"Good morning, Mrs Nevarro."
I screamed. As loud as I could and for all to hear. "Mrs Nevaro!!!!" The first rays of dawn seeped through the heavy curtains, casting a dull light across the room. And a lady was staring down at me. Where was I? "Mrs Nevarro!!!" She tried again, and then it all came back to me. Matteo Nevarro, the wedding, the wing. His love for my sister. It was like a never ending dream. My prison. I had barely slept. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Matteo's blue eyes staring at me with a cold and calculating gaze, the weight of his expectations pressing down on me. And now this lady. She was tall and elegant, dressed in a sleek blue dress, her hair pulled back into a neat bun. A tray filled with breakfast - fresh fruit, pancakes, and a cold cup of juice - was at my bedside table. "Good morning, Mrs Nevaro." She said, her voice polite but distant. "I'm glad you've stopped screaming. I'm Caterina, Mr Nevaro asked me to assist you with anything you might need during your stay." Stay. The word tasted bitter in my mouth. This wasn't no stay. "Thank you." I murmured, unsure of what else to say. Matteo had mentioned the servants would be here today. Now, they could gossip about me screaming my head off. Caterina placed the tray on a little table she placed over my thighs before turning to me, her expression unreadable. "Mr Nevaro will see you in his office once you're done." The thought of facing Matteo again made my stomach churn, but I nodded. "Okay." He was supposed to give me the wifely duty arrangements today. Part of me wanted to tear through the estate, find the nearest exit, and disappear forever. But my mother? What would he do to her if I disappeared? Caterina gave a small nod and then left the room, closing the door softly behind her. I stared at the tray of food, my appetite nonexistent. But I forced myself to take a few bites, knowing I needed to keep my strength up. If I was going to survive this, then I had to eat. As I ate, my mind raced with thoughts of how I might satisfy Matteo sexually. He looked like a man with a lot of experience. I was a lady with little experience from the one boyfriend I had two years ago. One of the driver's sons. Before Isabella ratted me out to our parents. I finished my breakfast and quickly got dressed in clothes that had been laid out for me. A simple black dress that wasn't my style but would do. Matteo's office was on the other side of the estate, so it took me a while to get there. Especially with all the corridors and hallways in this place. It was a labyrinth. Made to intimidate, and remind anyone here how insignificant they were. Matteo's office held a set of large double doors, flanked by two stern-looking men in suits. They nodded at me but said nothing as they opened the doors to reveal his office. The room was as vast as any bedroom in this place, with walls lined with bookshelves and expensive artworks. A large mahogany desk took over the far end of the room. "I thought you ran away, too." He said without turning around. "If you had, I would likely think it just runs in your family genetics." I stepped closer to him, my heart pounding in my chest as the doors closed behind me. Had that being a joke? "Did you sleep well?" He asked, his tone almost casual. I hesitated, unsure of how to respond. “Not really.” He nodded as if he expected nothing else. "Well, I think we should get started with what I called you here for. I am a busy...." "Why didn’t you search for her?" I asked, my voice firmer than I expected. "You love her, yet you can't risk a few men to find her and bring her back." He didn't answer right away. Instead, he walked over to his desk and picked up a small, ornate box, turning it over in his hands. "Because I have a replacement." "A replacement you would never love. Never care for." I said, the words tumbling out before I could stop them. "You could have found her and made her see reasons." Matteo's eyes flashed with something - anger, maybe frustration - but it was gone as quickly as it appeared. "I can't fault Isabella for her choice. She doesn't love me, and she never would." The way Matteo said her name.... like a caress. There was something more there. As if the love he had for her wasn't just unrequited to him... it was dangerous. "She never would?" I echoed, incredulous. "And so, you pick the one sister that wouldn't fight back" "Yes." He said bluntly, setting the box on the desk. "You took her place, and in return, I will ensure that your mother remains....secure." And alive. I stared at him, the weight of his words sinking in. This wasn't about me or Isabella. This was about power, control, and his desire to maintain his position at all cost. A girl had run away because she didn't want to marry him. The all-powerful Don of the Nevaro mafia gang. I was just a means to an end. "And if I refuse to give you heirs?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. Matteo smiled, a cold predatory expression that didn't reach his eyes. "You'll learn how to please me, Valentina. Or you'll learn just how much I hate disobedience." A chill ran down my spine. He was right. I had no choice in this. My mother and Isabella had seen to that. “So, what happens now?