I’m running on four hours of sleep, but I don’t care. I’m going to Violetta’s apartment. I hate where she lives, but of course she would pick some cheap, basic ass apartment complex to live in. Violetta has always been a stubborn dove. She would defy her father at every turn. Her mom died when she was young in some mafia involved violence, well, that’s what Mario claims. My theory is that Mario killed his wife because after Violetta was born, her mom started fooling around with one of the men under Mario. I don’t know all the details, and to ask my father about it now, I doubt I would get the truth.
My father used to tell me everything. I was in on all his plans and secrets. Two years ago my father started to become paranoid that everyone was trying to kill him, even me, which at the time I thought was crazy. Over time, it’s gotten worse. I think he’s losing his mind from years of doing terrible deeds. My father has done some serious fucked up things that I never agreed with. My father likes his power which is why he put the obstacle of marriage in the way to hold on to his power longer. Once I’m married, he has to hand me Don. If he doesn't it will make him look bad. At that point I could kill him and not one person would question it because it would be my right since he refused me Don even though I complied with his terms.
I need Violetta to get her stubborn, bratty ass home now. If she runs off with Anthony or anything crazy like that, I’m fucked. I need to be married and I need to be married now. I can force my father out if I’m married. I need a legit wedding that won’t take forever to plan, but is a step above eloping at the courthouse. Desperate times call for desperate measures. At least that’s what I tell myself before I have my driver take me to my dove’s temporary residence.
I get out right at the entrance to the apartment building. I punch in the code and make my way to her apartment. I’ve come here when she is at work or out doing something. My dove has always been a creature of habit. I think it’s her way of trying to organize the chaos that surrounds her. It’s almost two in the afternoon which is about when she wakes up. Sometimes she sleeps in until three. She hates night shifts, but she is will to fucking torture herself to prove she can be Miss Independent.
At first I thought her need to move out was natural. I too wanted my space when I turned eighteen. It was cute and I supported it. Violetta is determined to break free from the mafia underworld, but she never will. Her family’s blood is deeply rooted in the city's Italian mafia along with mine and Anthony’s families. The three families have been at odds for years however, the Callas decided to play both sides. Mario wasn’t the first in his family to play the two dominating sides. The Callas have always been inferior to the Ronkas and DeLucas. The Callas have been trying to take main control of the city and be the reigning mafia head. Except, they have mostly all gotten themselves killed for betrayals and poor choices. It’s almost as if the whole fucking family is cursed to yern for power only to eliminate their family bloodline in pursuit of said power. Violetta is one of a handful of Calla family members left. She has a cousin who decided to become the head of an illegal underground sex club that would probably make virgin Violetta blush.
Before I know it, I’m standing in front of her door. Number 3 on floor 3. I knock gently not wanting to sound threatening. I know she is paranoid. She’s been that way since her father was killed. Violetta was aware of her situation when her father was labeled a traitor. She knew her life could easily be on the line depending on how vengeful my father wanted to be. Her life was always going to be protected. I would never let my father hurt her. Thankfully, my father did not see her as a threat. My father also knew I would keep Violetta in line so to speak. I love her and I know she loves me even if she thinks her love for me has died. I know it has not.
After my knocks are ignored, I reach for my wallet and open it to retrieve the key I keep in it. I open up her door and then lock it once I’m in. I make my way to her bedroom to find her passed out asleep. I shake my head at her buried under the massive comforter. I can see the top of her head peeking out. I move toward the bed and lean over her before I gently shake her awake. My dove groans her displeasure.
“Come on, Little Dove, time to wake up.” I say shaking her a bit harder to get her to come to. Those damn sleeping pills make her groggy as shit. I hate that she takes them. Her body stiffens under my hands.
“Please tell me this is some taunting dream or nightmare?” She mumbles as she slowly pulls the blankets away, peaking at me before she groans.
“Sorry, Little Dove, you’re awake.” I smugly answer her.
“Barely.” She complains as she sits up. “You could have at least brought coffee and a chocolate croissant.”
I chuckle at her. “We can pick that up on the way back home.”
