The Prince’s DiaryHere I am again, alone with my thoughts. My soul gathered at the feet’s of my tormentors. Every passing day, when the moon has kissed the earth goodbye and all that could be perceived is tormentors of my darkness, they come out to hunt for me. The voices come out to play with my sanity. They take a ball and a bat, scoring and killing me time by time.But tonight, I’m not alone. I have an armor. A protector stands tall in front of me, shielding me away from the tormentors of my mind. I found peace in the midst of a war on my head. I found a queen. I found her.I found the one who would lay down my soul, just have to let me have a peace of mind. And tonight, for the first time in forever, I feel like I might have finally found the hope I’ve been seeking. Tonight, this hour, this minute, this second— I feel the need not to sink into the darkness. For the first time in a while, after my heart has gone through a “shatter me” series, I can feel myself embrace the light.
CodyIt had happened like a fine trick. I knew the school was going th hear about all that had happened sooner than later, but that came sooner than I expected. Jimmy told me that rumours had been spread that I was dumped by Adam after I had tried to come on to me. Who had decided to spread that rumor, or where they had heard it from. I just knew that the whole concept of everything was so uncomfortable and I knew that I could not deal.As Jimmy and I walked past the hallway, with different people staring and pointing at me, I knew that I had a tokay entered into it. I sighed, hitting my hand on my head. This was actually happening. I felt really shitty about myself I was really tired.“How did they even pass that rumour in the first place?” I asked Jimmy as I moved over. We were both seated in our usual spot at the school. This was the only place where I knew the words were not going to get to me. Or the people.“Jimmy, what is happening really? I’m so confused. How did this even ge
The way my heart was beating was starting to get beyond measures. I was breathing like I was on a marathon, yet I was only following the Prince to wherever he was taking me. I was breathing like I was doing something intense. There was something about the way Adam was holding me that was making my heart yield from once place to the other. The way my heart kept skipping and I was trying not to trip on nothing but air at how tight he as holding me, like he was afraid to let me go. There was some type of way I was feeling that even I, myself was starting to get confused about. The way his hands fit perfectly into mine, and how he kept bringing out his fingers to curl around my palm, like he as trying to make sure I was there. Even if I had wanted to escape, which was the last thing on my mind, there was no way I could as his grip was so tight on my hand I could not even slip out. Before I knew what was going on, we were in front of the school already. Now, this was when I was starting
I had not even realized the extent at how I had ruined everything . The way I had pushed the only person that ever cared about me away just cause I was scared of somethings I had made up from the past, when I was much younger. The thing is, weird things had been happening to me. I had been having strange dreams, and I had also had strange feelings in my chest and my heart. I was too scared, and the next solution was for me to run into the human world. My insecurity for being human had made me read too much in what you had said. And I had been scared that if I had let you explain yourself, I was going to lose to these things I had made up my mind to to since I was very much younger. I’m sorry, Adam. Hurting you. Or any of the Lycans who I now, have considered to be a part of my family is the last thing on my mind. Or my head, I’m sorry for being a bitch. I’m sorry for causing you to experience pain, and anger, even hurt, when all you had been to me ever since we met was kind and ni
Remy’s head popped in through the doors and by the time I could get myself back to normal, I realized that on my haste to get away from Adam, I had pushed him away and he was now on the floor, groaning and holding his butt. I turned red immediately. Now, this was going to make it look like we were doing something when we obviously had not. I cleared my throat, ablidiku eye contact from any of the two. I could feel Remy’s mocking smile as she spoke. “Oh. I had no idea you two were up to something.” At this time, Adam had gotten up and take a sit on the couch I had planned to go from the very beginning. Only if he had let me. Now, I was dying from both embarrassment and wetness in my down region. It was like my brain was just starting to realize that we had almost kissed. And this time, it would have been without regrets or disappearance. I swallowed. We really were moving fast. But we had moved too slow, and I still needed Adam to understand somethings. Which was me not accepting that
I observed the dinning room too. There was a kitchen that seemed not to be too far away, although I could not sight the interior from where I was sitting. The dinner table and chairs were placed in the middle of the room. There were different drawings of nature all around. It was so beautiful I envied the artist. There was also another big TV placed in the middle, at the front of the room. Although, it was not as big as the one in the living room, it was taking a large amount of space. “You were clearly embarrassing the girl.” Remy shot a glare at Martin and he gave a sheepish smile. That was when I had tuned in back to the conversation, and realized they had been talking about me. I watched the both of them exchange for a while, before Martin brought his eyes to meet mine, and wink at me. Remy slapped the back of his head immediately. I laughed.“Welcome to our humble abode, Cody.” Edward was the one to speak now, finally taking his eyes off his mate who was now looking smug. “You
I was still being held on tightly by Adam. It was like he did not want to let me go. I finally relaxed over an hour ago, when Ella had brought our games to be played. We later abandoned it and they were now playing a game of ‘never have I ever,’ all these while, Adam kept whispering sweet nothings in my ear, making it hard and impossible for me to concentrate well on it. He had been long for various ways to get me back upstairs ever since we started out, but the girls were not allowing it. Frankly, I also was eager to go ho with Adam because I had to speak to him about what we were. The Lycans had been talking about mates and all sort of things, and I needed to make it clear to Adam, even if the Lycans needed not to know anything. I was still deciding if I was going to accept that he was my mate. I had not accepted it. I had just accepted the fact that I was in fact, indeed in love with him. I wanted us to date, and fall in love the way humans usually do. I wanted us to hold hands a
I kept following the both of them, a lithos bit quiet because I was still in awe of the house when we suddenly stopped in front of a door. Remy opened the door and switched on the light and I gasped. It was like a play house, somewhere to hang around. There was a bar not too far away and couches and little cakes scattered around the floor to make it more colorful, they were of different colors. “I know right. The Prince loves to have his things fancy.” Ella said beside me and I chuckled. She was actually right. I had noticed that even to his fingernails, everything about Adam was fancy. “Does he own this place?” I asked and Remy shook her head. “It’s probably the property of the royal family but Adam had it furnished and designed before our arrival. We were only supposed to spend a few days here but of course, he said he could not come to a place that had been abandoned for several years without new things. So we had this done. Which was part of what delayed us. We should have arri