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53. My Beliefs

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A/N: This chapter may contain some distressing content, I will place a ***** before and after the content, I deem the most distressing part.

ALERIC.

I close my eyes, the fire witch’s anguish cries filling my ears. It’s not a melody… but a stabbing noise that is making me restless.

He was a casualty just like Quade…

The number of dead is rising and I’m losing count.

But he was a necessity… the plan is in motion and the blame needs to be focused on Royce.

Who killed Chris and how?

Even though I don’t know the answer to those questions, something makes me wonder if Apophis has got someone else working for him…

I don’t know who he has but if he has someone doing his bidding, then it is a cold reminder that if I fail, he can and will easily replace me.

He won’t need me and will cast me aside with ease.

What am I doing anyway?

What is the purpose of it all?

To be powerful…

I don’t feel it. I feel as if I’m destroying everything I worked for in life.

The agonising pain in my nec
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priz_2040
Re-reading these stories, I can’t help but admire how this chapter was written. It’s like how we rooted for Anakin Skywalker but hated Darth Vader. The transition of Aleric’s character is heartbreaking. He is a victim of his father, but he ultimately let his hatred, jealousy and anger consume him.
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Bianca Maasdorp
I feel sorry for Aleric
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kaiknebel
The mate bond want allow him to kill her I bet
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