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady. "Now." Matteo said, his tone softening slightly. "You begin your new role. You will accompany me to events and host sometimes. You will learn what it means to be my wife with a bit of a modification." "What sort of modification?" Alarm bells rang in my mind. He plucked out a piece of paper. "How to satisfy me. I assume a girl like you doesn't have any experience with that world, but you'll learn." The smirk on his lips widened. "I'll come to you when I'm ready, so don't bother coming to me." His words were like a slap to my face, cutting off any hope that I wouldn't have sex with him. Though mother had made it clear I was to give him a child within two years of our marriage or the alliance is over. I swallowed the lump in my throat and nodded. “I understand.” “Good.” Matteo said, his voice smooth again. “You’ll find that this life isn’t as difficult as you might think. There are rules, of course, but once you learn them, you’ll see that it can be... rewarding.” Rewarding. The word felt hollow, a promise of something that I knew would never come. But I didn’t argue. There was no point. “Do you have any other questions?” Matteo asked, his eyes searching mine. I shook my head. “No. Not right now.” “Very well,” he said, a slight smile curving his lips. “Caterina will continue to assist you. She’ll ensure you have everything you need.” “Thank you,” I murmured, though I wasn’t sure what I was thanking him for. "Remember, Valentina." Matteo continued, his voice smooth as velvet. "Any attempt to behave like Isabella would show you a side of me you don't need to know." His words hung in the air between us, a reminder of the delicate balance I walked. “Understood.” I said, forcing the word out even as my mind screamed at me to run, to find a way out of this nightmare. "Good. You may go now." I was out of the room before he could change his mind and decide to start the marital process there. Something had happened between Isabella and Matteo. Something he would never tell me or anyone else. As I left the corridor of Matteo's office, the hairs on the back of my neck prickled. Someone was watching me. Tracking my movements. If I didn't find a way to get Isabella soon, I might find myself in a place much worse than the one she left.Matteo"She's beautiful."Black had always been my favourite colour. Hidden. Silent. Deadly.I felt at home with it, like siblings whose bonds grew stronger every day.Yet in the span of a second, Valentina had upended that as she had every other thing in my life.Heat poured down my body as Valentina mixed various colours in a flat disk, creating a mixture to paint across the canvas. She was colour and chaos, a whirlwind of unpredictable energy I should have stayed away from.I hated it.I hated how she made me question everything. How she made me wish I didn't give up on my search.And I hated how much I wanted her.She wasn't supposed to be mine. She wasn't supposed to be anyone’s.But fate had always been cruel.The art gallery in the estate was small, almost quaint, but it had become a place of refuge for her. A sanctuary where she could lose herself and hide from Caterina, I guessed.Isabella had been the brain behind the idea. She thought it would be nice for me to have a plac
Valentina."You have to learn the names of everyone that would attend. Who likes who, who hates who."The days blurred together in a haze of unfamiliar routines and uneasy silence.Caterina, true to Maverick words, was always nearby, guiding me through each task like with a strict efficiency even my mom never had. She left no room for conversation. "Isn't that too much? Who they liked or who they hated? How am I supposed to learn that?" I asked.She gave no reply. The next day, a large book on the history of the Nevarros was lying beside me, and I had to learn about each member of the family.By the time the evening of the first event I was supposed to attend with Matteo arrived, I was well grounded on almost everyone in the mafia world.I was also numb.It felt easier that way. Like I was an actress playing a role, that this wasn't my life.However, standing in front of the mirror in my room, dressed in an elegant black gown that hugged my body in all the right places, I understood
Valentina"You look beautiful." The red-haired woman in front of me gushed. "Ravishing, really." Luciana Blythe, a woman known more for her connections than her charm, smiled at me as though I was the most important person in the hall.The thirty years old seductress was the latest wife to the sixty years old Chris Blythe, a man infamous in certain circles. He never attended these kinds of events himself. Rather, he sent whoever was newly married to him to handle whatever unpleasantness waited for him.Sometimes, the wives were able to leave. Sometimes, they weren't.I forced a smile, matching her enthusiasm. "Thank you, ma'am." I added a small, practised giggle. "But you're too kind. You look like an angel yourself."If Caterina was here, she'd have given me a thumbs up for the performance.It didn't take her a minute to find someone more important than me in the grand scheme of things, and she shuttled away.I let out a sigh of relief. "And some say you wouldn't be able to do this
