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2 Indigo

Author: MBQuezada
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-15 23:20:45

The burn from the hot tea is nothing compared to what's to come only this time I have know idea why he's angry, then again I rarely ever truly know why.

He lets me go with a hard shove to one side and I catch my balance on the counter as I stand awaiting what's to come.

He stands in front of me pinching the bridge of his nose as if stuck in thought or calming himself down.

Then just as I flinch from his sudden movement he all of a sudden turns around and starts walking back over to his backpack, the very backpack he flung to the hard wood floor when he walking into the apartment.

He scoops in up and starts rummaging through it then takes out his phone, he looks down at it then throws it across the room right at my head.

"I told you to fucking charge it" he bite's out.

"I'm sorry" I say taking a few steps back as he takes one forward, all that's about to happen is because I forgot to charge his phone.

I once got a beating because he stubbed his own toe on the edge of the coffee table so this doesn't surprise me.

"Worthless fucking nasty bitch. You’re nothing but a lazy ass cunt" he says then slaps me hard across the face knocking me down to the kitchen floor.

"I-I ss-said sorry" his closed fist makes contact with my cheek this time shutting me up and forcing me to brace myself for what ever else is to come.

"I don't fucking care" he grounds out along with another hard slap to my already sore cheek this time it feels worse do to the punch, it feels even harder then before making my left eye feel like it could pop out of it's socket.

“I don't know why the fuck I'm still with you, your so fucking ugly and worthless you make me fucking sick"

The sting his words once made me feel has now gone away along with my feelings for him.

Why did it take this moment right here for me to realize it? Had I been hoping that he might change?

His words used to make me feel like life wasn't worth living and I believed him when he would tell me how worthless I was because I was nothing to anyone who ever came into my life, according to him I was nothing but a burden.

Now that feeling has vanished making his harsh words nothing but noise. Nothing but fuel to the fire that burns inside me, the fire I’ll use to get away.

Bracing myself up on my elbows I feel something I haven't in so long.

Strength.

It’s an amazing sensation, making me wonder if this is what those mothers who save their children from burning buildings and can lift cars clear into the air if their children was trapped underneath.

I listen to his nonstop berating as I lay on the floor, tuned out to everything but the fire he’s lite inside my soul.

A small surge of courage courses through my veins and I bite back with as much attitude and venom as I could.

"Then fucking leave" Yeah see that was a mistake and I knew it the moment the words left my mouth and his broke out with a sinister smile.

"What the fuck did you just say" I shake my head no not wanting to repeat myself and try to get away knowing that if I dare to repeat what I had just said the 'punishment' will be worse then It's already going to be.

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