CLARA
The blinding white light of the hospital room made my head pound as I slowly opened my eyes. My body felt heavy, and my limbs refused to cooperate. The events of last night rushed back, leaving a sinking feeling in my stomach. Before I could sit up, my uncle’s angry voice filled the room. He was pacing, muttering to himself, his face covered with anger. “You’ve ruined everything!” he spat, spinning around to face me. “Pregnant? You’re pregnant?” I didn’t respond. My throat was dry, and my heart was pounding so fast. “For all the years I’ve put up with you, this is how you repay me? You’ve destroyed everything!” His voice grew louder as he stepped closer to the bed. “What are you talking about?” I managed to croak, my voice barely audible. "What am I talking about, huh?" He leaned over me, I could perceive the smell of alcohol reeking from his breath. “I'm talking about this bastard in your womb. You're getting it out as soon as possible." "Uncle Mark..." Before I could even speak my mind, he yelled, interrupting me. "Shut up!" He foamed. "Just shut up, okay?!" He paced around, like he was thinking of what to say. Worse, what to do. He stopped pacing, approaching my side again. “He likes choir girls like you. My debt will be cleared if you agree to be his… company.” My eyes flew open. “The loan shark,” he hissed. “He was willing to clear my debt in exchange for you. Do you understand what I’m saying, Clara? You were my way out.” I froze, feeling goosebumps surface on my skin. I don't know who this man he spoke of was, but the horror of his words sank in, and I couldn't help but shiver. “You… you were going to sell me?” "Whatever you call it, I don't fucking care." He snapped. "For all the years we've trained you, it's time you repay me. It's time you play your own role as a family." I shook my head, at this point, tears had already filled my eyes as I stared at the man I used to call my uncle. He seriously wants to sell me? And worse, he wants to kill an innocent child for his selfish gain? "You're wicked, Uncle Mark." I shook my head. "I thought you had a little decency, but I was wrong. Are you even listening to yourself?!" I yelled. "Don't you dare raise your voice at me." He warned, pointing his first finger at me. "I will, Uncle!" I yelled, regardless of his warning. "I have every right to. You want me to carry your cross, and now you want to kill an innocent child for your selfish gain! Can you for once be a human?" "Now you shut up, young lady." He growled. "You fucking shut up or you'll beat the consequences." "I'm not letting you hurt my baby," I insisted. "I'm not letting you control my life anymore." "Well, you don't have a choice." He snarled, dragging my wrist and forcefully pulling me out of the bed. When the door creaked open, I turned my head, upon seeing Aunt Maggie, I felt a leap of hope. Since she was the one who understood me at least, she'd definitely save me out of this mess. As she walked in, the smell of wine filled the air. Her eyes were heavy, and her hair was a mess, but at that moment, none of that mattered. “Aunt Maggie!” I cried out, tears streaming down my face. “Please, call the police. Uncle is trying to—” My words were cut off as my uncle’s hand tightened around my arm. “Don’t start, Clara. Maggie isn’t going to help you. She knows what needs to be done.” I stared at her, not wanting to believe her. “Auntie, please! You can’t let him do this to me. You’re all I have!” For a moment, I thought I saw something in her eyes—guilt, hesitation, maybe even a sign of love. But it vanished as quickly as it came. Her lips quivered as she looked at my uncle and then at me. “It’s for the best, Clara,” she slurred, avoiding my gaze. “You’ve caused enough trouble already.” My heart shattered. “What? No, no, you can’t mean that. I’ve done everything for you! I sold my eggs so you could get money for rehab. I sacrificed everything for you!” The way she ignored me, shifting her gaze to Uncle Mark felt like I wasn't talking to her but myself. “And I’ll go back to rehab when this is over. Your uncle promised.” Her words hit me like a slap. I felt betrayed. This was the woman I had trusted, the woman I had sacrificed for. I am carrying this child because of her, and now she is going to regard me as trash? Now, she was handing me over to be destroyed. “Promised? He lies, Aunt Maggie! He’s using you, just like he’s trying to use me!” But she didn’t respond. Instead, my uncle thrust a clipboard into her hands. “Sign it,” he demanded. I froze, watching in disbelief as her hand moved to the pen. “No! Don’t you dare! Aunt Maggie, don’t do this!” She looked at me one last time, tears pooling in her bloodshot eyes. