CLARA
The blinding white light of the hospital room made my head pound as I slowly opened my eyes. My body felt heavy, and my limbs refused to cooperate. The events of last night rushed back, leaving a sinking feeling in my stomach. Before I could sit up, my uncle’s angry voice filled the room. He was pacing, muttering to himself, his face covered with anger. “You’ve ruined everything!” he spat, spinning around to face me. “Pregnant? You’re pregnant?” I didn’t respond. My throat was dry, and my heart was pounding so fast. “For all the years I’ve put up with you, this is how you repay me? You’ve destroyed everything!” His voice grew louder as he stepped closer to the bed. “What are you talking about?” I managed to croak, my voice barely audible. "What am I talking about, huh?" He leaned over me, I could perceive the smell of alcohol reeking from his breath. “I'm talking about this bastard in your womb. You're getting it out as soon as possible." "Uncle Mark..." Before I could even speak my mind, he yelled, interrupting me. "Shut up!" He foamed. "Just shut up, okay?!" He paced around, like he was thinking of what to say. Worse, what to do. He stopped pacing, approaching my side again. “He likes choir girls like you. My debt will be cleared if you agree to be his… company.” My eyes flew open. “The loan shark,” he hissed. “He was willing to clear my debt in exchange for you. Do you understand what I’m saying, Clara? You were my way out.” I froze, feeling goosebumps surface on my skin. I don't know who this man he spoke of was, but the horror of his words sank in, and I couldn't help but shiver. “You… you were going to sell me?” "Whatever you call it, I don't fucking care." He snapped. "For all the years we've trained you, it's time you repay me. It's time you play your own role as a family." I shook my head, at this point, tears had already filled my eyes as I stared at the man I used to call my uncle. He seriously wants to sell me? And worse, he wants to kill an innocent child for his selfish gain? "You're wicked, Uncle Mark." I shook my head. "I thought you had a little decency, but I was wrong. Are you even listening to yourself?!" I yelled. "Don't you dare raise your voice at me." He warned, pointing his first finger at me. "I will, Uncle!" I yelled, regardless of his warning. "I have every right to. You want me to carry your cross, and now you want to kill an innocent child for your selfish gain! Can you for once be a human?" "Now you shut up, young lady." He growled. "You fucking shut up or you'll beat the consequences." "I'm not letting you hurt my baby," I insisted. "I'm not letting you control my life anymore." "Well, you don't have a choice." He snarled, dragging my wrist and forcefully pulling me out of the bed. When the door creaked open, I turned my head, upon seeing Aunt Maggie, I felt a leap of hope. Since she was the one who understood me at least, she'd definitely save me out of this mess. As she walked in, the smell of wine filled the air. Her eyes were heavy, and her hair was a mess, but at that moment, none of that mattered. “Aunt Maggie!” I cried out, tears streaming down my face. “Please, call the police. Uncle is trying to—” My words were cut off as my uncle’s hand tightened around my arm. “Don’t start, Clara. Maggie isn’t going to help you. She knows what needs to be done.” I stared at her, not wanting to believe her. “Auntie, please! You can’t let him do this to me. You’re all I have!” For a moment, I thought I saw something in her eyes—guilt, hesitation, maybe even a sign of love. But it vanished as quickly as it came. Her lips quivered as she looked at my uncle and then at me. “It’s for the best, Clara,” she slurred, avoiding my gaze. “You’ve caused enough trouble already.” My heart shattered. “What? No, no, you can’t mean that. I’ve done everything for you! I sold my eggs so you could get money for rehab. I sacrificed everything for you!” The way she ignored me, shifting her gaze to Uncle Mark felt like I wasn't talking to her but myself. “And I’ll go back to rehab when this is over. Your uncle promised.” Her words hit me like a slap. I felt betrayed. This was the woman I had trusted, the woman I had sacrificed for. I am carrying this child because of her, and now she is going to regard me as trash? Now, she was handing me over to be destroyed. “Promised? He lies, Aunt Maggie! He’s using you, just like he’s trying to use me!” But she didn’t respond. Instead, my uncle thrust a clipboard into her hands. “Sign it,” he demanded. I froze, watching in disbelief as her hand moved to the pen. “No! Don’t you dare! Aunt Maggie, don’t do this!” She looked at me one last time, tears pooling in her bloodshot eyes. