ARIANA
I SAT QUIETLY ON THE SOFA, watching Matteo pace back and forth in the living room, his shoulders tense. Mamà sat beside me, her shoulders shaking as she sobbed quietly. The Made men and the Russian brothers had left over an hour ago, but Mamà and Matteo still hadn’t gotten over the new development of things. I couldn’t blame them. I was still reeling from everything that had happened. “Matteo, sit down, and let’s talk about things,” Enzo finally said with a tired sigh. Matteo paused briefly to address Enzo. “There’s nothing to discuss. We’re not giving Ari away to them.” “Uncle Frederico is right. We will lose everything.” “Uncle Frederico has no right to talk. Do you think he’d give up his daughters so easily if he were in our shoes?” “We don’t know that. Let’s stop making up hypotheticals.” Matteo scowled down at Enzo. “So, you’re willing to give Ari over to those Bratva bastards?” “Until we can come up with a solution, there’s nothing we can do. This hit us smack dab in the face. We haven’t had time to strategize. Our hands are tied until we come up with a plan.” I pulled out my phone, typing out a text to Matteo. “I agree with Enzo. I trust you, Teo. I know you will come up with a solution. You always do. Until then, marrying Aleksei is the right choice if we want to protect our family.” Matteo reached for his phone, reading the text I sent to him. His eyes softened when he met mine and I smiled at him reassuringly. I’d done enough running in my lifetime. It was time to stand firm and protect the ones I loved. “Ari, but…” “But nothing. I trust you. For now, let me handle Aleksei. I can’t stand by and watch him take everything away from us.” His jaws tightened, and he nodded after reading the text. “You’re agreeing to this, Matteo?” Mamà asked, shooting to her feet, disbelief coloring every syllable. “It’s the right thing to do, Ma,” Enzo said. “For now,” he added to pacify her. “As soon as Matteo and I come up with something, we’re going to take her away from Aleksei.” “What if he hurts her before we can save her?” She sounded like she was on the verge of tears. “They can have all the money. Just don’t give my daughter away.” She burst into fresh tears, her shoulders shaking with every sound she made. I rose to my feet, throwing my arms around Mamà, letting her sob against my chest. I rubbed small circles on her back, silently comforting her. I understood her worry for me, but at the same time, it had to be done. I couldn’t sit back and watch everything get taken away from my family. I just had to stick it up to Aleksei, and let him know that I wasn’t going to be a doormat to him in our ‘marriage’. *** Two days had passed since my father’s funeral, and Aleksei’s surprise visit to the house, and Matteo had finally agreed to the marriage proposal. Today, I was meeting Aleksei for a little get-to-know-each-other I had requested. One he had surprisingly agreed to. Didn’t he have people to torture and murder? I grabbed my notepad and pen and made my way downstairs. I met Enzo and Aleksei mid-conversation at the bottom of the stairs, and the latter stopped to rake his heated gaze down my body. I almost scoffed. I didn’t understand men. I was just in a simple sleeveless black cotton dress that fell past my knees, but he acted like I was in the sexiest lingerie he’d ever laid eyes on. Enzo smiled when he noticed me. “Ari. Sorry I missed breakfast this morning.” I shook my head at him as if to say never mind, and he smiled again. He wasn’t the only one who missed breakfast. Matteo had also missed breakfast, and had I not forced Mamà out of her room, she’d have also missed breakfast. I knew Enzo was strategizing with Matteo to find a way out of this, so I gave them a pass. The smile fell off his face when he turned to face my husband-to-be. I cringed internally. That would take some time to get used to. “I’ll leave you two to talk to each other.” Enzo pinned Aleksei with a glare. “Keep your word.” “I will,” Aleksei replied absentmindedly without taking his eyes off me. Enzo smiled at me one last time before carrying on down the hall to give us some privacy. I climbed down the last of the stairs, standing in front of Aleksei. Now that we were both standing close to each other, I noticed that he towered over me. A lot. Mamà swore I got my height from her mother since she was at least five inches taller than me. At five foot four, a lot of people I knew—namely the men in my family—towered over me, but with his broad, muscular shoulders, I felt minuscule compared to him, like I was looking up at a giant. Add that to my ever-growing list of why I hated him. Not only was I stuck with him, but I also had to permanently stare up at him during our marriage. I sensed pain in my neck in the future. I wrinkled my nose at him when I noticed he was clad in a suit