I blame my fucking self; I was the one who told her to get out of the house and go do something other than sit here in the nursery driving herself crazy with the little things she felt needed to be done.I blame myself, it’s all my fucking fault she's once again gone.The amber liquid in the crystal glass I hold in my hand is doing nothing to silence the fucking voice in my head that's taunting me with its words.‘It keeps saying it’s your fucking fault, it’s your fucking fault, it's your fucking fault.’Sean came out of surgery and is in a recovery room, Geo hasn't left his side, and Dre is nowhere to fucking be found. The security feeds show he slipped out when we all moved out to go bring our girl home.We haven't heard from Marquez or Carlo even though we left then a message and that too fucking worries me. What the fuck are we going to do if he's dead somewhere and when we get her back, she shuts down because of it.Fuck what if her has the twins while she's wherever the fuck Tat
“They’ll come for me” indigo says as she pulls against her restraints.The evil villain laugh has always seemed so natural for me that when I do it now it’s couldn’t fit the moment better.“It’s h my dear child” I pat her cheek “Let them come. By the time they get here” I put my hands on her round stomach “They will no longer care about or even want you, not after you fail to do what any good mother would… protect her children” I’ve got it all set up, in two days we’ll be far away from Texas and her bastard children will be nothing but a sad memory.I mean I’m a bitch but even I know that the first few weeks after having babies it’s important for them to have breast milk, so I’ll allow her the opportunity to start to bond with her babies and then bam, no more babies.The price on their small little heads is ridiculous and I would be stupid to pass up that kind of cash. The price on Indigo even though she’s no longer a virgin and will of already had the babies and her body still still
I don’t know if I should be worried or if I should be nervous about what the hell this crazy ass bitch has planned.Why am I so calm and not freaking out right now? I ask myself as if my conscious will answer with a rational answer.All I can do is stay calm. I just have to ignore the pain that's starting to slowly come and go like waves, in my lower back and hips. They have to be Braxton bix, yeah that all it is. I repeat as another slow wave of dule pain rolls into my back and around to my hips.I hear people pass by the room I'm in laughing and carrying on as if they don't have a very pregnant woman trapped in the room the stroll by, I even hear Tatianas voice from the other side of the door a few times and even though in tied to a chair in a very uncomfortable way, giving how big I am and how close I am to my due date, I'm glad I don't see her face again anytime soon after she leaves the room.I must have fallen asleep at some point because when I wake up it's to one of the boys u
"When you're done in the bathroom, someone will be out here waiting for you. I have a rather big surprise for you dear, one I know you'll just die for" the way she says die for makes my gut twist in a way Id never felt before and all I can do is hope its not one of my guys, Sean or even my dad, who has been away for the last few weeks.The door closes behind me with a soft click and I lean against it. 'Please find us" I whisper into the air.After using the bathroom and washing my hands, I stand in the middle of the bathroom and stare at the ugly white cheap hotel bathrobe and the small bar of soap sitting on top of it, then over to the shower. A nice hot shower would be really nice right now, especially since the no longer not so duel pain has come back and is starting to even make it hard to breath when it peaks, but with my luck, the water will be ice cold and the shower will be grimy and nasty as all fuck.Seans been on the back of my mind the whole time, but as much as I love him
“Fuccck yyou” he says after another satisfying zap from the high voltage cattle prod I personally went out and bought, just for this occasion.“Oh come now baby, you could never have this again, but the offer is very flattering” I tell Marquez sweetly as I put the cattle prod on the table beside me.“If they don’t kill you she will” he says on a chuckle.I’m about to slap him when the door to the shed opens and Carter pushes Indigo inside.“Dad” she gasps once she sees him.“Indi” Marquez breaths.It’s touching really, how a father and a daughter come together after never of meeting before to only meeting a few months ago and building such a bond as if they had always been together.It makes me sick. The whole mushy, oh my gosh dear heavens how did you get here and don’t worry I’ll save you. It’s all a bunch of bullshit.“Tie her to the chair” I order and lean against the table with my arms crossed over my chest as I observe how Marquez has now started pulling at the cuffs around his
When I saw my dad strapped to a chair and hear his grunts of pain as I entered the cramped space, ! knew I needed to shut down, I needed to concentrate on not letting on that I'm in pain and that watching my dad be electrocuted doesn't affect me.I need to pull on the indi who knew better than to make a single sound when it came to getting punished by Kevin.I need to focus on my memories of a small farm in the middle of practically nowhere, where a crazy, undiagnosed PTSD riddled army veteran helped raise me for a short time in my young life of many homes.(Memory)"I can hear you breathing" Jeb called out from around the corner of the small chest thing I'm hiding in.Jeb walked in after I got home from school with two dead rabbits for dinner and said that it was starting to get dark out and we should play hide and go seek.I knew the game well but had never really played so of course I said yes and quickly put my shoes on.We walked outside and Jeb gave me a clear plastic gun with d