“Nico, I’m not going back to your family’s residence. I don’t want to be your wife.” Violetta firmly states as she crosses her arms against her chest making her perfectly peachy breasts more prominent.
“Little Dove, we can do this the hard way or the easy way. I know you don’t like being ambushed, but Anthony left me no choice. I need us to get engaged before my birthday and married in a month. My father slowly losing it and he won’t hand me Don until I’m married. I wish I could give you more time, but I can’t. The family business is at stake and I will not let my father be the downfall of our family.” I declare, ripping the blanket off her.
“Sounds like a you problem, Nico.” She replies getting out of the bed on the opposite side from me. I briefly close my eyes. I really should have had a plan instead of going on impulse and showing up here.
“Little Dove, please don’t push me right now.” I say trying to hide my irritation.
“Nico, you can’t just show up here five years later and expect me to just jump at your commands. We aren’t a couple and never have been. You aren’t the boss of me.” She counters coming around the bed to face me. Her hair is disheveled from sleeping under a pile of blankets. I quickly grab her, pulling her to me. The movement is sudden causing her to gasp in shock before I move my arms around her to secure her to my body.
“I let you have your freedom, do your own thing for a bit, but now I need you to come back and help me keep my family business alive and thriving before my father destroys it. You owe me, Little Dove. I saved your life when I didn’t have to. The traitor's daughter, well, let’s just say you wouldn’t be a nurse. In fact, you’d probably be getting ready to take some early customers if you get my drift. So, stop being a little brat, get your ass dressed so we can get going. Don’t make me pull my gun on you.” I threatened no longer in the mood for her games.
“So, that’s what I am to you, huh? An investment that you are now coming to collect? You act like you are so noble saving me, but you did it for your own selfish reasons.” Violetta angrily counters as her nose scrunches.
“Please don’t twist it like that. You know you are more to me than a prized possession. I respected the space you needed, Little Dove. I let you live in a pretend world where you could simply be a nurse and have a regular life. It was temporary, you had to of known that.”
“Still, it’s doesn’t mean you can break into my apartment and demand I come with you. What is it with you mafia men and your demands. Although, you seem a bit more demanding than Anthony.” She taunts. She’s playing dirty to bait me into be an asshole
“Nice try, Little Dove, but you aren’t going to make me the asshole. I already know Anthony talked to you. It’s not secret, and I won’t let you use him to bait me into an angry fit. I think you’ll find I’m bit more controlled in the anger department these days.” I swiftly counter. I quickly became known as Hot Head Nic. I have an Italian temper that would rival the Roman gods. I knew I couldn’t stay hot headed when I became Don. So, I lowered my pride and highed some fancy therapist to help me with anger management.
“Aren’t you a little jealous?” She taunts.
“No, because you are coming with me now. Anthony wont get his hands on you unless I say so, and who knows maybe I’ll just let him have his own fun with you. So, don’t fucking test me, Little Dove. Now, be my very good girl and get dressed. While you’re at it gather some shit you want to take, and let’s get moving. I’ll be sitting in the living room waiting. You have fifteen minutes so make it count. Anything you don’t grab, I will have men come back later and clean out your apartment.” I command releasing her from my hold. My dove says nothing, simply glares at me before stomps to her dresser
I make my way out to her living room and plop on the lump ass sofa. I look around the apartment that I’ve been in many times, but honestly never observed. Mismatched furniture is throughout the entire apartment. I know she bought everything secondhand. Why? I don’t know because she sure had access to money to make this place nicer or even have a nicer apartment. However, Violetta is determined to make her own way in the world and while I admire that, I know she can’t escape this life. She has no idea how many enemies her father has made or the amount of people he owes money to that would surely take advantage of Violetta if they ever got their hands on her. I’ve been protecting her for years from afar from her father’s enemies. I’ve always tried to shield her from the more negative, intense, and gory side of the family business, but maybe I shouldn’t have because Violetta now has a false sense of security that I created in trying to protect her. Perhaps it’s time to take the blinders off so that Violetta can appreciate what I have done for her. Besides, she had no idea what I have planned for her. Something that will allow her to use that nursing degree of hers and allow her to help people. I just need her stubborn ass to hear me out first.