just like every Made man I’d met in my life. Didn’t the heat ever affect them? Granted it was fairly cool today, but that wasn’t an excuse. “I got you a present,” he said, bringing my attention to the boxes in his hands. I tucked my notepad under my arm, taking the bigger box out of his hands, slightly confused. Why would he get me a present? I read the label on the box. He got me a tablet? I looked up at him again, a confused frown marring my features. “Enzo said you had selective mutism. I got you the tablet so we could communicate,” he explained. My frown deepened. That was the purpose of the notepad I had under my arm right now? “You’ll eventually run out of space on your notepad,” he said like he’d read my mind. “With the tablet, you won’t have to worry about that. At least for a long while.” He gestured at the other box in his hand. “A keyboard just in case you get tired of writing with the pen.” I was still reeling from the surprise presents. He got me a tablet and a keyboard so we could communicate, and I wouldn’t run out of space. What in the world was going on here? A line appeared between his forehead as he frowned. “You don’t look too happy about the present.” I shook my head, holding the box out to him. I reached for my notepad after he took the box out of my hands. “Thank you. Really,” I scribbled. “I’m… surprised?” Really, I was. Why did he feel the need to get me a present? It wasn’t like we’d met under normal circumstances. I turned the note over to him, so he could read its contents. The tablet I used at work had broken the last time I went to work. While his present came as a surprise, it would serve useful for other purposes. Like saving for a trip to Bali I’d planned a month ago. What could I say? I believed in spoiling one’s self occasionally. “You’re welcome. Do you need help setting it up?” He offered. “Just the tablet. I’ll figure out the keyboard later. Let’s head to the garden for our get-know-each-other.” His lips ticked up in a smirk. “Sure.” I led him out of the house to the garden. It was my favorite spot in the house when I was younger. This was my first time visiting the garden after I moved out years ago much to my family's chagrin, and I noticed not a lot had changed except the gazebo. I stopped in front of the gazebo, gesturing for him to go in. “Ladies first.” A gentlemanly criminal. Color me impressed. I shrugged, walking into the gazebo and plopping down on a chair. He took the seat opposite me, dropping both boxes on the table. We spent the next five minutes setting up my tablet, and when he was done, he handed it to me along with the pen. “All done. You can start writing down notes now.” “Thank you for the tablet. Tell me about yourself. Your likes, dislikes, hobbies, your type in a woman, and the likes,” I wrote before turning the tablet to face him. He leaned forward to read the text before reclining in his seat again. “I can’t think of anything for my likes and dislikes right now. Hobbies? I have none. It’s just work and work. My type in a woman.” A rueful smile graced his lips. “I like curvy brunettes with brown eyes.” So, what? I wasn’t the only brunette with brown eyes to ever exist. But with the way his heated gaze danced over my body, I knew he was talking about me. He licked his lips, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. “Extra point if she has fuckable lips.” I swallowed past the hard lump in my throat. Why did my breath pick up at that insinuation? Me on my knees while he stared down at me with that emerald green eyes of his as his cock parted my lips. I shook my head. Hell no! I banished the thought from my head. That was never happening. Not with him, or any other man for that matter. He threw his head back in laughter, and I knew immediately that he'd said that to fuck with me and get a reaction from me. Asshole. “Interesting.” He finally leaned back in the chair, a small smirk toying with his lips. “What about you? What are your likes and dislikes? Your hobbies? Your type in a man.” “I like solitude. I hate marriage and men who try to force me into marriage. My hobby? I don't have a particular one, but if I had to pick, it has to be shopping for funeral outfits for my future husband when he dies. I haven't tried it yet, but I hear it's therapeutic. I don’t have a type. I hate all men.” I plastered a huge smile on as Aleksei read my text. Instead of anger or annoyance, he looked… amused when he looked up from the screen. “This is awfully specific.” I flashed him a saccharine smile. If the shoe fit, he could go right ahead and slip it right on. “I try my best. Give me your phone, so I can put my number in it, husband-to-be.” He handed me his phone, amusement still lingering in his gaze. I typed in my phone number. “That’s all for today. Pick a date, and I’ll meet you at the