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, before scribbling her name at the bottom of the form. A cold, bitter laugh escaped my uncle’s mouth. “There. Now it’s official.” “No!” I screamed, thrashing against his hold. “How could you do this to me? How could you betray me like this?” Then the door burst open, and Lucaa stormed in. “Let her go,” she yelled angrily. Uncle Mark sneered, shoving me aside. “Who do you think you are, boy? This isn’t your business.” “It is now,” Lucaa said, stepping between us. “You’re not laying another hand on her.” My uncle’s face twisted in rage. Without warning, he lunged at Lucaa, his fist connecting with her jaw like she was a man. Lucaa staggered but didn’t fall, standing her ground. I mentally wondered how she was able to survive the hit without falling to the ground. “Get out of here, or I’ll make sure you regret it,” my uncle spat. Lucaa wiped blood from her lip, before returning her gaze at him. “Over my dead body.” But then my aunt stepped in, pointing her finger at Lucaa. “Young lady, you better leave or I’ll call the police on you! You’re trespassing, and I’ll make sure they throw you in jail!” The threat made Lucaa hesitate, then her eyes shifted to me. “Clara, I’m not leaving you,” she said softly. Tears welled in my eyes. “Lucaa, don’t. Please, don’t get hurt because of me.” My uncle took advantage of the moment, punching her again and sending her to the ground. She grunted in pain, and I screamed, struggling harder against my uncle’s grip. “Stop it!” I yelled. “Please, stop. Leave her alone!” I was more concerned about Lucaa that I didn't realise my Uncle's hand halfway to my face until I felt a sharp pain land on my cheeks. My ears buzzed like it was going to explode, and I almost lost my vision. I couldn't react, I was still trying to get over the pain. However, Uncle Mark turned to the doctor with a look of satisfaction. "Clara is alright," he faked a smile. "I demand that the surgery be performed immediately." "No. No." I shook my head. "Please don't. Please..." Just then… I remembered the cross. I reached into my pocket, pulling it up. I stretched it to my uncle. “This cross—it must be worth a lot of money. If you pawn it, you’ll have enough to pay off your debts. Just let me go!” He snatched the necklace from my hand, examining it with a sneer. “This? It’s garbage. A fake piece of junk. You really think this is worth something?” He laughed cruelly before tossing it across the room. The sound of it hitting the floor made my heart shatter. What now? How can I possibly escape this man? “No!” I cried, reaching for it, but he yanked me back. “You’re pathetic,” he spat. “Cheap jewellery can easily fool you.” He angrily pulled out his belt from his waist, and he used it to hold my right hand against the bed handle. "Now, I want you to be quiet. Understood?" He shushed. "Doctor, do what you have to do." While I struggled to let go, the doctor injected a sedative in me. The feeling clouded me, causing me to grow instantly weak. I could no longer struggle nor scream. I felt hopeless. Powerless, and helpless. I could only close my eyes in tears, silently wishing a miracle would somehow—anyhow happen. At that moment, the door suddenly kicked open, drawing everyone's attention. I could barely see clearly due to the effect of the drug, but I could tell whoever it was that entered wasn't any ordinary man. “Let her go.” Came a deep voice. Then his scent struck me. It was familiar, just enough for me to know who it was. Mateo.CLARAHe stood there, his cold, dark eyes were now fixed on my uncle, who stood frozen like a cornered rat. My uncle wasn't expecting to see him, no one was. At this point, Uncle Mark left me completely, taking a step forward with something he called… boldness.“I’m from the Iron Fang Syndicate gang,” my uncle blurted out, trying to sound tough but failing miserably. “You better leave if you know what’s good for you!” The man—Mateo, I remembered—tilted his head slightly, having this unreadable expression. Then he spoke again, his deep voice sending chills down my spine. “This woman owes me,” he said, gesturing toward me. “She’s not going anywhere without my permission.” Uncle Mark shifted his gaze at me, and before my uncle could respond, Mateo took a step forward. His men fanned out, surrounding the room. I could feel the tension that came with it. It was suffocating. “What are you talking about?” my uncle stammered, walking steps backward. I've never seen my uncle this sca
CLARA I woke up to the sound of low voices murmuring nearby. My body ached, and my head felt heavy as I blinked against the harsh light streaming into the room. As my vision cleared, I noticed two men sitting by my bedside, dressed in expensive suits and wearing a serious expression that immediately put me on edge.“Good, you’re awake,” one of them said, a little softly. He was holding a folder, and the sight of it made my stomach twist.“Who are you?” I managed to ask, feeling my throat run dry.“We work for Mr. Mateo De Luca,” the man replied, as if that explained everything. “He asked us to give this to you.” He handed me the folder, and I hesitated before taking it. I could feel my hands trembling as I opened it, revealing a thick stack of papers inside. “What is this?” I asked, not taking my gaze off the folder in my hand.“It’s your employment contract,” the man said plainly. “For the next two years, you will work as Mr. De Luca’s personal doctor. Your duties are limited to en
