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Every normal family would not have only bread crumbs for dinner but my family has them for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Excellent! There's no money to get decent food. The little money kept for dinner was carted away by Jeremy. The bread crumbs were only gotten by the food stamps that were shared in the public school Bryan attended. We could barely afford something nice with those food stamps.Bryan entered the little corner that serves as a dining area for us. He whispered in his babyish tone when he saw our overly- nice meal for dinner. "Oh no! Are we gonna have these for dinner again?" He said soberly. "Yes, dear," I answered as I busied, arranging the dishes on the table. "But we had them this morning and also at lunch. We should have something else for …." "Bryan?" I cut him short. "We have nothing left to eat. What is here, is what we are having tonight. So get your arse on the chair and eat." I commanded. He didn't say anything else. He was sad and that weakened me. I gave a deep sigh and knelt at his level to talk to him. "Don't worry, okay. Tomorrow I promise we are going to have something better like chicken wings or pasta or macaroni?" I raised my brow, checking for his reaction. I smiled when his expression softened. This dude is a freaking foodie."You promise?" He asked. "Yes." I sticker out my pinky for a bet. I smiled, reassuring him. He hugged me tightly.Mom wheeled herself to the dining area denying my help. We had barely settled down to eat when the door to our house burst open, we all flinched but remained in our seats. We thought it was Jeremy so we remained seated. But on second thought, if it were Jeremy he would by now be uttering gibberish but no sound was coming from the living room area. I stood up to check but the mom in her over-motherly nature pleaded with me to stay behind but I bluntly refused. "Mom I have to go and see who the fuck barge into our house like that," I whispered boldly.Before I could make any further move, three hefty men, heavily built, entered the dining area. Bryan quickly ran to hide behind Mom. I was scared but I wasn't going to show my fear. "Where's Jeremy?" The scariest of the three asked with his huge voice. But none of us answered. "I said where the fucking fuck is Jeremy?" He thundered. "I..don't..know" I stuttered. "He's not here." They looked at each other, and as if not believing what I said they began to rummage around the kitchen, flinging utensils like they fucki'n own it. I was growing impatient that I thundered back at them. "Would you stop the careless search? Jeremy can't be hidden in a kitchen cabinet mister. He's not here dude." My bravery was ranging past limits.My mom pinched me to stop talking but I ignored her. The tallest of the three whom I assumed to be their leader, moved towards me. With every step he took forward, I took one backward until my back touched the wall. He held me up by my throat. My feet barely touched the floor. "Where's Jeremy?" He asked this time in a more calmer tone. Mom was already pleading with the other two guys but the devil inside me was placing a death wish on my life. "Jeremy is in your fucking loins. You motherfucker. Why not go search your casino instead." I said without even realizing it.As expected, he was angry, his expression changed and I knew that I had touched a spine. He threw me hard on the floorMom screamed, pleading and crying and begging for me to keep shut my fucked up mouth. I coughed, trying to breathe out suppressed air. My nose bled as a result of hitting them hard on the floor. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulders. "She's going with us. She'll pay for Jeremy's flaws." He said. That statement made my eyes wide open. Pay for Jeremy's flaws? What has he done? I struggled to come down but no way! He's too strong. The dark guy amongst them held Mom up by her chin, whispering something to her. Although I didn't hear it, it did make her cry. "Get your damn-stricken hands off my mother," I screamed. And to the monster holding me, I kicked and hit and screamed but nothing. "Let me go you…" I was talking when something hit me and I blacked out. I winced as my head banged like I had a hangover. The bed I laid on was softer, nothing compared to the one in my room. The thought of it made me flick my eyes open to the bright fluorescent lights. I forcefully shut them again, opening them slowly till they adjusted to the lights.I flinched. This is not my room, not Kira's, neither Damien's, nor Antonio's. Then where? "Where am I?" I thought aloud.I jumped out of the bed directly to the door. I yanked the handle but it was locked from the outside. I banged on the door with my hands, legs, body, everything but no one opened.I dropped down and on my shoulders, helplessly. My eyes scanned through the room and my mouth was agape.A king-sized bed in the middle of the room with a side table and a lamp on it. It was painted blue, my favorite color and some paintings hung lazily on the wall. The room was spacious and wasn't furnished but it was beautiful. I didn't fully take in the taste of the room when the door clicked open. I stepped back to see who it was, ready to fight. But the masculine face came into view, into the light, and I gasped. No! I shrieked.Five.5. My train of thought stopped dead when I saw who it was. Massimo... Massimo... I shook my head and searched my head trying to remember his intimidating surname but I couldn't.He looks fresh like he just had a bath because his silky black hair was dripping wet. His blue eyes, the only thing I could kill for were glittering. He smells like coffee. Nice. I was drooling no doubt as I took in his features with my eyes. It seems black was his favorite color. All black.Like a brain reboot, I looked at him closely and that's when it clicked. What's he doing here? How does he know I'm here? Was he the one who sent people to kidnap me? Is he going to hurt me?He entered the room fully, closing the door behind him and giving me that devilish smirk I despise so much. Though I've seen it once, it's enough to despise it right? "Look who we have here. My little princess." He interrupted my train of thought. "What are you doing here?" I asked with my fists molded and ready for