Valentina"Is she the one?" Surprise crossed his face when he saw me."Hey! Did you wow him...." His sentence was cut off when I closed the distance and wrapped my hand around his arm. I had learned to read subtle cues in his body language, and tonight, he was on high alert.I didn't need him for anything else than to provide a front for which I would find my sister. He had no right to cheat on me so easily."Valentina, meet Sophia," Matteo said, his voice taking a softer tone that I rarely heard. "My half sister."She looked nothing like him. Her raven black hair cascaded down her back in loose waves, framing a pale face with sharp, striking features. Sophia’s eyes met mine, and for a split second, I saw something flicker in them. Recognition, maybe. But it was gone as quickly as it came."It's a pleasure to finally meet you, Valentina," Sophia said, her voice smooth as velvet. "Matteo has told me so much about you. And so did your sister."I kept my features plain to hide the sho
Valentina"This life," Caterina started, her voice clipped with precision. "is not for the faint of heart. As the wife of Matteo Nevarro, your every move will be watched, scrutinised. You must be strong and calculating."I sat in the grand, dimly lit library, my back straight, my hands folded neatly in my lap. Caterina sat across from me, speaking in a measured tone.She knew what happened yesternight, and she didn't approve of any.She didn't approve of my discussion with Luciana.I nodded. "What if I don't want to be cold and calculating?" I asked, my mind not even close to present.Caterina had been relentless, arriving at the stroke of dawn, then proceeding to cover everything from the proper way to address certain men to the subtleties of surviving this harsh world I found myself in.Where were those lessons when I needed to talk to Sophia, Matteo's sister."Then you should consider the next possible option. Divorce."The silence between us stretched, the only sound in the room
Matteo“Teach me then. Teach me how to defend myself.”There was nothing hotter than my grey eyed wife, standing before me while asking for things like she had nothing to lose.I couldn't help but chuckle.I had spent the night staring at the little Instagram post she made yesternight from our ride to the party.My hand on her bare thigh, the black gown complimenting my black suit.Some photos were meant for aesthetic purposes. I knew the reason what that one meant.But just one word kept replaying in my mind.Mine.I let out a low chuckle. "You think you can just demand for something, and I would simply hand it to you on a silver platter?" A part of me admired her boldness, her refusal to cower for her mother, and in the face of the storm that was our marriage.But another part of me knew better.Her jaw tightened, and she took a step closer. "I'm not asking you to hand me anything, Matteo. I'm asking you to teach me how to protect myself," She said. "Everyone talks about how being
Valentina"Let me go then. I'm never going to be Isabella."My eyes narrowed. My breaths had finally evened out, and I could feel the hot flush in my cheeks."Let me go. End this misery for both of us."He allowed a soft laugh to slip free.My anger came and went like flashes of lightning. One minute, it was there, and the next, I was just tired of it all.He didn't break his gaze as he stepped closer. "Then I wouldn't find you at home waiting for me in my room."The way he looked at me was something I had always wished to have. A look of longing, desire. From the man I would love with all my heart.But he had been betrothed to my sister."I thought you didn't want that." I whispered, my body practically electrified from nerves.He rolled his eyes. "Don't assume what I want, Valentina." He replied, his voice placid. Disinterested.Just one touch. One touch from him, and the room would ignite."Noted." I curled my fingers around the hem of my shorts as tightly as I could to stop the em
Valentina“Where would I even go?”The rain poured down relentlessly, drenching me as I stepped outside the estate gates, but I didn’t care.I was getting away from Matteo, from his estate, from Caterina and all her rules.Each drop of the rain pelted my skin like tiny needles, a reminder that the world would never be fair to me, no matter what.“At this point, I can hardly think.” I muttered to myself as I stepped onto the gravel path, the darkness pressing in around me.I walked faster, driven by a need to escape the weight of it all.“Don't let me find you in my wing without being called again, or you’ll discover there are limits to my kindness.” Matteo’s cold words echoed in my mind, his commanding presence looming over everything like a storm swirling above me.I knew this path was unfamiliar, and I didn’t care. I just needed to be far from him as best as I could. The further I went, the more the estate disappeared behind the trees, and soon I realized I had where I was anymore.