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, before scribbling her name at the bottom of the form. A cold, bitter laugh escaped my uncle’s mouth. “There. Now it’s official.” “No!” I screamed, thrashing against his hold. “How could you do this to me? How could you betray me like this?” Then the door burst open, and Lucaa stormed in. “Let her go,” she yelled angrily. Uncle Mark sneered, shoving me aside. “Who do you think you are, boy? This isn’t your business.” “It is now,” Lucaa said, stepping between us. “You’re not laying another hand on her.” My uncle’s face twisted in rage. Without warning, he lunged at Lucaa, his fist connecting with her jaw like she was a man. Lucaa staggered but didn’t fall, standing her ground. I mentally wondered how she was able to survive the hit without falling to the ground. “Get out of here, or I’ll make sure you regret it,” my uncle spat. Lucaa wiped blood from her lip, before returning her gaze at him. “Over my dead body.” But then my aunt stepped in, pointing her finger at Lucaa. “Young lady, you better leave or I’ll call the police on you! You’re trespassing, and I’ll make sure they throw you in jail!” The threat made Lucaa hesitate, then her eyes shifted to me. “Clara, I’m not leaving you,” she said softly. Tears welled in my eyes. “Lucaa, don’t. Please, don’t get hurt because of me.” My uncle took advantage of the moment, punching her again and sending her to the ground. She grunted in pain, and I screamed, struggling harder against my uncle’s grip. “Stop it!” I yelled. “Please, stop. Leave her alone!” I was more concerned about Lucaa that I didn't realise my Uncle's hand halfway to my face until I felt a sharp pain land on my cheeks. My ears buzzed like it was going to explode, and I almost lost my vision. I couldn't react, I was still trying to get over the pain. However, Uncle Mark turned to the doctor with a look of satisfaction. "Clara is alright," he faked a smile. "I demand that the surgery be performed immediately." "No. No." I shook my head. "Please don't. Please..." Just then… I remembered the cross. I reached into my pocket, pulling it up. I stretched it to my uncle. “This cross—it must be worth a lot of money. If you pawn it, you’ll have enough to pay off your debts. Just let me go!” He snatched the necklace from my hand, examining it with a sneer. “This? It’s garbage. A fake piece of junk. You really think this is worth something?” He laughed cruelly before tossing it across the room. The sound of it hitting the floor made my heart shatter. What now? How can I possibly escape this man? “No!” I cried, reaching for it, but he yanked me back. “You’re pathetic,” he spat. “Cheap jewellery can easily fool you.” He angrily pulled out his belt from his waist, and he used it to hold my right hand against the bed handle. "Now, I want you to be quiet. Understood?" He shushed. "Doctor, do what you have to do." While I struggled to let go, the doctor injected a sedative in me. The feeling clouded me, causing me to grow instantly weak. I could no longer struggle nor scream. I felt hopeless. Powerless, and helpless. I could only close my eyes in tears, silently wishing a miracle would somehow—anyhow happen. At that moment, the door suddenly kicked open, drawing everyone's attention. I could barely see clearly due to the effect of the drug, but I could tell whoever it was that entered wasn't any ordinary man. “Let her go.” Came a deep voice. Then his scent struck me. It was familiar, just enough for me to know who it was. Mateo.CLARAHe stood there, his cold, dark eyes were now fixed on my uncle, who stood frozen like a cornered rat. My uncle wasn't expecting to see him, no one was. At this point, Uncle Mark left me completely, taking a step forward with something he called… boldness.“I’m from the Iron Fang Syndicate gang,” my uncle blurted out, trying to sound tough but failing miserably. “You better leave if you know what’s good for you!” The man—Mateo, I remembered—tilted his head slightly, having this unreadable expression. Then he spoke again, his deep voice sending chills down my spine. “This woman owes me,” he said, gesturing toward me. “She’s not going anywhere without my permission.” Uncle Mark shifted his gaze at me, and before my uncle could respond, Mateo took a step forward. His men fanned out, surrounding the room. I could feel the tension that came with it. It was suffocating. “What are you talking about?” my uncle stammered, walking steps backward. I've never seen my uncle this sca
CLARA I woke up to the sound of low voices murmuring nearby. My body ached, and my head felt heavy as I blinked against the harsh light streaming into the room. As my vision cleared, I noticed two men sitting by my bedside, dressed in expensive suits and wearing a serious expression that immediately put me on edge.“Good, you’re awake,” one of them said, a little softly. He was holding a folder, and the sight of it made my stomach twist.“Who are you?” I managed to ask, feeling my throat run dry.“We work for Mr. Mateo De Luca,” the man replied, as if that explained everything. “He asked us to give this to you.” He handed me the folder, and I hesitated before taking it. I could feel my hands trembling as I opened it, revealing a thick stack of papers inside. “What is this?” I asked, not taking my gaze off the folder in my hand.“It’s your employment contract,” the man said plainly. “For the next two years, you will work as Mr. De Luca’s personal doctor. Your duties are limited to en
