LOGINViolet
“Amazing,” Esther said, making me look up to meet her eyes. “This is a junior-level skill. We don’t expect freshmen to heal more than ten.” Unsure of how to answer, I managed to give her an appreciative smile. From the corner of my eye, I caught Chrystal’s eyes shooting daggers in my direction. If it wasn’t for Esther urging everyone to take a seat again, I had no idea what she might’ve done to me. “Violet,” the woman spoke as everyone sat back down. “Please come visit me after class. There’s something I’d like to discuss with you.” The rest of the class was mostly theory, and after an hour the bell rang. Students began to gather their things, but I waited, just as Esther had told me to. Chrystal who had been glaring at me for well over an hour, now stood at my table with her minions. Knowing I wouldn’t be able to stop whatever she had planned for me, I looked up to meet her gaze. “Yes?” I asked. Chrystal chuckled, rolling her eyes. “I wasn’t even talking to her,” she said to the other girls. “But I guess some people just need to be the center of attention—don’t they?” I knew better than to respond. Speaking back would only invite trouble, so I diverted my gaze, keeping my mouth shut, and waited patiently until she left the classroom. Once everyone was gone, I made my way over to Esther’s desk. “Sit,” she said warmly, gesturing to the chair, and I sat down. Esther studied me for a moment, tucking her gray hair behind her ear. Her gaze was observing and sharp as if she was trying to read me. “Your mom was…Claire Hastings from the Bloodrose Pack, correct?” she asked after a moment of silence. I nodded, unsure where this was going. “She was one of my best students,” Esther acknowledged. “I also knew your dad, Greg. He was such a strong fighter, they were always together, always eager to learn. Your Dad Fergus too, of course…or Uncle?” “Dad is alright,” I corrected her, a smile tugging at my lips. Back home people rarely spoke about my parents, they treated them like literal ghosts. It was nice to hear about them for once. “She was so good,” Esther continued, “And I’m going to give you the same opportunity I gave to her.” I blinked, confused. “What do you mean?” “Have you heard of the Elite Team?” I furrowed my brow, the name familiar. “Yes, my cousin—” I hesitated, correcting myself, “my brother, Dylan, is on that team.” Esther nodded. “Indeed, he is, and so were your parents.” The Elite Team was a special group within the academy, made up of the best students from all years. They were the face of the school, the protectors of the school and followed a separate program. “I want you to take trial classes with the Elite Team,” Esther said, as if it were the most natural thing in the world. My heart skipped a beat. “W-Why?” I stuttered. “Because,” she sighed, “a freshman who can heal thirty fish in one go has a bright future ahead of her.” Her words hit me harder than I expected. I knew I had a talent, but no one ever told me I had a bright future. Not the teachers back home, not even the healer, no one. I was used to being told what I needed to work on, or what I wasn’t doing good enough. Those were the things that made me push myself harder. I wasn’t used to compliments, and hearing that I was good enough for something meant more to me than she could have ever imagined. “The Elite Team is not something out of the ordinary for a Bloodrose,” Esther added, noticing my lack of reaction. I hesitated, suddenly feeling the pressure that came with it. Protector of the school? What I lacked in many other things, I made up for in healing—but I wasn’t some extraordinary student. “I don’t know…” Esther’s expression softened. “You’re strong, Violet—too strong. You need to challenge yourself before you get bored.” I breathed, “This was only the first class—“ “And I only need a few seconds to see whether someone is good enough for the Elite Team,” Esther finished. Her eyes were full of determination—she trusted me, believed in me—and I didn’t want to let her down. Maybe there really was something. Who knew? “Okay,” I said. “I’ll do it.” “Good,” Esther smiled, relieved. “I’ll send you an email with the details.” As I got up to leave, it suddenly occurred to me that something was bothering me—something only she could help with. “By the way,” I said. “When we first met, you called me Adelaide?” The smile faded from Esther’s face. “Did I?” she cleared her throat. “Yes, you did,” I reminded her. “I saw a picture of Mom…with that girl, Adelaide, in the hall?” “They were close friends,” Esther replied quickly. “Close friends or best friends?” I wondered. “Best friends. I meant to call you Claire. I got it all mixed up. My bad.” “I see,” I chuckled, finally making sense of the situation. “Do you maybe have her number or anything, so I can get in contact with her and—” “No, she passed away many years ago.” “She passed away?” I raised a brow. “Yes… the things depression can do to a person.” “Was she depressed?” Esther didn’t answer, and grabbed a pen and a piece of paper from her desk. “I’ll write you a note. You should