Sunday evenings we had lunch with my parents or Evan's. Recently we've been having it with both our parents and this time Evan's grandmother was going to be there.
I was close to my family but no one ever supported my dreams of being an artist except Rain. Not even Evan though he said he did but he would often refer to it as a nice hobby which I translated into a pass time.
Something not serious.
But painting wasn't a pass time for me. It was a piece of my soul going into every one of my creations and no one seemed to see that.
Evan parked his car in the driveway behind his parent's car. "Do you need a lift in the morning to work since your car is in the shop?" He asked.
I was barely managing to keep up with my lies. I hid my car from Evan because the front bumper was a little banged up. "No," I blurted and he had a confused look on his face. "Okay..." He dragged out.
"I already made arrangements with a co-worker." I slid out of the car in a rush to go inside before I told more lies.
I also hid the fact that I was offered a job. I would wait until after my first day before I told Evan. That way if I had to quit he wouldn't know.
"Okay, babe," Evan called and followed me. He came to stand next to me and entwined our fingers as we walked up my parent's driveway.
I was happy and grateful that my parents never sold the house once Rain and I moved out.
The house was well maintained. My dad always kept it freshly painted yellow with white borders. The trees in the yard were older than me and dad always spent time on the lawn, making it look so good that I would come out here, sit on the grass and sketch everything around me.
On some days when I wasn't feeling quite myself, I went up to my old room and would sleep in there. My parents were always happy to have me and Rain home. They didn't like having an empty nest.
Evan stopped at the door and turned to face me. "I should warn you about my grandmother," he said.
"Why?"
"She is a bit eccentric..." he had a nervous look on his face. "But she means well."
"I love a little crazy," I shrugged and Evan looked at me sideways.
"Do you think I'm crazy?" He smiled down at me.
Evan and crazy were not two words that fit together. "You're normal and that's perfectly fine." I smiled, ruffling his hair and he caught my hand. "I have more than enough crazy for the two of us."
He gave me a peck on the lips and moved to open the door for me to walk into the house first. It smelled like home.
We walked into the dining room to see Evan's family was already seated while my mother brought out the bottles of red wine. "Hey sweetie," she greeted.
"April, "Evan's mother smiled. She came over and gave me a peck on the cheek.
"Hey Carrie," I hugged her and then moved to do the same with Edmond her husband. Edmond and Caroline were nice people. I got along with them ever since I met them because I was often pretending to be someone I was not.
"This is my mother Violet," Carrie introduced a little old grandma with glasses and grey hair that was examining a fork.
I loved her already.
"Hi," I greeted her and she looked a little startled at first.
"Mom this is Evan's fiancé," Carrie said, softly.
"Oh hello," Violet stood and hugged me. "Such a pretty young thing," she cupped my chin. "Is my Evan behaving," she leaned in, "I bet he can't keep his hands to himself," she whispered.
"Mom," Carrie's voice came as a warning.
"Oh come on we're all adults." Grandma waved her hand, dismissing Carrie's objections.
"Sup 'rents," Rain walked into the living room, "and in law's," she smiled.
"Hey Rainy," Carrie smiled over at her.
"Sup," Violet said.
"Sup grandma," Rain grinned.
My father walked into the room with a platter of related chicken and potatoes. My dad mostly did the cooking on Sundays since he was the head chef for the most lavish restaurant in the city.
"That smells amazing, dad," Rain complimented.
"Thanks, honey," he said and put the plater on the centre of the table.
My dad placed a chaste kiss on the top of my head and moved to sit down next to my mother. He held her hand under the table and she smiled at him. They were cute together and I wanted what they had.
Evan's hand got too sweaty after a while.
But I wondered if I was being too hard on him sometimes. My idea of a soul mate was someone that was perfect for me but is anyone ever able to live up to the next person's expectation of perfection.
I grabbed Evan's hand under the table and entwined our fingers. I would give it a shot. He smiled and turned to look at me. He loved me and that was perfect enough.