CLARA The day I was discharged from the hospital felt like a dream. I was still trying to process everything that had happened, but it seemed like the world wasn’t waiting for me to catch up. As I sat on the hospital bed for the last time, a man dressed in a sleek black suit entered the room. He looked expensive and intimidating, but his expression was calm. “This is for you,” he said, handing me a brand-new phone. I stared at it for a moment. “I don't understand." I stammered, not sure if I understood why everything seems to be happening so fast. "What’s this for?” “Boss wants to talk to you,” he simply replied, giving no room for arguments.I took the phone reluctantly and held it to my ear. “Hello?” Mateo's voice came through from the other end of the line. “Clara.” I swallowed nervously. “Yes?” “I’ve arranged for a driver to take you wherever you need to go,” he said, as though he hadn’t just turned my entire life upside down. “If you don’t want to go back to your unc
MATEO The business lunch never happened. Instead, the docks were where the real conversation took place. It was cold, and the air smelled of salt and blood. Lorenzo knelt on the ground, his clothes was torn and covered in blood. He was breathing hard, and his face pale. My men stood behind me, quiet, holding their guns, waiting for my command. I leaned against a stack of crates, rolling my cigar between my fingers, letting its orange glow lit faintly on my face. I could perceive the scent of tobacco mixed with the stench of the docks. “Let’s get one thing straight, Lorenzo,” I said, staring directly into his eyes. “You thought you could play me? Send a woman into my yatch like some pawn on your chessboard?” He coughed, spitting blood onto the wooden planks. “Mateo, I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he rasped. I crouched in front of him, close enough to see the fear in his eyes. “Don’t insult me." I said coldly. "I don’t like games, Lorenzo. You sent her, didn’t yo
CLARA I stared at the man before me, utterly confused. “Why… Why do we need to get engaged?” I asked, hoping this was somehow a dream or something.He rubbed the bridge of his nose, I could tell how obviously frustrated he was. “Clara, listen carefully. The old lady you met earlier today—that was my mother.” I blinked. His mother? “W–what?” “And she has a very specific misunderstanding,” he continued. “She thinks you’re my lover and that you’re carrying my child.” “What?!” I practically shouted, not minding my voice echoing the room. “I... I don't understand. Why would she think that?” Mateo sighed, like it wasn't in his strength to discuss this with me. “Because she saw you and jumped to conclusions. She’s… traditional, Clara. To her, having a child out of wedlock is unacceptable. She’s demanding I take you in and take responsibility.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “But I’m not pregnant with your child! You know that, right?” He gave me a dry look. “Of course, I
CLARA “It’s in the contract. It clearly states we have to share the bed until my insomnia is resolved. Remember?”I stared at him, unable to believe what I’d just heard. Share a bed? Share a room? With him for the coming nights? Can someone please explain to me why it has to be this way?He didn’t seem fazed by my shock. Instead, he leaned back against the headboard, his bare upper body was on full display. His muscles rippled slightly as he reached for a book on the nightstand, and I quickly averted my eyes, feeling my cheeks heat up. Was it the pregnancy? Hormones, maybe? My heart was pounding, and my face felt warm, too warm. What type of man is he? For now reason, everything about him just makes my heart skip a beat?“I don’t have any pajamas,” I said awkwardly, trying to find an excuse to delay the inevitable. Mateo glanced at me, raised an eyebrow, and tossed a shirt from the foot of the bed. “This will do,” he said simply. I caught the shirt mid-air, staring at it like i
CLARA I stood there, completely frozen, as Lily’s eyes pinned me in place. Her posture screamed arrogance, her gaze still flickering between me and the shirt I was wearing.I was beginning to wonder if her anger was because I was here, or because of the shirt I was putting on, or maybe both."Look, I know you don't like me and definitely don't want me here. But the truth is, I'm just a guest, that's all." I explained.“So, you’re just a guest, huh?” she sneered, crossing her arms over her chest. Obviously she didn't believe me. “Funny, I didn’t know guests wandered into someone else’s house at seven in the morning wearing clothes that don’t belong to them.” I could feel the heat creeping up my face. I wasn’t sure if it was embarrassment or anger. “The shirt was given to me,” I said, trying to keep my voice calm. “It’s just something I wore to sleep in.” She laughed in a mocking way. “Oh, really? And who gave it to you? Mateo? Please.” She rolled her eyes dramatically. “Like I sai