Valentina“You owe me the truth, Matteo,” I said softly, my voice breaking slightly. “Why did you do this to me?”The moment Matteo walked out of the room, leaving my question unanswered, the weight of everything crashed down on me like a tidal wave.I stood there, staring at the door he'd closed behind him, my body frozen in place.My hands shook with a mixture of anger and disbelief.How could he just leave? Without saying anything?After everything I'd learned, after everything I'd asked, how could he just walk away like that?I paced back and forth, the tension building in my chest like a coiled spring. The more I thought about it, the more furious I became. I had sacrificed so much for this life... a life I never chose.And now?Matteo couldn't even give me a simple answer.Why had he done what he did. He never needed me.Grabbing the nearest bottle of wine from the mini shelf in the room, I didn't even bother with a glass. I just needed something to dull the storm raging inside
MatteoThe clink of our glasses echoed through the dimly lit room as I stared out at the view of the city skyline.Quite crazy how it took me less than two hours to leave my house and meet up with Ethan.A retreat. An escape from everything that had spiralled out of control. One day turned to two, two days turned to three, and now I've been away from the estate for four days.I hadn't meant to leave things this long.Hell, I had no idea why I was still here, sitting in a bar in another state, avoiding my wife.My wife.The woman I swore to protect, yet I couldn't face her.I hadn't told her the truth."You look ridiculous, you know that?" Ethan’s voice broke through the haze of my thoughts, annoying as always with his half amused, half exasperated tone. "Matteo Nevarro, hiding out like a scared boy because he can't face his wife."I scowled, nursing my drink without looking at him.Ethan was a parasite, cutting through my defense and getting under my skin. He was still my best friend,
As the car moved down the glided streets, Sophia kept up a steady stream of chatter about the latest fashion trends and some scandalous gossip she had about others in the mafia group.Different from the woman I met some many weeks back.I nodded along to whatever she said, though I didn't really care about them.Who wanted to bang his mistress with his wife in the other room shouldn't be on my mind."....and then, there was that time, Isabella tried to switch places with me so she could listen more to the conversation...."Sophia’s words cut through my thoughts, and I froze."What?" I turned to her, twisting my fingers together.Sophia waved her hand dismissively, laughing lightly. "Oh, you know, one of those wild events. We could have sworn the minister smelled of sex but his wife had been with us the whole time. She wanted to listen to their conversation..... I don't remember all the details."I forced a calm smile, though my chest tightened just a little bit more.Isabella never me
Valentina"Where are you coming from?"Matteo's voice cut through the silence, sharp and commanding. He stood at the top of the staircase, arms crossed, his dark eyes trained on me with an intensity that made my stomach twist.Damn.His broad shoulders were rigid, his posture tense, and his chest heaved slightly, as though he had been paying before catching me in the act.My heart thundered in my chest, and for a moment, I couldn't think.I still held the note from Isabella in mynhanf, my fingers trembling as I squeezed it tightly in my palm so he wouldn't see.Isabella had always been the trickster between the both of us. The best liar. She could get out of any situation."I... I couldn't sleep," I stammered, my voice quieter than I intended. "I was having nightmares, so I went outside to get some fresh air."Matteo's expression didn't change. He watched me as he descended the stairs slowly, each step deliberate. I could feel the doubt in his gaze as if he were trying to find the lie
