I was dimly aware of him pulling off my dress; I heard it ripping as he impatiently jerked the zipper off. With his mouth moving over me, driving me crazy, I was barely sensible to his movements as he guided me to the richly carpeted floor. I pulled his shirt off, running my hands over his surprisingly well-muscled chest. Rising up over me on his powerful arms, he breathed heavily, shuddering as he stared at my full breasts, then he shifted, his large hands kneading, teasing, pinching my nipples...
I moaned, arching towards him inspite of myself. It was as though I had no control over my body, a body that was crying to be possessed by this stranger, with his experienced hands roving all over my body, finding the soft, hidden spots that even I had been unaware of.
He slipped his clever fingers inside me, making me cry out in surprise, in wonder. There was a low grunt as he felt the creamy wetness in me and I blushed as his pale grey-blue eyes blazed with passion and he captured my mouth again. As he toyed with my secret, sensitive core, his clever fingers slipping in and out, I moved blindly, powerless to resist this man. He lowered himself and whispered hoarsely,
"You like this, eh?'
I nodded unable to speak, my long hair tangling in his hands as he seized my head, holding me still.
I was writing on the carpet now, unashamedly. My body was powerless to resist this stranger who knew how to touch me in those places I had never known, existed. Whimpering, I tried to pull him closer but his keen grey gaze, narrowed and watchful, held me prisoner.
Only the sounds of my panting and his heavy breathing filled that room and I was oblivious to anything else as I lay beneath him, his touch turning me into a thing of clay, totally under his power.
Suddenly, when I was on the verge of exploding, he removed his wet fingers and brought them to my lips.
“Suck,’ he commanded and dear God, I obeyed him, my eyes mutely urging him to continue.
"You have to beg for it, little girl,' he said, his voice a hoarse rumble and I could feel his erect member pressing against my thigh, damp with pre-cum.
I shook my head and tried to take his hands, tried to place them where they belonged, inside me, playing with me.
But he was stronger.
Pinning my arms to my sides, he loomed over me and repeated, harshly,
"Say it!" he commanded, roughly, “Go on. Beg me. Say please, Sir!"
I tried to turn my face away, I wouldn't bend but the urgency in me was demanding release and in desperation, I turned to him, eyes wide with passion and desperation. hips undulating helplessly.
Surrendering, I whispered, "Please, Sir! PLEASE!!!"
Giving a shout of triumph, he thrust himself into me as I raised my hips to welcome his forceful penetration, his harsh mouth descending on mine and I was lost.
*
Afterwards, I lay, utterly spent, feeling as though a thunderbolt had hit me.
The quick coupling with the boy in the back of the truck had left me feeling like a disgusted, painful mess.
But this...this was like a violent yet immensely pleasurable experience. I lay, exhausted, still gasping softly. THIS was what could happen between a man and a woman. Dear God!
My eyes flickered open and I found myself staring straight into a pair of highly amused eyes the colour of the blue seas.
"Never been there, before, eh?" he drawled, not unkindly, a hand moving to stroke my taut nipple and I stiffened.
I shuddered and shook my head, mutely. I wasn't sure that I would be able to speak. My body felt heavy and languorous.
All I could manage was to close my eyes and slip back into a world where I felt as though I was floating. Every part of my body felt alive, there were muscles that felt sore and tender but the pleasure I had just experienced! I gasped softly at the wonderment of it and my eyelids fluttered open to stare once again at the man who had made it happen. His gaze was intent on me, his big body trapping me. A heavy leg lay across my thighs, restraining me.
Along with it came a horrid thought; would he think I was the kind of girl who made a habit of tumbling onto the carpet and making love with every man I met?
But even as I parted my lips to explain, he silenced me.
With a practised finger, he slowly trailed a path from my forehead to my mouth, lingering on my lips. I opened my mouth wordlessly and with a snarl, he lowered his head, kissing me roughly, dominating me, and thrusting his tongue into my mouth.