wedding. Anything that needs to be said will be discussed over the phone.” “Not so fast,” he said, stopping me from leaving. “I have to propose first.” My heart slammed against my rib cage. Propose? I stared at him in bafflement. Did he hit his head somewhere before he got here? I got a present from him, and now he wanted to propose? I guess the proposing part did make sense; only if I’d agreed to marry him because we were deeply in love. This was merely a transaction to keep him in line. My mouth dried as I watched him fetch something from his pocket. My engagement ring. An intense red diamond ring stared at me as he held it out to me. I watched him, immobile, as he took my hand and slid the diamond-studded rose-gold band down my finger. “It fits,” he said, almost sounding like he was talking to himself. “I was worried it wouldn’t fit.” Why, I almost asked, and being always one step ahead of my thoughts, he said, “It belonged to my mother.” I snatched my hand back from his hold, cradling my hand against my chest like he’d burned me. Why would he hand something so precious to me? It was his mother’s ring! If he wanted to give it out, he could have at least given it to a woman he loved. I wouldn't give my mother's ring to any Tom, Dick, or Harry. “I have to go.” Immediately he read the text and nodded, I gathered my presents into my arms, rising to my feet. He eyed me with a weird spark in his eyes as I stepped into my slippers and made my way back to the house. The princess-cut gemstone caught the morning rays, and it gleamed, reminding me of everything that just happened. I was engaged to Aleksei Tarasov. Cold reality slapped me in the face, and I immediately clamped my jaw hard in anger. Sure, he got me a tablet, but that didn’t mean I’d forgotten about how he charged in here, demanding things from my family. He was the enemy, and that was something I wasn’t going to forget anytime soon, diamond ring or not.ALEKSEI I STILL HAD A SMILE ON MY face as I tidied up work in my office later that day. Ariana was an enigma. I found her amusing, and that was the last thing I’d expected the day I walked into her father’s mansion. She came as a surprise. A pleasant one. And spoiled, too. I’d done some research on my wife-to-be, and she hadn’t been lying when she implied she lived a luxurious life. It was unsurprising for a Cosa Nostra princess. One whose father had the second-largest stake in their family business before his death. They liked to pamper their daughters until marriage, while their sons were thrust into a world full of blood, betrayal, and guns. She also owned a bridal couture store with a list longer than Hell’s. Her dresses were sought after by the elites in New York. It was safe to say she’d made a name for herself without the backing of her family. Her work spoke for itself. Those were my assistant's words, not mine. He'd done the research on my behalf. “You look like a lov
ARIANA FIVE DAYS. I was getting married to Aleksei fucking Tarasov in five days. In just a few days, I'd be bearing his last name. The bastard didn't think to inform me when he paid a visit to me yesterday. No, he thought it was convenient to just send a note containing his wishes to my home. "I thought we still had a month or so. This is hardly enough time to prepare. We're yet to do anything. We don't even have the invitations ready," Mamà shrieked in full-on panic mode. She loved planning parties, but not on such short notice. "Did I mention that five days is hardly enough time?" She walked out of the living room mumbling to herself as she listed off things that had to be done. "I need to call Maria..." I grabbed the discarded note Aleksei sent to us, scanning my eyes over the typewritten content for the third time. Dear Ariana, I decided it would be best if we could get married soonest. I take it you don't care about the date, so I decided to pick one-Saturday. I'll cover
ALEKSEI MY WEDDING DAY CAME FASTER than I expected, and it was no one’s fault but mine. I’d picked the date myself, after all. I scheduled the wedding earlier because I didn’t want the Italians to find a way or loophole—not that they would be able to. My lawyers made sure of that—out of the wedding. Igor hadn’t been pleased with the news of my marriage, and he’d let his displeasure be known for over thirty minutes. I’d put the call on speakerphone, offering occasional hums to make it seem like I was paying any attention to him. I wasn’t. I was going over the final details of my wedding with Peter, my assistant. The same wedding he disapproved of. Someone was going to have a bitch fit when he found out, but I couldn’t find it in me to care. “The Italians called again to make sure the no paparazzi rule was still intact,” Peter said absentmindedly, finalizing things that needed to be done over the phone. Unlike us, they didn’t rely heavily on the media to paint a picture about t
