I didn't enroll back into collage to finish my last year of economic development but I'm okay with that it just wasn't right for me at this point in time but I plan on going back someday maybe, Sean has tried to convince me to at least take online classes saying that I was so close to graduating and I should finish while I can but I've lost the passion I once had for my field of study.
"Hey bestie were you at" comes Sean's voice from the front door. The day after I got here Sean and I spent the whole day getting to know each other and it turned out we had a lot in common, more then I thought we ever would. Sean was in and out of the foster care system like I was only he didn't have it as bad as me when he was first placed in the system at the age of nine. The families he lived with started to bully and belittle him once he got to a certain age and he was more open about his sexuality and being openly gay, at one point he was even kicked out of one of his foster homes for it. So once he aged out he packed up his stuff and moved here to Texas. "I'm in here babe" I call out. "Hey bitch soo I was thinking since it's your birthday tomorrow we should go to this new club and have a little fun. What do you say" "Umm I don't know babe I mean I've never been to a club sooo" I say with a shrug looking at him through the mirror I'm sitting in front of getting ready for work. "Come on please just one night of fun you deserve it after all you've been through because of that asshole" He's my best friend of course I told him and when I say I told him I mean I told him everything, every moment I lived in the hell I did, I shared with him every nightmarish detail over a bottle of vodka and a tub of mint chip ice cream. "Aggh fine" I groan dropping my shoulders knowing I'm most likely going to regret this. "Yaaaayyy girl we need to go shopping you need to look hot and get laid"his face lights up and I see the wheels turning in his head with the ideas of what he's going to dress me up in. "Oh my god I'm already regretting this" I whine with a groan. "We'll go tomorrow morning so we have time to get ready" Sean says laying on his side watching me apply my eyeliner "I mean so I have time to get you ready" Sean tilts his head watching me carfuly, making me a little nervous. "What" I ask lowering my eyeliner pencil from my eye. "Nothing girl damn, anyway I'll see you tomorrow morning, I left your coffee on the kitchen counter have a good day dear" he says blowing me a kiss while walking out of the room leaving me to my thoughts. It would be nice to finaly let loose and have some fun after all I have been working so hard ans it would be another step in gettin back to the girl I was before him. I've been at work for three hours when the front door opens and in walks a group of guys who take a seat at one of the booths in my section. "Hi welcome in can I start y'all off with something to drink or do you already know what you want" I ask the group as I take out my notepad and pen. "Damn sweetheart are you on the menu" a guy with blonde hair and blue eyes with a lip ring asks licking his lips. "No I'm not are you going to order or should I just go get the manager" I say trying to control my anxiety.The way he's looking me up and down and the jokes he's making with his friends have set me on edge, the way this guy is acting reminds me of him and has my anxiety starting to shyrocket. "It's all good sweety just ignore my friend here" one of the other guys says "We'll just have four cokes, two sprites and six double cheeseburger with fries" one of the other guy in the group says tossing his menu at me. As soon as the clock hits midnight I quickly gathered my things and left work, heading home ready to relax and let the evenings anxiety wash off of me and down the drain with a hot shower. As I'm walking home I start to once again get the same unsetteling feeling I have been getting for the last week. It's as if someone's following me but then again I don't exactly live in the best part of town, so I ignore the feeling and keep walk home. I'm half way home when I remember I need to get a few things from the store so I make a quick stop into the small corner store getting the thi
Kevin…. Pushing the closed bedroom door open I'm meet with an empty room with clothes flung all o hangers and dresser drawers thrown around the room and hanging out of the dresser base. "Your fucking bitch" I curse with a tisk. Pulling out my phone I scroll until I find my dad's number and press call. It reads msgs through to voicemail so I hang up and call again and again until her fucking finally answers. "What is it son I'm about to walk into a meeting" he says. "She's gone, SHE FUCKING RAN" | yell while kicking a hole in the wall. "Ill have people out searching for her, how long ago do you think she left" he a form the meeting after saying he had a family emergency. "I have no idea I left her here last night after an argument that got out of hand' "What the fuck is wrong with you Kevin" he hisses "We made it fucking clear yo alone with out someone standing point" he hangs up before I can defend myself. 🔷🔷🔷 Sean… I'm a gay guy who's as true to his word as the queen go
