LOGINViolet
I blinked, processing the information. Am I her? No, and I was certainly no ex of a Lycan Prince. I would rather take a swim in my own vomit than get myself involved with such a person. “Stop bothering her, Amy,” the other girl with the braids, Trinity, spoke up. She gave me a welcoming smile, her eyes much softer and kinder than Amy’s sharp, piercing gaze. “Chrystal has red hair, remember?” I touched my blonde locks self-consciously, noticing the pink-haired girl's face soften. Then I closed the door behind me. “I’m Violet, nice to meet you.” “Hi, Violet,” Trinity stepped forward, helping me with my suitcases. “Chrystal is a Lycan of noble blood, her Dad is the beta of the Lycan King of the kingdom of Lupyria, and she’s our roommate. I’m in here, Chrystal there, Amy in there—and this is your room," she said, pointing and leading the way. So our other roommate was of noble blood, living in the biggest of the three Lycan kingdoms, no big deal. Another blow to my confidence, just what I needed. I scanned the room with my eyes as Trinity placed my stuff by the bed. “Here you go, and you’re welcome,” she said. “Thanks.” The room was mid-sized, and still empty besides a double bed, an empty window and a small walk-in closet. "We have to share a public bathroom. It’s on the first floor,” Trinity explained. Amy joined us, leaning against the door frame. "Don’t you think that’s disgusting though? I mean, I don’t want someone to give me, like… green toes?" Trinity chuckled. "Oh, you mean athlete’s foot?" I jumped in. Trinity and Amy exchanged a look, then turned back to me. "Tinea pedis? Fungal infection?" I elaborated, only to get even more confused looks in return. "Never mind—anyway, it’s nice to meet you, and I hope we’ll get along," I switched up quickly, making a mental note to avoid saying anything too nerdy around anyone. My brother, Dylan, would occasionally tell me to stop being such a smart ass and that it made me ten times more unlikeable. He was the biggest nerd in existence so coming from him, it must’ve meant something. “Quick question, are we all going to the Starlight Festival tonight?” Trinity beamed, wiggling her brows playfully. Nope. I turned to unpack my stuff, pretending not to hear. The Starlight Festival was held in the woods just outside the school gates. It always took place on a full moon to welcome new students, and was especially a hot event among unmated werewolves who were desperate to find their mate. The thought of being connected to someone, only to lose them, terrified me. The feeling I felt after losing my parents was one I never wanted to feel ever again. "We should go. Everyone is going to be there—and I heard tons of students find their mate there," Amy said. My stomach twisted with anxiety. I really didn’t want to go, but I also didn’t want to be that one person who only came to the academy to study although that was the truth. I wanted to fit in but also wanted to stay true to myself, but I guess the one thing I truly wanted was to be different from the Violet back home. "Have you guys found your mates yet?" Amy asked. "No—Violet?" Trinity answered, and I looked at her, slowly shaking my head. "So, you’ll be coming with us then?" "I’ll sit this one out. Besides, I don’t even have a dress for that," I said, hoping that would end the conversation. "So? I’ll let you borrow something," Trinity offered immediately. I knew she didn’t have any bad intentions as she had been kind to me from the start. She just couldn’t take a hint. I felt trapped, knowing if I would decline, it would set the tone for my relationship with my roommates for the entire four years. Besides, it was just one night. What's the worst that could happen? "That’s nice of you—thanks!" I said, forcing a smile. Trinity clapped her hands, smiling, then bumped Amy’s shoulder. "See? Problem solved." Amy chuckled, folding her arms. It was silent for a moment before Trinity opened another topic. “So what do your parents do?” I blinked, caught off guard by the question. Just as with Nate, this was supposed to be the moment where I would usually say my parents were dead—only I didn’t. Again. Trinity answered her own question, "My dad is an Alpha, Amy’s dad is a Beta—" “Mine is also an Alpha!” I announced before she could say anything else. Now that she got her answer, I desperately hoped she would shift the topic. Amy slightly rolled her eyes. "Yeah, yeah, same