Without hesitation, my hands sank into his muscled upper arms, digging my nails into his strong back. My body had felt sore just a while before but now, once again, every fibre of mine was alive and longing to be claimed by this stranger. That was the magical power he had over me.
My hands slid into his thick hair, pulling him closer. He suddenly broke the kiss, drawing his head back, his eyes raking my face breathing hard, studying me intently, almost angrily.
"Tease!" he growled, "Little tease!"
And then laughing softly, he ran his finger from my mouth down my body, skittering over my breasts, my stomach, till he reached the mound between my legs. I whimpered, my body on fire for him, mutely begging him to enter me: he laughed, lowering his head to my neck, biting me gently at first and then with urgency, his mouth moving down, nipping me, arousing me.
I writhed on the carpet as the feeling increased.
Again, just as suddenly, with shocking abruptness, he stopped and rolled away. His back was to me as he spoke brusquely.
The question he asked took me by shock.
'How many men have you slept with, little girl? '
The sneering tones made me want to sink into the earth and disappear.When he turned to me, his derisive expression made me want to cover myself in shame. Instead, I pulled on the crumpled and torn dress which lay on the floor nearby and covered myself willy-nilly with it, I sat up, hugging my knees to my chest defensively. Rearing my head proudly I met his flinty gaze bravely. Aware that my long hair was hanging in a tangled mess on my back and that I probably looked like a woman of the night as my uncle would have said, I answered, lifting my chin haughtily,'One… boy.'His eyes glittered and it seemed to me that for a minute, I saw a flash of curiosity on his mask-like countenance which was gone so quickly, I thought I must have imagined it.Then he nodded curtly as though he was winding up a business deal and to my horror, he said tersely,' I'll get my men to drop you at your home.'His words left me stunned. I gaped at him in astonishment.Was that it? We had just made the most
When I got back, stumbling up the stairs and entering the room, I felt a wave of relief wash over me as I saw that my roommate, Marianne was nowhere about. I knew that I wanted out; I did not want to see her again. Like a woman in a frenzy, I packed my bags and rushed out of the room, Luckily, except for my books, I had very little by way of luggage. So by 9 am, I was in the local diner, peering at ads for rentals, or adverts seeking roommates.By the time I was on my second coffee, I was feeling exhausted and almost tearful. I had taken a hurried shower before leaving and I felt as though everyone in the room must know what I had been up to the night before. Every time I moved I felt the ache in my sex, the tenderness that filled me with a longing which I clamped down with haste. But I knew I was wildly, uncontrollably attracted by the man who had claimed my body the previous night.Although all I knew was that he worked at the Minotaur, the meanest Fight Club in town, and his name w
Two evenings later, Tanya came into my room with Rachel in tow." Listen Barbie, "she said in her usual blunt way, [she sometimes called me Barbie, though I could never figure out why], "listen up, we're going to a party and you're coming with us."I began to stammer my refusal but Rachel came forward and hugged me, whispered loudly, "Marianne the Snob will be there too and we need to show her what you are really like, right? ‘I hesitated. At some point, I had explained that I had fled from the hostel, because of Marianne. she added, squeezing my hand,’We got this, girl.’The thought of how I had ended up on a stranger's carpet, doing unspeakable acts of passion, made me blush furiously. Marianne was the last person on my mind now.The girls, however, would not take a No for an answer. I tried to put my foot down but Tanya was adamant.'Jazz's rugby team has won the championship, 'she explained. 'It is a big thing; Jazz is in line for a scholarship now. Anyways, the owner of the tea