CLARA The day I was discharged from the hospital felt like a dream. I was still trying to process everything that had happened, but it seemed like the world wasn’t waiting for me to catch up. As I sat on the hospital bed for the last time, a man dressed in a sleek black suit entered the room. He looked expensive and intimidating, but his expression was calm. “This is for you,” he said, handing me a brand-new phone. I stared at it for a moment. “I don't understand." I stammered, not sure if I understood why everything seems to be happening so fast. "What’s this for?” “Boss wants to talk to you,” he simply replied, giving no room for arguments.I took the phone reluctantly and held it to my ear. “Hello?” Mateo's voice came through from the other end of the line. “Clara.” I swallowed nervously. “Yes?” “I’ve arranged for a driver to take you wherever you need to go,” he said, as though he hadn’t just turned my entire life upside down. “If you don’t want to go back to your unc
MATEO The business lunch never happened. Instead, the docks were where the real conversation took place. It was cold, and the air smelled of salt and blood. Lorenzo knelt on the ground, his clothes was torn and covered in blood. He was breathing hard, and his face pale. My men stood behind me, quiet, holding their guns, waiting for my command. I leaned against a stack of crates, rolling my cigar between my fingers, letting its orange glow lit faintly on my face. I could perceive the scent of tobacco mixed with the stench of the docks. “Let’s get one thing straight, Lorenzo,” I said, staring directly into his eyes. “You thought you could play me? Send a woman into my yatch like some pawn on your chessboard?” He coughed, spitting blood onto the wooden planks. “Mateo, I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he rasped. I crouched in front of him, close enough to see the fear in his eyes. “Don’t insult me." I said coldly. "I don’t like games, Lorenzo. You sent her, didn’t yo
CLARA I stared at the man before me, utterly confused. “Why… Why do we need to get engaged?” I asked, hoping this was somehow a dream or something.He rubbed the bridge of his nose, I could tell how obviously frustrated he was. “Clara, listen carefully. The old lady you met earlier today—that was my mother.” I blinked. His mother? “W–what?” “And she has a very specific misunderstanding,” he continued. “She thinks you’re my lover and that you’re carrying my child.” “What?!” I practically shouted, not minding my voice echoing the room. “I... I don't understand. Why would she think that?” Mateo sighed, like it wasn't in his strength to discuss this with me. “Because she saw you and jumped to conclusions. She’s… traditional, Clara. To her, having a child out of wedlock is unacceptable. She’s demanding I take you in and take responsibility.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “But I’m not pregnant with your child! You know that, right?” He gave me a dry look. “Of course, I
CLARA “It’s in the contract. It clearly states we have to share the bed until my insomnia is resolved. Remember?”I stared at him, unable to believe what I’d just heard. Share a bed? Share a room? With him for the coming nights? Can someone please explain to me why it has to be this way?He didn’t seem fazed by my shock. Instead, he leaned back against the headboard, his bare upper body was on full display. His muscles rippled slightly as he reached for a book on the nightstand, and I quickly averted my eyes, feeling my cheeks heat up. Was it the pregnancy? Hormones, maybe? My heart was pounding, and my face felt warm, too warm. What type of man is he? For now reason, everything about him just makes my heart skip a beat?“I don’t have any pajamas,” I said awkwardly, trying to find an excuse to delay the inevitable. Mateo glanced at me, raised an eyebrow, and tossed a shirt from the foot of the bed. “This will do,” he said simply. I caught the shirt mid-air, staring at it like i
CLARA I stood there, completely frozen, as Lily’s eyes pinned me in place. Her posture screamed arrogance, her gaze still flickering between me and the shirt I was wearing.I was beginning to wonder if her anger was because I was here, or because of the shirt I was putting on, or maybe both."Look, I know you don't like me and definitely don't want me here. But the truth is, I'm just a guest, that's all." I explained.“So, you’re just a guest, huh?” she sneered, crossing her arms over her chest. Obviously she didn't believe me. “Funny, I didn’t know guests wandered into someone else’s house at seven in the morning wearing clothes that don’t belong to them.” I could feel the heat creeping up my face. I wasn’t sure if it was embarrassment or anger. “The shirt was given to me,” I said, trying to keep my voice calm. “It’s just something I wore to sleep in.” She laughed in a mocking way. “Oh, really? And who gave it to you? Mateo? Please.” She rolled her eyes dramatically. “Like I sai
