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Chapter 45

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I was still standing in front of the mirror. If only it was human, it would have sent me on my hills. I was preparing to go to school but I could not even deal anymore. So many things was going on with me that I was trying to process. I needed to take a deep breath. I, Cody the human had been on something I had regarded to be heat. Only it had not been heat, because I had seen myself the next day and changes that was so vivid. At least to me. The cup of my bra was now hitting to my back, making it tighter. So many things was happening.

And at the same time, I just realized someone that I had spent all my life thinking and fussing over, was no longer in my heart like he always is. I closed my eyes. A act I was always doing. My heart was beating fast like it could not perceive it next breath. I was no longer in live with Jimmy. Fact known, knowledge taken. I was cool to go. Good to deal with. But why then was a certain part in my heart feeling like the reason why this happened was beca
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