Six.6.I ran speedily with every might inside of me as the men behind me were hot on the chase. I ran and hid behind a truck to avoid them. I came out into the limelight when I felt they'd lost track of me and I ran in the opposite direction, running back home. I entered the house breathing heavily. I looked around and saw Mom crying and Bryan holding her closely but Laurie wasn't there. I couldn't care less.I aimed to come and take my family to a faraway town, out of the reach of the casino gamblers. I might be rude to my family but I still care about them. I walked further into the house, noticing that the house was scattered. "Jeremy, where have you been? What have you done?" Mom asked in tears as she noticed my presence. I walked up to them, kneeling before them. I tried hugging her but she pushed me away. "Don't touch me, you bastard!" She yelled and cursed.Mom never called me names despite my wayward behaviors. She would always love me and defend me in front of Laur
Seven.7.I woke up to be greeted by the bright light rays coming through the window. It's already morning. I yawned lightly, using my hands to cover my mouth. Wait! Did someone untie me? I looked down at my legs but was surprised to see that I had a nightie on me. I slept naked and bound to the pillars of the bed. Did someone dress me up or Massimo did? No Massimo can't, I disagreed. After all, he was the one who left me naked. Maybe his maids put the dress on me.The door clicked open and Massimo stepped in with a tray in his hand. The cocky smirk he had on his face scattered all my thoughts. His scents filled my nose and I remembered last night, a bitter feeling rose inside me. He looked handsome this morning, he looked so innocent like he did nothing last night. "Good morning princess. How was ya night?" He asked, smiling sweetly. For the few times that I've seen him, this was his first sincere smile, not a smirk. "Morning to you too. My night was horrible and I'm
Eight.8.My mind flashed back to my mom and Bryan. I wondered how they were coping. I just hope Jeremy doesn't hurt them. I wondered if they'd eaten. Three days since his last visit, Massimo hasn't come into my room. No food and I'm starving already. I stood up from the bed, still in the nightie with my yet-to-heal swollen eyes. I walked around the room looking for a means of escape. I wondered if the nightie I had belonged to one of Massimo's girlfriends or one of the girls he had held captives before me. The thought got to me. Has Massimo abducted and assaulted girls the way he did to me? Well, I wouldn't know unless I ask him. Still looking for a way out, a way of escape, I moved towards the window. Maybe I could climb down with a rope or something and find my way out. I looked down the window and whoa! No way! Jumping is a suicide attempt. The window is way too far from the ground floor. "How many stories does this building have? Fuck!" I asked myself, surpr
Nine.9.Throughout my lifetime, I have never dreamt of coming to a place like this. L. A is one of the best places anyone could go for a vacation. But everything here looks expensive and smells of wealth. I guess it's not for paupers like me. But Fred brought me here to celebrate our dating anniversary and also my birthday. It was a surprise because I'll never allow him to spend this much on me. I love Fred and I know for sure he loves me too.For the few days we've spent here, we've been shopping all through, going to expensive restaurants and boutiques. Fred was spending too much and I was not comfortable with it. I was concerned. "Babe, aren't you spending too much? How did you get this much?" I asked out of curiosity and fear that he might have stolen it but he only smiled, reassuring me it was his.Fred is not a rich guy, he works as a delivery guy for some company so I wondered where and how he got the money. 'Maybe he loaned it?' I thought, 'Or he stole it.' my subcon
Ten.10.I couldn't help it as tears ran down my cheeks uncontrollably. Laurie's abduction was killing me. I imagined what she would be going through. "Oh! My Laurie." I just pray she doesn't act tough with the big guys.Bryan and I haven't eaten anything good since Laurie was taken. But Kira brought some fine food we had for dinner last night and breakfast for Bryan this morning. Kira has been so helpful The night Laurie was taken, I knew that things were bound to change. I knew right that it was Laurie's defensive act that got her kidnapped. Now I don't know where they might have taken her to. Same as Jeremy, he hadn't come back since I asked him out. I am left with Bryan whom I can't cater for because I have no legs. Laurie is a jewel. " How am I supposed to cope?" I cried bitterly.Crying was the only thing I could think of and do right now. I know it won't bring back my daughter but I can't stop doing it.I cried for so long that my tear gland refused to secrete m
Eleven.11.My mind hasn't been at rest since the day I met Laurie at the resto that night. She was all I saw and thought of any time I closed my eyes. When I first looked at her, I felt a sensation run through me and since then I've always craved her. I'm Massimo Cantour, a devil in love. I don't do love. I don't take women seriously. I just do a one night with some fucking bitches and that's that. I never repeat a woman twice but in Laurie's case, I'm tempted to try. She's tempting. She's tempting and I feel something drawing me to her anytime I'm close to her, like a magnetic force. I feel tempted to always touch her but I'm not going to just give into her like that.It was her defensive and stubborn nature that got me attracted to her. Her pleasant smell attracted me. Laurie isn't my kind of woman, not close to the kind of girl I've dated in the past before my broken heart or the women I've fucked for pleasure. I went after Laurie at first because I had thought she was som
