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57 - I Love Him

Author: J. Tarr
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-10 23:19:06

Amara

The studio is silent except for the soft hum of the breeze through the slightly cracked window. My bare feet glide over the smooth wooden floor, each step measured, each movement deliberate.

It’s been hours, or maybe just minutes. Time doesn’t exist when I’m dancing. It’s the only place I feel truly free, the only moment where my mind quiets enough to let me breathe.

But today, even the dance isn’t enough to drown out the thoughts swirling in my head.

Matteo.

Everything leads back to him.

I spin, my arms lifting, my body arching into the movement, and his voice whispers in my mind. His low, commanding tone, the way he says my name like it’s a promise; like it’s his.

It wasn’t supposed to be like this.

When he first took me, I thought my life was over. I thought I’d become a pawn, just like I’d always been with my father—a piece to be played, to be sacrificed. But Matteo didn’t treat me like that.

He’s ruthless, possessive, cruel in ways that make me want to scream. But he’s als
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