My heart beats hard as paranoia begins to fuel my adrenaline. The first thing I do is grab the burner phone from my side dresser. Then I grab a pair of my skinny jeans with a red rose colored t-shirt before I grab a cotton black bra and pantie set. I dash to the bathroom and make sure I lock the door. My hands fumble with the phone. It’s a black flip phone that brings me back to being a teenager for a moment before the panic of my reality takes back over. I flip the phone open and text Anthony. 911! Nico just showed up in my apartment while I was sleeping. He’s forcing me to leave with him. What should I do? I hit send and set the phone on the counter and begin changing my clothes while I wait for Anthony to text me. Why am I texting Anthony? I have no fucking clue, but I feel like a stray dog who just got caught by animal control. As I finish dressing, the phone lightly vibrates. I snatch the phone up desperate for a way out. Of course he fucking did He’s impulsive when it comes to
I sorely underestimated how quickly Nico would react to me visiting Violetta. He’s desperate to marry her, but why now? I think it has something with him getting Don from his father. It makes the most sense. It’s not ideal that my violet is back with Nico. At least, she had the good sense to text me on the burner phone. She might not trust me, but she did reach out to me in desperation. So, I’ll take it. Nico acted impulsively, which means he must be feeling desperate. I might be able to use that to my advantage. The hard part is going to be getting Violette away from him. I know he is going to keep her under lock and key. I might have a chance to steal her back at Nico's grand birthday party, but that’s months away. Even then it might be hard. He clearly knows I’m in pursuit of Violetta. The feud between the three families has been going on for decades. The three Italian families have been fighting for control over the Italian parts of the city for far too long. The Russian, Japan
Against my better judgment I let Nico take me out to dinner instead of getting the food to go. I realized that would mean going home sooner with Nico, and I prevented that for as long as I could. However, now we are home, well, Nico’s home. Nico has four homes. One, a condo in the best part of the city. It’s his private place and that is where he has has taken me thankfully. The Second home, is also in the city, but it’s the Ronka home where his parents reside. Nico is an only child which is partly why I think he liked having me around when we were kids. I'm an only child as well, so I guess in some way we bonded over having no siblings . The third, is the Ronka’s family manor in the country. It’s beautiful. The fourth is the Ronka family villa in Italy. Nico takes my backpack and begins making his way to his bedroom. I know the lay out of this condo well. Part of me thinks Nico intends this to be our place. When he bought it he made sure I liked it. He has brought me here every chan
I’m in my study nursing some vodka on the rocks while I flip the burner phone in my hand contemplating what to do with it. The truth is, I know I need to talk with Anthony. There’s a lot at stake right now and I’m not talking about me getting passed Don by my father. There’s enemies lurking waiting to take down the top dogs. Unfortunately, Mario’s greed and poor choices continues to effect us. He gave the other underground families the key to wedging themselves in our operations. The Russians and Irish have always primarily been gun and other illegal weapons. They fight over weapon territory and distribution. The Mexicans obviously have their drugs that they use as their main operations. The Italians stick to illegal gambling, brothels, and those types of scenes. Of course, there are other underworld families like the Japanese that prefer to keep to themselves and do their own thing. Mario wanted to be the top dog, the top family, the top everything. His goal was to be the only ruler
After my bath I change into the silky black nightgown that has been laid out for me. There’s no panties or thong so I guess that means Nico wants easy access to his goods. Although, he did say that he wouldn’t have sex with me until our wedding, however, that doesn’t mean he can’t touch me in sexual ways. Not that I would be mad about the sex part with either Anthony or Nico. Both of them, though, that appeals to me, but there is no way that will ever happen. They hate each other. It’s only eight o’clock. I’m not tired. Usually I would clean my apartment, do my food shopping to have it delivered to me because it’s what’s easiest for me, and probably doing laundry. Adult things that I currently find myself no longer needing to worry about as my warden will make sure I’m taken care of. Nico is definitely my warden, but he’s more. I hate that he's more, but I can’t help my heart from wanting him. I love him even if I try to deny it, which is why I find it so strange that I’m equally dr