He kept calling me Indiana and" she pops the straw out of the paper sticks it into the milkshake and sucks hard. "If you suck a cock like that you'll be locked in a basement somewhere with your mouth strapped to a glory hole" she sputters and chokes on the gulp of milkshakes then stares wide eyed at me. "I seriously question why I'm friends with you" she snorts while taking slower drink of the chocolaty drink. "Because I'm one of a kind and your life would be boring with out me, now stop stalling and tell me what the hell Roger did" "He kept calling me Indiana, ordered his stake well done" I gasp and make the sign of the cross "Oh and he'smarriedwithababyontheway" she spends the last of her sentence together. "Slow down peach say that again but slower" and child let me tell you when she slowed it down I about searched the he asshole up on F******k and told his wife. 🔷🔷🔷 Indigo Once I got home last night I just couldn't sleep every time I closed my eyes he came to mind creep
Ayy look at this one babe, it would look so good on you" Sean says as he holds out a small dress that looks like it's going to cover absolutely nothing. I'm not gunna lie though it's hella cute and sexy, it's got a super low v down the front with a bra like cup on the inside so I wouldn't have to wear a bra if I didn't want to. The dress is really cute I'm just unsure about the low v that is going to leave me exposed in the front but other than that it's perfect. "I don't know babe. Maybe we should just keep looking" I say taking another look at the dress. "Nuh get your ass in that room and try it on or I'll strip you right here" "Fine" I say rolling my eyes knowing all to well that he would. This one time at Victoria Secret he somehow managed to get my tank top off an tried to take my bra off because he wanted me to try on a demi cut bra that I didn't want to try on. The man has no shame I sware. I take the dress into the changing room and try i
"I don't know I guess we can get ready at my place" I answer as I get out grabbing my bags then start walking to the building. "Okay I'll go grab something's from my place while you go ahead and jump in the shower, just please don't get your hair wet it's better to style when it's dry" he hands me his bags and runs off in the direction of his apartment and I head up stairs to mine. Walking in I place his bags down on the couch and mine on my bed then strip before taking a quick shower. I almost forgot and got my hair wet but then scolded myself for it telling myself not to wash or wet my hair. Once I'm done I get out dry myself off and pull my robe on. Walking out of the bathroom I see Sean sitting on the couch already dressed in a nice pair of black slacks and a dark green button down shirt with his hair looking messy but nice messy and like always he looks good. Sean reminds me of that gay best friend you see in movies where the main charecter has a crush on
The girl looking back at me isn't a girl I've ever seen before, no this girl has bright eyes brighter then I've ever seen them, she looks like a new person and I can't wait to see what this girl can do. "Here put these on" Sean says then hands me a pink shoe box, taking the box from his outstretched hand I open it and move the tissue-paper aside to find a cute pair of black stilettos that lace up the top of the foot to the ankle. "Babe they're beautiful but they are so gonna kill my feet" "Pain is beauty my dear now put them on and let's go" I put the shoes on and stand up to find that there surprisingly comfortable but for how long I don't know. "Ok I'm ready lets go" It takes us about twenty minutes to get to the club only to find ourselves standing here in line for almost an hour and I'm so ready to just go home. I've never been to a club but back before I met him I had been to a few frat parties and didn't really like them, there was always some dr
I've got to catch up on the Witcher I'm two episodes behind and the second season is already being announced. "Come on please let's just go home" I complain for the tenth time "This place looks lux and if you remember I'm not even old enough to get in I'm not 21" I give Sean a look and he rolls his eyes at me. "Omg Indi fine" he says with an exasperated sigh then motions for me to get out of the line and I don't I stay stuck in my spot not really wanting to actually leave. "See now stop asking to leave the next time yu ask its going to be a flat out No we can not go home" he huffs then takes a deep breath "We are here to have some fun and celebrate your birthday" he pulls me into his side. "Trust me when I say this will be a good thing, plus it will help you find the new you in a way. Oh and don't worry about your age babe I've got you covered" he whispers the last part so only I can hear. 🔷🔷🔷 Sean… A stiff wind coulda come and blown me over then the bouncer ca