Twelve.12.The evening was just unexpectedly hot or maybe I was just feeling hot. I got up to take a quick bath to feel cool but ended up staying for almost thirty minutes in the bathtub. I stepped out naked with the thought of laying on the bed clothless. I stepped out of the bathroom to a great shock, to meet Massimo Cantour on my bed, sitting there as handsome as Lucifer with his sea blue eyes staring back at me from head to my breasts, to my pussy, and back to my head in a repeated manner.I felt embarrassed and quickly covered my area with my hands. His eyes lingered on me and I felt like running back to the bathroom. But that won't help because I had no towels and that was when it occurred to me that there hadn't been any towels in the bathroom. I saw Massimo was having no trouble taking in my naked view, it was not like he hadn't seen it before. I was still in thoughts and wishes of the earth opening and me sinking in when his usual deep voice pierced through my train
Twenty- seven. 27. He stepped in with the aura of audaciousness surrounding him. The stench of audacity and power seeped in as he entered. His guards entered with him. I stood up slowly from my forever seated position to meet his devilish gaze that pierced through me, through my bone marrow, piercing through to my heart. For the first time, his stares made me uncomfortable. I swallowed nothing. I lowered my haze to the floor. Now I know he is my superior. He made a signal to the guards and before I knew it, they hired me to a chair, binding my hands from behind. I shivered and shrieked, whimpering softly like a child. Massimo came to sit in front of me like we were going to have an interrogation. "We are going to have a little tete-a-tete, without wasting too much time, " he said and I gulped. "Who are you? " he asked. "I'm Laurie. Laurie Norman. You know me, Massimo, " I answered and a stinging slap landed on my right cheek, making the receptiv
Twenty- six. 26.Jorge. I knew relaying the past to Massimo would break him. I know his greatest fear is failing Grandpa. Hm! I will make sure he breaks and fails. Massimo thinks he is wise. He thinks I am foolish to let him lead, he thinks I will let go of the horrible things he has done to me but No. Now is the best time to take back revenge. To take back all that I have ever wanted. I will pay back Massimo for every pain he has caused me. I walked down to the dungeon where Laurie was kept. She looked sullen, tearful, and forsaken. "Ahh! Jorge, it's good that you are here. Jorge, please help me out, " she pleaded immediately when she saw me. I smirked. This is what it feels like to have someone at your mercy. This is what it feels like to be superior. "I am not here to help you, Laurie. I am here to let you know that Massimo has always despised you long before now, " I said. I expected some angry reactions from her but she showed nothing. She only plead
Twenty- five. 25.I boiled in anger, cursing every fucking minute. Laurie's a bitch, I have always known. She went too far, she went past the limit this time. She pushed too far. She snooping on my private issues, and I won't tolerate it. She got what she deserved and I would not take it easy on her. I have given her more than enough time and chances for her to understand who I am but as dumb as she is, she still couldn't catch up. What I did to her earlier is just an intro to what I have prepared for her. When I found out she rummaged through my things, I began to doubt her identity. My greatest fear began to resurface. "What if she's truly Lily?" I pondered. It was because of the striking resemblance between Laurie and Lily that made me go after Laurie. At times, I realized that Laurie was not Lily or so she made me believe. The act she displayed made me wonder if Laurie was a disguise. It could be that Laurie is Lily. What if she's lying? What if her
Twenty- four. 24.I opened my eyes weakly, trying to adjust them to the fluorescent lights. I looked up to see Massimo standing with a pail of water in his hands. "Welcome back, " he greeted, giving a lop-sided grin. "Massimo, " I called but was replied with a slap. "It's master to you whore, " he hit me again and this time, I bled uncontrollably from the nose. "Who do you think you are, Laurie? " he questioned. "Is it because I fucked your oversized pussy, you think you've gotten rights? Or because I made you feel special, you think you're wanted? Listen to me Laurie, you are just a plaything and nothing more. I can kill you no, Laurie, and not bat an eyelash. I stared at him unbelievably as he said those words to me. They hurt, they hit differently. I stared at the man my heart was beginning to beat for, the man I was slowly falling in love with. I watched him call me names. Just when I thought he was beginning to consider me and that I was starting t
Twenty- three. I didn't sleep over in Jorge's room. I returned to mine because I wanted Massimo to find me. I know he will find me. I was up and ready for him, a lot of questions to ask and he also needed to let me go. I racked my brain, trying to comprehend the mystery behind Massimo's nature. Who he truly is. He can be many more dangerous things than just being a mafia. The sparse revelation about him still terrifies me. I was restless apprehensive and alert. I moved to and fro through the four corners of the room. I want him to come. Now, I was concerned and confused. I wasn't sure if I wanted him to come because I needed answers or if I wanted him to come because I wanted to touch him, I wanted to feel him. A gut feeling rose in my stomach. I waited for over an hour but he didn't show up. I brought out Lily's picture, staring at it as tears filled my eyes. I wept. I cried for being used. I felt used and wasted. All my stay and feelings for Massimo were lies and waste.