I'd be lying if I said that indigo Santiago wasn't a fucking bombshell of a woman, pregnant or not she's a minx who doesn't know how fucking cock hardingly sexy she is.I watched her for some time when I worked for Charles back when this shit show first started, and now I’m working for Tatiana. I will make sure Indigo is treated as well as she can be treated in a situation like this one and keep Tatiana from killing her before we get a chance to make a fat buck off of her and the babies she's caring.Look I'm the bad guy in this story not the silent hero who has an unrealistic idea that he can save the damsel in distress and ride of happily into the sun set with her by his side. Ain't gonna happen.Indigo had proven to be a smart ass with sarcasm and a witty personality. She socked me when she did nothing but joke as I walked her to what could have been her death.Even now as Tatiana holds the boxcutter to Marquez's chest to draw another line in his skin, she's as stiff as a board. Sh
I keep quiet and watch where I step so I don't slip. He asks again but still i don't answer, I won't answer. It’s better for me to keep myself locked up as I was taught."Fine don't answer, but she will make shit worse for him if she doesn't get some kind of reaction out of you" he says as he holds opens, he back door for me.I thought he would lead me back to my room, but he doesn't, instead he takes me to the table and pushes me down on a chair then walks to the fridge and starts pulling things out of it and setting them on the counter."Do you like meat and potatoes" he asks turning his head to look at me over his shoulder, i give him a small nod yes and look around the open living/kitchen space."If you're looking for a way out, you're not going to find one. There are four men outside the front door, three out back who took post after we walk b ack into the house and there are men scatted all around in the woods" he says not looking at me as he chops up meat and adds it to the fry
(Present)I saw the car up ahead as I swerved around a tight bend at a fork in the road, I did slow down or even take my foot of the gas pedal, my only thought was to get to a gas station, mini mart store or anywhere there might be a phone so I could call my guys and let them know where we are.But as the car came up beside me fast, I knew who it was. Glass shattered around the back seat as the back window was shot out."Get down more" in tell my dad, knowing hell do what ever he can to keep the glass from falling on the boys.The road winds and bends from one dirt covered road to gravel then back again as I speed around corners and take turns as if I knew where the fuck I'm going. Shot ring out and hit the car every now and then as I take turns. At the end of the next turn, I see what looks like possible streetlights up a head and a few cars drive by."I'm not stopping imima keep my foot on the gas until we clear the intersection then park wherever I can that out of sight" I say."Ap
Marquez - (While he's escaping with Indigo)Fuck I don't know how much further I can go. With every step I take I feel as if my bones crunch. When I’d gotten the call from Carlo with the local tag I went in. Carter had sent me a text telling me where the check points were. What I didn’t expect was the fucking bear traps set around the perimeter. The crunch of my bone and the pain of the dull trap snapping closed on my leg as I sat against a tree to hide from the spot light of what ever half assed men for hires my ex wife has on her dwindling payroll.I'm proud of her though, she not only has proven to be resilient but she just gave birth to the twins on the floor of a bathroom. I can tell by how pale she is that she lost a fare amount of blood. She needs a doctor and the boys need to be checked out. I'm not sure it's normal for them to be this quiet. When Indi was a new born all she did was cry.Or maybe it the luck of every parent or it could be that she passed on a resilience pa
(Before she knew Indigo and Marquez escape)"The price was set at ten million each baby" I say, now outraged at the price being offered."Come on Tatiana, it's a fare price, giving all the risk I'm taking to help you move them once their ready to be taken from their mother" Casova tell me.The risk, ha. What fucking risk. He's going to lose nothing if he can't move them, because he can sell them off bit by bit to black market organ dealers if he wants to, and make double what I would get if I sold them to someone on a wholesale type deal."I want what was offered Casova or there's no fucking deal" I hang up and toss my phone on the bed.I'm twenty minutes from the house I have Indigo and Marquez at. I wanted to be able to relax between sessions, so I made the executive decision to leave Carter and a few highly trained men there as a precaution.I light the tightly rolled joint and sit back on the couch and take a lung full of smoke before releasing it.This is a hard life to lead and