old—everyone here comes from status. Anyway, where is Chrystal?" From the moment I had met her, she had almost seemed obsessed with Chrystal. All she could talk about was that Lycan girl. "I’m sure we’ll meet her soon. She’s probably with Kylan and Nate,” Trinity said. "Nate? From the student council?" I asked, surprised. Amy’s eyes lit up. "Have you met him? He’s Chrystal’s twin brother and Kylan’s future Beta." I nodded, remembering the handsome guy from earlier. So he was a Lycan, a future Beta of noble blood—and my roommate’s brother. "Can you imagine? The Beta to the future Lycan King? Maybe he is my mate," Amy sang, and the two girls giggled. “I’m not counting on it to be the Lycan Prince, but I’ll take the second best.” My face paled as I slowly put two and two together. The guy who had called me four-eyes was indeed royally. He was that Lycan Prince they were gushing over. That’s why Nate had called him ‘the Prince’. I decided right then and there to stay away from him. If he could bully me after bumping into me, I didn’t even want to know what kind of damage he could do without facing any consequences. He was a Lycan, after all—ten times stronger, ten times faster. "We should go—the RD is expecting us in ten minutes," Trinity spoke, glancing on her phone. "What for?" "She’s giving us a tour," Amy replied. “Then we should probably head out.” ~ As we reached the main hall in the healer’s building, a large group of freshmen were already waiting and talking among themselves. Esther, the woman who had introduced herself earlier, stood on a platform. The second I entered the room, her gaze landed on mine and she gave me a friendly nod, which I returned. I was waiting for her to turn away, but she never did. For some reason, Esther kept staring at me. I squinted my eyes, cracking my brains over the reason. "Look, that’s Chrystal!" Amy nudged my shoulder, and I turned away, following her eyes. They landed on a gorgeous tan girl with long, straight red hair, standing with a group of girls. Chrystal was dressed in a short pink tennis skirt and a pink top, by the looks of it expensive. Just by one look, it was clear she hadn’t been in the dorm to welcome us because she had her own crowd and standards. She had probably already decided her roommates were not good enough for her without getting the chance to get to know any of us. Her energy was completely different from her brother, Nate, who looked so kind and approachable. "I’ll go and say hi. I’ll see you guys later!" Amy said before walking off toward Chrystal. Trinity chuckled as we watched her tap Chrystal’s back, attempting start a conversation. "And then there were two.” "Don’t you want to meet her?" I asked, genuinely curious. Trinity pulled a disgusted face, shaking her head. "She might be of noble blood, but that doesn’t mean she can treat us like trash. If she really wanted to meet us, she would’ve been at the dorms." I smiled, agreeing with Trinity. "Yeah, you’re right. It’s nice to meet someone who sees things the same way." "Attention!" Esther called out. The voices in the hall slowly faded as everyone turned to look at her. "Welcome, everyone, to Starlight Academy. I’m Esther, your Resident Director, and one of the Grand Masters in healing. It’s my pleasure to welcome you to what I hope will be the best four years in your life." Everyone around me clapped, so I awkwardly joined in. "Starlight Academy is a place where you will learn, grow, and build life-long friendships—and I know many of you are nervous," Esther continued, making eye contact with me. I looked away. "But I want you to know my office is always open, no matter what." Trinity whispered, "They always say that but never keep their word." I giggled, once again agreeing with her. It was always like that. They had everyone’s backs until someone’s family couldn’t pay the f*e anymore. "Now if you’ll all follow me," Esther instructed. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Amy walking with Chrystal. It looked like Chrystal had taken her under her wing, which made sense given Amy’s excitement about meeting her. Esther led us on a full campus tour, explaining that this week would be about exploring and learning the basic rules. We weren’t allowed to spend the night in the male dorms, there was a strong curfew meaning no leaving the dorms after ten, no unauthorized shifting or any other kind of use of power, and especially no fighting unless it was on the training grounds with a teacher present. Three strikes, and you’re out. "I might as well have applied for prison," Trinity muttered, making me laugh as we walked with a few more freshman we had made along the way. The tour ended in the academic hall. "Look around some more, enjoy your week—and I will leave you girls to it," Esther said. Everyone thanked her in unison, but once again her eyes were on me. I still wondered what her deal was, why she seemed to be paying me so much attention. After she was out of sight, I tried to join the conversation with the girls, but they were already in it too deep. "He literally just walked past us. Apparently, he’s a sophomore CSL major," one of the girls said excitedly. "CS-what?" I asked, feeling lost. "Combat Strategy and Leadership? They’re talking about the Lycan Prince again," Trinity explained. "Ah…” The topic wasn’t all that interesting to me. All everyone seemed to be talking about was that damn Lycan Prince. The conversation continued without me, and it bored me so much, I felt a sudden urge to pee. "Does anyone know where the restroom is?" I asked. Trinity pointed in a direction. "I think it’s that way—do you want me to go with you?" "No, I’ll manage. Thanks!” Following Trinity’s instructions, I eventually stood in front of two closed doors with unclear symbols. “Sure, why not?” I mumbled, trying to make a decision. One looked vaguely like a dress, so I guessed that one was for women. As I entered the restroom, I saw it was empty and headed for one of the stalls. After finishing my business, I went to sink, rubbing the soap between my palms before washing it off. But as I turned off the tap, I heard a sound from around the corner. My heart skipped a beat. How had I missed a whole part of the restroom? Curious, but more so fearful because I knew I had screwed up—I peeked around the corner, seeing exactly what I had been expecting to see. To my horror, I saw urinals, and a guy with his back turned against me, zipping up his jeans. I swallowed my breath, panicking, and I knew I had to leave quietly before he noticed me. Carefully, I took a step back, only for my foot to hit the bin, followed by the sound of a loud clatter. Shit. The guy turned around swiftly, his expression tense and his jaw clenched. My stomach dropped. Even though this was the first time I had seen his face, I recognized his build immediately. It was the Lycan Prince, Kylan, and he was walking toward me with a gaze so cold, it could kill. Everything seemed to move in slow motion as he stepped closer, and closer—until he stood in front of me, leaving no more than a few inches between us. Nervously, I bit my bottom lip, dreading whatever would come out of this. I was so embarrassed, the sound of my own heartbeat echoed in my eardrums. The prince’s eyes bore into mine, and he looked pissed. I was frozen, my mind blank, unsure of what to do or say next.VioletNate sighed as if it wasn’t a big deal. But I knew it was…“My parents have been searching for her.”“Oh no!” Kaelis gasped dramatically. Even through her tone, I could hear the fake concern. She didn’t care about Chrystal and had made her opinion on her very clear the first time I met her.“Have you seen her around?” Jack asked.Kaelis shook her head quickly. “No. I’m sorry.”Please don’t ask me, please don’t ask me…Then his eyes landed on me. “Violet?”My chest rose and fell, and I began to panic. The blood was probably draining from my face because what could I even say? How could I ever lie to this man?A warm hand brushed against mine. Shocked, I eyed Nate, who gave me a reassuring smile. “Have you seen her?” He played along.I swallowed hard. “No,” I said softly. “I haven’t…”Jack hummed. “It’s not the first time she’s done this,” he exhaled. “She’ll make sure we can’t find her to worry us, and usually her little disappearances only last a day or two, but for some reason
VioletWe sat around the table, the smell of Kaelis’s chicken soup filling the air. A big smile was plastered on her face. “You are going to love this, Nate!” she said, scooping big portions into everyone’s bowls. “I worked so hard on this!”She said it with a grin that made it impossible not to smile back.I looked from Kaelis to Nate. A small smile was on his lips as he looked down at the soup. “You didn’t have to do this,” he mumbled.“But I want you to get better,” Kaelis said. “I’ll get us some drinks!”She hurried out of the room, shutting the door behind her. My eyes turned to Nate again as he stared down at the bowl in front of him with the spoon in his hand. I could tell he was thinking about something, probably a lot of things, and there was probably so much more he wanted to vent about, but felt like he couldn’t.“Enjoy your meal,” I said.I brought my spoon to my lips and took a bite, feeling the hot soup against my tongue. But the taste was…a little off.My eyes shot to N