I have to admit I was surprised Nico reached out to me. I thought for sure I was going to have to trap him into a meeting using Violetta to do so. However, it seems Nico is aware of the threat we face. That’s a good thing because I’d like to avoid elimination, which is the only way that the other families of the underworld would be able to take our reigning position. So, if the two of us can come to some compromise where Violetta is concerned and have a united front, we might stand a chance of preservation instead of intinction. Of course, this whole thing could be a trap, but somehow I doubt it. While the Ronka’s and Deluca’s might not always see eye to eye, Nico hasn’t personally attacked my family. HIs father has but my father also is guilty of attacking our so-called enemies. The problem is the Italians need to get over whatever pretend fake civil war that has been going on for decades. Our enemies have noticed our divide and they simply waiting to strike. The Russians love to at
My mind has been blown from this evening. Completely blown. Never in a million years would have imagined that Nico and Anthony would be friendly with one another let alone forge an alliance where they share me. Fantasy wise, I’m down for being used by two powerful men in a sexual way, but I want freedom outside of sex. I want a say, a place at their side, and I definitely don’t want to be shoved into the background like my opinions don’t matter. They both have promised to treat me as their equal in that sense, but this whole thing is twisted in ways I didn’t even know were possible. Let’s not add the fact that I found out the truth that my family truly is one of the main families that started the Italian American mafia. It explains my father’s thirst for power. He was trying to reclaim what he thought belonged to our family. I don’t care about the political bullshit of who should own what when it comes to Italian territory. The guys can deal with that, but I don’t want to be kept in
By the time we make it back to my condo, Violetta is half asleep. I think tonight was a bit overwhelming for her. It was fun playing with her, and Anthony and I are ready to have so much more fun with Violetta. However, as interested as Violetta is, she’s hesitant. She was fun when we were playing with her but the moment her orgasm crashed over her she suddenly became very aware of where we were. Maybe playing with her in public like that was a bit intense for the first time, but she has to get used to it because I don’t think either Anthony or I will be able to keep our hands off her in public or private. I might need to have one of Connie’s ladies help Violetta to embrace her womanhood. It’s not her fault her mom died when she was young. Once we get inside, Anthony and I let Violetta settle in our room. I hear the shower pop on as Anthony and I leave Violetta be for a bit. She’s overwhelmed, so it’s best to leave her be to process everything. Her life has changed yet again and this
This is a surreal moment in time. Max sent proof of my father’s dead body a mer minutes ago and I’m still staring at the picture with a bag of mixed emotions. Relief is the biggest emotion coursing through me. My whole life my father has forced his control over my life. I’ve never even known what it was like to embrace my own self because I had to bury it deep down to survive. When my father sent me to cozy up to Max, he was supposed to be just a target. A means to end. My father was promising me freedom, but I know now it was all a lie of manipulation. I don’t know the full story behind my father and Misha, but they were friends at some point. Then one day they become more enemies. I’m sure it was my father who did something he shouldn’t have against Misha. The first moment I saw Max, I was attracted to him and it made sex easier. It’s hard to have sex with someone you don’t find attractive. I ended up keeping coconut oil or unscented lube to make myself easily wet so the men I was
“Good morning, Toni.” Nat greets. We decided to only use our nicknames when we are playing. Except for Max and I because we are married and clearly in a romantic relationship. “Morning, Nat.” I reply, flipping the french toast. “Is that French Toast?” Nat questions with a smile as she walks over to where I’m cooking on my built in skillet that is next to the stove. “It is. You earned it.” I wink at her. I told her last night that her reward for pleasing us like a good girl that I’d make her favorite breakfast. She earned it all right. “Good because I was really hoping I’d wake up to it.” She says as she moves over to make herself a cup of coffee. I giggle at her as Max walks freshly showered from his work out. He strides over to me and kisses me on the lips. “Morning, Princess.” He says breaking our kiss. He glances over at Nat. “Morning, Nat.” “Morning, Czar,” I reply, flipping a couple of pieces that need it. “Morning, Max. So, is today the day you think?” She questions as sh
