Matteo
I slam the door behind me; the sound echoing down the hall as I turn the key in the lock. My jaw clenches so tightly it’s a wonder I don’t crack a tooth. The spitfire inside that room is nothing like what I expected.
A Cerulli bride, dressed like an angel and dripping with her groom’s blood, should’ve been crying in the corner by now. But no. Amara Cerulli has a tongue sharp enough to draw blood—and I’m not sure if I want to break her spirit or fuck the defiance out of her.
I expected a docile captive—a meek, scared little Princess who’d cower the moment she stepped into my world. Instead, I got… her. A spitfire in a bloody wedding dress who had the nerve to talk back to my father. My fucking father.
She’s not what I planned for, and I hate that.
Walking back to my father’s study, I roll my neck, trying to shake off the irritation prickling under my skin. I grit my teeth and shove the thought away. Let her be angry. It won’t change anything.
Pushing open the heavy door to the study, I step inside. My father glances up from his desk, a cigar between his fingers and that ever-present smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. His dark eyes immediately catch the scowl on my face, and the smirk deepens into a chuckle.
“She giving you trouble already?” he says, leaning back in his chair. The smoke from his cigar curls lazily toward the ceiling. His glass of scotch gleams in the dim light, untouched for now but ready for him when the mood strikes.
I drop the key onto the edge of his desk with a sharp clink and sink into the chair across from him. “She’s a pain in the ass and not what I fucking expected.”
That earns me a real laugh. He sets the glass down and steeples his fingers, eyeing me like he’s enjoying every second of my irritation.
“You should’ve known better, figlio mio. The Cerulli blood runs hot, especially in the women. Her father might be a calculating bastard, but her fire comes from her mother’s side.”
“I don’t care where it comes from,” I mutter, scrubbing a hand down my face. “She needs to learn her place and fast before I tire of her.”
He laughs again, low and rumbling, the sound like gravel underfoot. “I thought she might have a little fight in her. Didn’t think she’d be bold enough to call me il drago to my face, though. You’ve got your work cut out for you.”
I shoot him a glare. “She’s not my project. She’s leverage. That’s it. Once we decide what to do with her, she’s out of my hands.”
My father raises an eyebrow, a smirk playing at his lips. “Leverage, hmm? She’s got you riled up already, and you’ve only been in the same house for five minutes.”
“She’s just mouthy,” I bite out, crossing my arms. “Cerulli’s daughter or not, she’s going to regret opening her mouth in front of you.”
“Perhaps,” he muses, leaning back in his chair. “But don’t forget, Matteo, fire can be useful. She’s more valuable as a weapon than as a broken little bird.”
“She’s reckless,” I mutter, running a hand through my hair. “Doesn’t know when to shut up.”
“Like I said, that could be useful.” My father takes a long drag from his cigar, exhaling slowly. “Or it could get her killed. Depends on how smart she is under all that fire.”
“She’s smart,” I admit grudgingly. “But too impulsive. If she keeps mouthing off, she’s going to piss off the wrong person.”
“Like you?” His eyebrow arches, the teasing glint in his eyes making my blood simmer.
“I don’t care if she wants to fight me,” I say flatly. “Let her try. She won’t win.”
My father chuckles again, shaking his head. “I want you to make her fire work for us. The Cerullis will come for her—they have to, if only to save face. And when they do, I want them desperate, disorganized. A Cerulli who’s too broken won’t bait them enough. But one who’s still fighting? Still defiant? That’s the key.”
I lean forward, my elbows resting on my knees. “And if she turns that fire against us?”
He smirks, his gaze cutting like a blade. “Then you’ll put it out. Permanently.”
The coldness in his voice sends a familiar thrill through my chest. It’s a reminder of who we are, of what we do. There’s no room for weakness, no tolerance for mistakes. If Amara becomes a liability, she’ll be dealt with like any other threat.
“Fine,” I say, sitting back. “But she’s going to make this hell.”
He laughs again, low and rough. “Good. You could use a challenge. You’ve been getting complacent lately.”
“Complacent?” I scoff, my hands balling into fists. “I’ve done everything you’ve asked. I’ve killed, I’ve planned, I’ve led this family to more victories in two years than some men manage in a lifetime.”
“And yet,” he says, his voice turning razor-sharp, “you’re rattled by one girl in a wedding dress.”