(While Indigo was kidnapped)It's all your fault.It's all your fault.It's all your fault.It's a fucking montera that won't leave my fucking head, no matter how fucking much I drink.I've been down in the makeshift war room that indi would lose her shit if she knew it was set up in our living room.Indi, my gorgeous fucking goddess. Fuck, I never thought I would love someone as much as love her. ! would cut my own fucking heart out and watch with the last seconds of live that still beat in my veins as she took from my chilling hands, if that's what she needed to know how much I loved her.Now because of me her best friend is in the infirmary, there's a whole ass team downstairs ready to go to war for her and I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself.My uncle would be kicking my ass if he was till here. Hed call me weak and tell me. "We are men of power and strength, who are weak until we become whole" I would always laugh at that statement, because I never understood it."I get it
(While Indigo was kidnapped) "What the fuck do you mean you can't get any fucking traces" I bark at Axel as he for the fucking tenth time tells me he can't find a thing on my beautiful."So, what the fucking ground opened up and swallowed her" I growl, so close to shooting him in the fucking foot, because if I shoot him in the fucking head, body or hand, he'd be useless to me. Okay that's a lie... id shoot him in the foot because he's my friend and I wouldn't want to have his blood on m y hand, like that."Dimitri, take a fucking walk and go check on your brother" Raven tells me through grit teeth.I point at her ready to explode when a woman I thought id never see again walks through the front door like she owns the god damn place."I say look what the cat drug in, but my cat doesn't like tuna" I tell her, earning a few chocked chuckles from Axel, Raven and a few others."Dimitri, given that I'm here to tell you where to find someone so very dear to your cold black heart id of thoug
(After Marquez was captured)He took my place. He let himself be captured just to give me the chance to run.Marquez Santiago is a lot of things, but fool wasnt one of the words I would have ever thought to associate with him.I wait until night fall and slowly come out of hiding. The woods are still and quiet as I limp my way from tree to tree while holding my hand as tight as I can to my stomach. We were ambushed after I was able to meet up with him after sending him my location.The plan was for me to agree to go with Tatiana and join her in her twisted plans to take Marquez down by taking out their daughter. I’m bleeding again from all the moving I’m doing and I fear I will bleed out before I reach help.The sun is starting to rise and I see nothing but dense forest as I continue my staggered walk through the trees.I’m about to give up when I hear what sounds like motorcycles or ATVs of in the distance.With the little amount of strength I can muster I push myself forward until
"Can I help" my dad says as he limps forward a little.I nod and get up. Carter helps my dad to the floor and I watch as he slides both hands under the baby and picks him up and brings him to his chest. The baby starts to fuss again but my dad starts to hum and slowly works the jumper on. Once it's on he hands me the baby and carter help him up then with my permission picks the other baby up and cradles him close to his injured chest."Theres a deck outside this room, with a set of stairs that lead to the side of the cabin. If someone sees you run as fast as you can down the path. At the end of it you'll see a blue car, the keys are in the sun-visor" Carter tell us as he helps me down the stairs then goes back up and helps my dad."Why are you helping us" I ask as we make our way towards the path he mentioned.He doesn't answer. Carter holds my baby and keeps my dad upright as we move from tree to tree until we reach the path."This is where I leave you. Just keep walking down the pat
Dizzy, that's what I'm feeling at this moment as I lay on the bathroom floor next to my boys. They lay tucked into the comforter, sleeping soundly.My eyes feel heavy, and I can't stop shivering. I feel like I'm going to die, and I can't give up now, not now that I have them to fight for. If I give up now, I'll be no better than her.Taking a slow breath I sit up and lean my back against the bathtub and reach down between my legs. The bleeding seems to have stopped a bit, but I know I have to finish and push out the placenta. Opening my legs a little more I wiggle until I'm almost lying flat on the floor and do a semi-crunch while using one hand to steady myself and the other to press on my lower abdomen while I push again.Slowly and less painfully then pushing the boys out I push a few more times than feel a slimy sensation squish out of me. Slowly I manage to get back to a sitting position and use the bathtub to get to my feet.Once standing I walk over to the shower and turn the w
My ears ring with the sound of the gun firing, reverberating off the aluminum roof of the small shed.“I knew you it” says a non other the back stabbing snake Dre.Voices of other men as they run towards us echo through the dense woods surrounding us. Carter moves quickly even while shot and brings Dre down with a round house kick to the face.Once he’s down Carter snatches the gun yo off the ground and shoots Dre once in the chest then the head. As Carter’s lowering the gun four men rush the shed.“Do a perimeter patrol, check for cars in and around the access road” he kicks Dre in the side “And get rid of this”.The men carry Dre’s dead body out of the shed and Carter orders the other two away.“The next change is in two hours, I’ll make sure the back doors open. Indigos on the top floor in the room to the left” he says then leaves.I need to find away to get her out of here. With a broken leg, there’s no way I’m going to be able to get her out of here, let alone even fucking get to