During dinner, though I wanted to try holding Evan's hand it got too sweaty and I decided to let go for a while. I wiped my sweaty palm on my jeans.
"Everyone I have an announcement," Evan said.
I looked at him curiously and he was grinning from ear to ear. "I got an opportunity to work in Los Angeles under an oral and maxillofacial surgeon for a month."
"Try saying that ten times fast," Rain snickered.
"That's so great, congratulations." I jumped on him and he hugged me.
"Yeah, it is. If I do well I might get a chance to work at his surgery and we can move to Los Angeles."
I blinked rapidly. Move. I didn't want to move. My parents and sister were here. I was more than fine with staying in this city. My parents looked at my face and I clenched my jaw.
Don't lose your temper. I kept chanting over and over in my head.
Evan was putting me on the spot yet again. Like how he never really mentioned marriage and then one day decided to get down on one knee in front of so many people.
I knew I could have said no but we were in a good place in our relationship and if I said no it would have made things awkward between us.
"Can I speak to you for a second, sweety," I said.
"Sure." He stood and I pulled him out of the dining room.
"What's wrong?" He asked once we were in the living room.
"Don't you think we should have spoken about this in private?" I asked.
He put his hands on either side of my face and smiled. "This is all a part of that greater plan, babe. I'm going to go down to Los Angeles and I'm going to get that job for us."
If it was for us why was I only finding out about it now? He made plans for us and it seemed like I never got a say.
Was I supposed to live my entire life with him making these big decisions for me.
He walked back into the dining room and I was not done with that conversation as yet. I walked in behind him to drag his happy-go-lucky ass back into the living room.
"I made brownies," his grandmother put a tray of brownies on the table. "Try them April," his grandmother said and I shot Evan a glare letting him know this was not over before I moved to grab a brownie.
"I love my grandmother's brownies," Evan said, "I missed these. Thanks, grams." He took one from off the tray.
Everyone reached for a brownie and I bit into mine. It tasted chocolaty yet it had a strangely familiar herbal taste to it... The last time I had a brownie that tasted like that was spring break.
"Woah grandma," Rain's eyes widened, "now you. I can hang with."
"Mom what did you put in these?" Carrie questioned, licking her lips and running her tongue over her palette.
"I put cocoa powder, flour, sugar," Violet listed the ingredients trying very hard to remember, "oh and this boy next door sells herbs he swears are good for health."
"What?" Carrie choked.
"Everyone, stop eating!" my father said.
Rain continued eating with a sly grin on her face and my dad pulled the brownie away from her. "Oh come on Richard," Rain whined.
"Young lady," he warned and she crossed her arms and settled back into her chair like a child.
"What's wrong?" My mom asked looking at all of us.
"I'll explain later, Kate," my father said.
"She put that good shid in this," Rain chuckled.
"What?" My mother looked lost and the Sterling's looked embarrassed.
"That dope," Rain tried to explain and my mother was still not getting it, "Mary Jane?" She looked at mom in disbelief. "It's marijuana, mom." My mother's eyes widened and she put the brownie down.
"I am so sorry," Carrie said, "she is getting old and that's why we want her to live with us."
"That's perfectly fine, Caroline," my mom smiled. "Everyone just stay here for a while," she moved to leave the dining room, subtly clearing her throat. "I'll get some water."
Carrie whispered something to her mother and grandma didn't seem to care. "It will be fine. I make a batch for myself all the time," Grandma said and everyone turned to look at her.
"Nice," Rain commented, and dad glared at her.
My phone beeped and I pulled it out to see an unknown number calling. I swiped my finger across the screen, bringing it to my ear. "Hey, tiger," came his voice.
"How did you get my number!" I blurted and Evan looked at me.
"Who is that?" Evan asked.
"Call centre agent," I said and moved to go into the living room.
I heard the man laugh over the phone and my blood got hot. "You like getting on my nerves don't you?"
"And you like smashing into people's cars don't you?" he retorted.