CLARA The moment Mateo walked toward me, I felt a wave of relief. His eyes softened as he crouched down, reaching out to help me to my feet. “Clara, are you okay?” he asked, a hint of concern stained in his voice.I nodded slowly, brushing my hands against my dress to steady myself. “I’m fine,” I replied, though I wasn’t. My stomach still churned with pain.His gaze shifted from me to Lily, “What exactly happened, Lily?”"She pushed me." I told him.Lily was quick to respond, crossing her arms and putting on an innocent face. “She spilled coffee all over me and then tripped. I didn’t touch her,” I didn't know this lady was all sweet talking.I opened my mouth to protest, but the butler interrupted, stepping forward. “It all happened so quickly, sir,” he said. “All I know is Miss Clara did hand over the coffee first.” I stared at the butler in disbelief. He had seen everything. He had seen how she had rudely spoken to me, he had to have noticed her little shove. But he wasn’t going
MATEODid I leave unreasonably early for work today?Yes, I did.Was it because I was trying to avoid, Clara? As much as I’m ashamed to admit it, the answer was yes.I don’t know what came over me last night. I just blurted out that I didn’t care about the contract, which raised a lot of questions for her. These are questions that I didn’t have the answer to. So I did something I’d never done. I ran away. From a woman nonetheless.Damn, if Dominic knew about this, he was never going to let me live it down, which means he must never know. I was keeping this embarrassing bit of information to myself.The only downside to me leaving way early was I couldn’t send, Alina on her merry way but I was hoping my words sunk in well enough and she got the hell out of my house as soon as she woke up.Alina was trouble, and I wanted absolutely nothing to do with her spoiled ass. Even my mother was angry with me because of her, and I still haven’t figured out how I was going to get myself back into
CLARAI froze in shock at Mrs. Antonia’s words. I knew she couldn’t stand, Alina, but that was the last thing I expected her to do, and it seemed I wasn’t the only one shocked by her.“That better not be me you’re referring to as trash,” Alina said to her.“You’re the only trashy person I can see here, and it pans out because it’s the trashy ones that refuse to admit that they actually are trashy,” Mrs. Antonia fired back. “I’ve had enough of your nonsense, and since my son has failed to handle you, I don’t mind doing the job for him. You’re not welcome here.”“If anyone is unwelcome here, it would be this nobody and her kid!” Alina screamed, pointing at me. “I’m going to be your daughter-in-law. You can’t treat me like this.”“I already have a daughter-in-law, and you’re looking at her. Even if she wasn’t in the picture, there’s no way my son would ever end up with someone like you because as annoyed as I am, I like to believe that I raised him right and he can discern good from evi
CLARAMateo and I didn’t get to talk.Christopher told me that he left for work really early in the morning before any of us woke up.I was disappointed because all I could think about all night was the statement he made in his office and what he actually meant by it.I guess I’ll just have to wait until he gets back home. Luckily, I had some of mine and Ale’s clothes in Lily’s room so there was no need for me to go into the master bedroom.Alessandro was fed and bathed, looking like my little bundle of joy. It turns out that Lucaa was right, I was being paranoid for no reason. There was no way my son would be scared of me. He was literally my whole heart and even though it was too soon. He had to know that.Today, Mrs. Antonia had the bright idea to take, Ale to the park. I was against it at first because he was still so young to fully experience a kids’ park. All he was going to do there was sit in his stroller while she fawned over him.Besides, I didn’t want him to have his first
CLARAAfter everything that happened earlier today, I had expected Mateo’s mom to ignore me because pissed was an understatement to describe how she felt or in this case, was currently feeling. To my surprise, she didn’t even going as far as moving me and Ale into her room because in her words, it was just another opportunity for her to bond with her grandchild, like she wasn’t doing enough of that already.I was also aware of the fact that Mateo was home but what I didn’t expect was him barging into his mother’s room.I couldn’t hide the shock from my face. Wasn’t he supposed to be with his girlfriend?“Don’t you know how to knock?” his mother asked. “I know this is your house but that doesn’t give you the right to barge into my room unannounced.”He didn’t respond to her slew of angry words. Instead, his eyes zeroed in on mine before he settled his gaze on me.“Can we talk?” he asked, not taking his eyes off me.“You can see that we’re busy. Why don’t you go back to your whore and
