LOGINViolet
“Amazing,” Esther said, making me look up to meet her eyes. “This is a junior-level skill. We don’t expect freshmen to heal more than ten.” Unsure of how to answer, I managed to give her an appreciative smile. From the corner of my eye, I caught Chrystal’s eyes shooting daggers in my direction. If it wasn’t for Esther urging everyone to take a seat again, I had no idea what she might’ve done to me. “Violet,” the woman spoke as everyone sat back down. “Please come visit me after class. There’s something I’d like to discuss with you.” The rest of the class was mostly theory, and after an hour the bell rang. Students began to gather their things, but I waited, just as Esther had told me to. Chrystal who had been glaring at me for well over an hour, now stood at my table with her minions. Knowing I wouldn’t be able to stop whatever she had planned for me, I looked up to meet her gaze. “Yes?” I asked. Chrystal chuckled, rolling her eyes. “I wasn’t even talking to her,” she said to the other girls. “But I guess some people just need to be the center of attention—don’t they?” I knew better than to respond. Speaking back would only invite trouble, so I diverted my gaze, keeping my mouth shut, and waited patiently until she left the classroom. Once everyone was gone, I made my way over to Esther’s desk. “Sit,” she said warmly, gesturing to the chair, and I sat down. Esther studied me for a moment, tucking her gray hair behind her ear. Her gaze was observing and sharp as if she was trying to read me. “Your mom was…Claire Hastings from the Bloodrose Pack, correct?” she asked after a moment of silence. I nodded, unsure where this was going. “She was one of my best students,” Esther acknowledged. “I also knew your dad, Greg. He was such a strong fighter, they were always together, always eager to learn. Your Dad Fergus too, of course…or Uncle?” “Dad is alright,” I corrected her, a smile tugging at my lips. Back home people rarely spoke about my parents, they treated them like literal ghosts. It was nice to hear about them for once. “She was so good,” Esther continued, “And I’m going to give you the same opportunity I gave to her.” I blinked, confused. “What do you mean?” “Have you heard of the Elite Team?” I furrowed my brow, the name familiar. “Yes, my cousin—” I hesitated, correcting myself, “my brother, Dylan, is on that team.” Esther nodded. “Indeed, he is, and so were your parents.” The Elite Team was a special group within the academy, made up of the best students from all years. They were the face of the school, the protectors of the school and followed a separate program. “I want you to take trial classes with the Elite Team,” Esther said, as if it were the most natural thing in the world. My heart skipped a beat. “W-Why?” I stuttered. “Because,” she sighed, “a freshman who can heal thirty fish in one go has a bright future ahead of her.” Her words hit me harder than I expected. I knew I had a talent, but no one ever told me I had a bright future. Not the teachers back home, not even the healer, no one. I was used to being told what I needed to work on, or what I wasn’t doing good enough. Those were the things that made me push myself harder. I wasn’t used to compliments, and hearing that I was good enough for something meant more to me than she could have ever imagined. “The Elite Team is not something out of the ordinary for a Bloodrose,” Esther added, noticing my lack of reaction. I hesitated, suddenly feeling the pressure that came with it. Protector of the school? What I lacked in many other things, I made up for in healing—but I wasn’t some extraordinary student. “I don’t know…” Esther’s expression softened. “You’re strong, Violet—too strong. You need to challenge yourself before you get bored.” I breathed, “This was only the first class—“ “And I only need a few seconds to see whether someone is good enough for the Elite Team,” Esther finished. Her eyes were full of determination—she trusted me, believed in me—and I didn’t want to let her down. Maybe there really was something. Who knew? “Okay,” I said. “I’ll do it.” “Good,” Esther smiled, relieved. “I’ll send you an email with the details.” As I got up to leave, it suddenly occurred to me that something was bothering me—something only she could help with. “By the way,” I said. “When we first met, you called me Adelaide?” The smile faded from Esther’s face. “Did I?” she cleared her throat. “Yes, you did,” I reminded her. “I saw a picture of Mom…with that girl, Adelaide, in the hall?” “They were close friends,” Esther replied quickly. “Close friends or best friends?” I wondered. “Best friends. I meant to call you Claire. I got it all mixed up. My bad.” “I