I shrank back in distress, trying to come to terms with this bolt from the blue; also trying hard to hide behind burly Jazz as Lucien Delano began to speak.That heartbreakingly familiar voice from that single night of passion, raspy and gruff, thanked the people who had turned up to wish him well. He made a joke, and everyone roared with laughter, but I wasn't listening; something about an injury while “f*cking a woman” which had somehow led to his being hurt in the leg, which was why he was limping. At any other time, I would have winced at his derogatory words regarding the woman but I was too traumatised to think lucidly. The drumming of the blood in my ears shut out all the sounds around me.He can't see me, I told myself, and I peeked from behind Jazz. With a shock, I realised that I was hungry to catch a glimpse of him. Of those wide shoulders and the powerful, muscled chest, of that hard, square chin with a dimple…And with it came the thought swift and painful, was he married
I dabbed at my face and was retouching my mouth when the door opened and two young women tumbled in. I recognized one; Thomas' arm candy. Our eyes met in the mirror as she continued her conversation with her friend who looked doped.I knew that drugs were being circulated at the party but in a surreptitious manner. And from what I had noticed as I stood, trying to regain my bearings, the dealer was Jazz.It had been a horrible discovery and I had a strong feeling that poor Tanya did not really know the half about her boyfriend.As I was standing in the corner, trying to remove the heavy mascara, the girls glanced at me disinterestedly and then, gave me a second look, raking over me in curiosity before resuming their conversation.The brunette who had been hanging on Thomas’ arm obviously thought I was of no consequence and continued her slurred conversation with her friend who seemed as though she could barely stand upright. I focussed on my reflection but the droning sound of the gir
The sound of a woman's voiceShe was pleading, "Don't do this! Lucien Delano, don't do this to me!"And then, raising her voice a trifle, she cried, shrilly,‘Delano, are you listening to me? I said you can’t do this to me!!!’I shrank back trying to hide as the man whom she was clinging to, replied coldly," I think you should leave before this becomes ugly."He turned and the light from the room fell on his chiseled profile, carved in granite. The strong jaw that I had kissed so feverishly, the crooked nose, and the mouth now turned down in contempt and displeasure as he turned away from the woman who was standing, stock still, dressed in a beautiful sea-green gown that clung to her slender hips. I imagined that I could make out the deep cleft in his strong chin.'Delano,' she said in a pleading tone, 'We are having such a beautiful relationship...why...???'As she stepped forward, coming into the patches of light falling on the terrace from the room within, I recognized her with a
"Jazz?", He frowned uncomprehendingly, and at that moment I knew that he had no idea who Jazz was.As the enormity of the accusation I had leveled at him sank in, his eyes glittered in fury, and I made to move back, but he had me in a vice-like hold. When he spoke, his voice radiated a barely checked fury as he said in a low, menacing growl that left me quaking in fear,'No one has ever accused me of needing a pimp to satisfy my urges, little vixen." I swallowed fearfully though I met his flintlike gaze bravely as he went on, "Watch what you say."And before I could react, he lowered his head. Pinning me to the balustrade, his hands holding me captive, he ground his mouth on mine again, angrily, determined to hurt me. I put out my hands and ended up clinging to him.When he finally raised his head, I stared at him, panting, my head spinning. I could feel his hardness pressing against my belly and the knowledge of what would happen after this if things weren't halted, made me push hi
It would be so easy to say that my story had a Cinderella-style ending but life is so much harsher, isn't it?After that night, I knew that I couldn't go back to living with Tanya and Rachel; something had changed. To put it bluntly, I had become a rich man's plaything. But I didn't, because I couldn't accept it at the time.The next morning; we left the house at midday. I was sore and tender all over but there was also a feeling of having come awake after a long, long sleep. When I gazed at my reflection in the huge mirror adjoining the large bedroom where we had spent the night making love, I stared at myself almost bemusedly. I didn't look like the hesitant eighteen-year-old anymore; all of a sudden, I looked like a woman now, no longer a child, a woman who was growing aware of her sensuous side. My mouth was swollen, and my eyes shone with the light of love.M lover wasnot to be seen but I smiled as was notIthe felt teh soreness of my sex.I love him, I whispered to myself in won