VioletHis voice cracked slightly, and as I stared into his eyes, I could tell that they were red. An obvious sign of the Lunaris.Kaelis was right there, but he wasn’t looking at her. He was looking at me.“Where’s Kylan?”“He’s not here,” I said quickly.A crooked chuckle came to his lips. “Of course not.”It was almost like he had wanted him to be here. I couldn’t speak, and just kept looking at him, dazed and unsure of what to do next.What had he been doing?What had kept him busy?And then, there it was. Another set of footsteps came from the stairs. Same as Kaelis, I looked up, and saw a girl. I recognized her immediately. She was one of the girls from Starlight, but we had never spoken. She must’ve been one of the handful of students who had traveled back to Lyperia for the feast.Nate’s face changed right away, like he was embarrassed to have been caught. “Violet,” the girl said warmly as she reached the bottom of the stairs. “We meet again!”“Yes…” I managed, blinking fast.
VioletKaelis hummed a tune the entire way down the path, her face showing not a single worry. I looked at her from the corner of my eye. She looked so calm, happy. Her braid swung behind her while she balanced the big, heavy pot in her hands.I guess one could say I was the complete opposite. My chest felt tight, and my mind was a mess.Because while for Kaelis this was nothing more than a visit to a sick friend, it was different for me. I knew this talk could go both ways. It could either heal something or shatter it beyond repair, and that was okay, but I needed something to happen. Anything, so I could move on.I really wished Kylan would’ve come so he could’ve done the same. Sometimes pain was necessary to move on, but I would lie if I said it wouldn’t be my dream to heal something.The more we walked, the more my mind went to Nate.What would he say when he saw me?Would he even look at me?The image of his face when we last saw each other kept flashing through my mind, and as a
VioletThe side of Kylan’s lips trembled as he forced a smile. “I’m—”“Don’t do that,” I cut in quickly.The words came sharper than intended, but I couldn’t take them back. I didn’t want him to give me that smile, that shield, to lock me out again while I knew he wasn’t himself at the moment.I leaned closer across the table. “We haven’t talked about what happened, and you haven’t even asked me why I went with your brother yesterday,” I told him. “There’s a lot of pain we haven’t processed, and I know you went to visit Nate…and that it didn’t go well.”Kylan swallowed hard, his throat shifting at the last words. Even hearing about it seemed to be hard for him.I exhaled. “Although we were still learning, our communication seemed to be getting better,” I said. “But with everything that’s been going on…it feels like we’re slowly moving backwards again.”Kylan dropped his gaze to the table as if it would somehow save him from having this conversation.“I think we need to discuss this,”
VioletWhen the bright light faded, I was no longer in the bathroom.Instead, I found myself in the woods. My feet pressed against the grass, everything was too quiet, and as I looked around, there was not even a bird in sight. It was the kind of silence that made me question what I was even doing here.I felt a chill down my spine, and my heart thudded against my chest. I didn’t know what this place was, but at the same time…I did. The trees, the moss, the faintly golden sky above. It all looked so familiar…Turning slowly, I took it all in, until it hit me so hard I nearly forgot how to breathe.This was the Bloodrose…But what was I doing here?How did I get here?Before I could understand why or how, a little girl ran past me, her long blonde hair swaying side to side. She looked so small, adorable, and was probably no older than seven.Then a voice followed.“Violet!”Once again, I turned around, and my heart skipped. I recognized that voice because how could I not?From behind t