MATEOI walked into my room and like Lily said, found Alina lounging on my bed as if she belonged there.What’s worse, she was laying on Clara’s side of the bed and I immediately saw red. She was also on a call and the moment she saw me, had the good sense to end the call.“Hey, baby. You’re home,” she said, giving me what I’ve come to recognize as her manipulative smile.That might work for an unsuspecting idiot, but not me, and she better have a good explanation for this nonsense.“What the fuck are you doing in my room!?” I growled.She was taken aback by my tone but she recovered quickly and pasted the smile on her face again.“Come on, baby. Where else did you think I would be? And is that the way to welcome the love of your life whom you haven’t seen in a while?” she asked and I couldn’t help laughing at the ridiculousness of it all.“Did I say something funny,” she asked, looking confused.“Yeah, you did. It’s very funny of you to think that you’re welcome in my house not to th
MATEO“Would that be all?” I asked, handing Dominic the rest of the documents.“Yes, I think we’re good for now. I’ll let you know if there are any other documents that require your attention,” he replied.“God, this is fucking exhausting,” I said.Dominic smiled. “The cons of running a mafia empire but you love it and dare I say, you’re fucking good at it,” he said.Well, I fucking knew that already. Why else would I be waging war against, Renzetti?Still, it didn’t mean that I had to like it. Running this business involved jumping through so many hoops you won’t even believe.Not to talk of having a legitimate business to act as a cover. Then, I have to run the said, legit business while also handling my other not so legit business.“Let me know once the money has been cleaned and our taxes have been handled.”“I’m already on it,” Dominic said. “When do you think we would be needing another shipment?”“Let’s hold off on that for a while. Bruno is still not back from his trip but luc
LILYNo, no, no.This can’t be happening. Just when things were finally going in the right direction, Alina just had to crawl out of whatever hole she was hiding in, and now things were complicated. Worse, how the hell was I going to make this right?Wait, why did this have to be my problem?This was Mateo’s mess, and he was going to have to clean it up. I just have to limit the damage.If only Mrs. Antonia didn’t say anything when I introduced Clara as a guest, but I knew deep down that there was a slim chance of that happening.Alina was the epitome of the kind of woman she couldn’t stand and there was no way she was going to be quiet while Alina acted like the grade A bitch she was.The surprising part was how calm Clara was taking everything that was happening. I had expected her to go off on Alina, especially after the demeaning way she addressed her but she ignored her and was currently helping herself to a serving of the pasta we were all about to eat.If there was anything Al
CLARAMateo followed me out of the chapel and we walked side by side towards the house but he stopped abruptly as we got close.“What’s wrong?” I asked.“I have to go,” he replied.“But I thought the whole point of you being here today was because you didn’t have much to do,” I said. For some reason I couldn’t understand, I didn’t want him to leave.“Well, life is unpredictable and things come up when we least expect them to so I have to go,” he told me.I sighed. It’s not like I had the power to hold him here against his will anyway. “Okay, then.”“Tell my mother something came up so I can’t stay for lunch,” he said, already walking away so I didn’t have the chance to reply to him before he got to his car and drove off.I stood there until his car was out of sight before I headed towards the house.Walking into the dining room, I found Lily and Mrs. Antonia, already seated. She was cradling Ale to her chest and singing a lullaby to him.Hmmm… he must have woken up in my absence and I
CLARAI stared in shock at him while Mateo was glaring at me.How long had he been standing there?And most importantly, how much of our conversation had he heard?From the look on his face, I could tell that he had heard more than enough.Still, I was going to act dumb until he proved otherwise.“Uhm… how long have you been standing there?” I asked.“Long enough,” he replied curtly.“Well, you scared me,” I said choosing to ignore his tone.“You would have noticed if you weren’t lost in your phone call,” he said.“It was an important call I must make,” I said.He nodded. “I can imagine,” he said sarcastically then asked, “Who were you talking to?”“Oh, it was just Lucaa,” I replied.“Hmm,” he said and began stalking towards me. “I don’t believe you.”I moved backward the closer he got until my back hit the wall. He looked so pissed that I wondered what exactly was the matter.I held my phone towards him. “You can check the call logs if you don’t believe me. There’s no way I would hav