SIENNA
My heart fell to the floor and shattered, and as that happened, tears sprang to my eyes. My heart had just been broken right in the middle of a parking lot during my friend's birthday party and there was nothing I could do about it.But I couldn't be weak. I was the daughter of an Alpha and even if I wanted to be weak, it wasn't in front of the people here. I was too strong for that. The despair in my heart was threatening to overtake me but I was still determined to be strong. At least, for the moment.So I decided to go home. I didn't even bother to inform Hailey about it because I wasn't stable at the moment. Maybe when or if I was finally okay, I would call her to inform her and also apologize to her for leaving her party so abruptly.Then I walked to my car, clicked the remote to open it and got inside, pulling out of the parking lot with nothing but negative emotions in me.HAILEYSienna had been gone for far too long and she wasn't back yet. What was wrong? I really hoped that she had found her mate and everything was okay with her.But I couldn't just sit here doing nothing when I had no idea of what was happening to her right now. I had to do something. So I stood up and started to head in the direction she had taken when she went in search of her mate.After looking around the entire hall and I couldn't see any sign of her, I decided to go outside and check if she was there. When I stepped outside, I looked around and after a while, I decided to ask the first person I came across of her whereabouts.The first person was a lady and she said he didn't know where Sienna went to. When I asked the second person, he had an idea."She left in her car not long ago," he said."Thank you," I replied gratefully, and he nodded before walking off.That meant that Sienna had probably gone home. But then why did she go without informing me? I really hoped that nothing bad had happened with her mate.I knew that I had to go and check on her and make sure that she was okay. But before that, I had to go back inside and inform my guests that I was going something as it was the right thing to do.When I was done with that, I headed out to my car and drove off, and throughout the whole drive, I kept hoping that everything was okay with my best friend.***I walked up to the front doors of the mansion. There were always two security guards standing on either side of the door at all times, though they rotated so that it was not always the same pair of guards at the doors.When I got to the main door, I didn't bother to state my mission. I just greeted the guards and responded to my greeting before they let me in because they already knew why I was here.I was a constant visitor to this house, not recently but I had been coming here for a very long time, so all the guards already knew me. And why wouldn't they know me here since it was my best friend's house?I made my way deeper into the house, already knowing where I was headed because of my constant visits. When I got to the door of Sienna's suite, I knocked firmly on it.When there was no answer, I knocked again and almost immediately, a voice called out from inside."I already said I'm not seeing any visitor at the moment," she called out.Her voice didn't sound too good, and I became very worried, more worried than I had been before."Sienna, please open up. It's me," I called out, hoping she would decide to let me in to see her and find out what was wrong.There was no sound from inside and I thought she wouldn't let me in, but then I heard the shuffling of feet and I immediately heaved a sigh of relief. She was coming to open the door so I would get to see her.When the door swung open and I took a look at Sienna's face, I immediately knew that something was wrong. It hadn't been long that she had left the party but her eyes were already puffy, and that meant she had been crying. But Sienna hardly cried so for her to have done so in this short period of time, then something have to had hapt. I just hoped that it was nothing to do with her mate.But then, I wouldn't get answers from just thinking. I had to ask her about what happened when she went out of the hall."Come in," she said, and then she turned around and entered into the room, leaving me with no choice but to follow her in, which was what I had been planning to do all along because I needed to hear everything from her."What happened, Sienna? Why did you leave the party so suddenly? What happened with your mate? Please talk to me."I could see that she was in pain but she was trying to hide it. Then she began to speak, telling me all what had happened.When she was done with telling me everything, different types of emotions were raging in my mind, along with pain and hurt for my best friend and anger at the guy who didn't even deserve her in the first place. Jasper had always been an asshole, and I had known that.But I pushed those aside as I moved closer to her and pulled her close before I began to speak."I am so sorry for what happened, my dear friend. Words cannot explain how pained I am by these events. Do not despair, for better days are ahead. Don't allow it to bring you down because you deserve better."As I was saying these words, tears began to pour out of her eyes and my sadness increased at that. It has been very long since I had seen her cry and it was really saddening to see."It's okay, my friend," I said, patting her on the back as she was still in my arms. "You will be okay."I choked on a sob and that was when I began to cry along with Sienna, my heart breaking in pain as I saw her like this. It was clear how sad she was. I just hoped she had the strength to pull herself away from all of this and come back