away and abusing me. Belle pressed a hand over her mouth.I’m sorry for not being stronger. And um, if you ever see this Juan. I loved you even if you never believed it. Even if you thought love was something to win or control. I loved you enough to walk away, because staying was killing me.Juan blinked hard, his chest burning. He could barely see the words now.Don’
Juan was going crazy. One whole fucking week and Arya had not made any attempt to contact him. He could hardly concentrate on the mission he was to do, but luckily he has Dominic who wanted the circle gone as much as he did. Maybe he and Dominic coming to a truce wasn't much of a bad idea. He has called her twice— two days after she had stayed away. The first went through but she didn't pick, and the next call went straight to voicemail. Belle had told him to leave her the fuck alone. And then she wouldn't pick his calls anymore. He ran a hand through his hair, frustration crawling through him. He had tried to keep his mind at peace by constantly by checking her location. It remained at Belle's house. He wanted to go over there— get on his knees and beg her to come back. But his pride won't let him. His phone beeped just then. He half expected it to be Dominic maybe, some update about the latest circle member they were going to kill, but it wasn't. It was Belle. Hey, Juan h
He sighed and called again, but her number went straight to voicemail. "You're just unnecessarily petty," he muttered feeling annoyed. He couldn't just call Arya especially not after the argument they had before she left. But then he was worried. She was with Belle, so she was safe right? Belle had good guards, Belle was careful...Belle wasn't necessarily a target.In fact, with everything going on, she was safer with Belle. His mind wouldn't rest either ways. He picked up his phone and decided to check her location. "Thank God," he breathed out, seeing the red dot was in Belle's house. She would come back when she's ready. He said to himself. *+*+*++*+*+*She was exhausted by the time she got to Venice. It was evening already—closer to night time even. The sun had gone down almost completely, bathing the city in a dim orange light.The bus stopped near a small square, and Arya got off slowly. The ground felt uneven under her shoes. She could hear people talking in low voices
"I should go," he said quietly. "I'll bring you some cash in the morning."When he left, she walked to the door and watched him disappear down the road. The street was quiet again.She turned back to the small living room. The light was dim now, and shadows stretched across the floor. She sat down on the couch, holding the folder close to her chest.For the first time in a long while, she felt like she could breathe.Her father’s house would be safe. Her memories would be safe. And soon, she would be far away from everything that had hurt her.She looked at the keys on the table and smiled faintly.Tomorrow, she would leave Sicily.And maybe, just maybe, start over.For the rest of the night, she kept tossing and turning— worrying that Juan would come here and take her back to the mansion. There was a part of her that wanted him to. A part of her that wanted him to care, but then how could he when he has his enemies to focus on?She sighed and glanced up at the clock for the hundred
Belle waited a few seconds, then drove off slowly. Arya watched the car disappear around the corner before she turned back to the building. The entrance was small and the paint on the walls had long peeled away. She stood there for a moment, breathing in the cold air.Then she walked up and paused at the door. She didn't even have a key anymore. She sighed, feeling stupid. With a sigh, she checked the wall vase with plastic flowers and heaved a sigh when her hands grasped onto a metal. She pulled it out, a grin spreading across her face and she unlocked the door, stepping in and closing it behind her. The room smelt musty and damp, cobwebs hung from one end to another, dust coated every surface as well. The house didn't look the same as she had left it last. There were several beer bottles strewn across everywhere, the couch had turned a dirty shade, part of the carpet was ripped, and the rocking chair that belonged fo her biological father was broken. She let out s breath, her