My jaw tightens, and I glare at him, but I don’t argue. He’s baiting me, and I know it. The old man loves to push my buttons, to see how far he can push before I snap. But I won’t give him the satisfaction.
“Enough about her,” I say, forcing my voice to steady. “What’s the plan for the Cerullis?”
His smirk fades, replaced by the calculating expression that’s made him the most feared man in the underworld.
“Patience,” he says simply. “The Cerullis are like snakes. You don’t strike until they’re cornered, desperate. Let them twist themselves into knots trying to get her back. Let them burn their resources, their alliances. And when they’re weak enough, we’ll finish them.”
I nod slowly, the logic settling into place. “So we use her to bleed them dry.”
“Exactly,” he says, his tone pleased. “But don’t underestimate her, Matteo. If she’s anything like her father, she’ll be looking for a way out. Don’t give her one.”
“She won’t get the chance,” I promise, my voice low. “I’ll make sure of it.”
My father studies me for a moment, then nods. “Good. Keep her in line, but don’t break her. Not yet. And Matteo?”
“What?”
He leans forward, his dark eyes gleaming. “Don’t let her get under your skin. She’s a Cerulli. They’re poison. But you don’t kill her unless I say so. Understood?”
“I didn’t bring her here to kill her,” I reply, my voice cold. “But she’s leverage, not a guest. She doesn’t get to run her mouth and act like she’s above all this.”
“Good.” He sets the cigar down in an ashtray and leans forward, his elbows on the desk. “They’ll come for her. That’s inevitable.”
“They’re welcome to try,” I say darkly. “I’ve already taken most of their allies off the board. They’re crippled.”
“Crippled doesn’t mean dead,” he counters. “A wounded animal is still dangerous, Matteo. Don’t get cocky.”
“I’m not cocky. I’m prepared.”
“Prepared for what? A direct attack?” He shakes his head. “The Cerullis aren’t stupid. They’ll wait. Bide their time. You’ve embarrassed them, but they’re not done yet.”
“Then we draw them out,” I say simply. “Make them come to us.”
“And the girl?”
“She stays here. Locked up. Out of the way.”
“And if she gets in the way?”
“Then I remind her why she’s here,” I say, my tone sharp. “She can fight all she wants, but in the end, she’ll do what we need her to do.”
“Hmm.” My father studies me for a long moment, his expression unreadable. “You think you can control her?”
“I know I can.”
For a moment, he says nothing, just picks up his cigar again and takes another long drag. Finally, he nods. “Fine. But keep an eye on her. And Matteo?”
I look up, meeting his gaze.
“Don’t underestimate her fire. It’s always the ones with fire who burn you the worst.”
I nod once, standing and heading for the door. As I leave, his words linger in my mind, heavier than I want them to be.
Amara Cerulli might have fire, but she’s not going to burn me. She’s not going to win.
This is my game, and I don’t lose.
AmaraThe towel feels too heavy against my skin as I step out of the en suite bathroom, the steam curling around me like a suffocating blanket. I keep the towel wrapped tight, refusing to let this situation overwhelm me. I’ve scrubbed my skin raw trying to get rid of the blood, but I can still feel it. I can still smell it.My reflection in the mirror had been a reminder of everything that’s happened—blood still stuck to the roots of my hair, bruises forming where Matteo’s hands had yanked and dragged me.When I open the wardrobe door, I freeze. Inside, rows of clothes hang neatly on golden rods. Dresses, jeans, blouses, shoes lined up like soldiers on parade. It’s all pristine, untouched, like something out of a high-end boutique. My fingers brush against one of the tags, and when I look at the size, my blood runs cold.It’s my size. Every single piece right down to the underwear.I yank a pair of pants off the hanger and hold them up, then toss them aside and grab a blouse. Same th
Amara“Comfortable, Princess?” he drawls, his voice low and mocking.“What the hell are you doing?” I demand, trying to pull my wrists free, but his grip only tightens.“Checking up on my little captive,” he says, leaning down so his face is inches from mine. His minty breath fans against my cheek, and I’m acutely aware of the solid weight of him pressing me into the mattress.“Get off me,” I manage to choke out, my voice trembling despite my best efforts.“Hmm, no,” he says simply, leaning in closer. His breath is warm against my skin, sending a shiver down my spine. “You see, Amara, I’ve been thinking. You’ve got this… spark, this little fire in you that you like to wave around. I’m curious to see how long it takes for me to snuff it out.”The threat hangs in the air, heavy and suffocating. My heart pounds so hard it feels like it might burst out of my chest, but I force myself to stay still.My stomach churns, the fear I’d been fighting all night finally crashing over me. But I won