stronger.And if I knew my friend, I knew that she would. She didn't have Alpha blood in her veins for nothing. She was the strongest person I knew and I was sure that she would persevere at the end of the day.SIENNAI woke up suddenly with a sharp pain. My mind was alert immediately as I tried to pin point what exactly was wrong with me and why I was suddenly feeling pain all over. I wondered about it, trying to come up with a possible reason but nothing seemed to be coming to me. Then suddenly, the pain hit me again and that was when I knew what was happening. My fated mate, Jasper was having intimate relations with someone or more precisely, he was having sex with his girlfriend, Sandra and that was what was causing me such severe pain as this. A wave of pain came over me again as I doubled up, clutching my stomach because the pain was threatening to overwhelm me. I was trying not to scream but I doubted if I could hold it in any longer.I was sweating profusely now and I was almost close to passing out so I began to scream. I screamed and screamed until my throat was sore and I could scream no more. My voice was now hoarse and my eyes were red. When the pain stopped almost an hour l
SIENNAIt had been a few days since the rejection, and it still hurts just the same. Anytime I thought about it, my heart squeezed against my chest painfully like someone had shoved their hands in it and was pressing onto the organ. But I guess that’s what he did, just not literally. Even without getting to know my heart, he ripped it out and stomped all over it. I thought that as the days went by, I’d feel a lot better but I didn’t. Not even in the slightest. I still felt terrible and I bet that even my looks were just it – terrible. Eating became a problem too, and I found myself gradually emaciating as the days went by. I could say that whatever connection it was that we had, had started to die out, but I hated that the feeling of hurt didn’t die with it. There were things I wanted to do, the usual I did. But what can you do when you lack the motivation to move a fraction. The mind should be the first thing to move before the body did. I heard a knock on the door to the room I w
SIENNAMy trainer once told me that if I wanted to be the best, I was going to not only beat the odds but also be ready to get beat and broken. So I did just that. I let myself get beaten, just so that I could tell what if felt like to be in such intense physical pain. I broke a few bones and even got to experience what being shot with a silver felt like and let me say that it wasn’t something I was looking forward to ever experiencing ever again. To beat the odds, I had to train harder than everyone else. That too was painful, my mind screamed at me to take a break but I didn’t. I told myself that I couldn’t afford to, not until I became the best. And that’s what I had been doing for the past two years. My life revolved solely on office work, training grounds, pack meetings alongside my father and a few occasional visits to my bed like a normal person should. And did my body break down? From time to time it did. And each time I got the chance to get back up again, I pushed myself e
SIENNA’S POV Having made my father and everyone else proud, I felt a huge weight being lifted off my shoulder. There were still a lot of pressure I was going to have to face but the level I needed to handle and cross over I had done it. “When I get to that bridge, I’ll cross it.” I mumbled to myself as I took a stroll around the garden. After the fight, I headed to my room and took a long nap. When I woke up realising I was not going to be as busy with training as before, my body craved another form of exercise. The type that would feed my eyes and relax my mind for a while. I opted for a stroll of course, another thing I didn’t have the luxury of doing because then my existence was spent traveling for pack meetings, dealing with pack business and training, the one thing I looked forward to was my good night right only to repeat the circle again. I took off my shoes and let my feet touch the grass carpet that was laid everywhere in the garden and walked over it. The spiky ends tic
SIENNA’S POVIt has been two weeks since I got news that Hailey got married and there was a rogue attack that left each and every one of us devastated. We didn’t know where they came from or even how they got into pack grounds. Their attacks were not only unexpected but while fighting them off, they were too unstable and unpredictable which didn’t give us room to fight them off at their erratic movements.And this has caused many lives to be lost and a lot of people injured including my father. He had been trying to help a pregnant woman get to safety when one of the rogues got to him. The woman did get to escape but he was left injured and pretty badly.I stayed with most of the warriors fighting as much as I could making as much damage to them as I could. This was my pack and if I was going to lead them someday, I needed to show them once again that I could. I couldn’t lead a pack without pack members now could I?It was hard though, seeing as the more I killed, the more of them see
SIENNA’S POV After the little back and forth with the pregnancy case, I had to make them all leave to come back the next day, which was today. I told them it was best to cool off for some time and the we could reconvene at the office again. This was an opportunity for me to ask my father for help and I did. Making decisions has always been a hard thing for me to do but I was willing to learn to do the right thing at all times. When I got to my father, the case was the first I spoke to him about. “What do I do Dad?” I asked him my mind whirling with questions.“You know what to do Sienna. You don’t need to ask me these things. You’re smarter than this.” He said sounding disappointed at me. He didn’t understand my dilemma. It wasn’t that I didn’t know what to do but how to go about it without sounding unjust. “Dad, I get what you’re saying. What I’m trying to say is that the boy didn’t force the girl to have sex with him even though he knew she could get pregnant. She on the other