"What do you want?" I tried to keep my voice low.
"To tell you to dress professionally tomorrow. No jeans. A dress. Something that will show off your little figure."
"I knew it, you're a pervert."
"That's not nice," somehow I knew he was smiling, "I'm going to be your boss. So how about you don't call me names."
"To your face or in general?" I questioned and he laughed.
Evan walked into the living room. "Okay thank you very much, sir," I said.
"Your boy toy is in front of you isn't he?" He questioned.
"Yes, that is exactly how it is at the moment."
"Oh and also put some make-up on that money maker, sweetheart."
"How about you go fuck yourself!" I uttered through clenched teeth. I heard the man laugh and this time I was positive he was getting kicks from making me angry. "You know what..."
"Okay okay," Evan came over and grabbed the phone out of my hand.
Evan put the phone to his ear. "We do not want anything you are selling. Thank you kindly."
Evan looked at me strangely and then at the phone. "What did he say?" I asked.
"They hung up," Evan said.
"I heard that young lady. You know what to do," my mother called and I sighed walking over to the swear jar on the coffee table.
This was how my mom extorted money from dad, Rain and me. We all had a problem when it came to language except mom.
I fished a dollar out of my pocket and put it in the jar and Evan chuckled. "Shut up," I glared at him and he came over and wrapped his arms around me.
Constantine's Pov The door slammed causing me to sit up quickly in bed, firstly mishearing and thinking it was a gunshot. "Constantine!" My father's voice pulled me back to the land of the living and angry, chasing the remnants of my sleep away. My eyes squinted though the room wasn't bright-— that door slam sent shock waves to my head. I focused on him standing at the foot of my bed. He was dressed in a grey suit and looked more stressed than when he left. He was home two days early. "You're back," my words sounded like a groan. He let out a sigh of disapproval and reached for the master remote on the dresser. He pressed a button and the thick black curtains slowly parted. Bright sunlight bombarded the dimly lit room irritating my eyes. "What is the meaning of this!" He demanded glancing at the two women in my bed. I balanced on my elbows, pushing myself up to look at him. "I can explain it in a few words or a lot of words." I grinned. After a certain age, a man stopped fearin
"April," Rain yelled banging on my apartment door. Dragging my one shoe along with me to the door and fighting my one arm through a slightly tight jacket— I barrelled out of my room. "April hurry up!" She banged harder shrivelling my last nerve of patience. "There better be a fucking zombie apocalypse outside," I yelled, and pulled open the door to see Rain's face a pale sickly colour. Her eyes were wide and her lips looked like she had been chewing on them. She pushed past me coming into my apartment," Rain," I gasped and she slammed the door shut, locking it. She turned to look at me with wide eyes as if she had seen a ghost. Her fingers were digging into my arm. "Want to tell me what's going on, you lunatic?" I pulled my arm out of hers massaging the sore skin. "That man," she said in a grave voice, "that man, you can't work for that man-" "Rain, what are you talking about?" "He's dangerous. He's a potential suspect in a murder." She pushed a magazine into my hands. She turne
Instead of going for therapy an artist expressed themselves and got paid for it instead. Artists were paid for feeling and expressing those feelings on a canvas. Maybe my art lacked the amount of emotion to get it to where it needed to be. I did not lust, there was no forbidden love, and I had not reached that level of self-loathing that was great enough to paint the masterpiece that lay within my hands."I'm a collector of beautiful things," Constantine walked over to me. "To each their own," I turned away from the black and white painting. I didn't like this piece. I remember the first time I saw it when I was flipping through a copy of Tragic Masterpieces, the painting stirred something within me. It made me feel uneasy. A dark hand reaching out on a white canvas to touch a man's shadow. I unfortunately had to research it for my paper. Then I learned it was renowned mostly for the tragedy behind it. So I couldn't understand why anyone would keep this in a living room and sta