MatteoThe whiskey burns on the way down, but it’s not enough to drown out the irritation buzzing under my skin. I slam the glass down on the parlor’s side table, the sharp clink echoing through the room. The fire in the hearth crackles, the only sound in the suffocating silence, but it does nothing to distract me from the gnawing thought eating away at me: I lost control.What the fuck was I thinking, going into her room like that? Threatening her. Taunting her.I rub a hand down my face, the tension in my shoulders refusing to loosen. She gets under my skin in a way I can’t explain, and I hate it. I hate how I felt the need to prove something to her, to remind her of her place. It was a moment of weakness, and I don’t do weakness. Not for anyone, and especially not for her.The door creaks open behind me, and I don’t bother turning around. Only one person in this house enters a room as quiet as a ghost.“You look like shit,” Markus says, his voice calm, almost detached, as he walk
MatteoI sit at the edge of my bed, my jaw tight, running a hand through my hair as the events of last night replay in my mind. I lost control, but now, with some distance, it’s clearer what I need to do.She thinks she has me figured out. She thinks she can provoke me, twist the knife, and that I’ll react. But that ends now.I need to stay away from her for a few days, let her stew. Let her wonder what’s coming next. Amara Cerulli is like a coiled spring, full of tension and fire, and if I want to break her, I need her wound so tight she snaps under her own pressure.With a growl, I shove off the bed, throw on a shirt, and head toward my mother’s wing of the mansion. Her and my father’s rooms are worlds away from the rest of us—secluded, private, and steeped in the quiet authority only they can command.The guards nod as I pass, but I barely notice them. My mind is too busy running through the conversation I’m about to have. My mother may be sharp as a blade, but she’s also the only p
AmaraIt’s been a week. A week of silence, of waiting, of wondering. The absence of Matteo Dragonetti isn’t a relief—it’s a torment.The food arrives three times a day, always on time, always brought by someone who doesn’t so much as glance in my direction. The quiet stretches endlessly, the silence in this room more suffocating than Matteo’s hand on my throat ever was.Every creak of the floorboards, every shadow under the door, sends my heart racing. Every night, I lie in bed staring at the ceiling, too afraid to close my eyes. What if he comes back? What if I wake up to him pinning me down again, that infuriating smirk on his face, the venom in his voice?It’s driving me insane.I pull my knees to my chest, staring out the window. The sun is high, bathing the garden in light, but it feels like a world away. A world I’m no longer part of.Then I see him.Matteo.He’s in the garden, his dark hair catching the sunlight, the sharp lines of his face softened by the light. My breath cat
AmaraI’ve been pacing for what feels like hours, my mind spinning with thoughts of Matteo. His calmness, his control—it’s unsettling in a way I can’t shake. I expected rage, threats, violence. What I got instead was indifference. And somehow, that’s worse.He’s planning something. He has to be.I glance at the door for the hundredth time. It’s locked. It’s always locked. The sound of it clicking shut earlier echoed in my mind like a death sentence. But the longer I stand here, staring, the more an idea begins to form.What if it isn’t? Would it be so out of character for him to leave it unlocked, to see what I’d do? To play another one of his games?The curiosity gnaws at me until I can’t stand it anymore. Slowly, I creep toward the door, my bare feet silent against the cold floor. My hand hovers over the handle, hesitation curling in my chest like a weight.This is stupid. If he catches me—But he’s not here. And this might be my only chance.I take a deep breath and twist the hand
MatteoDragging Amara up the stairs, her wrist locked in my grip, I can feel her trembling. Not just from exertion—she’s exhausted from the chase—but from the realization of just how deeply she’s fucked up.The door to her room looms ahead, and I kick it open, shoving her inside before stepping in after her. She stumbles, catching herself against the bedpost, and I slam the door shut behind us, locking it for good measure.“Don’t sit,” I growl, grabbing her arm again before she can collapse onto the mattress. I yank her around to face me, pressing her back against the wall. The impact isn’t hard enough to hurt, but it sends a clear message: she’s not going anywhere.“Let me go,” she hisses, her voice sharp but shaking.I laugh, leaning in close enough that she can’t ignore my presence. “Oh, sweetheart, we’re long past that. You don’t get to call the shots in my home.”Her glare sharpens, but she stays quiet, her chest rising and falling in quick, shallow breaths.“What the fuck were y