SIENNA’S POVI was jittery most of the ride to the Claw Moon Pack. They weren’t just dangerous and I knew it. I wanted my father to come with me but he thought that since I was able to handle SilverMoon by myself, there was no need for the world to see him in his injured state. That would further only announce the state of things in our pack and that was the last thing we needed.It was his best idea to have me go alone but I was too afraid to do so. I opted for Benjamin to come with me, at least together we had a chance of surviving should something happen that would require us to defend ourselves.“Do us proud Sienna, this is our chance.” I could hear my father’s words to me before I left. Benjamin looked chill it annoyed me. On reaching the pack borders, my heart raced more than it already was in the car. The security alone was enough to scare me away. And did I mention that they were dangerous? Because they were. They had primal eyes, ready to shed blood at any time. And my goodn
SIENNA’S POV My heart almost just out from my ribcage when Benjamin came around. I had my mouth wide open, unable to explain the situation. “Why do you look like you’ve seen a ghost Luna.” He teased, his features relaxing but still holding a confused expression. In order not to give myself away, I turned my head to meet Sylvester, my mate, whom I didn’t know existed but he was gone. There was no scent in the air to tell me he had been here. It was like I had imagined him, only I didn’t. The sparks and butterflies I felt surging through my body and almost making me pass out were real. I could not have imagined those things but then again he looked too good to be real. He was the type of man you’d hear from a book. And yet he existed.I thought of something quickly to say to him so that he didn’t suspect something happened. “This place is huge and someone could get lost. Plus you know I didn’t want to come here in the first place.”I somehow turned the tables on him, making it seem
SIENNAI was beyond overwhelmed and yet I clutched my weapon closed to the side tightly. The muscles in my body were knotted into tension and no matter how tired I was, I couldn't bring myself to stop. One way or another, I needed to find Benjamin. “I can hear your heartbeat from here,'' Sylvester whispered. I could feel his lips against the lobe of my ear. I could see that some of the soldiers were searching in their human forms while some were in their wolf forms. This wasn't the time to be thinking about how he smelled or what his lips against my body was doing to me.My father had decided to stay back home. Apparently, we might have to conduct another search party for Clara. My father had said that she ran to her room when the attack started. The rogues didn't come anywhere near the house so how was it even possible that she would disappear without a trace? I couldn't even make sense of it. “You think they took her?” I blurted out the question that had been on my mind for some
SIENNASylvester and I left the den, ready to confront the return of the rogue attacks on our pack. The air outside crackled with tension, and the scent of anxiety lingered as we approached the site of the disturbance.Drawing near the borders, I observed my father who was encircled by a few pack soldiers. His stern expression betrayed a mix of anger and concern that was apparent in him. The gravity of the situation hung heavily in the air, and I steeled myself for the challenges awaiting us. I saw the force of their destruction up ahead and I crumbled as a wave of despair washed over me. This wasn't supposed to occur if we had been vigilant enough. If I had behaved like a true Alpha was supposed to, these rogues would never have breached our territory. “Sienna, you've got to stay strong. Calm down," Sylvester urged."Easy for you to say; you're not the one whose territory is being destroyed," I snapped, but I regretted my words almost immediately. Swiftly, I apologized, "I'm sorry, I
SIENNAI sighed, realizing that this was the difficult situation I had put myself in "Dad, let me explain. Sylvester—""Explain? Explain why you're associating with a Lycan. Do you know what they're capable of?" His voice grew louder with each word."Dad, Sylvester is not like the others. We've formed a bond. There is a connection between us. He's different," I insisted, the desperation I felt evident in my voice.His eyes flickered between Sylvester and me, and the disapproval he was feeling was quite obvious on his face. "Different? What in the name of the Moon Goddess is he different from all the others? So far he’s the Alpha.” He ran his hands through his hair in frustration. “Sienna, you're risking everything by involving yourself with him."“If you would calm down and let me explain to you, you’ll see how different he is,” I implored him.“Did he hurt you?”As my father continued his stern warnings, Sylvester remained silent, his demeanor composed. He looked so calm. Wasn’t he w