CLARA The moment Mateo walked toward me, I felt a wave of relief. His eyes softened as he crouched down, reaching out to help me to my feet. “Clara, are you okay?” he asked, a hint of concern stained in his voice.I nodded slowly, brushing my hands against my dress to steady myself. “I’m fine,” I replied, though I wasn’t. My stomach still churned with pain.His gaze shifted from me to Lily, “What exactly happened, Lily?”"She pushed me." I told him.Lily was quick to respond, crossing her arms and putting on an innocent face. “She spilled coffee all over me and then tripped. I didn’t touch her,” I didn't know this lady was all sweet talking.I opened my mouth to protest, but the butler interrupted, stepping forward. “It all happened so quickly, sir,” he said. “All I know is Miss Clara did hand over the coffee first.” I stared at the butler in disbelief. He had seen everything. He had seen how she had rudely spoken to me, he had to have noticed her little shove. But he wasn’t going
CLARA When I woke up, I was in a dimly lit room, tied to a chair. Lily was beside me, her hands bound and her face pale with fear. “Clara,” she whispered. “What’s happening?” I shook my head, trying to clear the fog in my mind. “I don’t know,” I said quietly. “But we’ll get out of this, Lily. I promise.” "You promise?" She scoffed. "You brought us into this mess, Clara. We're here because of your carelessness."I looked at her. "I asked you to run, didn't I?""Are you trying to put the blame on me now?" She snapped. “Weren't you the one who said it's a meeting with your friend? The last time I checked, you didn't mention anything about your uncle and his men.”I shook my head. "I'm not blaming anyone." I explained. "And this isn't the time to blame anyone either."Uncle Mark’s laughter echoed from somewhere nearby, sending chills down my spine. “Welcome to the real world, ladies,” he said, stepping into the light. Lily's breathing increased and I feared she was going to explo
CLARA The drive felt longer than usual, with the quiet hum of the car and my restless thoughts. I didn't want to come, but the urgency in the text was something I couldn't ignore. Worse, it had to do with aunt Maggie.I'd look at Lily with my side eyes after every six seconds. Her mind and focus was on the road, like she didn't notice I was in the car with her. The calmness of the atmosphere felt uncomfortable so I suddenly wanted her to say something. Even if it were a curse word."You didn't give me a location," She said, and I was grateful she did ask because I forgot to mention it."Uhm..." I searched my message box, trying to recall the location Lucaa had sent me. "Bella Luna." I told her."I thought you said it was an emergency for your aunt," She glanced at me for a second before staring at the road. "What are you doing in a restaurant?""I did say it's concerning my aunt, I never said I wanted to see her." She looked at me again, "I'm going to meet my friend concerning my aun
CLARA“She’s pregnant with your child, Mateo. You need to father up!”I stood frozen outside the study door, my breath caught in my throat. I had no idea what to do, if I should run or just keep listening. However, my curiosity wouldn’t let me leave so soon.“I’ve already done what you said,” I heard him say. “I went with her today, and I’ll go with her again whenever I can.” There was a pause before his mother responded. “Good. That’s the least you can do, Mateo. She’s carrying your child, and she needs your support.” I didn’t hear what he said next because my mind was already spinning. So that’s why he showed up today. It wasn’t because he wanted to; it was because his mother told him to. The joy I’d felt earlier began to slip away, replaced by a heavy weight in my chest. I stepped back quietly, careful not to make a sound, and went to my room. I sat on the edge of my bed, staring at my hands. The earlier warmth I’d felt, thinking Mateo had come because he cared, now felt like a
CLARAI always visited the clinic twice every month. It was the second time of the month and I feel so lonely to be here. Lucaa was supposed to drive me here like she always does, but work seems to get the better part of her while I had to get my ass all the way here myself.The waiting room wasn’t as crowded today. I sat quietly, with my hands resting on my growing belly, staring at the wall clock as if willing the time to move faster. The door to the clinic swung open, and I barely glanced up. It wasn’t until I heard a familiar voice that I froze. “Clara,” Mateo called and my eyes flew open. He didn’t say anything about showing up.I turned in disbelief, and there he was, striding toward me like he owned the place. His presence was impossible to ignore, even in the plainest suit. “Mateo?” I asked, standing slowly. “What are you doing here?” He stopped in front of me with his hands in his pockets, looking calm but serious. “I’m here for your appointment.” I blinked at him, compl