MatteoThe morning sun barely filters through the heavy curtains as I push open her bedroom door. She’s sitting on the edge of the bed, still in those silk pajamas that cling just enough to make me linger a second too long before stepping inside. Her hair’s a mess, her eyes rimmed with defiance and exhaustion.She looks like hell. And yet somehow, she still manages to look like she belongs in it.“Get up,” I bark, shutting the door behind me. “We’re making a proof-of-life video. You’re going to tell your father you’re alive, and you’re going to do it without fucking it up. Got it?”Her glare cuts through the room, but she doesn’t move. “Why should I make anything easier for you?”“Because I said so,” I reply, crossing my arms. “Now, get up. I don’t have all day.”She stands slowly, her movements deliberate, her chin tilted in defiance as she takes a step closer. “And what if I don’t?”I smirk, the corner of my mouth twitching. “Then I’ll give your father a reason to worry. Maybe I’ll
AmaraI wake slowly, my body heavy and warm, cocooned in a tangle of sheets and the steady, grounding heat of Matteo pressed against me. His arm is draped over my waist, holding me against his chest like he’s afraid I’ll slip away in the night.The memories from the night before rush back in a wave, and my cheeks heat as I bury my face into the pillow. I gave myself to him. My first. Matteo Dragonetti. And he was…Gentle.The thought surprises me. Matteo, who has only ever been cruel, cold, and possessive, was careful with me. His touch, his words, everything was different last night.But even as my body feels sated, my heart twists with anxiety.What happens now?I gave him the one thing I had left, the last piece of myself I’d kept untouched, and now… now I feel empty, like I’ve lost something I’ll never get back.Tears prick my eyes before I can stop them, and I try to stay quiet, biting my lip to stifle the sob building in my chest. But it’s useless. A sniffle escapes, soft but en
MatteoHer brows knit together, and for a moment, she looks like she might fight me again. But then she nods, her voice barely a whisper. “I do.”Something in me twists at that. It’s not the answer I was expecting, and it hits me harder than I’d like to admit. But I don’t let it show. Instead, I lean down, brushing my lips against hers in a kiss that’s softer this time, almost tender.“Good girl,” I murmur, the words slipping out before I can stop them.She shivers at my praise, her hands sliding up my arms, her nails scraping lightly against my skin as she pulls me closer.“You’re so fucking perfect,” I growl, my lips trailing down her neck, to her collarbone, to the swell of her breast. “Do you even realize that?”She lets out a soft sound, somewhere between a gasp and a laugh. “I’m not—”“Shut up,” I interrupt, my teeth grazing her skin just enough to make her gasp. “I don’t say things I don’t mean, Amara. You should know that by now.”Her fingers tangle in my hair, pulling slightl
MatteoI watch her beneath me, her eyes wide but steady, her chest rising and falling in shallow breaths as her fingers dig into my shoulders. She doesn’t flinch, doesn’t pull away, even when I can feel how hard my hands are gripping her hips. She’s never been afraid of me, not really, and that’s what drives me fucking insane.“You have no idea,” I murmur again, the words slipping out as I brush my lips over hers, softer this time, almost reverent. “How much I want you. It’s not just want—it’s need. Fucking need.”Her hands tighten against my shoulders, and I pull back enough to look at her, my gaze searching hers. “You came to me,” I say, my voice rough. “You didn’t have to, but you did.”She blinks up at me, her breath catching as she whispers, “You gave me a choice.”“And you chose me,” I growl, the truth of it settling deep in my chest, both exhilarating and terrifying. “You chose me, princess. Do you have any idea what that means?”She shakes her head slightly, her lips parting
AmaraI sit on the edge of my bed, staring at the door, hating myself for how badly I want to open it.His words echo in my mind, over and over, like a song I can’t shake: Come to my bed tonight.It wasn’t an order, and that’s what makes it worse. Matteo never gives choices, and yet, tonight, he handed me one. And what’s worse? The second the words left his mouth, my first instinct was to say yes.I hate myself for it. For the way my chest tightened when he said it. For the way my breath caught when he turned and walked away, leaving me alone with the chaos he created.I’ve spent the last hour pacing my room, the walls feeling smaller and smaller with every step I take. My thoughts are louder than they should be, a war raging in my head between what I want and what I should do.What I should do is lock my door, bury myself under the covers, and pretend none of this happened.But what I want to do…I let out a frustrated sigh, running my hands through my hair. Dancing helped clear my h