ARIANA I changed into a sparkly, less bulky white dress for the reception. It rather was ironic considering the color of my wedding dress at the church, but there was no time to make switches now. I swapped out my black kitten heels for black satin Versace platform pumps. The heels were still torture, but they were better than the kitten heels I wore earlier. Aleksei sure as hell didn’t find this as amusing as he had my wedding dress stunt. If anything, he looked like he wanted to be anywhere but here. Finally, there was something we agreed on. The reception area was flawless from the decorations to the seating arrangements. Sparkles of gold and white carried across every inch of the room. Not a single thing was out of place given the short time he had to plan things out. That was the type of efficiency a lot of money got you. The first time Aleksei willingly touched me since the reception began was when it was time for the bride and groom to dance. His large hands fell on my wai
ARIANA The day progressively went downhill with every minute that passed. The tension in the air was palpable.Neither side bothered to hide their disdain for the other. Aleksei’s parents weren’t in attendance, and I doubted he was related to the people he invited. They got louder and got more obnoxious with every shot of vodka they took. One even grabbed a server’s ass, and she hadn’t hesitated to smack him hard on his bald head with her tray. I mentally high-fived her for that. Good riddance. They were different from the brothers.Aleksei and Mikhail were reserved and calculating, drinking in the room with their eyes without saying a word. They didn’t even bother to socialize with the rest of the crowd. It was as though they were storing information for later. They probably were just so they could use it against my family in the future. The food I ate one hour ago was unsettled in the pit of my stomach, threatening to follow the path it had taken down my stomach back up. The air
ARIANA My heart slammed against my ribcage when a hand tapped my shoulder. “Sorry,” came Giselle’s voice from behind me. She sounded like she was fighting back a laugh. I brought my hand up to my chest, turning to face Giselle as my accelerating heart rate slowly came back to normal. She’d shaved ten years off my life with that scare. “I didn’t mean to scare you. So… interesting wedding, huh?” I groaned insufferably. I was more than ready for this miserable day to be over and done with. “Now, I’m glad Nicholas didn’t want a reception. What if it had turned out like this?” She looked so horrified, I couldn’t help but laugh. She didn’t know how lucky she was. I’d rather be anywhere but here right now. Hell, I’d even pick staying in a room with Rocco over this. “Niko and Matteo approved of Aleksei’s handling of the situation.” She rolled her eyes. “Men.” I laughed. That one word held so much meaning behind it, and I could relate. “What even happened?” She handed m
ARIANA I LOATHED MY BROTHER-IN-LAW. I dug my nails into my palms as Mikhail helped lower me into a chair in the center of the dance floor. I wanted to bolt out of here. Fast. The last thing I wanted was Aleksei's head between my legs, but my devil-incarnate brother-in-law was having none of that. He'd successfully gathered all the bachelors in the room—my scowling brothers included—and forced the DJ to switch to a more sensual song. Now he was in his brother's ear, whispering things that made the latter's frown deepen every passing second. I didn't even want to know what they were talking about. He patted Aleksei on his shoulder before going to join the men with a huge grin on his face. Did I mention that I loathed my brother-in-law and I wanted to punch the ever-living shit out of him? Aleksei started toward me, his expression stoic, and I instinctively sat
ARIANA The air in the limousine was frigid, and no, it wasn't because of the air con. It was because of the man who—for some reason—was still angry even after the reception when he had no right to be. I was the one who got threatened by him before we had to go home. Not him. Me, but he didn't see me sulking about it. His eyes were glued to the laptop he was currently tapping away at, pretending the world around him didn't exist. Perhaps it didn't. Perhaps he was sucked into a world of his own where no one else but him mattered. Unable to bear the silence in the air, stupid me pulled my phone out of my clutch to type a quick message to him. Do you not have any other family members aside from Mikhail? A good conversation starter. I sent the text, and immediately, his phone buzzed on the leather seat next to him. He didn't bother reaching for it. He merely cast the lit screen a glance before going back to what he was doing.