CLARAI’ve always thought with everyday that passes by, I was a step closer to finding the truth. However, I was wrong, I was never anyway closer. To make matters worse, life with Lily haven’t been pretty so far. It keeps getting bitter by day, and for a thousand reason, I just wanted to escape her life.But as long as she’s here, that was one impossible thing I can ever get.The morning sun streamed through the windows of the villa as I stepped into the dinning room. Lily was already there, sitting at the head of the table as though she owned the place. Her perfectly styled hair and her tailored dress gave her an air of superiority that she never failed to wield against me.“Good morning,” I greeted softly, constantly reminding myself who she was to Mateo. A childhood savior as he said.Lily barely glanced at me. “You’re late,” she said curtly, sipping her tea. “Breakfast is almost over.”I bit back a sigh and moved to pour myself a cup of coffee. “I didn’t know there was a set time,
MATEOThe office was quiet except for the soft ticking of the clock on the wall, and the low hum of the ceiling fan mixed with the faint crackle of my cigar as I leaned back in my chair, my eyes fixed on the city lights glowing outside the window. It’s been a rough week, and I had barely had a good night’s sleep. Even with Clara lying next to me, I couldn’t get myself to close my eyes. Maybe that’s because I feel defeatedI softly tapped my fingers on my desk, letting my mind swirl through countless thoughts I couldn’t get myself to think of. They were just too much that I could barely focus.A knock broke the silence, snapping me out of my thoughts.“Come in,” I said, without asking who it was.The door opened, and three of my men stepped inside. They stood straight and saluted me. I could tell from the seriousness on their face that they had something important for me.“Boss,” one of them said, stepping forward.“What is it?” I asked, taking a slow puff from my cigar.Marco hesita
LILYI was so thirsty and needed something to drink. It was my routine to always have a glass of water or soft drinks with me in my room before I went to bed, but for some reasons I couldn’t tell why I forgot this time.I left my room to the kitchen, then, I began to hear faint voices., and they were two of them. I recognized one to be the butler’s voice, while the other was… Clara? What was she still doing out here by this time of the night? And what’s with the whispering voices I hear?I hid in a corner, stressing my ears to hear what they were discussing. I couldn’t get what it was they were talking about, but I sure did hear her mention a ‘cross’. What cross could they be talking about, that of the De Luca family?If that’s so, what’s her business with the cross and its significance? Well, I’ll get to know what it was with the whispering voice as soon as she’s out of here.I heard footsteps retreating from the kitchen and heading toward the staircase. I needed to hide myself or sh
CLARADisappointed!That’s all I could feel right now, and if there was any word other than that, that’s how I feel. I was one step closer to finding the truth, just one step, and everything crumbled.“Urgh!” I grunted, slapping my forehead. “Come on, Clara, you went too far.”Maybe I thought too much. Maybe I was too quick to jump to a conclusion, maybe I should have thought even harder before thinking the necklace was Mateo’s. I sat back on the couch, staring at my tea. I had lost the appetite to drink it anymore, the reason I had stayed up this late was ruined.I quickly phoned Lucaa, thankfully she was awake to answer. “Clara, any news?” she asked. “Were you able to find out?”I shook my head as if she were here with me “You’re right, Lucaa, I had the dumbest idea ever.” I hated myself for even thinking my assumption was right this whole time.“I… I don’t think I understand what you’re trying to say.” She said, “You mean Mateo isn’t the real owner of the necklace?”“He’s just retu
CLARAI couldn’t get myself to sleep, so I stayed awake throughout the night. Mateo was troubled, and the frustration in the way he breathed was suffocating. Not quite long after the call, he stormed out of the room like I wasn’t even there.I wanted to call Lucaa, to tell her what I think about Dominic, but when I checked the time, it was too late to make calls. “I’ll definitely tell her tomorrow.” I thought to myself.Morning came just as I expected. Mateo had left the house sooner, the case on ground wasn’t something he could let go. However, his concern could mean two things, either he didn’t want to lose Dominic, or just the fact that it’s something about the mafia world: “Never to watch your family die without a cause.”Then I met Lily sitting in the dining. Could there ever be a time I wouldn’t have to meet her like this? Especially not in the morning?For the first time, she didn’t seem interested in me. She only looked at me for the briefest second, shook her head, and contin