Orange light welcomed my eyes to the small room. The reflection of the sun setting on the wall in front of me had me reach for my phone to check the time. When I couldn't feel my phone on my dresser I sat up in my strangely comfortable bed wondering why the springs weren't stabbing at my ribs. I looked around the room, my vision started to clear and the throbbing pain in my temples subsided. It all started to come back... The events of this morning were unwinding rapidly like a horror movie. I slipped off the bed. My body was fighting to move. My eyes were burning and I touched them gently with the pads of my fingers, shuddering at the puffy feeling. I couldn't believe I pepper sprayed myself. I needed to call Rain. I began turning over the pillows and searching every possible spot in the room for my phone. I couldn't help but kick myself for everything that was happening. Why didn't I just stay in bed last week?Why didn't I just listen to Rain.Why didn't I pursue an e
I slipped the cab driver some money. "Thanks," I said, my voice hoarse from last night's events. I had drunk most of the bottle of wine myself and finished off my rainy-day vodka, which helped me loosen up."Take care, ma'am," he called back as I shimmied off the cab seat. My heels hit the sidewalk with a loud click. I felt like a stranger in my own body as I walked toward the house.I pressed the button on the intercom at the gate, and it immediately began to open. As I walked up the driveway, the hair on my body stood up in anticipation. I looked up and saw a camera peeking at me.I knew the predators were watching.The contract to work for Constantine was straightforward. I would receive a salary of fifty thousand dollars a month, half of which would be deducted to pay for the damages I caused to his one-of-a-kind Lamborghini.It was outrageous to think my life—and my family's—were at risk over a car, that I couldn’t even appreciate the remaining twenty-five thousand I'd be gaining
“So, do you have everything you need?” I asked Evan as we walked hand in hand to his departing gate. “Everything except you,” he said, pulling me close. His hands rested on my waist as he stared lovingly into my eyes. “I wish you were coming with me. I can’t wait to be married to you and for our honeymoon—two weeks in Huawei,” he groaned with pleasure. “And the fact that we haven’t… you know, ever since you suggested we take a break form that so it would be special on our wedding night,” he cleared his throat. I felt my cheeks flush. Evan was my first and longest relationship. My art had always consumed most of my time, leaving little room for anything else until my career refused to bloom from anything beyond the street. “Me too…” My voice trailed off as I pressed a gentle kiss to his lips.The thought of moving to Los Angeles if he got the job there was both daunting and intriguing. The idea of never having to live in the same city as Constantine again was incredibly appealing. I
I pulled up to Constantine’s club and stepped inside, immediately regretting it. My eyes scanned the room for him and there he was, getting a lap dance from a stripper— I assumed— dressed in a glittery two-piece. “Oh, Rosana,” he chirped, smacking her butt. As I approached them I wanted to gag. The air reeked of cheap perfume and sweat, blending with the stale stench of spilt liquor pooling on the sticky floor. The place was a wreck, and I could already feel the need to tack on an extra minute to every shower I’d take this week just for standing in this filthy, poorly lit- pit.“Let’s go,” I snapped, grabbing Constantine by the arm.“April!” he cheered, completely oblivious. “Come sit down! This is Ginger.” He pulled me in the seat next to him and I felt like I'd need a couple of shots after this. “I thought her name was Rosana,” I muttered, rolling my eyes.“They all look the same after a few shots.”I glanced at the stripper. “Nice to meet you, Ginger.” Then I turned back to him.
I woke up late after spending the night putting Constantine to bed. I missed Sunday lunch with Evan’s and my parents because I overslept, and I felt like crap.Sprawled on my couch with one foot hanging off the edge, I was multitasking—texting Evan and researching the Leoné family.I needed to understand exactly what I was up against. Pretending like everything was normal wouldn't help me get through this. There was clearly something darker and more sinister about this family, and they hid it well.I stumbled upon an article titled, "The Three C’s, or Should They Be Called the Brothers of Chaos Instead?"Scrolling down, I saw a photo of Constantine, his brother Cavalon, and the enigmatic gentleman I met on my second day—Carlisle. He was the second oldest, and he hadn’t mentioned they were brothers.The handle on my apartment door turned, jolting me upright. “April,” Rain called out.I dragged myself off the couch and opened the door. “What happened today?” she asked, stepping inside.