ValentinaThe moon hung low in the sky tonight, casting an eerie glow over the room. I stared at the faint rise and fall of Matteo's chest as he slept next to me.The steady rhythm of his breathing was the only sound in the otherwise quiet room. He looked so peaceful, completely unaware of what I was about to do.I had no idea how I would slip away without waking him up.Matteo was so attuned to my movements, even in his sleep, that a simple trip to the bathroom would have him wide awake the next moment, groaning out my name in his half asleep state."Midnight. Alone."But if I wanted to know where Isabella was, I had to be crafty. If I wanted to find out why she had bailed on her wedding with Matteo, I had to be fast.If I wanted to know if Luca was saying the truth, I had to leave this room tonight.Matteo sure chose the wrong time of the month to start being nice to me.I shifted slightly on the bed, testing Matteo’s reaction. His arm lay loosely draped across my waist, heavy and w
Valentina.The weight of the note settled over me like a storm cloud, lingering in the back of my mind even as I prepared for my evening with Matteo.I stared at my reflection in the mirror, smoothing out the fabric of the sleek, black dress I had chosen, while Matteo watched me from the side.I wondered for the millionth time if he knew what was happening in my mind."If you want to know where Isabella is, meet me tomorrow at midnight. Alone."it took me five minutes to leave the room once Matteo abruptly left.Who could have left it? And why now?Was it a trap? A way to manipulate me?Or had it been meant for Matteo? A way to manipulate him?I took a deep breath, reminding myself that tonight was supposed to be a date with Matteo.My husband.Another attempt at the boundaries we created when he came back, to get closer, to figure out what our relationship would lead to.I glanced subtly at Matteo, contemplating whether or not to tell him about the note.He had promised to help me fi
Valentina.The early morning light cast soft shadows over the floor. Everywhere was still quiet, and every movement sounded too loud as I inched myself off Matteo's mattress.It was twenty-five minutes after nine, the latest I had woken up on any day since I got to the Nevarro Estate, but I needed to leave before Matteo woke up.My feet grazed the floor."Where are you going?" The rough, sleepy voice of Matteo broke the silence and stopped me in my tracks.With my toes curling into the soft threads on the floor while my heart thundered in my chest.Stay calm.Stay collected.But even his voice sparked pg eighteen memories in my mind."You like this, don't you?" He had taunted. "Knowing I can wreck your pussy in a way no one else can while you make a mess all over my cock?"Heat crawled over my cheeks but I maintained a neutral expression when I turned.We had abandoned my painting and came back home, where Matteo proceeded to take me to his room for another round of sex.I couldn't li
Valentina.I should stop him.We hadn't resolved all our issues yet, and kissing - or more - would complicate things even more.I should stop him.But I didn’t.Instead, I threaded my fingers through his hair and succumbed to the assault of my senses.The firm grip on the back of my neck. The expert pressure of his lips. The way Matteo's body body molded into mine, all hard and hot.His mouth hovered over mine, the heat of his breath sending a shiver down my spine.For a moment, his lips lingered just a hair's breadth away, as if giving me one final chance to push him away. To stop this madness.But I didn’t.I didn’t want to.Because when I was with him like this, everything that was tangled and messed up between us seemed to dissolve into the background.Matteo's hand moved from the back of my neck to cradle my face, his thumb brushing along my cheek. The rough pads of his fingers sent sparks across my skin, and I couldn't stop the soft gasp that escaped my lips.That was all the in
Valentina."We're going on a date." Matteo had announced barely twenty-four hours after we returned from the dinner date.That morning, the rain had barely ceased, leaving behind a certain dampness in the air that clung to my skin.I stood outside the estate, nervously biting at my lip as I waited for Matteo. He had strict instructions that I waited for him.My fingers found the hem of my coat as I glanced up at the grey sky. The night seemed to stretch endlessly, a perfect backdrop for the war of emotions churning inside me.Matteo hadn't thought it would be prudent to mention where we were going to. So, I had no idea if I was underdressed or overdressed.But when the sleek black car pulled up, and Matteo emerged from the driver's seat, his normal attire of a crisp, perfectly tailored suit absent but this time he was dressed in a blue tshirt and some jeans, I knew my outfit of a plain white t-shirt and grey joggers wasn't bad.There was something different about him tonight."Tesoro,