head to your next class.” Other students were already beginning to fill the room for the next period. Esther scribbled something onto a piece of paper and handed it to me. “Here you go.” The same woman who had been so warm just seconds ago was now cold and distant. By her tone, I could tell the conversation was over, but there were so many questions I still wanted to ask. About Adelaide, and the bond she shared with Mom. Maybe it wasn’t important, but there was something about the way they hugged in that picture that pulled me in. I felt drawn to Adelaide, and I wanted to know more about her. I took the note, deciding to let it drop before heading to my next class. ~ After two more classes, history and emotional healing—it was time for my lunch break. With my tray in my hand, I looked across the crowded cafeteria. It was an unorganized mess. Everywhere I looked, students were talking, laughing, eating…kissing. I felt out of place, as usual. I spotted Nate, sitting with a group of his friends at a table near the center. Kylan wasn’t there. Nate caught my eye and waved at me to come over. I quickly turned my head, pretending I hadn’t seen him. I knew he meant well, but I had no business sitting at a table full of Lycans. We might go to school together, have classes together—but we were not the same. They disliked us, and we disliked them. It had always been like that. I settled for a table all the way in the corner, hoping nobody would bother me, then my thoughts drifted back to the Elite Team. How was I going to be part of a team when I could barely count to ten in public? I was socially awkward, not good at making friends—and now Esther expected me to be part of a team? Was I really ready for something like that? I pulled out my phone, hesitating a moment before dialing Dad, thinking telling him the good news would cheer me up. Maybe he would be proud of me for once or at least acknowledge what I had accomplished on my first day. As always, the call went straight to voicemail, but I decided not to let it get to me. He was the Alpha—perhaps he was just busy. I left him a voicemail instead. “Hey Dad, it’s me, Violet. I haven’t heard from you in a while, but I just wanted to tell you that I’m still alive. I…I miss you, and I love you. Bye.” The voicemail ended with a beep. The love I had for him was one-sided. That man had never been warm, affectionate or caring for a single day in his life—but I still loved him. He had taken me in, took care of me when he didn’t have to. Regardless of everything, I was still grateful. I sighed, playing around with the food on my tray. Dad didn’t care. My mate didn’t care. My brother didn’t care. None of those students cared. Final conclusion? My life sucked and so did Starlight Academy. The only one keeping me sane was Trinity who was not here at the moment. Suddenly, a loud tray slammed onto the table, making me flinch. My eyes widened as I looked straight ahead, coming face to face with someone familiar. "Since you were ignoring me, I figured I’d invite myself over." It was Nate.VioletWe gazed at each other. It felt strange. In front of me was still the same Kylan. The same person who could make my heart skip a beat, the same face I had memorized a thousand times, but there was still something underneath it.Something I couldn’t unsee.‘Say something!’ Lumia urged.I was just about to. But then Nate pulled away from Trinity and greeted me with a slight, playful push on the shoulder. “What’s up with you two?” he asked, glancing between us. “You’re being weird.”Kylan chuckled softly, his eyes never leaving mine. “Nate,” Trinity smiled. I knew she had read the situation from a single glance. She grabbed his arm. “Let’s go for a walk.”“Just the two of us?” Nate asked. He never got his answer, but the two of them started walking away together, leaving us behind.Now the silence was really suffocating as both of us were cracking our brains, trying to find a place to start. There was a gap that had to be filled, and it was one that had never been there between us
Violet“How are your eyes?”“They’re alright,” I mumbled, not daring to look at her. Trinity.We walked side by side through the busy courtyard. It was late in the afternoon, and we had just finished our last class. Usually, she would’ve run off to Dylan and I would’ve gone to Kylan, but things were different today.She suddenly moved in front of me, walking backwards so she could face me. “You are not alright,” Trinity said. “You just told me this morning that you almost lost control again, and we both know it has got to do with him.Kylan…“And you won’t tell me what he’s done to you, but you also told me not to tell anyone about it,” she hissed.A tired sigh left my lips. Nothing was alright.My eyes were a huge risk, my mind was a mess, but what was I supposed to say? That I had found out my mate was ‘embracing’ the devil, and that the only thing keeping me from burning everything down was the tiny bit of self-control I had left?That he had hurt me more than I wanted to admit, bu