Constantine left to attend an emergency business meeting. His simple instruction had been not to leave the room until he returned. He’d never restricted me to his office before. It felt like he was hiding me.I stayed put, though, because wandering the house felt odd considering I had never done it alone and that there could be actual skeletons in his closet.The thought of staying with him for two weeks gnawed at me as I sat on the plush leather couch in his expansive office, staring at the skyline through the tall windows.But I knew if I hadn’t agreed, Constantine would never let me have my own life. A knock interrupted my thoughts, followed by the sound of the door creaking open.“Constantine—” Carlisle called, stepping inside. His voice died as his eyes landed on me. He froze.“April,” he said softly, breaking out of his trance and walking toward me. “I thought you were in New York?”“I was,” I admitted, my tone wary.He sighed, leaning against the desk, arms crossed as he scrut
I opened my eyes to complete darkness. The sheets around me were too soft, too luxurious. I wasn’t in my apartment—that much was obvious. I sat up slowly, my heart thudding as I stood and ran my fingers up and down the walls for a light switch.Finally landing upon it I flipped the switch on and took in the room, the dark walls, the faint scent of leather and wood bombarding me with the truth of exactly where I was..Then my gaze fell on the wall across from me, and I froze. My painting—the one I’d done in a fit of rebellion, my not-so-subtle middle finger to Constantine. He not only kept it... He hung it up.And then my eyes drifted to the other wall, and I felt the invisible dagger twist deeper into my chest. A portrait I’d painted of him, when he was all I could see, all I wanted to capture. What I told myself would be an orange. He never returned the painting and I never wanted it back given what it represented.I didn't want to see the light in Constantine. I needed to believe h
April's POV It had been a week and a half since I’d arrived in New York, and already, the city felt like it was stitching me back together, piece by piece. My mornings had a rhythm now: a cup of coffee cradled between my hands as I sat on the gallery's front steps, watching the endless stream of people passing by. Each face, each hurried footstep, reminded me of how easy it was to lose yourself in the hum of the city, and in a way, that was exactly what I needed.I was the new manager at Gravia’s Art Gallery—a small but renowned space known for showcasing some of the most daring contemporary artists. The gallery was tucked into a narrow street, surrounded by antique bookstores and cafes that always smelled of freshly baked bread. The job was fast-paced and unpredictable, every day offering something new. I loved it—the feeling of being at the center of something vibrant, of finally finding my place among people who shared my passion for creation and self-expression.In the back room
Constantine's POV By the time the car rolled to a stop outside the address, I’d finished reading into Lexi’s files. The images and texts I found were shocking, I was not expecting this but I knew how to turn a situation in my favour. I kicked open the front door, striding in with Carlisle and Cavalon flanking me.“Darling, I’m home," I called as I stepped into the room to see Lexi and Kate, curled together on the couch like conspiring schoolgirls. They sprang apart upon seeing me and Kate jumped to her feet, instinctively placing herself in front of Lexi. I had to admire her bravery. “Where’s Jones?” Kate demanded, her voice defiant. I tilted my head, amused by her courage as I stepped forward, wrapping my hand around her throat. Her pulse raced beneath my fingers. “You’re in no position to be asking questions, sweetheart.” Kate’s lips twisted into a smirk even as my grip tightened. “If I were straight, maybe I’d actually be enjoying this,” she sneered, trying to keep her