ARIANAI tossed and turned in bed long after the skies had turned black, and everyone in the house had retired to their various quarters.Sleep evaded me, and my pride and stubbornness wouldn't let me seek out what I truly wanted - him.I didn't want it to seem like I was the one making the first move, like I was desperate for him. Who knows? He might have been teasing me when he hinted at something happening tonight, and I'd just make a fool of myself if I approached him.Frustrated and agitated with myself, I climbed off my bed, stepping out onto the balcony to ease my racing mind.Maybe some fresh air would do me good and help calm me down. It was either that or drowning myself under the hot stream of my shower for the third time tonight.I groaned, tugging at my hair. God, I wasn't good with things like this.I looked down at myself.I even wore one of my more provocative silk nightgowns. The dress might as well be nonexistent the way it melted over my body. I bought it impulsivel
ALEKSEI Bravery and stupidity are the same things; the outcome determines your label. My father had drilled that saying into my head when I was eleven. It all started when I went up against a bigger kid at school for bullying Mikhail, and I got my ass handed to me. I was still just a skinny kid, and he had a group of friends just as beefed up as him. When I told my father, he'd just shaken his head at me and called me a fool. Eleven-year-old me had been furious, and I'd mouthed off to him. Of course, I got my ass handed to me again by Viktor, who my father trained alongside me at the time before Igor finally explained what he meant. "What you did wasn't wrong, Alyosha. It was brave of you to stand up for Misha against a boy like him, but it's foolish to go into wars you know you have no chance of winning. The boy was bigger and he had friends with him. You co
ARIANA I was glued to my chair, unable to move a limb long after Reina excused herself to use the bathroom. My head pounded, and it threatened to burst from all the new information it had just gotten. "Get them to talk to their father," Reina had pleaded after she explained her side of the story. For once, I didn't see her as the heartless robot that pranced around with a chip on her shoulder. I'd seen the softer side of her, and it was all directed toward that asshole husband of hers. She cared about Igor and was a ride-or-die for him. With the way she spoke about him, I wouldn't be surprised if she actively put herself in harm's way to protect his life. That thought was further cemented when I asked her why she hated me when we'd only just met at the party. "I don't hate you." My mouth hung open. "And what do you call how you treated me at your house? That was unkind, and not how to treat people you cl
ARIANA I COULDN'T GET PAST the appetizer round from how tightly wound my gut was. I wouldn't be able to keep anything down even if I tried. Reina sat across from me, savoring every bite of her lamb ribs while I stared at her. Never in a million years did I think she would seek me out after the hostile welcome I got from her when we visited, and my instincts told me to prepare for the worst. She couldn't have come for a good reason. I reached for my glass of water to busy myself with anything, so I didn't appear unnerved in front of her. I cleared my throat to get her attention. "So, are you going to say what you came here for, or are you going to make me watch you eat before we begin?" "The latter," she answered easily, going for another bite of food. I glared at her over the rim of my glass. "I have better things to do than to sit here and watch you eat. You know, a real job." "And you assume I'm not fa