Hell and lets not forget the fact that there is a extremely beautiful women sat in a booth at the end of the bar who just a few moments ago stabbed a guy in the dick because he grabbed her ass while she walked by him and the only people who batted a lash were the ones who have only seen shit like that in the movies. "I'm going to the bathroom, stay here" I shout into Indi's ear probably causing damage. She waves me off and just my luck I bump into the stunning beauty with a talent for knife work as she's walking out of the women's bathroom. "Excuse me hun, ljust wanted to say brava" I do a little clap "The asshole had it coming not all of us want to be touched like the peaches in a supermarket" she throws her head back in laughter and that's how I gained anew secret bestie.... But don't tell Indi, she's a very jealous lover like that. Hahaha. 🔷🔷🔷 Indigo… "Fine but your buying the drinks and if at any point I want to actually leave we leave got it" he gives me a wide crazy lo
(Present)I saw the car up ahead as I swerved around a tight bend at a fork in the road, I did slow down or even take my foot of the gas pedal, my only thought was to get to a gas station, mini mart store or anywhere there might be a phone so I could call my guys and let them know where we are.But as the car came up beside me fast, I knew who it was. Glass shattered around the back seat as the back window was shot out."Get down more" in tell my dad, knowing hell do what ever he can to keep the glass from falling on the boys.The road winds and bends from one dirt covered road to gravel then back again as I speed around corners and take turns as if I knew where the fuck I'm going. Shot ring out and hit the car every now and then as I take turns. At the end of the next turn, I see what looks like possible streetlights up a head and a few cars drive by."I'm not stopping imima keep my foot on the gas until we clear the intersection then park wherever I can that out of sight" I say."Ap
Marquez - (While he's escaping with Indigo)Fuck I don't know how much further I can go. With every step I take I feel as if my bones crunch. When I’d gotten the call from Carlo with the local tag I went in. Carter had sent me a text telling me where the check points were. What I didn’t expect was the fucking bear traps set around the perimeter. The crunch of my bone and the pain of the dull trap snapping closed on my leg as I sat against a tree to hide from the spot light of what ever half assed men for hires my ex wife has on her dwindling payroll.I'm proud of her though, she not only has proven to be resilient but she just gave birth to the twins on the floor of a bathroom. I can tell by how pale she is that she lost a fare amount of blood. She needs a doctor and the boys need to be checked out. I'm not sure it's normal for them to be this quiet. When Indi was a new born all she did was cry.Or maybe it the luck of every parent or it could be that she passed on a resilience pa
(Before she knew Indigo and Marquez escape)"The price was set at ten million each baby" I say, now outraged at the price being offered."Come on Tatiana, it's a fare price, giving all the risk I'm taking to help you move them once their ready to be taken from their mother" Casova tell me.The risk, ha. What fucking risk. He's going to lose nothing if he can't move them, because he can sell them off bit by bit to black market organ dealers if he wants to, and make double what I would get if I sold them to someone on a wholesale type deal."I want what was offered Casova or there's no fucking deal" I hang up and toss my phone on the bed.I'm twenty minutes from the house I have Indigo and Marquez at. I wanted to be able to relax between sessions, so I made the executive decision to leave Carter and a few highly trained men there as a precaution.I light the tightly rolled joint and sit back on the couch and take a lung full of smoke before releasing it.This is a hard life to lead and
(While Indigo was kidnapped)It's all your fault.It's all your fault.It's all your fault.It's a fucking montera that won't leave my fucking head, no matter how fucking much I drink.I've been down in the makeshift war room that indi would lose her shit if she knew it was set up in our living room.Indi, my gorgeous fucking goddess. Fuck, I never thought I would love someone as much as love her. ! would cut my own fucking heart out and watch with the last seconds of live that still beat in my veins as she took from my chilling hands, if that's what she needed to know how much I loved her.Now because of me her best friend is in the infirmary, there's a whole ass team downstairs ready to go to war for her and I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself.My uncle would be kicking my ass if he was till here. Hed call me weak and tell me. "We are men of power and strength, who are weak until we become whole" I would always laugh at that statement, because I never understood it."I get it