see,” I chuckled, finally making sense of the situation. “Do you maybe have her number or anything, so I can get in contact with her and—” “No, she passed away many years ago.” “She passed away?” I raised a brow. “Yes… the things depression can do to a person.” “Was she depressed?” Esther didn’t answer, and grabbed a pen and a piece of paper from her desk. “I’ll write you a note. You should head to your next class.” Other students were already beginning to fill the room for the next period. Esther scribbled something onto a piece of paper and handed it to me. “Here you go.” The same woman who had been so warm just seconds ago was now cold and distant. By her tone, I could tell the conversation was over, but there were so many questions I still wanted to ask. About Adelaide, and the bond she shared with Mom. Maybe it wasn’t important, but there was something about the way they hugged in that picture that pulled me in. I felt drawn to Adelaide, and I wanted to know more about her. I took the note, deciding to let it drop before heading to my next class. ~ After two more classes, history and emotional healing—it was time for my lunch break. With my tray in my hand, I looked across the crowded cafeteria. It was an unorganized mess. Everywhere I looked, students were talking, laughing, eating…kissing. I felt out of place, as usual. I spotted Nate, sitting with a group of his friends at a table near the center. Kylan wasn’t there. Nate caught my eye and waved at me to come over. I quickly turned my head, pretending I hadn’t seen him. I knew he meant well, but I had no business sitting at a table full of Lycans. We might go to school together, have classes together—but we were not the same. They disliked us, and we disliked them. It had always been like that. I settled for a table all the way in the corner, hoping nobody would bother me, then my thoughts drifted back to the Elite Team. How was I going to be part of a team when I could barely count to ten in public? I was socially awkward, not good at making friends—and now Esther expected me to be part of a team? Was I really ready for something like that? I pulled out my phone, hesitating a moment before dialing Dad, thinking telling him the good news would cheer me up. Maybe he would be proud of me for once or at least acknowledge what I had accomplished on my first day. As always, the call went straight to voicemail, but I decided not to let it get to me. He was the Alpha—perhaps he was just busy. I left him a voicemail instead. “Hey Dad, it’s me, Violet. I haven’t heard from you in a while, but I just wanted to tell you that I’m still alive. I…I miss you, and I love you. Bye.” The voicemail ended with a beep. The love I had for him was one-sided. That man had never been warm, affectionate or caring for a single day in his life—but I still loved him. He had taken me in, took care of me when he didn’t have to. Regardless of everything, I was still grateful. I sighed, playing around with the food on my tray. Dad didn’t care. My mate didn’t care. My brother didn’t care. None of those students cared. Final conclusion? My life sucked and so did Starlight Academy. The only one keeping me sane was Trinity who was not here at the moment. Suddenly, a loud tray slammed onto the table, making me flinch. My eyes widened as I looked straight ahead, coming face to face with someone familiar. "Since you were ignoring me, I figured I’d invite myself over." It was Nate.KylanThe smallest breath escaped Violet.My Violet…She looked tired because she had been holding too much together for too long. She had come from the Bloodrose to become a healer, and her life had taken a turn way too fast.She found out she was a witch, the crown prince’s mate, one of the few who was able to stop Baelor.None of us would blame her for simply being tired, and she had to know that.I gave her a small, calming smile, hoping she would be honest with herself. She let out a soft chuckle and shook her head like she herself couldn’t believe what she was about to say.“I can seal him,” she said. “I really don’t doubt that.”She hesitated as her gaze flicked to Dylan for just a split second before it turned back to me. “But it’s too easy for me to lose control because…” she trailed off, taking a deep breath. “I do get frustrated if things don’t go my way, and I don’t know how to control it.”I listened without interrupting.It turned out me and Pup were much more alike than