MatteoAmara’s head rests against my chest, and I can feel the warmth of her breath through the fabric of my shirt. Her hands are still gripping me, as if letting go would break whatever fragile thread is holding her together.And for once, I don’t feel the need to speak.Her vulnerability is raw, unfiltered, and it seeps into me in a way that nothing else ever has. It’s not weakness—not with her. It’s strength disguised as surrender, and I don’t know what the fuck to do with it.My hand trails down her back, settling at the curve of her waist. I can feel the tension slowly bleeding out of her, her breaths evening out, though there’s still a hesitance in the way she leans into me. Like she’s testing how much of herself she can give before I take too much.“I hate how you do this to me,” she whispers, her voice muffled against my chest.I smirk, even though she can’t see it. “What, make you melt like this?”She pulls back just enough to glare up at me, though there’s no real bite to it
MatteoI hesitate outside her door, my chest tight with a fear I’ll never admit out loud. The guards reported nothing. No movement, no alarms, no sign she’d tried to leave. But still, I’m bracing myself for an empty room.I left the door unlocked on purpose. A test—or maybe a choice, I’m not sure anymore. I told myself it was to see what she’d do, to prove something about her loyalty or lack of it. But now, standing here, I feel like a fucking idiot.If she’s gone…I can’t even finish the thought.Swallowing hard, I push the door open, expecting the worst.But she’s there.My breath catches in my throat as I take in the sight before me. She’s not in bed. She’s not cowering, plotting, or even sulking like I half expected.She’s dancing.Her movements are fluid, precise, like she’s caught in her own world, a world I have no right to step into. She doesn’t see me, too engrossed in the rhythm of her own body. Her arms move gracefully, her feet gliding across the floor with a lightness tha
MatteoThe meeting drags on, the tension in the room thick enough to choke on. My father sits at the head of the table, commanding the room with a calm authority that’s always been both intimidating and inspiring. Lukas and Markus bicker over logistics, their usual bullshit filling the space, but I’m barely paying attention. My mind keeps drifting to Amara—to the way she felt in my lap this morning, the warmth of her body against mine, the way she looked at me like I was something more than a monster.“Matteo, stay behind,” my father says as the others start filing out at the end of the meeting.My head snaps up, and I nod, staying rooted in my chair as Lukas and Markus exchange a glance before leaving. The door closes behind them, and the room is eerily quiet. My father leans back in his chair, steepling his fingers as he studies me with those sharp, calculating eyes. The kind of look that’s always made me feel like a kid caught doing something I shouldn’t.“What’s going on between
AmaraMatteo’s hand is firm as he leads me downstairs, his grip like iron around mine. I follow in silence, my head spinning from everything that happened last night.He was rough—he always is—but there was something different, too. Something softer. Something that made my chest ache and my pulse quicken in ways I don’t want to admit.And the things he said…The memory makes my cheeks burn. Matteo Dragonetti doesn’t do kind words, and yet he said things that had me feeling things I shouldn’t.I glance down at our joined hands, the sight of his calloused fingers wrapped around mine making my stomach twist. How strong of a hold does he have over me? Strong enough that I didn’t even try to grab one of his weapons last night when I had the chance. Strong enough that I didn’t even think about running.Why not?That question haunts me as we reach the dining room. Matteo doesn’t let go of my hand as he pulls out a chair, but he doesn’t let me sit in it either. Instead, he sinks down into th
MatteoThe first thing I notice when I wake up is her. Amara’s watching me, her head propped on her hand, a soft smile tugging at her lips. It’s not smug or defiant or sharp like it usually is. It’s… different. Too soft. Too real. Like she’s letting her guard down without even realizing it.And it hits me in the chest like a punch I wasn’t ready for.My heart feels like it’s in a vice, squeezing tighter with every second she looks at me like that. I can’t fucking breathe.She looks at me like I’m hers.I don’t deserve that. I don’t deserve her.“What are you smiling at?” I murmur, my voice rough from sleep.She doesn’t flinch, doesn’t look away, just tilts her head slightly. “You. You look… peaceful.”Peaceful. I almost laughed at that. Me? The walking disaster Matteo Dragonetti, peaceful? Not a fucking chance.I don’t respond. Instead, I reach out, curling an arm around her waist and pulling her against me like she belongs here. She gasps softly, her hands bracing against my chest a