It’s been a couple of weeks since Natalia essentially moved in with us. She is staying in one of the spare rooms. Our house has six bedrooms, and while I do want kids, I do not want more than two. Maybe three, but that’s my limit. Of course, all of that depends on how easy it is for me to get pregnant. Although, I’m glad I have the option to even try. As a woman, I’m outraged at what Chatworth did to Natalia. He had no right to take her womb for her. He stole her chance to be a mom and he did it in such a dirty way too. However, Natalia is at peace with the fact that she can’t have children. That doesn’t mean I won’t make sure Chatwroth doesn’t pay for his crime. No one has the right to make that choice for someone else.Natalia picked the room she wanted. I made sure she got a new wardrobe and she was happy to get a new one. Turns out, Natalia isn’t terrible in her taste in clothes, but clearly her father is. She’s also a pretty nice house guest or she might be trying to kiss my ass
“Alright, Czar, what is going on?” Toni demands when she stops in front of me. “Mona asked me not to kill her, and I realized I can’t be her executioner.” I confess. “Why the fuck not, Max?” Toni aggressively questions, tossing her one hand on her hip. “Do you love her?” “What? No! It’s not like that at all. I promise you, Antonia, you are the only I love. I care about her. I hate to admit it, but I did get to know her a bit over the two years. It just happened naturally in platonic friendship way. That’s the best I can explain it. I hate myself for even saying these words to you, Princess. When I told you she meant nothing before we got married, I meant it. I truly believed it until I was faced with holding her life in my hands. I’m so sorry, I’m sure you feel betrayed and I wouldn’t blame you if you did. However, I promised I’d be honest with you, so that’s what I’m doing.” I honestly explain, hoping we can somehow work past this. Toni’s demeanor softens and the hand that was on
I can’t believe Mona is between Leo and I as we ride to stash house, and it’s the type that houses drugs. No, we have integration stash houses that we take people to integrate them. Some make it out alive, and others not so much. It’s not surprising Mona went after Toni since she’s looked at Toni as her enemy since day one. Toni is of course well trained in defending herself, it makes sense given who her parents are, but especially her bio dad, Anthony. Those two are some dark horses. Sometimes I think Toni is more morally grey than me and that just only makes her hotter. In all our scheming to take Chatworth down we never really discussed what to do about Mona. In the end she wasn’t the enemy that threatened us the most. She has always been this weird side show on her own. I spent two years fucking her, and while I never developed romantic feelings for her, I hate to say it but I got a soft spot for her. Maybe it’s because I saw the vulnerable side of her that no one else did. Mona
Once I’m done checking on everyone I head toward the kitchen and double check things. Lucy and I have hired trustworthy bakers that hold up to our standards. As much as Lucy and I would love to bake everything ourselves like we did when first opened, it’s no longer practical. However, that doesn’t mean we don’t get our time in the kitchen. After I check the kitchen, I finally head to my office to go over the next couple of weeks donut flavors since we do rotate some of the flavors, but always keep the classics. I used to the schedule for the kitchens and the front, but thankfully I was able to pass that duty to my managers who got a raise for the extra work. Lucy and I make sure our employees are fairly treated and that they are paid what they are worth. I don’t always love going to my office because of the drab behind the scenes stuff. Some of it isn’t too bad, but the office is still not my favorite place to be. I like to move around. It’s probably why I enjoy the bounce around I d
A couple of weeks ago a news article was published by a disgraced journalist on Chatworth that was only the beginning of a trail of news stories coming out to disgrace the Senator. Chatworth’s PR team is working overtime trying to save his ass, but every time they put out fire we start a new one. They are struggling to keep up and it’s starting to show, which is good for us because if we set him a blaze long enough he will have no choice but to resign. I can only imagine the spiral Chatworth is on and it makes me happy that he’s suffering because he murdered Misha. Misha was a third father to me. I adored him for treating me like I was already his daughter in law. I pictured him being a grandpa with my two dads. Max and I might be freshly married, but our families have been entwined for decades. Misha’s loss will be felt forever. I enter the bakery from the side entrance where all the employees, vendors, and other services we have like washing for all the towels, aprons, and various
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