Constantine's POV I was nearing the final hour—the countdown to when Lexi’s captor threatened to end her life if the ransom wasn’t delivered. My security team had identified the woman’s face: Kate Kravosky. I wracked my brain, trying to recall if I’d ever crossed paths with her, but came up blank. Even the mayor didn’t have answers, though he promised to mobilize his security to search every corner of the town. With time slipping away, I requested my best IT guys to hack into Lexi’s phone to dig up her chat history and current location. If only she’d used one of my company’s models, the process would’ve been faster. I grabbed the duffel bag of cash and moved to head out. “I’m coming with you,” I heard Carlisle’s voice, turning to find him standing by the stairwell. “Don’t need company,” I replied, moving for the door. As I reached my car and placed the money in the backseat, I heard Cavalon say, “I miss the times we kicked ass together.” I turned to see him and Carlisle behin
Constantine's POV “Fuck!” I roared, hurling the bottle of whiskey against the wall. Glass exploded, sending shards in every direction; one grazed my hand. I barely felt it. I was too blinded by anger. The sting of her words felt like acid coursing through my veins. I had never been so raw with anyone before, never allowed myself to feel anything. I felt like a fucking fool begging her. But I wasn't prepared to beg anymore. She shook my soul when she put that gun in my hand, asking me to kill her so she could be free from me. I thought I was good to her. I thought maybe she felt something for me after all this time. Why would she leave? Did she have unresolved feelings for Evan… or for Carlisle? I just wanted her to talk to me, but she wouldn't. She kept accusing me, assuming I wanted to shame her into making her my mistress. I flung another bottle at the wall, and as it shattered, a low whistle came from the doorway. Cavalon, ever the calm shadow in my storm, leaned against th
Constantine pulled me away from Carlilse and through the crowd. "Don't say a word and don't make a scene," he warned as he led me away from the dancers. I had no choice but to listen. He wasn't going to stop harassing me tonight and his family was starting to notice the tension between us. We had to resolve this. Whatever it was. He led me to a boardroom and shut the door. "What the fuck?" He demanded. "I don't think I owe you any explanations." I could feel the expression on my face change. He closed the distance between us, his finger tilting my chin up so that I was forced to make eye contact with him. "What do you take me for?" "What do you want, Constantine?" I moved away from him. "You," he crossed his arms casually as if what he said didn't sound insane. "Great," sarcasm laced my tone, "what about Lexi?" I asked. "Our marriage is an arrangement," he repeated the same words over and I was tired of hearing it. "Yeah sure it is," I smiled, but there was no happin
The moment I stepped into the ballroom, it felt like every pair of eyes locked onto me, dissecting, scrutinizing—even though I knew they weren’t. All of them were here for Constantine and Lexi, the city’s power couple.I was just another guest—or rather, a pawn—trapped in a ridiculous green dress Lexi had personally picked out. She’d said it "matched the theme." In reality, it was hideous: a swampy, sickly color that felt more like a taunt than an outfit. The fabric scratched against my skin, and I caught hidden laughs from the other staff dressed in equally unflattering shades.We were a parade of walking insults.Clenching the stem of my champagne flute, I forced myself to smile through the growing sense of discomfort, nodding politely to a few members in the crowd. My hands felt clammy, and I took a shallow sip to calm my nerves, the bubbles tickling my nose. Finding a safe corner near a tall potted plant, I blended into the background—hidden enough to breathe but with a clear vie
"April, what have you done?" my mother shouted over the phone as I rushed to get into the elevator."Mom, it's not what I wanted," I admitted."Evan came by earlier and told us everything. Did you have an affair with your boss?" she yelled."Evan just assumed because I didn't want to marry him. I wasn't having an affair," I said, infuriated. Why would he tell my parents that?"April, you need to make this right. Evan is a good man. You're being silly, and you're not a child anymore. It's time to grow up.""With all due respect, Mother, it is my life. Evan is someone you want me to marry, but I do not want to marry him. I would be miserable. He doesn’t support my ambitions, and I don't feel that spark when I'm with him. I want what you and Dad have." There was silence. "Just because I'm not a doctor, lawyer, or accountant doesn't mean I'm not grown. Those aren't my passions, and I'm tired of pretending to be something I'm not just to make everyone feel comfortable with me. Accept me as