KylanAs soon as I finished talking, the table was full of confused faces. No one spoke right away.Sora and Lian frowned at each other like they were trying to make sense of it. Trinity and Dylan stared at me as if I was crazy, and Nate chuckled like it was a laughing matter.“So…what you’re saying is,” he frowned, “that your brother, who we are supposed to be fighting tomorrow, is asleep?”“Yes,” I answered. “And I just want to be clear. It really wasn’t me.”I heard Violet let out a quiet sigh beside me.She straightened a little and looked around the table, biting her lips nervously. “It was me,” she said. “I know it was.”“No, you don’t know that.”“It could’ve only been me,” she interrupted. “It must’ve happened around the time Baelor…you know. That’s the only explanation, and we both know it.”I shook my head. “Then it could’ve been me too.”I wasn’t completely oblivious.Just like her, I also knew what it felt like to have something that powerful inside me. It was overwhelming
KylanTears still streamed down the queen’s cheeks, and an uncomfortable ache settled in my chest. Even after everything, I could not stand seeing her like this.“I don’t know why I’m crying,” she huffed. “I regret the years we lost, but I suppose I brought this upon myself, didn’t I?”I lowered my head and blinked hard, forcing my own tears away. When I looked up again, I saw the embarrassment in her eyes. She did not want us to see her like this either.I stood up, and three heads snapped toward me at once. Kaelis, Kiora, and the queen all looked tense, as if they were bracing for something worse.Maybe they thought I would walk out like I usually did. But I couldn’t.Not anymore.Instead, I stepped closer, gathered some courage, and wrapped my arms around the queen.“Please don’t cry,” I whispered. “I didn’t say all that just to see you cry.”I did not know why I did it, but I leaned down and pressed a kiss to the top of her head. Maybe this was the comfort I had once hoped for, af
Kylan“I’m willing to listen.”The queen smiled as those words left my mouth. “Willing to listen,” she breathed. “That’s what I should have said years ago.”It was that smile on her lips that bothered me, because this was no smiling matter. A hot sensation burned within my chest as I suddenly began to wonder what the fuck I was doing here.I had this fear that I knew exactly how this would end.She might have taken responsibility for the way she handled things, but I just could not see her apologizing. That wasn’t her.The queen would tell me to apologize so we could all start over, I would refuse, and lose all the progress I had made regarding my anger. That’s how this would end…or how it could end.Kaelis and Kiora had gone completely quiet. I glanced back at them, then back at the queen as I waited for her to speak.“I spoke with Kaelis and Kiora,” she said. “About family, how much has changed over the years.” Her eyes shifted to my sisters. “And there’s also a lot I haven’t told y
KylanThe sound of the instructor’s loud claps filled the room. She stood in front of us with her hair pulled tight into a bun and shouted at Kaelis in frustration.“You are not giving it your all!”I barely held my laughter, looking at the woman’s face. It crinkled from all the stress she had probably endured these past weeks because this clearly wasn’t going anywhere.She clapped again, harder this time, making Kaelis stumble. I caught her instinctively and tightened my hand around her as we traveled across the floor.Even as I guided her, I could feel how stiff and tense she was. She was trying too hard not to mess anything up, and her face gave it all away.She looked like she was one wrong step away from panicking.At the side of the room, the queen and Kiora watched quietly.I leaned in slightly. “You look like you’re about to shit yourself,” I muttered. “Smile.”“I am smiling!” Kaelis hissed through her teeth, still moving. She had so much to say about me back in the throne roo
KylanI never thought I would be back in this room, but here I was. In Kayden’s room.I closed the door softly behind me and stood still for a moment, watching the morning light slip through the tall windows. My eyes followed the light all the way from the floor until it finally reached Lady Mona.She was sitting in the chair beside his bed, her face resting between her hands as she slept. She still wore the same dress from last night, only the fabric was wrinkled now. It looked like she hadn’t moved once.There was no doubt she must have stayed with him all night, just like she said she would.I knew I was unwanted, so I didn’t bother waking her. I ignored her and made my way to Kayden.Not much had changed from last night. His fragile body still lay in the bed, and as I looked down at him, I felt the strangest thing. That feeling was the reason I hadn’t closed an eye last night. Neither had Violet, for obvious reasons that I was sure didn’t involve Kayden’s condition.A few days ago