Kylan~Present~I opened my eyes, the memory fading.That was the night everything changed. I had made a choice that I couldn’t take back. I didn’t want to take it back.But I had also made her a promise I wouldn’t forget. I had promised to always be there for her, and that wasn’t exactly what I was doing right now.I could still feel her pain, and I doubted even half of it had anything to do with Baelor, and more with the words I had said to her.“No,” I muttered under my breath. “Not like this.”I pushed myself up from the bed. Thorne and Jumpie shifted off me immediately, both of them watching as I stood.‘Kylan!’ Valerius warned.‘I need to at least tell her I didn’t mean it,’ I said. ‘That I do not regret this bond, and that I love her. I don’t want them to feel any pain, and I know you agree.’Valerius let out a heavy sigh.He agreed.It didn’t take long before I was already out the door, on my way to her dorm. I knew she was still in there…still hurting.I didn’t even know if
Kylan~Two months ago~I tried to breathe through it, but I couldn’t. The shadow was halfway inside, suffocating me. It was the same feeling I had already felt once before, but a thousand times worse.The power was too much, too dark…My body was just about to give out, but then I felt Valerius.He surged forward, pushing through me with everything he had, and took over. I caught a glimpse of his purple eyes in the reflection of the blood moon, and the choking stopped.Suddenly, I could breathe again.I could focus, and somewhere in that focus, I managed to control the darkness. The shadow continued traveling through me.I felt it in my veins, in my bones, and in my soul. Everything was on fire as my skin and my chest burned. As the shadow spread further, it felt as if I was being torn apart from the inside, but I could take it this time.It was all because of Valerius.I felt the final impact through my beating heart, and then it stopped. Thorne’s red eyes, my purple eyes…Startled
Kylan~Two months ago~I had walked so far I didn’t recognize where I was anymore, and ended up at a small clearing between the trees.There was no one in the woods, and nothing but silence as I looked up at the blood moon. It was massive, larger than the average moon, and burned a deep red. It was…breathtaking.If only the reason behind it wasn’t so terrifying.When I was a little boy, Mom used to tell me the blood moon was the Moon Goddess crying. She would pull me close and warn me to stay inside. To stay away from the darkness that crawled out during nights like this. The king used to laugh at her. I used to ask her how she knew, but she never answered.Now I think she might’ve been right…This was the moon that held ancient power. Power strong enough to transfer something that dark from one vessel to another.It wasn’t our moon.It was Baelor’s…I took a breath.Was I scared?Fuck yes! Who wouldn’t be?Though I certainly didn’t want to leave Violet alone, I wasn’t scared of dyi
KylanI regret marking you…Those words had been in my head all night. They followed me into my sleep, haunted my dreams, and when I woke up this morning…they were still there.They were taunting me…Yesterday shouldn’t have happened.I didn’t regret not telling her about it.I didn’t regret protecting her.But I did regret those words…The truth would’ve come out one day, and I was going to tell her myself. I know she was only trying to gain her trust, but why did Lumia have to interfere?A sigh left me as I stared at the ceiling, my back leaned against the wall. It was something I used to do when I first came to Starlight, when I didn’t have the high towers Mom insisted on.My jaw tightened as I replayed everything for the thousandth time. I remembered every word. Every look, and every tear that fell down her cheek. Even her sobs as I walked away.I regret marking you…Good job, Kylan.A huff escaped me. Of course Valerius had scolded me right after, and rightfully so. A mate bond w
VioletEverything happened all at once.My eyes were on Nate’s back as he shifted first, his bones snapping and reforming with a loud crack before a Lycan pushed out of him with a sharp growl.Lian followed, pushing out a Lycan with deadly eyes, and then Dylan and Trinity shifted into wolves. It wa
VioletEsther…I had never seen her like this before. Not through Adelaide’s eyes, and not even through my own. She looked so powerful in a way I could’ve never imagined.Her hair was tied up in her usual bun, but it was no longer gray. It was dark brown, the exact shade I had seen through Adelaide
VioletAfter a very long and exhausting day, all I wanted was a bed, a blanket, Kylan…And he was here, but it wasn’t just him. The whole group had gathered in the library exactly like we had planned.Us, Dylan, Nate, Trinity, Lian, and Sora.It was clear most of us had a tiring day, because we all
VioletMom closed her eyes for a moment. Her lips moved a little, like she was choosing her next words carefully. When she opened them again, they were just as frightened as they had been before.Not much had changed, and seeing that expression on her face made me wonder if that was what everyone e