(While Indigo was kidnapped) "What the fuck do you mean you can't get any fucking traces" I bark at Axel as he for the fucking tenth time tells me he can't find a thing on my beautiful."So, what the fucking ground opened up and swallowed her" I growl, so close to shooting him in the fucking foot, because if I shoot him in the fucking head, body or hand, he'd be useless to me. Okay that's a lie... id shoot him in the foot because he's my friend and I wouldn't want to have his blood on m y hand, like that."Dimitri, take a fucking walk and go check on your brother" Raven tells me through grit teeth.I point at her ready to explode when a woman I thought id never see again walks through the front door like she owns the god damn place."I say look what the cat drug in, but my cat doesn't like tuna" I tell her, earning a few chocked chuckles from Axel, Raven and a few others."Dimitri, given that I'm here to tell you where to find someone so very dear to your cold black heart id of thoug
(After Marquez was captured)He took my place. He let himself be captured just to give me the chance to run.Marquez Santiago is a lot of things, but fool wasnt one of the words I would have ever thought to associate with him.I wait until night fall and slowly come out of hiding. The woods are still and quiet as I limp my way from tree to tree while holding my hand as tight as I can to my stomach. We were ambushed after I was able to meet up with him after sending him my location.The plan was for me to agree to go with Tatiana and join her in her twisted plans to take Marquez down by taking out their daughter. I’m bleeding again from all the moving I’m doing and I fear I will bleed out before I reach help.The sun is starting to rise and I see nothing but dense forest as I continue my staggered walk through the trees.I’m about to give up when I hear what sounds like motorcycles or ATVs of in the distance.With the little amount of strength I can muster I push myself forward until
"Can I help" my dad says as he limps forward a little.I nod and get up. Carter helps my dad to the floor and I watch as he slides both hands under the baby and picks him up and brings him to his chest. The baby starts to fuss again but my dad starts to hum and slowly works the jumper on. Once it's on he hands me the baby and carter help him up then with my permission picks the other baby up and cradles him close to his injured chest."Theres a deck outside this room, with a set of stairs that lead to the side of the cabin. If someone sees you run as fast as you can down the path. At the end of it you'll see a blue car, the keys are in the sun-visor" Carter tell us as he helps me down the stairs then goes back up and helps my dad."Why are you helping us" I ask as we make our way towards the path he mentioned.He doesn't answer. Carter holds my baby and keeps my dad upright as we move from tree to tree until we reach the path."This is where I leave you. Just keep walking down the pat
Dizzy, that's what I'm feeling at this moment as I lay on the bathroom floor next to my boys. They lay tucked into the comforter, sleeping soundly.My eyes feel heavy, and I can't stop shivering. I feel like I'm going to die, and I can't give up now, not now that I have them to fight for. If I give up now, I'll be no better than her.Taking a slow breath I sit up and lean my back against the bathtub and reach down between my legs. The bleeding seems to have stopped a bit, but I know I have to finish and push out the placenta. Opening my legs a little more I wiggle until I'm almost lying flat on the floor and do a semi-crunch while using one hand to steady myself and the other to press on my lower abdomen while I push again.Slowly and less painfully then pushing the boys out I push a few more times than feel a slimy sensation squish out of me. Slowly I manage to get back to a sitting position and use the bathtub to get to my feet.Once standing I walk over to the shower and turn the w
My ears ring with the sound of the gun firing, reverberating off the aluminum roof of the small shed.“I knew you it” says a non other the back stabbing snake Dre.Voices of other men as they run towards us echo through the dense woods surrounding us. Carter moves quickly even while shot and brings Dre down with a round house kick to the face.Once he’s down Carter snatches the gun yo off the ground and shoots Dre once in the chest then the head. As Carter’s lowering the gun four men rush the shed.“Do a perimeter patrol, check for cars in and around the access road” he kicks Dre in the side “And get rid of this”.The men carry Dre’s dead body out of the shed and Carter orders the other two away.“The next change is in two hours, I’ll make sure the back doors open. Indigos on the top floor in the room to the left” he says then leaves.I need to find away to get her out of here. With a broken leg, there’s no way I’m going to be able to get her out of here, let alone even fucking get to