ARIANA I DID IT. I let him touch me and make me come, and I. . . liked it. I liked it. Not only did I like it, I begged for it, too, relinquishing all the control in that bedroom to him. Who are you? I stared at my reflection on my blank phone screen. The woman on the screen looked different. I felt different, too. The last decade wasn't the kindest part of my life, and I'd woven through it not trusting men. And it wasn't for a lack of trying. I did. I went on dates, sometimes I initiated the flirting, and very few times, I'd gone in for a peck. It never went past that, though, because I always withdrew first. My therapist said it was a trauma response --- pulling back before they had the chance to hurt me --- and I couldn't deny that she was right. A person very close to me had hurt me irreparably after putting all my trust in him. What was stopping those men from doing the same? It was probab
ALEKSEI I LIED. I remembered every word I said. But, I wasn't lying when I said the Russian had slipped out unconsciously. It was a habit I'd tamed a long time ago - switching between the three languages I spoke whenever I was in a heated conversation with someone or slightly irritated. It wasn't a good look for me because it was tantamount to outwardly losing my cool, and growing up in an environment like mine, it was seen as a sign of weakness, an opening for the predators to prey on you and your emotions. Now, I barely batted an eye when I was heated or irritated, and that was because I'd spent the past decade curbing this bad habit - I succeeded, too - and in just one night, she'd undone all that work. I should've taken it as my sign to disengage and get myself out of the situation before I spiraled, but hours after she'd fallen asleep, I still laid awake next to Ariana, staring down at the soft contours of he
ARIANA His cock sprang free from its confinement, slapping against his stomach, hot and erect. My lips parted at the sight, and I swallowed. Tiny, purple veins ran up his long, thick length to the pink, bulbous tip that dripped with pearly white liquid. I'd never gone down on a man, but I now understood the appeal some got from it. My skin itched with the same need, a mix of curiosity and desire. And he wasn't lying when he implied his cock was more than a fistful. At least, now I knew where the cockiness came from. It wasn't just small talk - pun intended. "It doesn't bite." He didn't bother to hide how amused he was. "Who knew my cock could render you speechless?" He curled his fist around his girth, stroking up and down, coating his length with his precum until it glistened under his soft bedroom lights. With his other hand, he wrapped my leg around his waist, propping my ass up on his thighs. "I thought you sa
ARIANA Aleksei hummed in satisfaction at my desperate plea. "Good girl." I could feel his proud smirk against my skin as he went lower, getting dangerously close to my pussy. My core thrummed with anticipation. My body buzzed like a livewire, itching to be set off by him. He knew how much he affected me, and he was having fun milking it. I gritted my teeth, fisting the sheets beside me. "I already begged you, didn't I? Stop teasing," I hissed. And what did the bastard do? He laughed. Laughed. "Retract those claws, tiger." He splayed his hand on my lower stomach, effortlessly pinning my lower half to the mattress. "If it gets too much, tap my shoulders." I stared down at the top of his dark head. "What happened to me using my words?" My tone was slightly mocking. I could practically hear his smirk. "You wouldn't be able to." And then he pressed his tongue flat against my slit, dragging
ALEKSEI "TRUST ME?" I asked again as she arched her neck back to give me more room to feast on her neck. She absentmindedly hummed her agreement, sinking her fingers into my hair at my nape. I nipped on her jaw, pulling a shaky breath out of her. "Are you sure?" "Y-Yes." I kissed my way down her chest to her stomach. "Anything else you want me to know beforehand? Or do you want me to stop?" I teased. Her chest rose and fell with how fast her breath came out in puffs. "No!" I teased the waistband of her tiny shorts with my teeth, grazing her skin in the process. "Feisty." She jerked, sinking her fingers deeper into my hair. "And sensitive," I whispered against her skin as I slowly inched her shorts down her legs, tossing them behind me carelessly, which was out of character for me. I gently parted her thighs, staring down at her bare, pink pussy coated with her slick arousal.