SIENNAThe moon was gradually surrendering its luminous glow to the impending dawn as Sylvester and I lay entwined in the quiet haven of the cottage. My fingers traced idle patterns on his chest, and I could feel the rhythmic beat of his heart beneath my touch. The silence between us held the weight of unspoken words, echoing the complexity of our intertwined destinies. If anything, I was glad and relieved that we had cleared everything between us and that the tensions were all ironed out. And I was calm now.I knew that Tamara held no place in Sylvester's heart. She was inconsequential to him, and she shouldn’t dare overstep. If she did, I was quite capable of meting out the treatment that such intruders deserved. And I was ready to go home. Back to my pack and back to my dad. I was ready to tell my dad about Sylvester. "Sylvester," I whispered, breaking the silence that lingered in the air. He looked down at me, his gaze tender yet guarded."What is it?" His fingers brushed a stra
SIENNA“But if he doesn’t?” he asked softly“I don’t care what he thinks anymore. It’s either you or no one. But you’re never getting married to Taylor or whatever her name is”“Tamara,” he corrected, a teasing grin spreading across his face.“I don’t care what her name is, and I don’t care who she is either. She’s an Alpha’s daughter, but I’m an Alpha. If she crosses my path one more time, she’s gonna know what this Alpha can do,” I said defiantly. His eyes held a mix of admiration and pride. "Damn, you can’t imagine how turned on I am by this.”“W-wh-what?” I blushed, my face getting beet red and hot at the same time.“You want to see?” He smirked. I slapped his arms in embarrassment. “Stop it, love. You can’t say things like that.”“Are you kidding me?” He chuckled. “Stop pretending like you haven’t seen what it looks like.” He raised an eyebrow at me, the mischief glinting in his eyes.“Oh my goodness!” This was so embarrassing “You can beg. I’ll show you if you beg.” He chuckl
SIENNASylvester stood by the counter of the kitchen with a soft smile on his face as he watched me emerge from down the stairs. I wanted to watch him smile this way at me forever but at the same time, I wanted to go away from him because what he did hurt me. I couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions, but at that moment, I chose to focus on the calmness I felt after the bath, which was really nice, by the way. "Feeling better?" he asked, his eyes filled with genuine concern.I nodded, still unable to find the right words to express my gratitude. The clothes he provided may have been a bit oversized, but they carried a comforting warmth that seemed to extend beyond just the fabric. It was his, and wearing whatever was his just gave me this sense of comfort. "I appreciate this," I finally said, my voice a gentle acknowledgment.He nodded in return, his gaze lingering on me. "It's the least I could do,” he said.“Of course.” The air held a fragile tension, a silent acknowledgment of t
SIENNAThese days I had come to the conclusion that maybe the only person that I put into consideration was myself. I felt selfish, I felt blind, and I felt stupid too. I couldn't make it go away. As if he was only just realizing the impact his words had on me, Sylvester crouched down and stared up at me with sad eyes. “Sienna,” he said softly but I wasn't so sure that I had in me to give him a response. “I'm sorry. I really am. I shouldn't have said what I said. I lost control for a moment,” he said as he looked up at me. I wondered how he could bear to look up at me with the affection in his eyes when all I ever did these days was hurt him, and make it more and more obvious how much I resented him. I knew he didn't mean what he said. Yes, but that didn't mean it wasn’t true. Every bit of it was. I closed my eyes for a moment, trying very hard to put my emotions under control, to gain some sort of composure. But for some reason, I couldn't seem to do that. “I'm having a headach
SIENNA“What do you mean you were running out of options?” I asked, raising an eyebrow at him. My hands were starting to become clammy with sweat. I was beginning to become more and more conscious of my panic as I looked at him. So I pressed my finger against my temple just to calm myself down.He dropped the cup of tea against the bedside table as he looked at me. I didn't know what to do. “I just wanted us to be alone. The two of us needed some alone time,” he replied.“What alone time are you talking about? How do you think it's possible that I could stand to be in the same room with you, knowing that you're going to be married in less than a week!” I snapped. I was trying to let the anger and rising panic not take over me. But this was Sylvester I was dealing with. No matter how I tried to escape from my emotions, from my feelings, he sure did have a way of invoking them and they always came rushing back, no matter how much I tried to escape them. “I'm not getting married," Syl
SIENNAI wanted to die rather than feel this pain that was making me suffer. It was happening gradually and that was what I hated about shifting. It was too slow and gradual. “Sienna,” Sylvester called out again as he made his way over to me and crouched down in front of me. His face was contorted in pain, and it was just as if he was going through something similar. I didn’t think it was possible for him to feel whatever I was feeling. It just wasn't possible. I closed my eyes and sighed. Then I started to breathe in and out. I kept breathing in and out again and again. Maybe that was going to help.But I knew that I was deceiving myself. Nothing ever helped when this was happening. All I could hope for, all I could wish for was for the pain to go away. But all I did was internally count as I looked forward to the time that it would be dawn again. “I'm here,” Sylvester said softly. His hands went through my hair in tender soothing motions and I found myself leaning into his touch