Twenty- Two. 22."He has always been in love with her right from time. She was the first and only woman he ever had. She was all he ever thought of. Her name is Lily." He narrated and I could tell how deep their love was and somehow I felt jealous. The way he described her made me think she was just and the only perfect girl for him. "I'll tell you about her and why she left." He said. "He loved her with everything that he owned. She betrayed him. She stole some important documents from him to his rivals. She works for them as an undercover spy, she runs away afterward. He was heartbroken and devastated and since then became the heartless man that he is now. Once he saw her but couldn't get to her because she escaped. Those documents were very important and crucial. He vowed to find her because he was pained, he vowed to make her pay, make her suffer for what she caused him. " He paused and stared at me with a raised brow, "Have you asked yourself why he came after you? "Becau
Twenty- One. 21.Still in Massimo's room, lying on the floor weakly as different thoughts flooded through my mind. Dangerous thoughts to even consider. I glanced through the room and I noticed a closed door painted in white. Curiosity was driving me insane. I was curious to know what was behind the closed doors and locked drawers. Something meaningful, something that can help me to know Massimo better might just be in there. Despite me being in pain, I stood up and moved towards the white door. I tried to unlock the door and expectedly, it was locked. He always leaves reasons for doubt. I opened the drawers of his wardrobe gradually, the first was filled with his jewelry, mostly gold and diamonds. The second drawer was filled with pictures of a particular girl. She's pretty with round eyes. Why does he have her pictures this much in his drawer? Maybe she is his sister. But she looks nothing or less like him. No other pictures, just hers. I stared at the picture closely and notic
Twenty. 20.The few times I've seen Jorge and Laurie together, drove me insane. It made me mad. How dare he? I admired Laurie's courage but she went past the limit by disrespecting me. I wouldn't lie, I knew I'd hurt Laurie and broke her. It seems like she was trying to sell me her trust but I was too blind to notice. But all the same, I wasn't going to loose my respect because of some stupid fucking love I was still trying to understand, not for some fucking woman. I was going insane, seeing Jorge with Laurie in his arms everyday, I couldn't bear it and so I poured out the fury on my guards. The hunger and urge to pounce on Jorge pumped through my veins like sedative. I would have done that, I would have disintegrated his head from his body but I respect Grandpa Cantor enough and wouldn't stir up chaos. That's what I am made of. Chaos! Jorge took the incident to his advantage. I know for sure that Jorge wants revenge and he wouldn't stop until he gets it but I am Massimo and
Nineteen.19.These few days with Jorge went smoothly, not as hectic and disastrous as it used to be with Massimo. I barely saw him as I was always hooked up with Jorge in his room, enjoying his time. Though the few times I've seen him, he looks mad and livid with anger but he doesn't come close or talk to me. Jorge is fun and interesting. He's cool and receptive and warm as well but then I prefer the monstrous Massimo. His chaotic personality, violent nature, his confusing smirks and smiles. I love the chaos and violence he possesses. Maybe gentle guys like Jorge aren't my pick. The cold afternoon found me in Jorge's arms embracing his warmth. We sat watching the still blue waters of the pool when Massimo's presence disrupted the view. We both turned to face him, questioning his presence with our eyes. I felt a gut feeling rising inside of me at the sight of him. A sensation of anger and excitement flooded through my veins. I was happy seeing him for the first time in ten